found these tests at asyikin's blog..
decided to try them =))

You Are 9: The Peacemaker

You are emotionally stable and willing to find common ground with others. Your friends and family often look to you to be the mediator when there is conflict. You are easy going and accepting. You take things as they come. Avoding conflict at all costs, you're content when things are calm.

=)) kinda glad with this? heex..

Your Inner Blood Type is AB!

Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional.And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week!Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality.This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil. You are most compatible with: everyone! Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe

aww.. sounds... scary? =X are u sure i am this kind? oops*

You Are 77% Grown Up, 23% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

phew`~
thank god.. im mature =D

Your Monster Profile

Wicked Ghoul You Feast On: Bananas You Lurk Around In: The Hearts of Men You Especially Like to Torment: Republicans

eew` >.< cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" width="350" align="center" border="0">Your Stress Level is: 20%You are not prone to stress or worry.While everyone encounters stress in life, you've learned to deal with it well.You know how to keep productive and creative, even when times are tough.

ooh.. i thought it'll be quite serious >.<

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

hmms.. okayz...

You Are 60% Left Brained, 40% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

hmms.. kinda close huhs??
there is 1 qn: are u mathematical or musical?
im both =P but i chose musical la. heex..

k la.. stop here for today lerhs..
bye`.nitenitez. 10:30 PM

hey theres =))
well... fast.. we've survived thru 3 days out of the 4 consequent days of band practices.
CLAP CLAP! =D
was kinda happy la x))
i didn't pon! hahas..
thought of pon-ing.. but i didn't.. guai hor? hehs..
today.. nt bad =)) duno why..
but kinda like today's practice..
becoz time wasn't passing too slow.. and also..
ms chong praised us! xD!!!
she say our chance of getting a gold is nearing.. YAYX!!!!!!!
im very very very happy n surprised when i hear that.
i love to hear our conductor/conductress/teacher telling us we can get a gold or something near that.
it's jus so pleasing?? realli..
thanks ms chong x)) im sure we'll work hard.
and aim : GOLD WITH HONOURS! heex =D
jiayou FSMB! we can do it derx! heex!

hmms..
other than this..
there was something that made me a little unhappy today >.<>.<>.
coz of my busy schedule >.< gal ="))
erhms`... let's see...
next will be the band camp, and then malaysia..
n mayb going to hongkong! but still considering yet..
so,yups..

band: jiayou bahs! gotta work hard lohs`..
but im sure we can do it de! heex.. but i realli think.. we muz keep de volume down..
sometimes.. we're realli too noisy le.. like today >.<

k lahs`. till here lohs..
tatas.. ^.^

8:54 PM

whoosh`.
outing change date le..
duno why. felt kinda relieved??
=X
kena wl de "virus"
suddenly dun haf mood to go outing also.
glad that i managed to change faris' mind? =))
changed to 14th dec le.. hehs x))
felt kinda sad..
like.. nah pei jia for long time =X
but nt free. sorry luhs.
today they came my hse..
like. kinda bored? nth to do =X
sorry guys.. if u realli felt bored..
ahgong actually fell asleep.. n is realli those deep sleep kind..
can see how boring it is =(( sorry ahgong >.<
was kinda moody again jus now =X but managed to at least like,tell de gals (jy wl)
if nt i'll sure burst out >.< thanks gals..
k la.. update till here bahs..
tmr got band.. yay`. can see baby liao =P

**there's something at my mouth there.. upper lip =X inside. boohoox`.

OH N YES.
jus now something GROSS happened..
u noe wat..
when i was eating.
suddenly a bug flew down from my forehead,down my eyes, onto my cheek and onto de floor
SO GROSS LUHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeee yeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrr
so disgusting leh. goodness >.< hate it hate it..
n there're so many bugs.. n i mean MANY.
in my hse. different sizes de.. GOODNESS SAKE =X
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
well. that's it x))


taggies replies:
``asyikin: hellllooo.. who's bad? =P 8:29 PM

oh ya..forget to say..
i cant see tagboards at my hse..
sometimes can.. but mostly cannot..
that is why i wont be replying at my tagboard..
so.. here are my replies x))
some are very long ago =P

``isyana: yupps.. agree definitely =P continue to rawk on? x))

``yahoo: whoosh. thanks. but duno who u r =X

``jia: yo girl. misses u too.. well.. hope we can meet up soon and go for some shopping? x))

``chufang: heya.. thanks huhs.. u too,enjoy!

``seklin: =X realli? hahaz.. dont dare to =P

``huiyi: yups. relink le

``jr: dont worry la.. it's over le? becoz i replied so late =P but i didn't mean to blame u also anyway =))

``xinyi: hahas.. thanks!!! well.. it realli rocks la! Z610i >.< but doubt i can get it lo =X long time nah see lerx.. missing euu! x))

``jazz: heex.. yeahs.. gonna plan it liao.. lala =P

``jr: relink le lar..

``jingyu: boo hoox. but i think it's nice.. heex =))

``tham gong gong: hmm... realli arhx?? i'll get more info from u when we confirm about it =P heeheex.. thanks THAM GONG GONG =P 4D3N like too much ? later nth to do how =X see first bah.. mayb 3D2N i guess.. woosh`..


tag replies done x)) nitenitez lo! 11:56 PM

yayz`..
changed blogskin le x))
like this blogskin kinda much..
hehs..
coz rainbow mah =P
hmms..
today played with PRESTIGE =P
my new baby.. heeheex..
VERY LOUD.
compared to the E11.. realli lor..
see de big difference.. wowx xP
hmm..
jus now heard kinda sad de things =X haish..
hope everything will be fine bahs..
im kinda good at those stuffs ya..
i duno how to say..
but jus scroll down to de "follow ur heart" that part..
that is wat i wrote.
i think im good at those thingys =P
well well well..
today's band was alright..
a little squeaking here n there??
then.. blew jericho, new songs, christmas songs..
hmm... morning de 157 got some prob >.<
but was kinda.. funny? =P okok la.. heex..
erhms.. organ.. was ok also..
then... slept a little..
it was very cooling jus now.. or rather,cold..
hmm.. update till here bah..
tadas`.

i realli miss my clar alot.. my baby >.< 528205
i miss u.. regretted nt bringing u home =X 11:30 PM

x))
i've been "promoted" to prestige le =D
is it spelled liddat? hmm..nt too sure.
but triple yays!!!
heeheex..
very derx happy..
but then also very scared.. scared that it will dropped or anything will happen to it.
so now muz take very special care of it..
but then there's still black parts on it >.<
shall polish it slowly.. x)) yayz`..
lalax`..
kk.. jus posting for this nia.. heex..
takkaires lops`.... 5:41 PM

these days.. i thought alot..
whether they're positive or negative..
whether they give me a good or bad impact.
it's like,hell and heaven?
i dont like myself now..
it's like.. i realli think too much..
and it's very bad to me?
suddenly have alot of thoughts.. n i hate them.. coz it's.. unbearable >.<
how i wished all these didn't happen on me..
if i weren't that close to him, he wont tell me all these,i wont be troubled.
if i were to be cold hearted and bad to him, i wont have to suffer now..
is it my fault? is it like, im finding trouble myself?
haish`. i hate this.. i realli wished he could give me a break.
better, let me noe de truth and that's it.. stop all those craps already.
i can see that he's still acting? ah blahs`. sucky la can..
haish.
i need a break.
i need to have some comfort.
i need a shoulder? =X jus saying.. i noe it's impossible. but nahmind.
but realli.. at times.. i hope he could be dead.
or mayb, i can forget part of my memory. n those memories,muz have him.
as in, i wan to forget him, so that i wont be so tong ku now.
argh.
if those are realli lies.. u can realli dream on of being my fren ANYMORE.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
anyway.
rulang nt bad ah.. highest 279.. highest in nation 281.. hmm.
gd. keep it up ya =))
finished watching wei xiao pasta today.
whole day stayed in front of my com =P
n cried alot >.<>.< nice nice.
i love this show =P
k la.. dont wanna continue writing lerx .. 8:45 PM

haish`.
kk,i admit..
reading ur email.. im a little... touched?
is it touched? i dont know.
it's as if, it made me pity u again?
i duno wat to do now.. mainly,i noe i shld nt trust u.
but realli, ur email makes me change my mind?
i wished i could get the truth from u. yes, de truth.
i want to know if her presence is true.
how i wish i could tell u straight wat i wanna say.
tell u about how desperate i am towards de truth.
tell u how much i wanna noe if she realli exist.
i wanna see her, hear her, before i can believe u again. realli.
it's jus too much of craps? it's jus too unbelievable.
u're jus making me scared. realli.
i dont know wat to say but.. i jus wished i din knew all these.
i wished i weren't as close to u. so that i wont noe all these.
i wont have to know. i wont have to think. i wont have to bother about it.
jus why. why muz u pick me. why muz u let me suffer all these.
i had enough. jus tell me de truth?
if she realli exist, n u let me hear and see her, n u give me evidence to show that u're realli from US, i believe u.
n i'll apologize for all my tempers becoz of all these..
BUT.
if she does nt exist at all, n all u told me are packs of lies, then im sorry too.
i guess i wont be able to accept u as my fren anymore.
i cant accept that. it's too over. i dont noe why muz u lie.
it's all too much for me to accept..

i realli wanna noe de truth.
whether u r lying or not..
cant u jus admit?
if u're not lying, give us ur evidence. show her to us.
if u're lying, stop all these.. we had enough. n u shld see a doctor. 10:03 PM

AH BLARH.
wateva.
idiotic. who he think he is la!
"these frenship ended when u people said no"
FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
well. let ME tell YOU.
our frenship ended WHEN U STARTED UR LIES.
wat kind of shit is that? u noe u gave us such craps?
yes. CRAPS.
I AM KIND ENOUGH TO NOT PUT THIS ON MY MSN NICK/PM.
to think im that kind.
to ENTERTAIN u. when they all asked me to stop being so kind to u la.
n u give me those bloody shits and sentences. wat the?
so BLARHS.
u noe something.
we can maintain this frenship.
BUT.
u r the one who changed.
not onli u changed, u caused de frenship, u caused everything to change.
u cause us to change our attitude towards u.
u cause us to hate u
u cause us to nt believe in u again.
u caused so many so many things..
n YES. U R THE CAUSE. U, N ONLY U.
i dont noe wateva shit reason or why u wanna lie to us.
i realli cant find or cant think anything.. its all jus so blarhs.
u caused us to hate u. u caused this frenship to end.
rmb?everything is so peaceful last year la. we had fun. nice memories.
BUT U. u caused all these nice memories to end, n u brought in all these shitty craps.
i have enough. but i shall continue to play with u.
i'll wait till 1 day, u admit ur lies and im gonna vent out all my anger.
u better make sure u wont have this day to come by. U BETTER MAKE SURE.
argh.
spoil my mood!!! >.< 9:02 PM

hmm`
thought of having a 3D2N chalet next year. if cannot,then 2D1N.
i mean for 2C'06 =))
saw tham gong gong's blog.. read thru his chalet entry..
hmm`.. seemed nice.
we're so shi bai >.<
i mean, we're such a failure luh >.<
i realli wished we can go chalet la. boo hoox`.
fine. it's kinda,my fault?
ah blah,i duno =X
hmm.. i may talk to faris about it.
we shall have it either in de june or dec.
wat do u think?
hmm.
i thought of making it in dec,but im worried got o lvls u noe.
so i thought of making it in june?
hmm.
nt sure leh.. shall discuss it with faris bah =)
BUT I REALLI WANT 1!!! >.<
pretty please..
although i dun feel like organising.
=X ah blah. but nahmind. WE SHALL HAVE ONE.
yes. i'd made up my mind =)) 11:14 PM

OH MY GOSH LUHX!!!
sony ericsson Z610i is like so damn nice la!!!
omg omg omg..
n i saw somebody taking it today. OH MY`!!!!
haish`.
i have to tell myself i already got k800i liaoz.
cannot think any further more >.<
cannot keep spending money on hp liddat luhx.
w850i also nt bad..
quite nice also..
dad may take it.. duno leh..
so stupid luhx.
when i wanna buy hp,no hp come out.
when i buy liao,suddenly sony ericsson came out so many nice ones.
argh blahx!!!
>.<
nahmind`~
wonder dad wanna take which 1.
but dont think he can take so early.
earliest is also april sia..
nvm la.
muz be contented with wat we have.
so i muz be happy with my phone =))
=P 11:40 PM

i want to cut my hair!
duno why.. feeling de urge to cut my hair x)
but duno when can i cut leh =X
at first thought of cutting it short.
till shoulder length there..
but now, i changed my mind.
mayb cut a little shorter,then i wanna cut de V shape =))
n xiu1 bao2.. n mayb rebonding again.
nt sure if wanna rebond anot leh..
see first bah..but most likely yes lo..
i wanna cut hair =X
but it seemed like,i have to wait till... ... dec? >.< 12:25 AM

oh anyway.
was very happy jus now =))
becoz went to see jeslyn's blog.
n she said that band had improved x))
YAYx!!!!!
darn happy.. was glad to hear that..
becoz i've been wanting to hear that from her.
ever since i knew that she came that day =P
n yups.
was very very very happy x))
that's all.
ta tax! 10:08 PM

aww`~
ahgong tmr leaving le yehx..
leaving for china,go competition >.<
will miss him de.. boohx`~
he'll onli be bac next mon i think.. yeahs..
well`~
jiayou lo ahgong..
dun diu lian hor.. muz bring back a gold also.
if nt de thingy nt nice liao..
jiayou jiayou.
we'll give u moral support derx..
hmm`~
ben lai wanna go see him off..
but too early liao.. so doubt we'll be seeing him off lops..
hope he'll be fine bah..
bye ahgong..
cya next mon lohx..
bye byex`~ 10:05 PM

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
argh.
im so sad n disappointed n a little angry luhx.
more of sad and hurt lor.
esp when he wrote de 2nd sentence.
u noe it's damn hurting to me la.
im those sensitive and emotional de mah.
we these type of ppl sure think alot de mahx..
it's not as if we want to think right?
it's like.. once it comes to ur mind,u'll jus go and think about it mahx.
n u noe.. this made my eyes so red ytd night la.
thank god jy was there to soothe me..
thanks gal.
i was practically crying ytd la.
plus watching aiqing mofashi, made me cry even more..
so afraid n scared that i'll lose something.. a fren, a frenship, or wateva.
u all noe that feeling?
it's jus so freaky..
i mean, u duno wat's gonna happen, but u cant help it. it's like.. u cant noe.
u jus have to face it when it comes.. there's no preparation..
it's jus so terrible..
n he jus say that ________________________________lah.
u noe that "lah" makes the sentence sounds so ......
u noe u noe. n i hate that.. >.<
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 10:05 AM

i feel so inferior.
im realli so scared..
his yan shen, his words..
de way he talks, his expressions.
wat if he realli likes ______?
i mean.. i realli cant take this shock.
n u all dont know.
that scareness.. that... i duno how to say.
but it's realli so scary..
u duno wat he/she is thinking..
but somehow,u seemed to guess it.
he seemed to be telling me something.
telling me that he like ______?
trying to ask me to ******?
i duno.. i realli duno..
he is so scary..
i dun wanna find out anymore..
i jus wished i can noe why he's doing this to me.
wat is his motive, that's all..
im realli freaked out now ..
very.. 10:58 PM

my.. we're scary.
yes,i mean WE,de humans.
we're liars.we all are. we're hypocrites.
i didn't want to say that.. but..
mayb there's another word to replace liars and hypocrites.
my eng ain't that gd ya..
but u noe.. haish`...
jus found out something.
well.. ppl.. go n think..
we always pretended,or jus normal-ed that we are that way..
for example, u jus show who u r in front of ur frens.
but behind this specific person, u will tend to talk bad about this person with ur other frens.
n that is the part where i say we are hypocrites,or liars. we lie to ppl.
yes. i admit. we're still frens..
but those actions can be acute. sharp till they can stab ppl.
n yes. they did stabbed me into my heart. deeply..
i duno why.
i mean, i dun wish to see them doing that. realli.
im sorry if i realli did such obvious things or wat, but it's nt that i can hide them u noe.
so it's like.. i jus show them out at times..n i didn't mean it.
n that makes u ppl like,say or gossip.
i mean, i realli dun like that.
if i say no, it realli means no?
n that u noe at that period of time,when i see u guys taking photos,gossiping, using those faces to tell 1 another about that thingy, im PISSED OFF.
yes. PISSED OFF.
n i mean totally pissed off okayz?
i cant do anything, but to shut up my mouth and wateva im doing.
it's like, realli unbearable.. n i hate that feeling.
esp with u guys' evil and scary words.. it's as if u want to kill me like that.
it's so scary,so evil, so slut-ty. i cant stand that..
n i once thought our frenship may end jus becoz of this small matter.
of coz,im glad it didn't end there.
but pls. i mean. can we stop this.
i dont like this kind of life.
yeah,it's sort of, backstabbing??
can we stop this badmouth thingy.
can we stop talking bad about others behind their back.
i noe i do do that. n i seriously hope i can change this habit.
i apologize to all that i once offend, due to those gossiping things that i do.
n if u were there with me,seeing me gossiping,do remind me about this entry that i wrote.
n make sure i try to stop wateva.
becoz i can imagine myself in their shoes.
or rather, i've been 1 of them b4, i understand de feeling,truely..
i mean, u guys imagine.
esp that person. i dun wanna say the name.
u always say ppl, say until very happy..
but when ppl say u, u jus give that fierce face and then ask them to shut up.
but we give u that face,u jus continue, and use ur evil mouth to talk back. u noe it's so irritating?
i do feel like shouting back at u, or jus give u some attitude, or tell u straight in ur face.
telling u wat irritating and idiotic things u've done, causing much sorrows to us.
no matter is it sad, or anger. i jus feel like letting u try those pains. it's realli unbearable.
pls. do some reflection?
i cant bear it anymore.. afterall, u aren't that mature?
well, i duno la. nobody is mature all da while i guess?
different situations, different personalities appear..
jus take note of wat u do, think before u do.
dont do those stupid silly things again.
think about others. be considerate instead of being SELFISH.
[p.s. jus saw something, and felt like writing all these.. im sorry if i've scared u or wat. but it's purely my emotional talkings.. if it affected u in one way or another, i apologize deeply..] 6:26 PM

aww`.
im sick =((
was pissed off by 2 person today.
ah blah.
n had stomachache after 2nd performance.
while falling in,
i was like,sick lor. stomach damn pain,n im shivering huhx.
then jus now while bathing stomach pain again..
then i ate the medicine, and i took temperature, 38.4. goodness luhx.
k,dun say liao.. byex`~ 8:13 PM

orh.. i noe liao..
muz comb the hair,then can attract.
i think so la.
coz jus now i try, cannot attract leh.
then i comb my hair with the comb,n try,then can attract liao.
woots`~ 12:43 AM

omg..
i found out something..
jus now.
i put my comb near de thread.
n both were attracted together!
de comb is like a magnet, n the thread is like de paper clips.
imagine that?
omg. it's so unique!
gosh gosh gosh`~
so weird! ahhh`~ nice nice nice =P 12:24 AM

okiex`~
let's start de entry now x))

ytd.. morning went to eat with parents..
then go for band. had sectionals with the sec ones.
hmm`~ nt very gd la.. hope they can improve more.
then went for lunch, and back to sch for rehearsal.
received lotsa sms from fit,asking to bring this n that.
n that's when i started to worry if it's going well..
band ended at around 3 plus or 4, instead of 5. yays =D
so we managed to go home.. and meet at around 6.30
HEAVY RAIN >.<
n i had a hard time walking . argh.
met wanlin at bus stop, went to JE mrt. was late =X sorry..
then we had a long journey before reaching our destination..
we reached there about 8.25. which was WOW`~
then de food was all CHAODA >.<
like wenrui =P
n faris was kinda angry. haish..
then we go refill water, ate fried rice that my mum cooked, and liddat lor..
hmm..
then i think we jus played around..
cant rmb much..
and here...
AHGONG IS HURT! >.<
he fell down. n hurt his hand. aww aww aww..
de blood.. bright RED =X scary sia.z.
haish.. sure very pain de lor..
i saw him bearing de pain, and keep moving his fingers..
so sad for him..
n another tragic thing comes round..
we went to 7-11 to buy things..
when we reached, suddenly got the news from jk they all that ahgong ran back,coz his wallet lost.
then i called sanjay,n got to know he's back there..
we went back after buying, and all started searching..
de bushes, de shore, de bag, we tried searching every possible place.
but it was not found. n there, ahgong was sad again >.<
then ahbu and i felt very uncomfortable,so we went to cry ..
all walked to de cliff, cried there.. listen to music and blah..
i love de beach,realli.. it's real cooling =))
n yeps.
cry finish liao,feeling better..
heard that need to make police report at the police post.
as we're nt very near to any, we can onli leave it till de next day.
he lost de wallet that alvin n jt gave as his bdae prezzie, with ezlink card and money..
then ahbu gotta go, so our family sent her off, with jt [extra>.< no la =P]
ahgong very tired. ahdi also kinda..
it's kinda scary while walking back lops.
woosh`.
reached le, i think we started playing games or something..
if realli wanna say, there's a lot..
i think we played poker first.. and laughed alot due to jean's action =P
then we played AEIOU. n ice and freeze..
den think ahgong went to sleep.. got him nt to sleep alone at that side,very dangerous.
but he still slept there.. but got his jk to pei him. (woots`~=P ahgong dont angry kaes =P)
n they play uno ah. n ahgong broke my record >.<
stuuuuupid. i'll break urs de i tell u.
wait till i noe how to finish tat level u'll die. hmphf!
then we went to the pool there..
at the resort.
they were kena nagged by a guyguy la.. then can onli play 1 game.. sadded..
so they covered de holes,preventing de balls from dropping in lo..
nice huhx. hahaz..
then we went back..
n i forgot wat we did >.<
looked at the sky?
oh yeahs~! i finally saw de stars!!! heex.
love it sia.. i missed them..
mayb our side cannot see? onli can see them at the east part. who noes..
n i love de feeling of sitting by de beach.. it's realli nice =)
n wenrui said the pink story which will make ppl bash him. huh huhs.
hmm..
duno wat we did le.. but i noe i didn't sleep..
walked here and there..
took pics of de newly weds, or de new couple la huh. =P
n when morning is reaching, we prepared de food.. get them to eat..
pack up, n went back lo..
wanted to go cycling, but was too tired,so all went home..
ahgong ikhwan akash sanjay haziq jj jx went without telling us >.<
so bad. boo hoo.. so we went on our own also lorx.
they took maxi cab! argh. n we were waiting for the bus.
n i jus slept whenever i had de chance. no energy to talk as well.
was sms-ing ahgong.. n he said he saw us boarding de bus.. de maxi cab passed by us.
wasn't paying attention coz too tired le.. so i din see them lor.
n stupid ahgong.. we on de mrt, tanjong pagar, n he smsed me saying yay, he reached home le.
hmphf. slap him ah.
n he still go to sch sia.. crazy..
then ahdi [aka jr] wanted to sleep, but wenrui was darn enthu and high. lol.
he keeps on talking to ahdi... hahaz..
n when chenxi alight, i went to sit with wl.
slept all da way till clementi.. n wanted to bid gdbye to wenrui,but he din turn back.
bid gdbye to elaine alvin jr jk at JE.
then we alighted at boon lay lo.. n went to take bus n go home..
din go for band. was too tired le.
i went home,bathe.. i was so darn dirty i muz say >.<
then after that wipe hair a little,n i straight away go sleep le.
i din care if my hair was wet. i was realli too tired..
i slept from 10 to 1.30 liddat..
then i go buy lunch, come back eat and watch wanyu, then play com till 3 liddat..
mum called, i ans de phone, n lied on my bed.
n then i doze off again.. woke up at 3.45. then sleep again.. n woke up at 4.50 liddat..
n here i am now..
woosh`~
feeling better now.. but my legs realli hurts man.. aww`~
tmr wanna go buy k-one cd liaoz.. buay tahan already.. think go take money from dad first =P
hmm..
tmr got nth to do siaz..
rotting at home again..boohoox`~
see first bah..
eh`~ hope ahgong de injury will get better n his wallet.. haish..
but i think it was kinda nice la..
esp de beach part.. realli loved it =))
n i finally saw de stars huh..
it may nt be very good.. esp for the bbq part.
but i still enjoyed de feeling of being together..
if onli we had found more things to do, it'll be better..
kies la. stop my entry here..
i know faris kinda angry. but im speechless..
hope 2C peepx had enjoyed themselves huh? esp de times we spent together..
n i wrote alot of de beach but din take photos >.< nahmind..
takkaires~`
signing off... 5:39 PM

aww`~
sony ericsson Z610i is so nice!!!!
>.<
omg.. im going crazy over it.
but it's impossible that i can have it duh.
unless i give my dad my k800i which is like,also impossible.
it's also my fav.
>.<
goodness..
it's so damn nice lorx..
but it'll be better if there's a white colour.
coz de pink is a little too pink.. n de blue might be kinda weird?
n black is like,too cool =P
heex.
anyway.
i believe is nice =)
my new song for organ. so im currently in love with it ya =D
trying to dl de song. but it's like. damn slow? >.<
hmm`.
tmr's de bbq!!!
im worried n happy.
ppl r complaining n complaining >.< argh. duno how.
hmm`~
duno if we shld wait for jk. but im afraid it might be too late lehx.
>.< duno luhx.. ah blahs`~
see first bah.
but ahgong will be with him.. so shld be ok bahx?
hopefully everything is alright tmr x))

ENJOY 2C! =D 12:02 AM

hmm.. got this thingy from jia. =P koped from her blog.. .
let's see..

THE PAST 24 HOURS,
HAVE YOU...

01 cried:
yes.. jus a few hours ago =X

02 worn jeans:
er... no..

03 meet someone:
yeah..

04 done laundry:
nope.

05 went hungry:
no.

06 talked on the phone:
yeps..

07 said I love you:
nahx..


DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

8'yourself:
er.. at times bahx..

9'your friends:
uh huhx...

10'tooth fairy:
eh..no..

11'destiny/fate:
yups

12'ghosts:
nope

13'UFO:
nope


FRIENDS AND LIFE...

14'do you ever wished you had another name?
nah.. im happy with mine.. heex..

15'do you like anyone:
eh.. wat do u think?? x))

16'which of your friends acts most like you:
dun haf any??

17'when you cried the most who was there:
hmm.. 5flowers.dan.myfamily[ahdi ahgong ahbu]. mainly my frens bahx..

18'whats the best feeling in the world:
having those frens with me lops.. and having this family =))

19'whats the worst feeling in the world :
being abandoned.. being know some unexpected stuffs >.<

20'what time is it now:
12.20 am


WHICH IS BETTER...

21'chocolate or vanilla:
chocolate =))

22'coke or pepsi:
pepsi!

23'love or lust:
hmm. love lops.

24'sprite or 7-up:
7-up =)

25'girls or guys:
girls of coz =D

26'scruff or clean shaved:
eh... duno >.<

27'movies day or night:
night! x))


THE LAST TIME YOU...
28'took a shower:
8 plus jus now..

29'cried:
jus now.. coz of my torn dolls =X

30'who makes you smile:
ahgong =)) thanks x))

31'who can make you smile no matter what:
eh`~ duno leh.. ahgong? ahdi? wl? jy? heex x))

32'are you in love right now:
dont tell u =P


DO YOU EVER...
33'sit by the phone waiting for a phone call:
er.. dont think so..

34'save AIM conversations:
duno wat's this >.<

35'wish you were someone else:
er.. nope/

36'wish you were a member of the opposite sex:
ehh`~ no..

37'go online for longer than eight hours:
hmm.. i'll jus leave online,but i doubt i'm always there..

38'stucked in a lift:
no..

39'go out with people you dont know:
nahx..

40'hate a person to the core that you wished that he/she will die immediately:
i doubt so.. im nt that cruel huh

41'swear at your parents or siblings:
no..

42'read comics until you cry:
i dun read comics? if books,yes.. i did =P


WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

43'that you saw:
hmm.. daddy..

44'you talked to:
daddy

45'you hugged:
isyana.. on de last day of sch =)

46'instant messaged you:
jingkai lor.

47'colour your hair:
nah uh

48'have tattoos:
noo

49'have piercings:
ear.. =)

50'have on lipsticks:
when i was young..

51'own more than 10 flipflops:
nah.

52'like someone:
hmm..mayb?

53'hate someone:
i do.

54'have any money on you:
yeahx.



hmm. the questions abit weird weird de huhx..
but nahmind.. jus found it quite fun. heex. 12:14 AM

yeahs`~
im back >.<
was FORCED by linwan to update =P
no la.. im GOOD.
i update =))
hmms..
today..
went to band at 12.15
supposed to meet ahgong on de bus but he was late.
so yeahs, i went first and met with syikin.
n we had sectionals..
till 3 plus, and mr lim called us in for combine
combined till 4.35 liddat.
n we packed up, fall out, and i was SO HIGH.
talking about ahgong and jk =P
hees.
n we're laughing all da way like SIAO DING DONGS x)
wahahah =P
hmms`~
then went to mac to SLACK and EAT.
uh huhs..
saw seklin,emily,chunmeng n 1 more guy.
when they're leaving, seklin said bye to me,n i waved back.
then chunmeng looked at me and say "mei you jiao? (nv call)"
i duno if there's a "me" behind.. then i was like,duno wat to call.
so i paused for a few sec, n i said chunmeng..
then he smile smile and said bye. waved gdbye to them lo..
lol =P
hmm..
ahgong lousy la..
for the bomberman thingy..
got himself in between de bombs..
died for nth >.< lousy. LOUSY =P
then ahgong went back sch.. we continue to stay there..
then asyikin and jk walked back with me to my market there to buy food for my parents..
jk then received call from ahgong, saying that results are out.
got to know that i was in pure geog =)) 5 went to triple.
to noe more,go to 2C blog =P it's in my link. hahas..
then called dan, knowing that she'll feel a little.. stressed/scared or wateva..
cant describe that feeling la..
but i noe she's feeling uneasy lerx..
ahgong was separated from me n jk..
duno if jk will also separate with me.. coz he may go appeal for 7 subj..
nt sure lehs..
hmm.. then i went back give de food to my mum.. then we went back to sch..lol..
got the urge to go back la.. so went back..
so ahgong's role model and lam jun jie..
he was asking why we going back to sch so late la, then we say go see results lor..
then we're so high? hahas..
we ran and laughed.. =P
saw de results.. then mdm oen and mr phor came later on..
they asked if we were satisfied with our results..
replied,then stayed a while and left lops.
n went home yaz..
hmm`..
some were quite sad with the results?
coz nt with de class.. or nt in de one they want.
like jj n jk >.<
as for jj, dont worry la.. im glad i've consoled u =)
well.. i promise we'll still hang out de la..
if im free then i'll get u guys to come over to my hse okays?
dont worry boy =)) we're still together.. onli different class.. okays? =))
jk.. u can try appealing la.. if u think it's better.. think about it?
dont give urself too much stress la..
dun think too much kaes.. relax a little bit..
u can do it de, alright =)) jiayou!
n dan..
although i noe u wont be looking at my blog la.
but wished to tell u, im nt by ur side next year le..
u have to jiayou..
i'll be with u whenever i can okays?
recess,or lunch.. u can find me if u wan.. but in class, u gotta jiayou le,ok?
dont be too stressed or freak out by them. remain calm.
i'll be there to be ur listener, to comfort u.. but u still have to jiayou kaes?
i'll support u de.. jiayou. u can de =))

hmm. that's about it bah..
2C. pls be enthu in de BBQ pls..
faris and i had been trying our best to make this BBQ successful..
pls.. participate >.< 10:47 PM

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