wheee~! its wednesday le~! =))
wah ytd my hp batt drained out super duper fast~! cos i was mass-smsing like mad.
suddenly so many outings to organise -.-
all that stupid alvin tan's fault. go genting la. den so busy. den have to "cater" to his timing,tsktsk.
seriously i think if they dont go genting den things will be much better? more time for everything luhs! rarr~
i think mayb also cos too long nv organise liao.den suddenly so many pop out all at one go =X
nvm, shall settle things one by one. nw settle sun's dinner first~!
hope many can turn up~! x))
after that still got to organise 2C's gathering with caipeace.
den mayb 4e5 outing also
woooolahhhh~ busy busy busy~! abit no mood to organise 4e5's! =X duno why.
mayb cos est nt gg then abit sian~
bt kinda looking forward to 2c's? x)) lalala~
hope everything can proceed on smoothly~!
--Merci tout le monde--
8:43 AM
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
i kinda like it when people confide into me =)
esp when they are not my usual girls - n one of them only knew me for a few months! =P
tts why i say, fate this kind of thing, is really cool, n true. hahas.
sometimes,no matter how hard u try, somehow u jus cannot be those gd frens.
but sometimes, without trying,unknowingly there's some kind of bond, that brings u 2 together x)
i feel v happy when people tell me about the stuff comfortably as i ask.
i feel even happier when they tell me they feel comfortable talking to me about it,
or they willingly tell me about their stories.
though i may not be able to be of much help sometimes, i think i did my part by jus listening x)
but of cos,i'll always try to help by sharing my point of views? hahas.
yays!!!!!
for this, i love myself alot =P
n maybe becos i'd been thru them, it's kinda easier for me to relate to their problems,
n thus im able to give them better opinions and my thoughts? =)
im like a old experienced person o.O LOL.
but after being thru all these stuff, i think i really believed in some stuff. hahas.
i totally believe in this sentence nw, n i always quote to ppl,haha :
"if you 2 are really meant for each other, eventually you 2 will get back together" =))
its all these stories of others that made me treasure our r/s even more,
perhaps cos we'd been thru them,so hearing people's stories now will bring me back to our past,
n then i'll smile now cos we overcame these obstacles and got back tgt again, after years =)
n i like to tell them that above sentence, cos i truly believe, cos it happened (to us) x)
--Merci tout le monde--
10:37 AM
JET LAG - SIMPLE PLAN
this song is nice! intro-ed by some1!
the tune is rather catchy =D
hmm..a song tt is describing distance love?
ok mayb not distance love,but when a couple is separated for a while,
like maybe when one is overseas, n when they miss each other.hehhehs =))
the lyrics is nth much but ok la.i think they kinda brought out the "common scenes"?
if u understand wat i mean =)
JET LAG - SIMPLE PLAN
[Verse 1]
What time is it where you are?
I miss you more than anything
Back at home you feel so far
Waitin for the phone to ring
It's gettin lonely livin upside down
I don't even wanna be in this town
Tryin to figure out the time zones makin me crazy
[Chorus]
You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
It's drivin me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart heart heart is so jetlagged
[Verse 2]
What time is it where you are?
5 more days and i'll be home
I keep your picture in my car
I hate the thought of you alone
I been keeping busy all the time
Just to try to keep you off my hand
Tryin to figure out the time zones makin me crazy
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I've been keepin busy all time
Just to try to keep you off my mind
Tryin to figure out the time zones makin me crazy
I miss you so bad
I wanna share your horizon
And see the same sunrising
Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me
[Chorus]
wheeeeeee~!!!!!!
kekex x)
--Merci tout le monde--
9:02 AM
情人知己 - 梁文音
sorta new song by liang wen yin.
i like de lyrics! very sweet =))
can be considered a song that a girl can dedicate to her bf =))
像一個孩子賴在你懷裡 願二十四小時形影不離
兩個人的悄悄話 一輩子說不煩聽不膩
仰頭看你微笑瞇起眼睛 溫柔的好像愛情的詩句
你無條件包容我 被疼愛的感覺很快樂
我~非常愛你 非常確定 你像情人 又像知己
多麼幸運能遇見你 是上天賜給我的福氣
那種開心 那種窩心 那種安心
幸福很難 我相信 只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景
你有改不掉的粗心大意 我有偶爾發作的小任性
因為相愛就可以 對每個小毛病 有耐心
每次想你我就更愛自己 原來思念也可以很溫馨
世上最近的距離 是兩個人的心 在一起
我~非常愛你 非常確定 你像情人 又像知己
多麼幸運能遇見你 是上天賜給我的福氣
那種開心 那種窩心 那種安心
幸福很難 我相信 只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景
每次看你就有一份安定 知道今後我哪兒也不去
在我們的小天地 專心的愛著你
heeheex.de song that i told u to look at the lyrics x))
kinda similar to my thoughts x)
--Merci tout le monde--
8:54 AM
thought i didnt wanna blog today..
only thought of blogging songs..
but then heard colleagues talk about losing slp last night, after gg to the funeral ytd.
tsktsk.
act.. really nth much to comment.
cos.. well.. this is life bahs.. so unpredictable..
still, we mus live on!
jus becos life is so unpredictable, de more we have to live the fullest now.
cos we dont know when's de next moment that we wont exist.
so yups! do what u feel like doing, have no regrets =)))
n this kind makes me feel that taking a full day leave on thurs is right =)
though i'll earn lesser money, but i gain more happiness n fun in catching up with frens =)
yay! x)
but anws.. i was thinking..
if my big boss ask if i wanna go,shld i go ?
=X
--Merci tout le monde--
8:47 AM
Monday, June 27, 2011
gosh.. life is really unpredictable..i was tweeting this, with "so are human minds" at the back..
i forgot why i tweet that but my main focus is de back sentence.
until i go for lunch n heard some stuff from my colleagues,then i realised the first sentence was true..
my boss' gd fren passed away..
he is the boss of one of our clients..
had meals with him a couple of times,he is a gd person.
n my colleagues keep talking abt how gd he is..
during lunch jus now, they were all talking.. how could this happen..
he's such a nice guy.. n de driver that knocked into him,only suffered minor injuries.
heard that de bus driver was drunk n probably speeding. den knocked into this man's car.
causing his n another lady's death. de lady was once working in our office too,but i duno her.
though i only met this guy 3 times, i really felt he's quite a nice person.
so was quite sad to hear de news.
no wonder de office seemed a little weird today.. so tts de reason.
i nv know until lunch time.
shocking news,really.. n its too scary.
n den it occurred to me - shld i still learn driving?
one of my colleagues said she received de news after her first driving lesson.n she was totally shocked.
now, seeing mitsibishi cars will bring up this memory,cos de man's car is also mitsibishi.
n she also feel she will have phobia of driving.
i looked at her, n i felt de same..
den my boss said. he once hit somebody too. n de next day,he don dare to drive.
he was shivering..
but his dad encouraged him,den he has to walk over this n conquer this fear.
so yeah. perhaps. im nt sure if i can.. but perhaps i'll try too..
tears are beating ard in my eyes.. since lunch time.
they nv drop though,but now they did..
life is really so unpredictable isn't it..
n wat my boss said was true..
this kind of death is de worst,cos u nv expect it to come.
if u're old, u know ur time will come soon.
but he's healthy, no illness,not old. n suddenly,de next moment,he's dead.
i think my big boss will feel de most. cos de accident was after they gathered for dinner..
haish..
well.. tt's probably why people say, treasure ur love ones,cherish them while they're here with u..
say what u wanna say to them, dont keep it in ur heart n wait.
.u wont know whether u'll have the opportunity to say..
n when u really dont, u'll regret for life..
mr hilary, r.i.p..
--Merci tout le monde--
12:47 PM
wheee~ brand new week again~!
hope this week will be a good one!
guess many kids are groaning over the reopening of sch,hahas.
but NS guys enlisted in may will be cheering cos its de last week of their BMT! x)
though this week will be quite sian with jus marching n marching :O
but its ok! last week alr, endure people! =D
wore specs to work tdy cos my left eye is a little red n itchy =X
had egg tart for breakfast~! bought it ytd at chinatown =D
ytd mummy didnt work,like finally~ so went chinatown to get stuff.
n my mummy said smth when i wanted to wear heels,kekex.
sometimes i think my mummy is really funny and cute,hahahs. love her =))
this thurs is gonna be busy~! hope everything can go according to plan??
hope i wont have to take a full day leave,half day is enough =)
n hope my OT-hour wont be questioned :O
hokays~! act no work currently. shall jus any-o-how surf de net? =)
oohs this sat having BTP (Driving) hope it'll be ok.shld i start "revising"? o.O
speaking of tt, GOOD LUCK TO ALL KIDS TAKING EXAMS!!!
n ytd's "chat" at my wall is totally oh-my-gosh~ all thanks to gohchingyee!!!!! =X
xiaoclar,u win liao lo >.<
last week of BMT, jiayou~! x)
--Merci tout le monde--
8:47 AM
Saturday, June 25, 2011
yoohoo~ its de end of saturday again~! =( SUPER FAST OKIES =((((
but then these few days were nice =))
uhm, ytd went to have bakuteh with some 4e5 girls + vannie - we call it de twitter gang now! haha
cos we were always mass tweeting online,
den suddenly we were talking about food n then in de end decided to go for bakuteh =)
after that we travelled down to PS, n meet elf & zw.
we were totally road blockers.haha.
cos de whole grp of us stood ard at gongcha area n also in PS,
chatting and taking photos and laughing like mad. haha.
but it was super fun =DDD
heehee. after that me elf zw est gerald went to clarkequay again, bought beer to share n hang ard before gg home
we went to the club areas n check it out. wah scary.
nah,doubt i'll go? ok,mayb i'll try during de union camp =X
then today~ went to watch xmen!
wanted to watch mr popper's penguins but in de end changed. haha.
ok la, didnt turn out to be that bad =)
den went to scape~! saw de playnation,really not bad lehs!
can go n try one day x)
uhm,duno why, seemed like there's nth much to post. hahas.
but these days were great la. haha. awesome awesome~
anws poor elf.. gotta go back to camp today =X
hope he'll be ok!
oh well, last week for all de guys =) jiayou people!
hope i can go to the POP. need tic de sia. tsktsk. *prays that i can get it*
n wow,this is de last week of june le! =X
all de best to all kids taking CTs!!!! jiayou!!!!
geex. first time since u book in that we can spend so much time tgt. 2 nights + a day,kekex.
thanks alot for ytd~!heeheex.love u! x)
--Merci tout le monde--
9:10 PM
Friday, June 24, 2011
okies im really bored so im here to blog again! heehee.i jus wanna say,i think my boss is real nice~~~ hahhaas =))
im glad i came to the right dept,woohoos~!
he's gg to germany next week. so he came over to tell us.
den tell my colleague "xiaoqian jiu jiao gei ni le" den say anything can jus ask me to help.
honestly i'll really be glad to help cos im real bored~
but then they told me if ppl ask i mus say im busy, gt stuff to do.
"say u need to prepare documents, do quotations,anyhow la" hahahas. funny when he say de "anyhow la" hahhas.
but ya.this is to no. 1 - prevent ppl from other dept from exploiting me, becos im working under this dept - BRAN + LUEBBE
Hhahahs. n no.2 - to allow my boss to be able to get temp next time.
cos it seemed like de HR dont allow him to employ ppl liao.
so if i say im free,they'll say "wat for employ a temp"
but de thing is (he told me), when we're busy,can get real busy.
which is true! i do have days that im busy all de way. super many things to do lo.
den i still write out to-do list sia. n also, de preparation of doc needs long time.
so my boss was saying if he was to do everything himself,
he'll take 2 hours to settle de doc den other stuff he has to delay liao.
so he needs a temp like me to do all these admin stuff, while he settle all de sales n stuff.
so yeahs~~~
den i say i really dun mind coming back n do part time. haha.
n my colleague started saying i mus enjoy my free time properly.haha.
cos when u start working taking leave v troublesome~
den my boss also say u have to work for 30 40 yrs next time,so dun haf to be kanjiong n work now.lol!
n he told my colleague that whichever day she nt coming can tell me to not come also.haha!
den she ask me when i dun wanna come let her know.den i say i thur taking half day.
den she say dun neeed half day la! jus take full day la. ahhaas.
but thurs she cant take leave cos de big boss is here. haha.
well~ though jus now during lunch i feel abit left out, cos all perm stuff,
i still think i have nice colleagues, esp those in my dept =)
though i dont really like tt big boss la =X
but i like my boss! though smtimes a little bit lol n alamak. but he's nice overall =))
n yeahs,i think im super lucky.
alvin was like "why all de work u do can sms one?!"
hahas. ehhs. lucky lorhs =P
ok,i think i really need websites to go to for my next week!!!
if nt i'll really be bored lehs!!! RECOMMENDATIONS?!??! =)))
--Merci tout le monde--
2:46 PM
im bored im bored im bored!!!!!!no work to do no work to do no work to do~~~~~~
n i cant wait for tonight =D bakuteh~! n catchup session~!
was looking at the union camp packing list n its so omg~!!!!!
needa bring swimming costumes?!
den heels n clubbing clothes (formal dress) - ok,mayb still alright.
den mus bring 8 sets of clothes?! 3 to be thrown away - means its gonna be super dirty~~~
but according to linwan, dirty games will be fun lolol.
she was so against camps cos of de dirty games n nw she's supportive of it?!
n she said clubbing was ok n she drank a little too?! ahhaha.
funny manz~!
i hope my union camp will be as fun too!!!
hope can have nice og mates n ogls~!!!! aahahha.
so excited yet nervous n gaga, all de weird feelings~!!!!!!
hahhas. kinda cant wait for de camps but really have a little scared feeling.
n stupid alvintan!!!! tempt me with the genting trip =(((
but really impossible for us to go bahs. n later de guys gonna hide some parts of themselves again so as to not look so crazy n scare us.lol.
oh wells~ so yups~ hope we can find a time to all go tgt next time lo!!!
i really really wanna go genting or smwhr with a big fuhua gang!!!! =((
its so gonna be fun lorhs. rarrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this makes me regret working -.- tsktsktsk!!!
but nvm, MONEYYYYYYYY =XXX
OK PEOPLE PLEASE ENTERTAIN ME~~
IM GETTING REAL BORED =(((((
--Merci tout le monde--
10:06 AM
Thursday, June 23, 2011
wheeee~! im nt tired!!!! haaha.
n im having work tmr ehs. woops~!
but today really feel like friday la!!! which is awesome~~~
means i still have another friday n weekend is nt here yet! heeheehee~
today was awesome~!!!!
honestly i think smsed alot in office today :O
hehhehs,but i did do my work ok.n i finished wat im supposed to.
so yups! heeheehee~
but i haven tell my boss abt leaving on 15july.. cant find a chance to =x
night was great! heehee. i finally had subway~!!!!!! after soooo lonG~~~
cookie reserved for tmr bf x)
n den i had strawberries n cream again! but i didnt order de on with soy milk! argh!
nvm,now i know~! but it wasnt tt bad la,also nice =)
n shared cheesecake too! n had a nice chat~ wheeee~! nice x))
love today~! wheee~!
heehee.love u dear! x) kekex.this wk is awesome manz~!
we can meet again on sat for another full day! after so long ~ hehhehs x))
--Merci tout le monde--
11:45 PM
hohoho im happy happy happy~!!!!!if nothing goes wrong, im so gonna have an awesome tonight and tmr night =DDD
lalalalala~
i cant wait~!!!!!!! x))))
Wheeeee~!!!!!!!!
--Merci tout le monde--
10:43 AM
today feels like a fri!!!! =Di think cos "today is a book out day,book out, book out~" x))
lalala~
n smth scared me out in de middle of de night -.- girls' stuff. hahas.
so its perhaps destined that there'll be no swimming today~
really hope i can go on mon, so i can swim twice next week.
didnt swim since last mon!! n this week i ate damn lot of sinful stuff.
crabs. fries. heavy dinners! rarrrr!!!
n i gained back weight =( super sad la =( tsktsktsk!
mus watch my diet again liaoz!!!
n eeew. my nails are weird =X
--Merci tout le monde--
8:42 AM
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
haish.. abit expected..act frm de morn, all de moodiness make me feel gaga liaoz.
but i made myself think de positive way. that i can do it.
by trying to "gather" as much good luck as i can, so that i have the confidence to face it.
but oh well.. it didn't turn out gd again.
this time,nt on how i play de piano. its totally my singing..
i tried to sing out loud. but everytime, i started off well, n i'll go haywire.
its like, i tried to sing but everytime after singing i'll go "shucks.wat did i sing?"
im like,singing without my soul. jus singing without knowing what's going on.
i duno why it'll turn out to be like that but ya.. super sian?
its like.. gonna fail again..
jus when can i get out of this sia..
really tired le. keep taking, keep failing.
thought of giving up but its really not quite worth it. given its a small part of the whole thing.
n i passed all the others,n im left with this small part.
but its irritating when u think of it - 5min of singing is worth $175? =X rarrr. sucks sia =(
duno la.. see how again bahs..
but thanks to linwan. BIG THANK YOU TO YOU =)
called me while im in waiting room to tell me to jiayou.
den after that called me to entertain n cheer me up. with her manly voice. hahas.
thanks girl. thanks alot~
also thanks to xiaoclar,vannie, est, jia, and some1 for the wishes.
but sorry to disappoint le~ oh wells~
still abit moody now but i guess it'll be over soon la.
tmr will be ok le =)
--Merci tout le monde--
5:45 PM
OH MY GOSH IM SUPER NERVOUS NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i tried to calm myself down my reading my smses. recalling the ppl jiayou msgs from people.
BUT IT DOESNT SEEM TO WORK MUCH!!!!!!
the toilet was empty jus now so i tried to sing out.
but i scared it'll still be considered soft later!!!!!!
im worried that i'll panick and den cause de pitch to run all around!!!!!!!!!
I HOPE I CAN STAY CALM. TREAT IT AS NORMAL PRACTICE.
THEN JUS AHHHHHH~~~~~ SING OUT ~~~~ LOUD~~~ CLEAR~~~ RIGHT PITCH~~~
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woosh.
hope i can be lucky enough to not get those tricky ones.
I MUS STAY CALM
I MUS STAY CALM
I MUS STAY CALM
I CAN DO IT
I CAN DO IT
I CAN DO IT
I WILL PASS THIS TIME
I WILL PASS THIS TIME
I WILL PASS THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
--Merci tout le monde--
2:02 PM
wahhh TIRED~!!!!
i went to ying4 chou2 ytd =X reached home only at 11.10!!!
so kelian right =X haha. but got free dinner + transport back =P
was super duper full lo. 7 ppl eat 10 ppl's dishes cos 3 ps =X
bt de food was really awesome luhs. love de baby squid!!!!
sounds gross but its really super nice~!
went to jurong country club's pub after work?! everybody drank tiger beer,i drink orange juice =D
they wanted me to try beer de lo! eeeee!!!
luckily gt my boss n female colleague help me =X
wah my big boss really... =X
he dont treat me as a kid totally lors. like kinda dai4 huai4 me?
when we went out to take photos like ask me to take photos individually with the other guys.
though joking joking kind but...
den he sometimes will have abit of dirty jokes or abit rude kind de =X
oh wells~ im still glad i have my other colleagues,hahas.
after the pub we went all de way to east coast for seafood?! at 7.40. siao right.
went to eat jumbo seafood in de end,super lots of ppl?!
though went to east coast quite many times in sec sch, realised i didnt "step" into that part.
my big boss was shocked -.- oh well, next time i'll frequent there k =X
n i realise this is de advantage of having a car. u can go to places that are inaccessible for public transport =X
ohs i realise my boss really v funny, my direct boss. hahha.
share with u all next time. kinda lazy to type now =X
n he's damn good!!!! he keep asking me to eat, then help me take food sometimes.
den i dun wanna eat crab cos i dun wanna use hand plus full alr.
but he help me to remove de shell for de.... wats that called.. spencers? de crab's "hand" la.haha.
super nice lorhs!!!!!!! i was shocked manz~!!!!!!
aiya,bt he's married la duh. 3rd child on the way!!! ahhaha.
didn't know my boss so nice and funny =P he drove us back too. wheeee~
so ytd i didnt spend a cent! =D
n i got 1 hour OT cos we stayed in office till nearly 630 den we leave.haha.
den my boss say i can put till 11plus,say i go for ying4 chou2.hahhaa
no la,nt doing tt, doubt i can=X haha.
hmm n i mentioned abt working till mid july.
he said jus have to inform him quick so he can find ppl.
guess i'll confirm w him tmr bahs~! =)
wah,den im left with... less than a month to work!!! so fast~~ =X
i didnt manage to reach my bank acc target,sad =((
ohs n i think de flyer is nicer nw! de lights i mean.
its now rainbow lighting instead of having jus a colour =)
nice~! =))
okies. think thats abt all. act i think gt alot.
but i kinda lazy to type.
if u all r lucky i'll share when we meet up or smth.haha =)
HOPE TODAY WILL BE A GOOD LUCKY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE HELP ME PRAY TT I CAN PASS MY ORGAN FUNDAMENTALS EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i seriously dun wanna re-take again la =(((((
PLEASE LET ME PASSSSS~
GIVE ME EASY KEYS, GIVE ME DE CONFIDENCE TO SING OUT LOUD,
PRAY THAT I CAN STAY CALM N SING THE CORRECT PITCH~~~
n all de best to some1 for his stuff too!!!
yeahs let's jiayou tgt and conquer today!!!!!! rarrr~!!
--Merci tout le monde--
8:28 AM
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
heeheehee!
glad that today went on well, unlike my mood in de morn =D
getting abit high now,woots~! =P
was looking ard food reviews this morn! so many nice food but all at weird places?!
im gonna slowly go to these places to hunt those food down! >.<
>
i wanna eat nice dimsum!!!!!!!! totally makes me wanna go hongkong sia =(((
DIMSUM~~~~~~~
kisishishi,dont miss u nw le lehs! hahahha =P
lalalala~ x)
hao lah,mutou x) heeheehee~ love today's sms nia,kekex!
--Merci tout le monde--
3:24 PM
LOL. my big boss was sharing about this woman&ball joke =X
when a woman is 18, she's like a football, with 22 guys chasing her.
when a woman is 30, she's like a basketball, 11/12 guys chasing her.
when a woman is 40, she's like a tennis ball, i throw to u,u throw to me.
when a woman is 60, she's like a golf ball. one throw, far far away.
LOL!!!!!! but so bad too!!!!! hmphf.
but of cos this is meant for a joke.
if this is true n any guy thinks this is true n acceptable or wat,
that guy shld come to me n i'll slap him till he die =X ahhaha.
joking la =P but haiyoo!!!
anws, free lunch again! treated by boss' fren.hahha. awesome~
n dinner i was asked to join them too, another treat?
but oh man, im supposed to not eat/eat lesser for dinner.
if i go with them... =X
ok i'll try to control~~~
n i didn't bring my fruits today lehs! =((
--Merci tout le monde--
1:21 PM
oh,another thing that probably contribute to my moody-ness.i gained back weight! =((
as in, compared to my new record la.
i kinda hope once it dropped to a new record it'll stay there but i know it wont =X
but oh wells. still sad to see de number gg slightly up.
n i see my tummy popping out =( rarrr~
was thinking of gg swimming myself on thurs if est/yz cant make it!
shall see hw.!
n wheee~ i think im realli getting high for hostel.!
but seriously,i keep thinking of de room as those of de hotel kind =X
i mus see de room to officially know how it looks like,so i wont think too much =X
--Merci tout le monde--
9:08 AM
today dont seemed like it'll be a good day =X
since i woke up, had been feeling moody. whole mind kinda occupied by the organ exam. tsktsk.
super sian.
but doubt im gg yamaha today bahs..
parents nt at home so will probably jus prac the singing at home.
oh wells, all de best to me~
was rather high ytd though. whole day talking to dorothy.haha.
future hostel roommate! =)
n we were so high over which cca to join, n nice - she wanna join dance stuff too!!
awesome~
so we'll be checking out de dance courses/camps =D
speaking of which,i might end work early cos of camps.
may call my agent to check with her but i guess its alright de bahs.
since de contract says i can terminate contract w a week's notice =)
yup.. kinda re-scheduled all my schedule becos of de camps n thus early ending of work.
so far managed to organise it well. hope everything goes smoothly?=)
n i totally cant wait for tmr to pass!!!
i hope i'll still smile happily after 330 =XXX
ur turn to be my guardian angel n pray for me tmr kies =)
cwtsu =))hope ur games stuff will cont to be gd! raven ftw! =P
--Merci tout le monde--
8:26 AM
Monday, June 20, 2011
oh. i think my face getting more jialat =Xblame my itchy hand for always wanting to "scratch" my face =((
boohs!!
--Merci tout le monde--
8:47 AM
oops. the innermost tooth seem to hurt.
i think its my wisdom tooth! =((
i hope nth is wrong with it =X
act nth much to post tdy leh?
oh ytd went BBDC, met natalie on de way!
super coincidental.! we were gg for de same lessons! haha.
its nt easy to meet some1 u know given there's so many slots on all days! x)
wheeee~
okies tt's pretty all? =X
didnt really celebrate fathers day cos mum worked. so we only ate crabs.
ytd's crabs were super huge - super full!!!!!! but nice =))
today.. est cant go swimming so will prob go down to yamaha bah?
last 2 days i can prac,shall jus go for it.rarrrr!
*praying tt u wont get tekan badly! or maybe, better that u get tekan than get confined? =X
whatever it is,hope u'll be ok =)
--Merci tout le monde--
8:31 AM
Sunday, June 19, 2011
HEY PEOPLE.I AM BORED =(
suddenly feel that im quite no life sia.? tsktsk.
everyday at home, its either tv, or com =X rarrrr.
but i really dont know what to do?
n i really feel bored today.
though gg out for driving theory lesson ltr, still kinda feel abit gaga n sian now =( haish..
ytd went to do my go card! n den brunch with girls at mac~
oh,fri was dinner with tcb - old ppl. met weijie n darren though.
stupid darren suan-ed me like mad as usual but was a nice chat =)
shopped a little w de girls.
bac to ytd.. after brunch was driving lesson - kinda scared of driving after looking at the videos n stuff.
there's like, so many things to take note of. really scary sia..
then made me n kl kinda wonder if we really can do it.tsktsk =X
oh wells. since we alr signed up,shall try our best bahs~
night, took 1hr right down to the east to meet some1.haha.
looked real smart in the smart 4 sia,kishishishi x)
hao la! no feel to blog liaoz~
ohs! i decided to stay in hostel?! =))
gonna stay with dorothy.
at first was quite keen, den abit dilemma last night..
but ya, once in a lifetime? if i wanna stay in 2nd year there's criteria needed.
after uni,i cant go back to stay in hostel liaoz.
so, for the experience, i shall try!! =))
hope it'll be gd!
at least i'll be with dorothy, FUHUANITES! =D
i believe we wont go astray? haha =))
wheee~!
--Merci tout le monde--
10:08 AM
Friday, June 17, 2011
wheeee i love the photos taken ytd~!!!!! NICEEEEE~!!! =PPPn i love est's cam?!?! rarrrr!!!
mus go out often with her so can take more pics =D heeheehee~
n i love my long hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDD
very satisfied with it,kishishishi~ i think its nice x) =P lalallaa~
--Merci tout le monde--
12:39 PM
in office now! gt lots of things to do!
4 documents to edit, 10 emails?! but i haven read them
but feel nice to to have work to do ehs =D lalalaS~
but its only 825 now. so shall slack abit first n blog! abt ytd! =D
okies.. i'll nt blabber like usual cos its gonna be damn long. so i'll name de events? hahas.
1. est was late,so we missed 1 160! den de next one was rather long~
apart frm being long, when we board, de bus moves backward n knock into another bus -.-
well done~ we gotta wait for like,10min, n they made us move to another bus. worse, de bus driver walked damn slow =X
n den i duno if they overcharged me becos of tt! rarrr~
2.custom - est didnt have de white card! den she came to find me, i shocked.
cos i thought white card needed at sg custom also - i duno mahs.i nt singaporean.
luckily nt needed. so she passed thru sg custom successfully.
journey was ok until msia custom -SIAO,DAMN MANY PPL?!??!?!
for non-malaysians. i dun haf to queue.i jus went n then gt thru =X but waited abt 20min for them?
3. reached citysquare! first thing- EAT!!!!
went to secret recipe, gt de lunch deal =D n we had our desired dessert!!
chocolate indulgence + mango delight + chocolate banana cake. AWESOMEEEEE~
n each paid abt RM25?!?! DAMN CHEAP =DDDDD wheee~!
4. shop shop shop~ in total all of us bought stuff! hahas.
i bought 1 bag and 3 shirts! de shirts r NOT T-SHIRTS.ahahhas. niceee`
2 button ones and 1 navy blue silky shirt,wat i wan! haha
my eyes kept on sparkling when i saw navy blue shirts lo! =XXX but some like nt worth it so nv buy.
wanted to buy another 2 shirts cos 2 for RM40?! but its de last piece n there's some defects.
so didnt buy in de end =(( sadddd~
saw a bag that i loved!!! but its RM80?!?! super not worth it la~ n its those small ones. rather small la.
so ya lo =( haishhh~
n de shorts, RM70. arghhhh!!!
really mus travel down to KSL next time liao =X
de girls mostly bought shirts too. hahas. n est gt an angry bird.!
oh yes,speaking of this, lets go to 5..
5. I WAS BULLIED BY DE GIRLS!!! it started from duno whr.
but i was suaned most at the angry bird shop =(
ohoh.it started when we saw the couple shirts i think? den they keep saying i shld buy.
oh,or was it de sms? they saw n then said wanna send smth, then i said sm1 wont be surprised n will not think its not me.LOLOLOL.
n they go brrrrr n ignored me~ =X hahas.nono,STARTED SUANING ME.
oh gosh,if linwan was thr its gonna be worseeee. hahahas.
n den at angry bird shop,there's this cute couple tee. den i was looking for other cute ones.
JUS NICE.de one that i was flipping,thr's a baby one in front.
n asy keep saying about the "going HK with 2, coming back with 3" ahhhh!!!!
oh yes, we were saying we wanna go HK next yr =D den duno why asy say bring sm1 along.
n den keep saying abt tt "gg with 2 coming back with 3"!!!!gagagagaga.
n den the 2 happily keep suaning me all de way lorrrrr~~
u all lucky. i dun haf time to complain ytd =X
worse - he said nvm la?!?!
nvm,next time i pull him along den u all suan, i bet he'll feel more speechless than me WAAHHAHA =P
uhm.. yup. i think thats abt all for ytd? guess its alot liao =P
oh!
6. dinner at marybrown =) ok la~ soso?
n we bought coffee bean too!!! =))
yups. tts really all bahs~
camwhored quite alot with est's cam x)
oh n est have the "please change ur photo immediately" in her passport. hhahahas!!!!
okays,im v full nw.
cos of my super rich egg mayo bread.
too much egg mayo but wasted to throw it away so i spammed =X
n im super duper full nw =((
alrights! time to work~!
wanted to post smth,but mood is nt right nw. ltr or tonight or tmr bahs~ =)
--Merci tout le monde--
8:24 AM
Thursday, June 16, 2011
too much to post today. shall post tmr =)but today was a great shopping day!
managed to buy 3 shirts n a bag =D
though sad that i didnt manage to buy the shorts cos the one i saw was too ex =(
but still, nice day shopping! esp when its with my girls! =DDD
cant wait for de next shopping again wheeee!!!
argh, but was suanned like mad by them rarrr!
haven gt a chance to complain though!!! hahahas.
cute n funny but irritating girls,ahahhhaha =P
n congrats to some1! though nt very satisfied, but still..? =))
--Merci tout le monde--
11:19 PM
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
GOSH I REALLY MISS MY TIMES BEING AN OGL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(((((
n tmr is an impt day for some1, wishing him all de best!!
i will guard you and pray for you de~! jiayou dear~!!!!!!
--Merci tout le monde--
9:04 PM
i really really dont understand..why cant some ppl jus let it go?
well, diff people have diff thoughts, tts probably de simplest ans.
i jus happen to think differently from some ppl bahs.
but till now, i still believe in the sentence things that are forced wont result in happiness.
i.e. mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de.
this applies to friendships too,nt jus couple-love.
when one party has alr decided to let it go, why must the other force it on?
this will not result in any happiness, and may even cause both to be more upset.
the one forcing on will find it tough, while de other will be v bothered by it.
why make the lives of both so miserable?
eventually, even if u 2 r kinda back tgt, have u ever wondered that it's no longer de same anymore?
perhaps, its jus a fake, superficial relationship that u guys are holding on to.
honestly i always thought its more for couple-love r/s.
didnt know that its gonna be de same for friendships.
when one party has decided to let go, even if the other is putting in all his/her effort to push it on,
it'll be meaningless in the end.
i duno. some ppl might feel its worth giving a try.
ok perhaps. but if the other is determined, why not jus let them go.
it wont be ur loss, it'll be his/her loss for not wanting u.
dun haf to be bothered by them! u're sure to find better ones as u move on in life.
haish. duno la. jus blabbering out what im thinking.
was wondering if i'll offend some ppl or watsoever but then again,this is my blog.
i have the utmost rights to post wat i wan?
if ppl wanna gossip abt me or wat, go ahead bahs.
im nt gonna care anymore le.
why care abt ppl who upset me?
i rather pay more attention to those that i love/love me =)
--Merci tout le monde--
2:00 PM
aiyooooo..brain wanna burst liao =((
thought of so many ideas but its like,all small ones..
so gotta combine n combine..
den still lack of some ideas for some.. rarrrrr!!!!
mayb i shall take a break from this. den think again.
anws,i think i still have time? o.O
come onxz, give me more ideas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
--Merci tout le monde--
12:27 PM
yoohoo~its wed~!
tmr is jb shopping day~!!!!! hahaha. CANT WAIT MANZZXZX!!!!
i really hope i can find cheap and nice clothes/bags/watever!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDD
n im so gonna go starbucks to get the strawberries and cream!!!!!! x)))
lalalallala~
finally got ntu's package! settled most of de stuff ytd le.
de rest have to wait till the application period starts.
hope i settled all stuff n did them correctly =X
ytd went yamaha,was charged more expensive cos its peak hour =X
but then there's no ppl so the person let me go in early, so technically, i didnt suffer much loss? =)
somehow felt its ok, but somehow felt it wasn't too =X oh wells ~
can only wish myself all de best lo!
currently no work, wait till boss come then ask him stuff behs~
N I REALLY CANT WAIT FOR TMR =DDD
--Merci tout le monde--
8:32 AM
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
1hr 45 min more!!!
got a pack of sweet&salty nuts from colleague
nt direct colleague but she sits beside me. nice lady! i like her x)
shall eat that later =D
gonna go yamaha to practise on de piano! =X
i think i'll get carried away playing de pieces though =X
ok,will try to concentrate!
i wanted to post abt smth but i kinda forgot.
oh yes! ntu's thingy is soooo complicated =((
i hope i wont miss out anything! rarrrr~!
whee~today u managed to sms quite a no. of time hors!
hopefully nth happened to u!
but of cos was happy to see ur sms-es luhs x)
" i have a silly gong~ n i love him so~ " =P
--Merci tout le monde--
3:46 PM
my eyebags are out again =(
woke up a couple of times last night, tsktsk.
but my pimples are gone,slowly..
though i now got a red spot right smacked on the tip of my nose - rudolf de red nose reindeer =XXX
well, jus wanna post this..
its kinda for some1..
act had been seeing such quotes ard in tumblr..
well, kinda know that u're somewhat in a dilemma..
jus wanna say, i believe that distance will not be a problem.
it will not be an obstacle for us =)
we will be strong enough to overcome this =)
so,if u really wanna go for it, jus go. n its a rare chance, so i do encourage u to go for it too =)
but of cos, it might be tough =X
well, no matter what is ur decision, i'll give u my support! =)))
distance will not be a problem cos our hearts are alr linked tgt.
my heart is with u,ur heart is with me x)
our love will be strong enough to conquer this! x)
--Merci tout le monde--
8:31 AM
Monday, June 13, 2011
wheeee~!today seemed like a happy happy day~!
duno eh, jus feel that everything's moving on smoothly x)
n jus feel very light-hearted, very happy, hehhehs =))
lalalala~
--Merci tout le monde--
12:45 PM
wow?!
my mailbox (work's) is empty?! no new emails?!
MIRACLE!!!!!! aaahahhaha =DDD
--Merci tout le monde--
8:36 AM
brand new start of another week! =)
rather busy this week? gonna fill my free time with organ exam prac =X
bt i only have 2 days for tt? haish..
honestly i dun haf much confidence. well,blame myself for neglecting it.
worse, i lost my tcher's number! i really gotta depend on myself now?=((
all de best to me la uhs..
nth much to update abt ytd though? jus slacked at home throughout..
today swimming again! =)
n thurs jb shopping! i hope there wont be alot of ppl =X
OH YES. I GOT A BIG PIMPLE AT MY FOREHEAD =(((
i keep touching it nia. tsktsktsk.
but the pimples at other areas seemed to be fading away! x))
shall continue using my awesome nuteen~! =P
n whee! today is 13th June! hahaha x)
heehee x)
--Merci tout le monde--
8:28 AM
Saturday, June 11, 2011
heya~! sat's ending again. BOOHS. so fast =(
uhm.. nth much tdy actually?
met the kids for lunch.
finally saw elf with his botak head. sadly, its nt that funny =X hahhas.
seriously leh. no guys make me go "hahahahahhahaa" saddddd~
anws. had a short catchup session cum crapping session =)
went to elf's hse to slack awhile.
wanted to go my hse or jj hse but elf need to rest,kids were tired etc..
perhaps next time behs~ =))
went home n rested. wanted to slp but cant slp. super sian!
den went out again at 5plus to imm AGAIN.hahas. but their watsons/guardian always have stuff that i cant find in other places =X
so yeah.its quite gd in a way x)
had longjohn! but i dun feel tt sinful? =X mayb cos im really craving for fastfood for quite long =X
heehee.
short meetup but definitely a nice one =)
but then.. now abit worried for some1..
hope will get better after a night's rest =((
*prays*
--Merci tout le monde--
11:02 PM
Friday, June 10, 2011
ahhh~ now i know le~so somehow, despite life being unfair, at some moments there are fair ones.LOL =))
and gosh. 1/3 of june is gone!!!! =(((((
but 3 more days... =))
--Merci tout le monde--
9:39 AM
the back of my neck hurts! =(
i mean, aches =X
think i really have the wrong posture for swimming?
shall try what est said on mon.
we swam 12 laps ytd!!!! wheee!!! x)))
felt nice! haha. but we kept on stopping for ppl to pass. IRRITATING.
why are we always de one stopping,rarr. we're too nice =X
dun feel like updating much today.
but this wkend seemed busy. duno if my aunt&cousin r staying not..
somehow hope they do stay but afraid that i wont be able to bring them ard =X
see how bahs..
ytd was listening to aunt saying her family stuff. stayed up till 12plus.
seeing how close my mum n aunts are, will always make me abit sad that i dun haf siblings.
cos im unable to share and get gd advice from.
but oh well, not something we can control. my mum always tell me "u tink wanna have then will have mehs?"
ahas. at least i have my family,my frens,my cousins! x)
alright,starting work le.
cant wait for tmr - meeting the kids! like finally! =D
n yay! u're back today x) hopefully can sms/call.
n hopefully can meet tmr too! x)
--Merci tout le monde--
8:30 AM
Thursday, June 09, 2011
i realised that, even though my friends didn't explicitly say,i can feel their blessings for me =)
i dont know why i suddenly feel like typing this..
was jus talking to xiaoclar randomly and this point suddenly came to my head =)
thanks to all, who'd been talking behind my back, whether good or bad.hahas.
though i dont know what u all said, for some,somehow, i can feel the blessings. heeheex.
of cos, im refering to the good ones.lol =P
thanks people ~! x)
really feel blessed to have all of you x) u know who u r! haha =D
--Merci tout le monde--
3:39 PM
hello! its thursday already! so tmr is friday! yay!!!!! =DDDtoday gonna go swimming~!
n n n, my bigaunt & erjie are out to sg today!
they reached when i jus woke up.haha. didnt have a chance to ask why they're out here.
i think probably random shopping and walkaround x)
gd that i have nth on tmr,can have dinner with them!
guess we'll catch up quite alot tonight too,when mum is back,heehee.
though im closer to my dajie, sometimes abit scared of erjie, cos she looks more.. fierce? =P
but when we meet its always still okies. hehhehs.
i prefer my maternal side cousins x) even though gt quite an age gap with dajie n erjie,
we still can chat and mingle quite well.. still quite close =)) naise~!
had a dream ytd again, similar to wat i had before =X abit eerie ah~
first time i experienced this i guess. but nth much bahs~ =X
ytd went out with jia! totally awesomezxzxz x)
bought cosmestics stuff. haha.
i really cant wait for shopping of clothes nia! JB JB JB!!!!!!!!!!
oh,my books arrived alr! =D
was reading them this morn.nice!
saw this magnet story:
a guy n a girl, both r jus like north poles of a magnet.
they want to be tgt, but there's repulsion, which are de obstacles, challenges etc.
but when u put a metal bar in between, the 2 can be attracted tgt.
this metal bar,is love.
COOL RIGHT x))
n another one: doesnt matter how long we live, as long as we live with a smile on our faces x)
yeah baby~ x)
so dont go n think of those unhappy stuff!
live ur life to the fullest and be the happiest person you can be! x)
oops.my boss walked past jus now as i was blogging =X ok bac to work =)
--Merci tout le monde--
8:44 AM
Wednesday, June 08, 2011
im eager to write smth jus now, but i forgot..
OH! i wanna say: ILMLG =DDD
anws. posted smth on fb.
aiyo,my lappy here is lousy? cant type chi de =X nt even in de control panel there~
well anws. had a short chat with cousin over fb ytd.
she mentioned about treasuring the some1 that we have, that loves you and you love too.
cos its nt easy to find such a some1.
reposted the quote this morn and another cousin reminded me that its nt jus talking about couples.
it also means treasuring the family and friends around us.
indeed, i kinda didn't think of them for this,ashamed of myself.
but dont worry! i still didnt take all of you for granted =)
I LOVE ALL MY FAMILY/RELATIVES, MY FRIENDS, AND OF COS SOME1 =)
and I ESP TREASURE THOSE WHO LOVES ME BACK x)))
as promised, i wont take u all for granted ;))
becos without you all, i wont be who i am today x)
esp those who always stayed by my side!! =DDD
n i realise i shld thank all de bad people that i met too.
becos they make me treasure the ppl around me more, n i believe they help me in my growing up x)
shall not state who they are, i know jiu ok le =)
YAY I LOVE ALL MY FAMILY/RELATIVES N FRIENDS N SOME1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wheeeee~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n i really love to talk to my dajie! though she's de eldest amongst us, its awesome talking to her x)
wheeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
--Merci tout le monde--
9:36 AM
ohman! i think i put on weight again!!! >=(((
rarrrr~ didnt eat much on sunday, but ate quite a full dinner on mon n ytd =X
ate sinful choco somemore =XXX
die le la~~ n i think i look ugly in de dress today.boohs~
nvm. tmr swimming!!! 10laps!!! if possible o.O
n tdy's bread is nt nice~ i cant taste the sugar =(( its like butter bread only. boohs~
tonight meeting jia!!!
super long nv see her le~ gonna have a mega catchup session =D
n yay its wed again! x)
hope these few days quickly pass, esp for some1.
unfair lo, go forest again?! wonder if other coy r also like that =X
oh wells.~ jus hope he'll be fine~ i know he'll be.
but hope they are given nice n proper food after all de tough training x(
jiayou my dear! always ur guardian angel here x)
pls pls pls come back with no injuries and no weight loss!!!! =XXX
--Merci tout le monde--
8:33 AM
Tuesday, June 07, 2011
wheeeee!fb chatting with wl jus now for quite long.ahaha
this wanlin ah, VERY IRRITATING AH =P
always suan me like mad la, den say i spoil her image, HAISHHHHH =PP
this bu yao lian girl lehs!
but she really made me laugh like mad. ok,laugh silently =P
really enjoyed talking to her. super funny n mad but nice.hahhahas
always suan here suan there but damn funny =D
chatting with her always make me laugh de.hhahah.
OK LA DUN WANNA PRAISE U LIAO.
I PRAISE EST AND KAIKAI AND ASY.hhahhaa.
anws really felt better.
next time emo jus go find wanlin liao. best medi. hehhehs.
not becos she's gd at comforting, but she's gd at CRAPPING AND BEING A JOKER =PPP
hahahas i know she surrendered liao,no use denying le =D
hohoho ;))
i dun wanna praise u anymore but really thanks girl ;) hhahaa.
half a day more to go~! x)))
--Merci tout le monde--
1:32 PM
didn't blog ytd cos was busy chatting.
so here i am to blog the good news!!!!
was super proud of and happy for my awesome some1!!!
1 out of 3 shortlisted for navy sign on, 1 out of 9 shortlisted for airforce,
ONLY ONE SHORTLISTED FOR BOTH =DDDDDDD
i know, SUPER WOW AND AWESOME RIGHT X)))))))))))))))
i told him to be humble, n said i'll help him show off. heeheehee.
but act can only show off to u girls la. cannot put on fb cos too obvious =X
so here i am posting =D
CONGRATS TO AWESOME SOME1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but doesn't mean he's signed on yet. mus see if he can get into ocs
he's worried for his IPPT though which is coming soon.
hope he dont get injured when training or wat =X
but i know he'll be ok bahs,he knows the limits x)
YAYYYY PROUD OF HIM x)))
oh manz.. n i duno wat i pressed n de whole thing is gone -.-
dun wanna update liaoz.. tsktsktsk!!!
ur morn msgs nv fail to make me smile x) love u dear~ jiayou okies! im here supporting u as always x)
n i didn't know it feels so great to be the first to know about ur stuff =P
once again, proud of you!!!!!! awesome gong ! x)
--Merci tout le monde--
8:30 AM
Monday, June 06, 2011
OH.TODAY MARKS DE ONE MONTH-IVERSARY FOR THE GUYS IN NS.
FOR MOST OF THEM =P
CONGRATS! 1 MORE MONTH,THEN POP,THEN YAY! END OF BMT =DDD
--Merci tout le monde--
12:41 PM
i've gt a pimple right beside my nose!
its painful =(((
n den i suddenly thought of some1 telling me his complexion became better.ahhaha =P
partly due to the fieldcamp or smth.cos of duno wat chemical thingy in de mud or smth?haha.
wonder if that loreal or watever cleansing thingy bought weeks ago is still being used o.O
suddenly missing some1 a little =X
anws i realised im being more open on my blog.oopS~heehee.
cos i think nobody is reading, or mayb those who read r my girls n close ones.
n since u all alr know about my stuff, dun haf to hide anything.heehee.
oh anws. i realised my fb on android shows post from alot of random ppl that i added.
n then saw a couple of girls posting about r/s stuff.
only 1 is gd, de rest seemed bad..
n then ytd i posted smth on fb "you gotta love yourself first before you learn to love others"
till now, i still believe that if u cant love yourself,you cant love others.
u may wanna give all ur love to some1 whom u love, but for that, u hurt urself like mad.
for that, u torture urself, make urself miserable.
gosh,wat for?
i always rmb what miss yeo said "if some1 tells u they cannot live w/o another person,
tell that person 'then how did u survive/live until now?' "
definitely true,isn't it?
live for yourself. not for others.
not everyone can meet someone you love and who loves you too (well im really super grateful that im able to)
but i believe that eventually, you might.
well, i cant say u will cos you dont see everyone being attached in de world.
but then again, you wont know until you try.
so if u know de person is not yours, no matter how hard you tried, let it go.
this is fate. that person is not meant to be yours.
move on, and walk into the forest and look for a better "tree" that u can lean on.
quoting the chi saying, dont give up de forest jus for a tree.
esp a tree that u know u cannot depend on. cos its not for u.
go on, regain back ur courage and confidence, and find the tree that belongs to you =)
this is esp for those who fell out of love.
it takes courage to love again, but i think its silly to be bothered by some1 who dont bothers about you.
so put down the past, and move on =)
im sure there's someone out there waiting for you to go into their embrace x)
go find the one that gives u the care love and attention, n leave the one that dont have you in their hearts.
they're nt urs, so let them go. n at de same time u're letting urself go too, to find de one thats right for u =)
for those that have yet to find,dont worry!
ur time will come x) esp my girls,heeheehee =P
ur Mr Right(s) are waiting for u all somewhr~! x)
blessed and lucky to have you,my dear =)
meant to be x)
--Merci tout le monde--
9:56 AM
yoohoo! didnt blog ytd =)
went to this nirvana memorial garden with dad aunt n cousin.
to like,buy this place to put my parents' urns in de future.
not being pessimistic or wat but purely jus preparing for de future bahs. death will come anw isn't it?
of cos we hope that will be very long later =)
anw that place is really quite nice. very grand, and peaceful kind.
wont have the scary/eerie feel like when u're at the cemetery.
mayb cos of the buddha stuff. n the way they build the place.
i think it'll be a nice place to go (for buddhists of cos) if u feel vexed or whatsoever.
that place is really nice =)
like an air-con temple, like buddhist kind of church, instead of thinking it as a place to put urns =)
anws, ytd suddenly emo again in de evening. lol.
make some1 abit emo also, awws~ but everything's fine le x)
tdy not much of monday's blues cos of some1's msg.hee =)
though i was super tired n rather reluctant to get out of bed this morn.
super nice weather to slp in?!
but oh wellS~~~
this week is rather packed!!! gg out everyday except tmr. but thurs is swimming! x)
wkend... duno yet lehs.. seemed to have things but then again.. hahas.
see how see how =)
n im happy! the number on weighing scale is dropping =D
i think i crossed that "overweight" range n is reaching or perhaps jus reached de "acceptable" range x)
wheeee~! mus be careful not to let the number go up again =XXX I WILL TRY MY BEST.hhahha
okies~ back to work =)
hope time will pass fast as usual~! =D
--Merci tout le monde--
8:35 AM
Sunday, June 05, 2011
boohs!
its 1.41 now. hhahas.
was back only like, 1hour ago? went for DD =)
go n guess what's that =D heehee x)
did some silly but fun stuff. hahas. had quite some laughters x) awesome~!
hope can have more DD,heeheeheex~
i always thought DD would be weird, awkward, but somehow,im enjoying it now =D wheee~!
more DD!!!!!!!!! =P
hmm today~~~ breakfast with girls!
like finally~~ hhahas. awesome catchup as usual~ ;)
den went to enrol for driving!!! hmm~ was kinda thinking if it was really de right choice.
cos its true that i wont be having a car. so if i get de license,mayb years later i'll forget how to drive =X
but oh wells,alr signed up. soooo~ shall jus go for it! x)
hope everything will be fine~
after that came home~ slacked~ until night time then went for DD lo~
anws~! i saw elf!!!! but he has his cap on.haha. so he looked ok. AWWW~ =P
tmr cant join de guys cos gotta go smwhr with my dad n relatives.
really hope can see all of them soon~!
ohs~ i made new specs! cos mine was spoilt,w/o me knowing.
until i found it weird when i walked. felt a little giddy =X
so made new one. butterfly at de side! haha. n my degree stayed de same! WHEEE! x))
okies~ thats all. act its a long post though i didn't really wan it to be.hahas.
bye ppl x)
oh, THANKS TO LIMWANLIN FOR THAT VERY IN-ADVANCE BDAY PRESSIE =P
=)) just a couple of hours, perhaps an hour or so to be exact. buat can see u = enough le x)
n yay! YOU SURVIVED FIELD CAMP x)) awesome gong =P
please recover fast okays~!!including ur 4kg!!!! if nt i have to put in lots more effort for mine =X =P lu!
--Merci tout le monde--
1:41 AM
Friday, June 03, 2011
WHEEEEEE!!!!!! x))im very glad that i went for de bbq, instead of de company dinner.
which i believed i'll jus be alone at de side listening to the adults groan~
went late, when they were wrapping up de activity and going for bbq.
but it wasn't weird!
kinda glad nigel was there.? somehow glad there's someone i know.
but it really wasn't as weird as i thought it would be!!
gg into the room is like, entering my cca office kind of thing, put down my bag n went to try to mingle with them =)
met a nice girl, sara! gosh, she was real great. hahas.
we kinda have quite common thoughts =D she's a yr older than me.
she's totally awesome~!
hmm. tried to speak to the kids and they kinda respond though i wasn't there de whole day =)
tried to make it fun by joking a little with them, offering them chips, ask why they nv eat etc
as usual de guys are the more cheeky but funny ones.hahhas.
played a little games. a little awkward but i guess de mentors really did tried our best? =)
of cos more room for improvement =) my first time, so... =))
it was quite fun having the mentors session when de mentees left.
we had this debrief whr we sat in a circle. den each took turns to share our thoughts.
reminded me of MVP.haha. but it was really nice =)
listening to how each other felt about it x)
then after that we jus mingled ard.. we had like,2 cliques.
de older ones who were always bbq throughout,mostly de guys.
and we,de slightly younger ones at the pavillion.
act we weren't exactly young? 2 21, 1 20, 1 19,thats me =) n then 2 17.hahas.
mainly it was me sara(20) and de other 2 guys who were 21 who were chatting tgt.
cos its like, we're all waiting to go into uni.hahas.
den had a nice chat with sara! cool n totally awesome manz!!! hahhas.
den they were talking abit abt their jc life, abt clubbing, blah blah..jahhahas.
it was really nice! i think i totally showed my true self to them alr,though its de first time meeting =)
mayb cos we're like,mentors. so mus be more open to make de kids feel comfortable.
n naturally, we jus show our true selves =)
it was really great. i really feel that they're gonna be like, my another big family.
we'll perhaps jus hang out suddenly at MCYC to help randomly..
perhaps some chillout session so me n sara can share about our wonderful lives =P
duno leh. i jus feel very nice. seriously x)
im really glad i chose to come here.
though i duno wat will happen when i have a mentee.
but for now, i think im glad i met nice frens who r mentors as well.
n that we are all gonna be in uni, this allows us to have more common things to talk about, to share about..
and i believe it'll be ok at MCYC mentoring cos we have one another!
wheeets~! MCYC family,cool manz~! =DDD
i really think im super lucky.
to be able to meet so many nice people everywhere.
to be able to be in awesome groups/organizations x) AWESOME!!!
woots.another long post =P
n hooray! tmr's gonna be an awesome day! finally meeting my girls x)
n perhaps night or de following day meeting some1? x)
WHEEEEE!!! CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x)))))
--Merci tout le monde--
11:36 PM
awesome.
i think i jus found out the answer =)
--Merci tout le monde--
9:52 AM
finally its friday again!
honestly this week pass rather quickly, which is good!
gt to know some stuff as well.
but i promise myself im not gonna let this bother me anymore.
i'll settle it fast n throw this aside! hopefully =X
hope no more things will pop out. >=( totally irritating sia!
but its jus so nice when u know you have ppl around you who supports you,
or who empathizes with you cos they kinda experience that feeling before.
not bad ah twitter! u kinda brought me closer to my fuhua peeps x) like vannie! =D
hohoho~ miss her so much,totally adores her x)
seriously, FUHUANITES ARE STILL THE BEST MANZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IRREPLACABLE AWESOME PEEPS x)))))))))))))))))))
I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BBQ tdy with MCYC people.
hope it wont be awkward for me,cos im like,suddenly popping in at night,when they haf a whole day's activities =X
oh well, i mus learn to so-called conquer this =)
BE OPEN~ =P
n seriously im very full now.
didnt wanted to finish de coffeebun but feel wasted to dump it away >.<
rarr~
--Merci tout le monde--
8:42 AM
Thursday, June 02, 2011
WHEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jus realised today is actually a special date to rmb =D
heeheehee. only some1 will know.n me.kekekex =P
exactly 4 years ago, smth happened on this date. woots~!
cant believe i can act rmb this,hohohoho~ high high high~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x))))
lalalalala~~~
--Merci tout le monde--
9:58 AM
enchanted - lyrics
There I was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old, tired place lonely place
Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" across the room, your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say
It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you
#This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
This is me praying that
This was the very first page, not where the storyline ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you [x2]
#
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
the song dont have very wow n romantic lyrics.
but i like the red ones x)
n de purple one,i like de melody! heehee
n its thurs alrd! meeting est n asy ltr!
plan to swim failed cos my best relative visited me early this month =X
so jus meet up n chitchat gossip =))
wheee! cant wait x)
n wholemeal bread with kaya n peanut butter is nice! my bf for 3 days x)
--Merci tout le monde--
8:39 AM
enchanted - taylor swift
Wednesday, June 01, 2011
Doesnt seemed nice in de beginning.
but fell in love with the song after hearing it a couple of times =)
lyrics is nice too! shall highlight some verses here when free =)
--Merci tout le monde--
1:01 PM
oops.i think im a blog addict.
i blogged almost everyday,uhs? =X wonder if im de only one who's like that =X
hope not bahs..
well anws:
HI JUNE =)
i dont know if im happy to see you or not.
i shld kinda expect ur arrival, since i'd been hoping time to pass quickly everyday,
and had been looking forward to weekends.
given that there's only 4 weekends a week, u shld arrive rather fast.
but then again, im sad that u arrived cos it means that im left with 2 months of holi =(
though sometimes i do wish that i can start uni life to experience how its like,
im also abit scared and worried =XXX
oh well, no use saying all these since u're already here.
but please dont leave so fast kies!
though i do adore July, i love you too. and you know many people out there, esp school kids love you like mad =P
so do enjoy ur stay and stay long! =DDD
oh, ps: let ur weekends be long and weekday working hours ONLY be short ;) heehee
hmm. woke up today n was thinking : wow,its wed!
tmr, swimming after work.
fri, mcyc gathering after work, and its weekend!
so time still pass rather quickly doesnt it? o.O
hmm.. kinda hope de guys are meeting on sun n that we can join in.
feel like mass sending to all girls, like those from 4e5,n see who wanna meet too. haha.
really long since we met all of them?!?! n we haven see their botak heads at all!!!!
well, we'll see. probably gotta discuss w elf x)
n i wanna get my go! card soon!!!! x))
--Merci tout le monde--
8:28 AM
