Saturday, June 29, 2013
sudden feel to blog today, so here i am =)
one month since i last posted haha!
actually firstly, wanted to update on my prev post.
nope, not having party for my bday!
various reasons, which i mentioned most already.
1) money - parents already spent alot on my key necklace and buffet celeb w family/relatives
2) people - too many grps to handle. i'll just be asking ppl here, take photos w them, mayb mingle with some grps, thats it. n i'll be busy running about.
n my parents and family will be so poor thing. mayb my friends too?
n i think i can better entertain them if we go out on individual dates.
i think it'll be more memorable, having gd memories with diff grps of ppl =)
3) partly cos of some1 =P
4) cos my closest frens are not around. somehow, it jus dont feel right without them?
yup that pretty much sums up all!
my mum asked me if im going to ask my frens out grp by grp to treat them.
while it sounds right cos its like a bday party but u celebrate w different grps,
i find it weird to go to my frens n say "hey lets meet next wk? celebrate my bday!"
somehow i prefer to let those who care to come forward and ask for a date to go out and celebrate w me =)
in that case, i know who really treats me as their friend too x)
yups so thats de update on my bday!
next. i actually wanted to post about something.
u know, recently i was jus bloghopping somehow.
n i found out that one of the girls that i know, who broke up not long ago, had a new bf.
n then tdy, i read about another one too.
i know its bad to judge people.
n i know i have no rights to judge them, cos i don't know their stories.
i mean, not everybody will have successful relationships.
not everyone's first will be the last. n ppl gotta move on.
right, im now turning bac and not judging them anymore lol
i was initially abit wow-ed when i see them with their new ones.
i mean, its good of cos. that they found some1 better and moved on.
but mayb cos im not in their situation, i smwhat cant relate and understand.
however! as much as i am judging, i shall aim to not say too much.
there's nothing wrong in love.
its all about searching and finding that right one.
as long as you feel you did the right thing, and did not let anyone down, good enough =)
just dont be the badass and jus go into a relationship jus to play?
at least, treat every one truthfully.
be fair to others, be fair to yourself =)
he/she might not be the right one eventually, but at least at that moment, you guys gave each other ur love and ur best.
and created the best memories =)
okays~! i wanted to talk about smth else but i kinda forgot hmmmm~
oh yes! i wanna talk about my internship =)
i've decided to do smth for my colleagues! a card and maybe make choco cornflakes =)
they are really nice, especially my 2 ntu seniors.
they keep letting me try new stuff that they are doing.
they go the extra mile to teach me smth even though they r busy, cos they know im bored doing what im tasked to do.
they asked if i wanna try to do smth. in a way im helping them, but they still must look through also.
which can be another tough work.
but im so glad they r so nice.
they really made me feel so touched~!
i do enjoy my time here, really =)
as much as there are times of slpy moments, tired moments, sian moments, awkward moments,
they tried to let me have the most out of this.
much appreciated x)
alrights! time to end it =) enough said!
i hope tmr i have the feel and energy to run (actually i think unlikely =( )
or maybe do some exercises at home k haha.
i need to shed those weights like seriously.
why cant i jus feel extremely stressed so i can lose weight >=(
okay nvm~ hahha
hmm on an ending note,
its nice hearing those words, especially from those who don't often says them =)
it just touches the hearts, and makes the smile go wider x)
--Merci tout le monde--
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