sorry, kept blogging, but im seriously bored =((
sian~ ate sinful oily chicken wing - my uncle bought it =(
but didnt eat all de flour n crispy parts.
n im craving for chips. sinful! =((
my swimming ytd is useless le~ awws~
nvm, thurs swim again! hahas.

haish.. abit emo nia! no specific reasons though.
watching the 9pm show.
the scene is touching nia: the guy nearly died, near death experience.
den the wife somehow sensed it. so when he came home, both jus hugged.
its like, there's a hidden msg saying "im lucky to had survived. i thought i wont see u anymore."
n somehow it seemed like the couple will "confess" and have a heart to heart talk =)
hahas. nice x)

tmr is wed le! mid of de week, wow~
fast,yet slow huhs.?
im so looking forward to the weekend! bet its gonna be a packed yet fulfilling one =)
awws~ imu gong~ wonder if its raining over there, wonder if everything's ok..
but i believe you'll do fine =) rmb im always there with u =) jiayou! mutouludou~ 9:03 PM

oohs!
i forgot to say smth!
i saw this girl on de bus twice. gosh,she's real pretty!
ok,mayb not those extremely pretty n hot girl, but her complexion is super good!
its like,fair, and flawless, and she got this, elegant feel.
wow man. n her bag is those normal ones,not those branded kind.
but she jus looks so pretty~ jealous!!!!!! hahahas.

well anws~ today's de last day of May le!!! wow manz =X
exactly 2 months left.rarr~!

n i realised a big weakness of myself:
always wanting to do some stuff but i'll rarely do it =X
be it baking,cooking,looking thru math/econs (kinda for fun cos gt de feel of studying again=P)
i nv do them though i always say i got the feel. ooops?
n hmm! i wanna go lib!!!
x))
n i wan shopping~!!!!!!
i know wat i wanna get le - brown shorts! (mayb light brown one =D )
jus suddenly thought of one of my blouses n feel that it suits a light brown shorts =P
n i wanna get bags too!
JB SHOPPING PLEASE~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EST TAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDD

oh,before i end,
hope everything will be fine for all guys at fieldcamp!
n hope wat est n i plan can be true : meet the guys for breakfast catchup session! 10:40 AM

woosh! i had a long deep slp with a wow dream last night.! haha
guess its cos i was too tired after the swim with est!
well the swim was great! x) act thought of swimming more but first time after so long,so better not =)
met a disgusting couple at the swimming pool,think is cheena one.
they probably didn't know water is clear =X
doing disgusting stuff at swimming pool.yucks.we totally feel like saying "pls go book a hotel room" LOL!
u guys shld noe wat im talking abt now uhs..hahhas.

anws. instead of having dreams that weird things are mixed all tgt into a dream,
with scenes jumping here n there, ytd was probably a rather full one.hahas.
lazy to type out all so forget it bahs. hahas.
anws only concerned a few, more particularly one of them.
so i think i'll jus tell that one person about it =)

oh wells. after swimming we spent money buying cardigan! hahahas.
but ya,it was 50% so oh well! =P
hope i wont regret!
n est also has de go!card! im gonna post it later. im applying for one too! x))
awesome~

today seemed like its gonna be a rather good day i suppose =)
n morn met gor! he suddenly "gd morning" behind me.ahahhas. nice x)
wheee! 8:44 AM

today is the first time i feel that time is passing really slowly! =(((((
arghhhhh~ 9:32 AM

reached office early today.
about 10min earlier?
so slacked ard.. but 830 is here now =X so fast~ =(
a little monday blues as usual.
anws the mochi bun is quite nice.! n im so full after eating it,tsk >.<

well. guess i have quite some stuff to do.
saw quite a no of emails from my boss =X
but the thing is i duno wat the other party wants!
keep editing but they jus send back to ask me to update further =X rarrrrrr

n im really so full =(
its always like that. its so nice that i keep eating.
n i'll be too full after that n regret eating it =X bleahs~
but nvm! swimming tonight! =) 8:29 AM

wanna change blogskin but cant find one that i realli like.. 1:50 PM

had been having quite some thoughts lately.. 12:13 PM

i feel abit full, from the strawberries n cream from starbucks. 9:43 PM

I AM SORRY MY DEAR GIRLS~!!!!!! BIG APOLOGIES TO ALL OF YOU~~~!!!!!
BUT IM ALSO VERY THANKFUL FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING!!!!!!!!!!!!
heex.really glad to have you all as my girlfriends.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ALL ARE ALWAYS MY BEST GIRLFRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

really sorry kies~ really feel abit guilty but.. wat wanlin say also true la hors?
can meet u all anytime ehs? heeheex.
though not really anytime but still abit more possibility hors?
hehhehs..sorry la ah~
i promise i'll try not to be like this next time.!n i'll try to make up for this okies!!!
n i still love u all de okays!!!!!
hopefully est can make it on sun!!! really wish i can meet u all too!!!
miss crapping and gossipping with u all!!! =))
sorry, and thanks, and i really love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!! heehee x))
you girls are the best girlfriends I can ever haf x))) MUACKSSSSSSSSS 12:14 AM

okieokie..i shall keep my cool.
*breathe in**breathe out*
*breathe in**breathe out*
woosh! shall not think of that stupid bus driver alr.
made me post 3 posts in half an hour?!

n yeah, est's right. ITS FRI! we shld be happy! =))
yupyups. anws i think shld be able to get refund from the control station.
i shall jus explain n i guess its ok. PROVIDED I MEET PPL WITH GD ATTITUDE =XXX
bt i guess i gotta settle it tdy? if nt duno if its still possible =X

ALRIGHT. CHASE AWAY THAT MOODY MOOD, THROW AWAY THAT STUPID BUS UNCLE!!!!
shall look at the smses that will cheer me up x)
n yay! today is friday!
n n n , "today is a bookout day, book out,book out~ " =PPP
i keep thinking of that song,haha! cant rmb de full lyrics but i can rmb de tune,hehhhehs~
i think it's gonna be so cool and funny to see n hear all de army guys sing this.hohoho =P

ahhh! if im nt wrong,its like that:
"today is a bookout day, bookout, bookout,
today is a bookout day, bookout bookout day~
no more bmt~ no more _______,
no more sergeant tekan me, bookout bookout day~"
is it is it?!?! =P 8:57 AM

eeeeyer i dun like this!!!!! =((
im still feeling rather pissed now!!!! tsktsktsk!
irritating lah!!!!!!! >.<
> 8:46 AM

rarrr! my day was spoilt by this stupid bad attitude bus uncle!
the day started off to be rather gd de! =((
its like this. de bus broke down. den they issued a tic for refund.
supposedly u can jus use de tic n dun need to pay for de next ride.
den when we bought de bus,i asked n show de tic.
de uncle say if u use this, den dun need to scan.
so im like ok,i'll use. den i walk away.cos i thought showed him le mahs!
den he said eh u haven scan! den im like huhs? den i orh,i scanned.
I SHOULD HAVE ASKED AGAIN!!!! rarrr!!!
so i stupidly scanned, n realised that im still charged.
n i observed n realised u mus throw de tic into the "box" THAT UNCLE DIDNT TELL ME THROW INSIDE HORS!!!!!
he only said USE. like wth!!!
so i kinda wasted de refund thingy?
but i dun care. im so gonna ask ltr when i take bus home.
if i cant use,i'll go to the control station to ask for refund.
argh. stupid uncle!!!!!
tts why i said, im always very unhappy when i face bad attitude service.
it ALWAYS, NV FAILS, to spoil my mood!!!!!
rarrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 8:31 AM

heh.jus now on de way back from lunch,
my colleagues were talking abt de scary lightning n thunder last night.
n den somehow, i kinda linked that to doomsday.
seriously leh.im like wondering,is the erratic weather these days related to doomsday? =XXX
but anws. while thinking of that,i suddenly thought of wat jj said during one of our outings ahahas.
think it was de chinatown dinner that time.
n then we were saying if doomsday come, we gotta go around n look for our loved ones n die tgt or smth.
den jj mentioned smth like, dun need to be so troublesome de.
cos sg is so small.
if we're caught in a flood, de water will jus bring us all tgt, and we can jus say hi/bye to ppl..
so we'll be like, being carried in de water and saying hi/bye to ppl ard us.hhahaas!
i duno why i thought of that but hahhas. super nice =PP

i really kinda miss my kids!
probably meet up next wk or wat uhs? or when their poly holi starts =)) 12:32 PM

yoohoo! its thursday!! =DDD
n today's weather super nice n cooling.! walked from my hse to the market bus stop.
gonna do this frm tdy onwards cos i can save 20cents a day! hahahhas.
Tdy felt rather ok,mayb cos its thurs n tmr is fri! =DDD

actually was thinking about wat happened ytd.
quite some thoughts about it. jus a day and i can have mixed feelings for one thingy.
i was shocked to see de sms. but after i thought thru, i found out de real reason why im so shocked.
sometimes it jus doesn't pay to be good, isn't it?
im doing stuff that im told not to, cos i feel i shld.
but in de end? its like im taken advantaged of.
i dun like this. its like making me feel that "oh,so i shld be nasty?" =X
but dont worry frens, i wont be nasty to u guys =P
cos i know u all r always there for me n i really appreciate that =)

oh well, i wont let any person or anything change me to another person.
i'll still be me, still who i am.
i'll still treat ppl ard me how i think i shld treat them.
sometimes people will say "u shld be nasty at times! if nt u'll be at an disadvantaged!"
well, true. mayb i will, one day, if im really forced to?
like i told lw, i do have those thoughts act, jus that i really find it hard to really do it.
perhaps, wait till im really made to do so.
if that day really comes n u're de victim, u're suay.
but well,u made me do that =XXX
lets all hope that day wont come la uhs?
i still wanna be de nice me~ (oops, heehee =P)

okies! end of blogging, start of work~~~
somehow i hope my boss will email me some work, BUT NOT TOUGH ONES =XXX
no matter what happens, we will always be together =)
i said that,and you remembered that x))
im always so glad u're always there for me, thanks dear =) 8:24 AM

my boss is out of town again!
i thought he'll leave next wed cos he didnt give me tons of work ytd.
but apparently~ from his automatic reply, he's out of town from tdy.
till 31may!! >.<
i hope he comes back ON 31 may, if nt my time sheet.... =((
i duno when i'll be able to get my pay liaoz.. =XXX

ok i jus had a feeling breakfast =X ate a red bean bun and a piece of biscuit =O
but its nice =)
n tdy seemed like a nice day right from de morn! =))

n n n..
ytd was scary. de lightning and thunder.
a loud thunder even at 4plus!
n somehow it occurred to me: is this smth to do with the rumoured doomsday? =X
n i had weird dream last night. everything banged tgt again =X
J knows RY,n J is so despo that he spammed person after person to help him chase back his girl.
den i went into the P1 class that i once took care of when i was a prefect, n they are still schooling as a class?!
n at the scene whr im with est n elf, my cousins were also thr -.-
n den after that i met Huijuan when i was gg home.
wah very luan la.hahas.
but a rather ok slp last night?=))
i keep playing ur last sms in my head =)
really thanks for telling me that. for assuring me with that. u have no idea how powerful those words are =) 8:42 AM

does my name looks like it belongs to a guy?!?! =(((
2 ppl who replied to my email called me "sir" / "mr" =XXX
rarrr.
but they are from overseas so i cant blame them too.
but de one who called me Mr is a singaporean,jus tt he obediently listens to his boss n called me mr lim!!!
luckily his colleague who called is clever enough to jus ask for me (said my name)
n after hearing my voice called me miss lim. tsktsk.
n so,i'd learnt to be clever.
i changed my email signature,adding a "miss" at the back. lol =P
n whee~!! im left with 3hours n abt 20mins?? =)))))

n hahaha. though sometime linwan really very irritating,,
its really nice smsing with her =P
THIS IS A COMPLIMENT HOR LINWAN AUNTY =PPP
thanks ah, for always sms-ing with me when im working x) 1:52 PM

thanks linwan. i felt better le =)
wheee! 1 hr passed. rarrr~
hope time passes quickly today too! but pass slowly after work =)
n all de best to some1 for ippt! =)) 9:32 AM

im really loving this song =)
i love the tune esp =) 8:48 AM

oops sorry, haven go n settle the chinese input on my com.
lazy to do that so jus type in hanyu pinyin =)
this song is nice,and touching =)
n it reminds me of our story.that was probably ur thoughts during de years? 8:41 AM

this song keeps getting stuck in my head =)
quite a nice song =) 8:37 AM

MONDAY BLUESSSSS =(((
totally felt like sleeping more and dont wanna wake up and dont wanna come to work =((
honestly, i realised that there are pros and cons of this job.
compared to emas, i learn more things, and have higher pay.
i can slp later, cos i can wake up later, and i have direct bus.
but then, im really not close to the people here.
though somehow i feel time do pass abit faster here, which is good,
but its jus gaga when now, almost a month here, yet i cant mix in.
becos they r all perm staff n keep talking abt their work.
back in emas, i have shiyun n yuhao who can crap with me.
n then everyone is smiley n cheerful (the indo/phillipines workers)
even de so called perm staff, like juwita and affandi, will not always talk abt work.
haish.. oh wells.
i alr made de choice,wat can i do?
act fast enough,its alr a month soon. this fri marks de end of de 1st month le!
so i guess, it'll pass by soon.
n wow,its de start of uni life =X
okays, i mus make full use of my night time and my weekends to hang out n enjoy!!!
i alr plan to take leave some day. nt sure when yet o.O
when i find ppl n activity to do bahs =)

act thinking of taking leave on my bday.hahas. that's one =)
provided there are people free to go out w me of cos! will see how again cos.. still quite long act.hehhs..
alrights! back to work~
my bread is in front of me but a bit no appetite =X
hope tdy passes by fast!!!
boohs~ dreamt of u! initially i still can rmb when i woke up at 6. but then after that i went back to slp, den woke up n forgot liaoz.
only know its nth much,some peaceful one,like jus gg out with u de =)
haish.mutou =((
but anw! i noticed smth,similar to our symbol de x) tell u next time! x) 8:30 AM

=))
once in a while, suddenly, those thoughts will pop out.
no warning, sometimes no reason,
jus feel gaga. feel insecure. feel weird.
but like wat i told my fren, this, is perhaps normal bahs.
well, i think its quite rare to have a perfect r/s with jus smiles n laughters.
there are bound to be tears, emo-ness, or mayb quarrels for some..
but the winners are the couples that are able to solve these problems,
to talk things out, and resolve the quarrels, clear the misunderstandings, wipe away the tears,
and then smile tgt again, and continue to move on =)
my fren's cute. she said its like some devil out to spoil the cupid's job. hahas.
but well, in chi, there's a saying : xie2 bu2 sheng4 zheng4 =)
de evil ones will nv win the good ones =) so yups! x)
im always glad that we are always able to honestly tell each other how we feel,
and then we'll both feel better n continue to walk the path =)) 8:16 PM

shoulders aching~ 8:59 PM

gosh~ how can my dear kiddos be so cute?!?! hahaha.
really glad i have them as my family nia x)
made me smile like crazy.hahha.
ok this was wat happened.. C was on FB writing she's bored ytd.
so i replied saying im tired.
den stupid J go type "you go find your ** la~ :x"
haha.n before that he wrote quite some stuff on my wall also.lol.
den i said "oh, now dont wan me le huhs,keep pushing me to him"
den he said "who say dont want u! we want we want, but dont know u still wan us anot"
AWWS~!!!!! aahahaas. so cute la!!!!!!
ok, i know cute isn't de word to describe jj, but seriously!!!!! hahhaas.
so im gonna declare my love for them on fb ltr x)
whr can i find such great family sia x))

AAACJX I WONT ABANDON U ALL DE LA~
MY DEAREST KIDDOS x))) IRREPLACABLE!!!!! =DDD
I STILL WAN ALL OF YOU DE~~~haha x))
BIG LOVES~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!

this really brightens me up sia. now i feel much happier,nt sian anymore!
mayb also cos its gonna be lunch time soon x) meaning half a day's over! =DDD
n i realise time passes rather quickly when u sms too x)
glad i always have wanlin n est to sms with me during work,hahas.
wheeee~!!!! back to happy happy girl!!! ;)
im really so blessed~ to have AAACJX my great family, my awesome girls, and of cos some1 x)
LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x))))) 11:09 AM

weird =(
this morn i was rather satisfied when i woke up
cos i think i had a great slp.
with weird dreams here n thr but cant really rmb the details.
but cos i slept at 11plus,n woke up at 7, really felt great =)

but then... on my way to work on de bus,
duno why, suddenly my mood dampened by alot.
i would say quite a lot lo. duno why.
suddenly like,felt moody nia =X haish..
hope everything will be fine behs!
hope time passes quickly tdy~
den hope i can find de time to print de photos today? =) 8:31 AM

act dun really have de feel to blog. haha. 8:39 PM

saw this on tumblr:
"When i tell you i love you, I don't say it out of habit.
I say it to remind you that you're the best thing that had ever happened to me" =)

after i switched off my com ytd, received a msg that made me wanna blog.
but kinda lazy to switch on com jus to blog again,so i let it be..
one emoticon to express: ='))
crying, or maybe just tearing, but smiling too =))
abit heartache? awww~~ but im fine x)

ok mayb i update more ltr or tonight.
nw got stuff to do le.
n i got "promoted" to project coordinator instead of admin asst.
wow,sounds so pro right.lol.
then my boss say "sounds nicer,but pay nv get promoted" LOL.
=) silly gong. mm too much de day before so mus make me mu alot ytd also right =X
see la,culprit of de above =P n now my turn to mu alot le la =(
but anw, though im nt physically there,u know im always with u uhs =) urimh, vice versa eh! =P
jiayou kies. we'll be meeting soon! x) n i gt interesting stuff to show u too x) jiayou! lu! 9:03 AM

some stuff had been going on.. and then sometimes my mind will wander abt, and think about those stuff..
jus feel like finding a place to talk about it, so i guess blog will be de best place? =)
warning: this post is actually quite long =X n its jus my ranting abt some r/s stuff.
so if u r those who wanna read my stuff n only things abt me (=P) u can skip this =)

somehow,i began to realise smth..
in a relationship, there is no right or wrong..
be it a simple one jus between the male and female lead, or a complicated one involving 3, or even more characters..
perhaps, it'll jus end up with this word: fate. or mayb, destiny.
like wat ppl always like to say, its like heaven playing a joke on de ppl (direct translation frm chi)
heaven make(s) people meet, and perhaps, fall in love with each other (or maybe one-sided)
but not all will end up tgt, n live happily forever after.
lucky ones, of cos they will. perhaps face problems, etc etc, but will stay on tgt till de end, eventually.
but perhaps, not for the nt so lucky ones.
for the simple 2-person r/s, maybe one will be deeply in love with the other, but the other may not.
so when de tragedy happens, one will be ok, one will be hurt.
for the 3-ppl r/s, mayb all 3 will go their separate ways,
or mayb 2 will end up tgt, with the last one probably getting hurt..
well, who to blame? actually, i think, no one..

firstly, perhaps, this will be de sentence:
mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de.
forced r/s will not turn out to be blissful in the end.
secondly, i think its de word, fate/destiny.
or mayb, a more accurate one, you3 yuan2 wu2 fen4.
uhm,dun really know how to translate this =X but yeahs..
somehow, fated to meet, but not fated to be together?

but instead of blaming de heaven or watsoever,
i think people shld jus accept it, and move on, becos i believe heaven "arranged" that for a reason =)
like what most ppl said, or mayb wat i'd heard before,
heaven "arranged" for us to meet the bad ones so that we know how to appreciate the better ones in the future.
or mayb in this case, for us to meet the wrong ones, so that we can appreciate the right one in future.

uhm, of cos this is not for me la >.<
but had been having thoughts abt this as im helping my fren in his r/s prob.
thought i doubt he'll know my blog n will come here, jus thought of writing it here..
n perhaps, for another fren too, and for others who had r/s probs =)

i do feel helpless for the fren(s) when he(they) come n approach me.
n i feel sad that i cant help.
afterall,though i kinda experience this before, it felt somehow de same yet different.
i guess what i can do is try to help, but eventually it probably really depends on they themselves.
well, it really takes time. its not so easy to get over it.
esp, if its a deep one.
n i know its easier to be said than done. all my words are like jus crap in a way.
but i really understand how it feels and yes, its terrible.
but in a way, its a must, isnt it?
why let urself be miserable? why not jus let it go,get out of it, and be happy with ur current life?
mayb u cant accept another r/s tt fast, but stay happy,with ur frens, family, etc..
if that person is really not meant for you, then let it go bahs..
it'll be better,for both of you.
mayb not now, but i believe,eventually. =)
n i believe he/she also hopes that u can find the real happiness,
when he/she believes he/she is not the one for you, perhaps vice versa.
so yeah, pick up the courage, and move on with life.
keep those as memories in the back of your mind, and move forward to accept better ones =)

i know u wont see this but jiayou dude.
its gonna be tough these few days,weeks, or even months.
but hope that smhow, this will be solved. whether she turned back or not.
if she does, great =)
but if not, i guess, thats fate.. n.. u jus gotta accept it bahs?
im sure there are better ones for u in de future? =)

what's meant to be yours, will be yours.
if its not meant to be yours, no matter how long, or how tightly you hold on to it,
it'll still be useless.
so,must as well let it go, let him/her be happy with others, n you, be happy and positive in searching for the right one for you in the future =) 8:40 AM

THE LUCKIEST - BEN FOLDS
I don't get many things right the first time
In fact, I am told that a lot
Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls
Brought me here

And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

What if I'd been born fifty years before you
In a house on a street where you lived?
Maybe I'd be outside as you passed on your bike
Would I know?

And in a white sea of eyes
I see one pair that I recognize
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you

Next door there's an old man who lived to his nineties
And one day passed away in his sleep
And his wife; she stayed for a couple of days
And passed away

I'm sorry, I know that's a strange way to tell you that I know we belong
That I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

i think im gonna make myself listen to this song again n again.!
to master de piano part =)
but the vocal covers the piano for some parts =X
i'll try x) cos i think it'll really be nice!
n as i keep listening to it, the lyrics kept on playing in my head x)
awesome much :)) 11:31 PM

IM SO FULLLLL =XXX
mus be due to the hazelnut ice blended jus now =X
half regret, half dont. hahas. cos really had de feel of drinking it jus now x)
today was a rather nice day? hahas.

went with some1 to bugis ard noon time?
had takoyaki - nice! but the wasabi one is eeeeeww =X
i still dun like wasabi!!! super qiang4!!!
but the spicy one n original was rather nice?? =))
came back for a while, den went out again to meet NJ girls!
awesome much, hahas. really very long nv see them le!
n we went to eat at this place whr the seats are actually swings!
NICE NIA!!!!! me n jos keep swinging,hahaha =D
but the food... okok nia.. n de service....
ok la, nt really bad but its quite diff to call for them =X
so.. hmm.. can still consider gg but will see how =)

2 short meet-ups in a day, but both were great x)

good luck to the NS guys who went back in again! haha.
it was so funny to see all their posts ytd.! haha.
all were so happy to be home, in their awesome bed, with a great long shower, n etc.. hahas.
some had ok training, some had super tough ones. either way, there's gd and bad? hahas.
jus hope they can endure through them! n become real men =P
yay!totally great to see u x) ok la,u still look handsome n great,hahaha =P
back to the tough training but i believe u can do it de x) 8 packs!!!! aahaha
will continue to be ur guardian angel and help u endure thru all these! x)
jiayou gong! mutouludou :)) 10:48 PM

gosh. i think its really long since i met my NJ clique?
i jus saw their photos n i got a shock out of it!!!
they looked so diff!
abit scary =X i kinda prefer the NJ them. woops~
well, i'll get to see them tmr. n we'll see =))
kinda miss some of them though! =)
hope tmr's dinner will be good! =))

hmm~ i hope i'll be gg out tmr morn but nt sure yet =X
currently waiting for my fb or hp to ring~ heeheex. i hope it does! =P
hahhas.yay! it jus rang! =D hohoho~
ok,now, i'll jus have to wait for de next one x))
lalalalala~

today time passed rather quickly!
cos got work to do. my boss keep asking me to edit this edit that print this print that!
wah, my table messy to the max!!
n my colleagues ask me to help them do stuff too.
but i haven do yet. leave to wed =)
doing stuff really make time pass fast! x)) niceeeee~

ohsohs! i printed lotsa scores ytd!!!! hahha
now i keep practising mariage d amore!!! nice! but my fingers are too short, cant play de double notes well =(((
n i stretch my fingers till my hand hurts =((
i also printed marry you, back to december, like a rose, and the luckiest!!!!!!
but the luckiest is only the accompaniment part. i only like de first few bars.lol.
i think i mus listen to the song more x))
i hope to figure that out, and also like a rose, and also teardrops on my guitar! xD
wheeee~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 9:58 PM

woah woah woah. im really touched and happy to hear that from my orientee!!!!

was on my way back home on de bus from NJ.
den my orientee saw me n came to talk to me. said hi to her twice in sch alr.
she told me, she became an ogl this year, n she was very proud of it.
then i said yay! nice right? n that i think many of the others in the OG became ogl too.
den she said ya. n that its cos of me!!
omg, i was so happy u know!!! im like "omg! so sweet!!!"
n i cant stop smiling!!! =DDDDD

xiaoclar was telling me this morn that i left an impact in NJ.
cos she got alot of seniors who know me.
haha. but it jus happened that alot of my orientee went to OAC =)
but it was really nice hearing that!!! heeheex.
n miss sylvia soh rmbed me too!
though didnt really like her way of teaching at times but she's quite a nice teacher also la..
so yeps! x)) a pity didn't see miss lee or ms ling =((



8:48 PM

Heard this song again today on my playlist =)
oh, n i heard nice songs like "against all odds", "perfect" and "need you now"
perfect n needyounow had been playing in my head when i was in office, hahas =)

jus thought of smth n wanna add on here =)
i know im lucky. in fact,i think i am VERY lucky.
so i promise, i wont take it for granted. i wont take everyone of you for granted.
i will treasure u guys, each n every one of you, who make me feel so lucky =)) 1:29 AM

finally blogger is working again!!!! =DDD





1:12 AM

YYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x)))) 9:38 PM

YAY YAY YAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*jumping up n down in my heart* (cos i cant literally do it =X)
only est knows why im so happy!!!!!!!!!! x)))
if u really wanna noe come n ask me bahs, heehee.
i'll tell u if i feel like it ;) hohoohoho~
lallallaalla~
n i think time will past fast these days cos seemed like i have quite some stuff to do
need to scan 4 files into com n combine them n edit here n there o.O
goood! x)

n tmr meeting asy~! hehhhehs~

lalalalalallala~~~
cant wait cant wait~!!!!!!!!!!! 9:42 AM

its wed today.. mid of the week le..
somehow, i really wish this week goes past fast. quickly quickly. zoom past >.<
then i think it'll be better in a way =X

reached office slightly earlier today,so came to blog first..

i realised that i love to stone recently..
ytd i stoned in my room again from abt 12 to 12plus before gg to slp?
i think i know de reason why though. oh wells~

n then i got to realise something.. jus wanna share here =))
at times, we may find that we dont know who we really care about, or mayb even who we like, in terms of boy-girl r/s uhs..
n then we may get confused, "do i really like him?" or u jus feel that u r but u're unsure..
in such situations, jus dun think abt anything n let ur mind goes blank.
if u really like/care abt that person, he/she will probably jus appear in ur mind =)
sometimes i'll think, did i purposely go n think of that person?
n den i realised,actually, no. =)
u may think that u're purposely thinking of that person, but how do u do that when that person didn't come to ur mind? =)
so u act thought of that person randomly first, n den u'll confuse urself with all these qns.
but everything is jus so simple. u care abt that person =)
umm.this is how i feel actually. tot we weren't that close cos i didn't miss u like crazy.
but guess i know cos i can only wait patiently now for you to come out,
n there's probably nth i can do now too,so i'll jus wait patiently here =)
but i know, de feelings didnt change, everynight, i still mutou, n will w/o fail send u de telepathy gdnight msg x) 8:23 AM

gosh i jus got to know a piece of great news!!!!
nt sure if its true but i think shld be reliable bahs???
really hope its true manz!!!
gosh est, u really really brightened up my day!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDD
*prays that wat est told me is 100% true~!!!!!!!!* 8:29 AM

today passed by rather quickly, great! =)
i realised today sleeping is really a good way of passing time! =D
slept till 9 plus today, then took another nap from 2 plus to 4 =))
didn't do anything that i wanted to do,lol. no morn run, no walking to jp, no reading of the thing =P
wanted to catch some stuff online but was too tired.
but i did a nice thing today =)
i stoned in my room with the Nice Ambience~ haha.
n i realised my room isnt as hot as the living room!
n so while stoning,got tired,fell aslp =)
but it was great,hugging mickey,n den thinking of some stuff,den fell aslp =)



9:56 PM

YAYYYYY
I THOUGHT OF WAT I CAN DO TMR LIAO
=))))))))))
its gonnna be tough to read in that microword but i guess it shld be alright =)
AWESOMEE~~~!!!!!

n i jus realised my prev post was SUPER LONG =XXX
oops~ 8:44 PM

IM FEELING SUPER SIAN NOWWWWWW >.<
due to a couple of stuff adding up together.

no.1 : tmr most likely not gg sephora or gg out with girls le.
even if we're gg out, its also evening kind, meaning i'll have nth to do the whole day kind =X
staying at home today alr almost killed me. i wonder what will happen tmr =X
no.2: pissed off by the service/attitude of the ppl at the coffeeshop
(i) the coffee-lady. she's nt old but i dun wanna call her girl. lady sounds too nice for her but forget it.
her working attitude pissed me off.
my dad n i ordered drink while my mum went to order food.
didn't order for my mum cos duno wat she want. thought of asking her to order when she's back.
but the queue is long so my dad asked for another barley when the woman brought our drinks over.
n den she said "wah, cannot like that leh. luckily we're not busy today..
if not we cannot walk to and fro like that one leh"
oh please?!?! THIS IS UR JOB FOR GOODNESS SAKE >.<
u're paid to serve the customers hors. when we give orders u jus have to accept n serve us!
its jus like taking another order nia? who r u to say this kind of thing to the customers?
we're nt even asking for anything, jus asking u to take another order. like wts luhs >.<
wah, i nv use wts before nia. but really feel like saying this. stupid la.
BAD ATTITUDE/SERVICE.
(ii) this is nt too bad but mayb cos it comes after the prev one,makes me a little bushuang too.
we ordered a dried chilli dish, but they gave us spring onion.
so we wanted to check,if they gave the wrong order, or they wrote the wrong one.
its ok, if they wrote the wrong one. we'll jus accept n eat, nt as if we dont eat de.
BUT. when we ask her, she said "oh ya, its dried chilli,i said wrongly"
den my mum said "but this dish is spring onion right"
n she said "no, this is dried chilli"
OH PLEASE. ZHENG1 YAN3 SHUO1 XIA1 HUA4.
there isn't any dried chilli AT ALL. n its obvious that its spring onion cos THE WHOLE DISH HAS SPRING ONIONS ALL OVER.
arrghhh. sucks lehs.
and i think they like to use busy as an excuse. NO WAY. that shld not be the way okays.
tsktsktsk.

luckily they are jus serving at the coffeeshop.
imagine this service is experienced by tourists. GOSH.
i think this is why i kinda wanna go into tourism sector.
im gonna make sure i give/train people to give good service to the customers.
speaking of this, i think swensens' is nt bad.
at least they know how to compensate when they do wrong stuff.
like giving free bowl of soup. THIS IS THE RIGHT WAY!
this is gonna be my goal, if i really go into tourism sector.
ensure that the my people or even me, really provide good service.

alrights,sorry people if u're shocked by wat i wrote.
i duno why im so angry/pissed too. but really feel damn sian la.
hopefully it'll be better ltr bahs.
n i think im really sian abt tmr now.
my plan for now though, will most prob be running in de morn.
hopefully i can really find that momentum or smth.
n den mayb go lib in de noon.
i hope de weather isn't as hot as today tmr.
cos i kinda feel like walking to jp lib. EXERCISE. i really need to shed off my weight AGAIN =X
oh well.
hope tmr will be an ok day. or mayb,let it pass fast bahs =X
n n n ..
now,i know why i dont feel bored when im nt working that period.
i thought i'll be bored at home since im nt working for so many days.
but then apparently, mayb cos that time all of us jus became unemployed,
so we have more feel to keep gg out n enjoy..
n so time really flies..
but now, nth much to shop cos not much feel le.. rarrr >.<
haish.i guess partly why i feel so sian its cos u're nt here.
if nt i'll be able to complain to u jus nw n u'll sure make me feel better.
n tmr will definitely nt be sian cos most likely u can pei me, at least thru chatting if we cant meet.
rarrr. really mu nia >.< 7:44 PM

8:08 PM

nth to do =((
my boss left me work that i can leave to next week.
but i did it since i have nth to do.n its kinda done? =X
im now doing extra by typing them out apart from jus finding them.
ok la,at least time isnt passing that slowly i feel =)

but the right side of my tummy hurts, a little. no idea why >.<
hope it'll be ok soon bahs. tsktsk. mayb i ate till im too full? =X
kinda regret finishing de meegoreng but oh wells, too late for regrets.lol.
n tonight most prob eating pepperlunch with girls.!
a little sinful perhaps.mayb i shld nt buy de ice cream.
cos im eating mudpie next week,n i had haagen daaz ytd =X rarrr.
was thinking of gg for exercise tmr, but kaikai say sprinting will build carve muscles!
rarrrr~!!! howhowhow =((((
mayb really gotta go with running.. hw abt sprinting a little? =X
mayb i shld go google huhs. lol. since im free =D

was googling jus now to find solutions for my ACE's batt life.
tried to do smth but de battery life shortened again =X
so i think i shall try only tmr or smth,hope it works! den i can recommend to sm1 ;)

oh wells, hope i'll knock off soon behs~
n hope all guys in army are ok =)
esp de emo one that i talked too ytd.. really hope he's alright~ 3:08 PM

jus feel like posting,mayb smth short x) 11:04 PM

boss nt here yet, colleagues nt all here yet.
currently duno wat to do cos mus wait for boss's instruction.
so came to blog a little.

de woman that everbody is against to (almost every1 i assume)
came to talk to me.
tell me that i must clear my table before i go home, no files on desk.
n that i cannot put anything on de cupboard.
but hey, there are jus too many files?! i have 10rings files!!!
n if i cant put on de table,whr can i put them nia?
ok,mayb under my desk,but siao! too many la! >.<
i hope she dont come tmr n tell me i cant put underneath hor.
i duno wat i'll do =XXX
oh well,who ask me to be temp staff >.<

the morn today was alright.
until i meet this woman n she tell me those stuff.
hope everything will be fine~ 8:34 AM

zooooom~ its 5th may tmr. rarrrr~
yeah, de day is finally here~!
i was quite excited to this day in de past. kinda looking forward, eager to how it'll be like..
but now, nt really =X tsktsk.
but i know i'll be able to pull thru =) cos there's some motivation somewhr~ hahahas.
n this will definitely makes me look forward to weekends man. haha.
no 1, dun haf to work. no 2, smth smth. hhaha =P
but wah, all de guys ard me will be gg in lehs!!! hmmmm
i wonder how it'll be like o.O

ytd was awesome~ totally x)
had a sudden dinner date, den went to ikea, cool~~~ =D
nice nice =))

tmr gonna meet AAACJX!!
hopefully can see everyone~
den fri gonna meet girls! have decide whr to go~
n for de next 2 weeks,i gotta try to make myself busy~ hahas.
nt everyday but, mayb most of de days?? =)

okies,dun feel like blogging liao. bye~
=)) 8:19 PM

haish.. suddenly feeling so sian!!!
sian abt gg to work tmr.. duno why =((
think cos there's this long wkend. den kinda play n enjoyed.
so now thinking of work again makes me gaga. tsktsktsk.
n maybe cos of wat's gonna happen 3 days ltr?







10:48 PM

today, is a day of mixed moods.
was initially ok, a little gaga perhaps, but was alright in de end..
was a little pissed with the new phone too when im dealing with it..
but managed to found de solution so in de end was ok too.
n then evening smth happened again..
hope that things will turn out to be ok too,jus like the previous two issues..
*prays*
no matter what, i'll always be here with you, for you =) 9:01 PM

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