Thursday, June 26, 2014
haha hello~
really long since i last blogged.
Wonder if anybody still comes here? haha
just suddenly felt like blogging, because kinda had some thoughts today.
it was a day, mixed with happy and sad moments.
It started off a little bad.
den after a while, it was ok.
but moments later, it became bad again.
and then, it was ok again.
see what i mean? moodswing probably.
kinda tough to deal with that, but oh well~
but umm. after that went for facial.
it was good and traumatising as well? haha
apparently my dead skin on my face is really thick, so thick that i can't feel the prickly feel that I'm supposed to get =X
but good thing was that i managed to sleep during facial today.
even to the extent that i dreamt hehs.
n the dream was a little epic and funny haha!
becos i was putting on mask, i dreamt of that as well.
n i dreamt that i left and bid goodbye with my mask on, n then i went back to find my consultant.
n then i asked, i don't have to remove this?
she say don't need. but i told her it was rigid and restricting my facial movements hahaha
n moments later i woke up and she helped me to remove the facial mask haha
epic max~
anyway it was a good facial i feel.
thought will come back and go for a good dinner but smth happened.
so yeah, in de end dinner cancelled. so yeah, another bad thing.
but in return, got to have dinner with wenxiu before the movie with sove.
so it wasn't that bad.
n on the way to west mall, met annabelle from mcyc, my previous volunteering organisation.
n yeah, it made me felt good cos she remembered me and we had a short chat.
n i had a good dinner and chat with wenxiu as well.
on the way to west mall on 157, it kinda made me think about the memories of travelling to njc.
n at the moment really felt like going for a long ride on the bus alone, jus looking out of the window and looking at the surroundings.
a very nice therapy i feel.
n it was during that moment that made me felt more, and had more thoughts.
i realised that i really should pay more time and attention to things around me.
i should not revolve my time on only one person, nor just my family.
its all about balance, and i believe its all about myself.
i think i should give myself enough space to be alone, n enough time for other people as well.
for him, for my parents, for my friends, etc.
sometimes, some alone time is really good i guess. therapeutic =)
n then i wanna say something as well.
whenever something bad happens, don't be demoralised and sad and depressed.
because there will be good, or even better things that will come.
stay positive, and everything will be good =) <3 p="">stay strong everybody, we can all do this! :)
--Merci tout le monde--
11:08 PM
