woots`.
cy go overseas liao..
boox`.
not fun lerx..
i noe he will miss me =D
becoz of blah blah reasons.
MUAHAHA =P
our secret. actually is his secret la.
but onli i noe. heex. BUT!
dont xiang wai wai. coz both of us got our own love in mind le =))
anyway.
yi lu shun feng!
he keeps thinking of the bad side.
dont worry! nth bad will happen de la!
n i will keep my promise de, dun worry!
hope to see u online ya? coz i noe u need my help =))
lalala..
first time feel so important seh.
hahaz.
oh yea.
i finished my maths n eng wb ONLI.
de onli 2 easy ones.
ah blahs.
mayb i'm doing my zhou ji tmr.
then.. advertisment. haish.
then still got acid rain. gonna find out more on how to do.
then.. anymore? art bahX?
then think no more lerx..
i wanna sleep lors!
nitex =))

i wish to dream of him x) 10:21 PM

yep. i love my pri sch.
i love my sec sch as well.
but of coz, i think i have more feelings for my pri sch.
coz no matter wateva reason, it's a fact that i've studied 6 years there.
however.
coming to the matter of frens.
speaking the truth here, i think i'm closer to my sec sch frens.
maybe because of different schs now, we have lesser things to talk to.
but i see them talking happily, while i can say nth. really.
i now feel more comfortable with onli a few.
but in my sec sch, i can hang around with many.
even guys. n not onli 1 or 2, but almost all.
that's something i love about 2C. realli peepx =))
i'm tired. darn tired.
i'm gonna sleep early. mayb 10 ? mayb i mean..
n i think i'm gonna do my eng mayb? n maths mayb? n complete my theory hw first =P
k, going off..
bb.


ahhx.. i miss him alot =X
although saw him in de morning..
but then i didn't talk to him .. ahh.. i'm going crazy lerx.
n to jia : dont worry too much ya? honestly, i think u 2 may have chance sia. jiayou k? =))
dont worry, be happy! i'll be here for u. come n find me as n when u want okies!
to him: how i wish to tell u my feelings. but i dun haf the courage u see. haish. forget it. jus let me love u silently, for i dun wanna say it out, n see our frenship break. NO WAY >.< 9:00 PM

ahh! i think i realli fall in love le lah =X
i dont think it's happy.
although have der weird feeling la.
but then i very scared we'll be parted lorx.
which also equals to lesser chance of being together.
haish.
think too much la.
even if nv part also wont be together derx ='((
but honestly.
this is realli de first time.
he was sitting near me la.
then i felt my heart beating fast leh!
realli lorx!!!
then i myself was like,so shocked with my heart's reaction.
but i jus pretended nth happened.
after moments, 1 of my fren said my cheeks were red.
n indeed.. my face is burning =X
duno is becoz of him anot. omg!
now i noe the real feeling of love liao siaz..
haish`.
now onli 1 person in de class noe.
that is my dear dear dan.
i onli trusts her la.
alot i meanx.
i thought ii trusted that HER, but then she leaked out 1 of my secrets.
n it turned out to show me that she's someone who will spread.
n someone who is busybody.
and so, i decided not to tell her.
n for other les, i jus dun feel like telling.
coz i dont have the feeling to tell them.
my instincts bah.
i jus wanted to tell dan n that's it..
at least i need some1 to talk to.
however..
haish.
dun say lerx..
i realli hope our frenship can go on.
n that no rumours will spread about this.
becoz i noe rumours are killers of frenship MOST of the time.
at least, let us be frens..
i dont want to be strangers with u.
never. >.<

kkaes..shant say le..
today.. hmmx.. lol.
nth much to update also.
thanks ms angeline chua for the oreo!!! heex =))
that's de first thing that brightened me up.
n the 2nd is, i've got 75 for my zuowen ce yan!!!
heex.. n cailaoshi said i've improved! lalala.
so happy =D
k la.. wanna go sleep le..
but hair still not dry yet =X
heck care le. i'm tired.
anyway.. i did something today n it feels so sweet =P
lalax.
nobody is going to noe wat is that.. luhluhx..
i look forward to thurs!!
coz i'll be getting my hongkong pressie from mc n i'm gonna meet chufang!
yays!!!
missed her alot.. my dear frenx...
will she bring my prezzie? hmmx.. nt sure.
but i noe it doesn't matters la =D
ah.
i'm realli saying gd nitez le.
byex! 10:37 PM

haish..
i seemed to be falling deep..
deep in love =X
with him.
ahh`..
but now shldn't be de time lo...
but somehow, i keep thinking of him.
n thought of seeing him all day.. haish.
aww`...
haish. dun wanna say ler larhx..
sianx..
now very boring.
i have no mood to study.
jingkai realli pia liao lor.
zw also.
gosh!
haiz.
jean also. tuition tuition tuition..
then band leh? pon pon pon..
haish.
i've nth to say about her liao lo..
since she wants it this way, fine..
n i realli have to buck up le man. woopts.

i gotta buy teachers' day present! i shall buy tmr.
have to write out a list liao. lol.
bleahx`..
dun wanna say le.. byez.. 9:05 PM

oh my..
i'm so touched lor..
i'm realli realli so damn touched.
i realli wanna apologize to him.
for i didn't make clear of my instructions, and he did that jus becoz of wat i said.
i'm very sorry n very touched also..
thanks for wat u've done.
i'll frame it up. lol. jkjk.
but thanks ya =) i've seen ur effort =P



hmm..
today's prac.
okok lo..
we got 8 marks. heh hehx..
my mum ate n said it's nice
my dad also say nt bad.
kK eat de prawn say it's weird.
lol.
who cares.. =P
hmmx.
today was nt very gd! =X
esp after sch.
coz i calculated de marks.
n oh my gosh.
i lost to so many ppl!
linwan, jingyu, jean, ohwan. these r de new 1s that had overtaken me.
then de normal ones, danlim, charissa, xiaohui.
think still got duno who ah.. i rmb i said i'm like, de 9th ah.
haish.
oh, n mayb lulin.. haish..
die le la. damn sad lor. nearly cried out.
then smsed gor, then he says this is onli common test.
de most important 1 is still de EYE.
then he asked me to jiayou, say i can do it de =)
thanks gor. u're de onli one who'll encourage me with all these.
thanks!!! =)) i'll have to work hard le.
like wat cailaoshi says, de more u wanna win, de more u'll lack..
so wat i've decided now, is to jus do my best.
after we've finished, then we compare results.
anyway, she should nt be that happy to win us also mahx..
coz she got tuition n we dont have.
but linwan n jingyu n wanling. gosh. suddenly damn powerful lor.
haish. cham le cham le..
ahhhhh`.
dun wanna work hard also cannot le.
jiayou! go go go!!!

***
最近
我习惯那个时间出门
我习惯搭那辆巴士
我习惯在下车时，注意周围，看看是否能遇见你。

渐渐地，
这一不是习惯
而变成了一种期待

我期待在那时间出门
我期待那辆巴士的到来
我期待下车时能看见你。
而这个期待，慢慢地，变成了喜欢。

我喜欢那个时间出门
我喜欢搭那辆双层巴士
我喜欢看到你的身影。

看到你，会有一种满足感。
从原本的不知，变成了习惯，变成了期待，变成了喜欢。

就在这短短的几个月，
我对你的喜欢已越来越深
这是个无法说明的感情
可是我知道，你在我心里，已越来越重要了。
虽然我知道我们也许不能继续在同一班
但我希望至少，我能把今年的你记录在我脑海里
好让我能永远把你记住。

我不知道有没有可能成为情人
还是只能做朋友
我只想告诉你
无论结果是如何
我都希望你能把我当好朋友
让我呆在身边
是朋友也好，是情人也好
我希望我能是那个知道你秘密的知己
我希望我能到到你的信赖

无论是习惯，期待，还是喜欢
我想，你已经成了我记忆里的重要部分了。
我要忘掉你，已经是很难的任务了。
所以我希望，我可以不要忘记你。
也希望你能记住我。
我喜欢你。。。 8:49 PM

yups!
hmmx..
jus finished talking with gor.
he also buddhist seh.
haha.
then he ask me i nah go down meh
i say i go down lohx. then ask him can talk meh?
then he say why cannot.LOL.
but he hung off after that la.
hmmx..
talked to him alot lorx..
first time la..
but he told me alot loh..realli..
hmm..
true.. everything is not easy.
it realli depends on urself la.
after hearing wat he says.. i guess..
i'll take double sci bahx.
coz.. i realli dun think i wanna take triple.
although he might go there la.
but i think , it's more of myself right?
i shouldn't go to somewhere i dont wan jus becoz of him.
no way =P
this is not selfish k, but i'm thinking for myself.
however...
i may still consider la.
but gor says dun have to think about this first.
ok lohx.
jus try our best?
i think that's wat we can do.
he says results dropping is actually normal la.
all we can is realli work hard lo. which is like duh =P
but talking to gor makes me feel better la..
shan't think about those unhappy things.
i'm jus gonna work hard and that's it =))
anyway, although i noe u wont come here, but gor!
=) thanks for today ya?
thanks for taking off time to talk to me..
very glad n i realli understood wat u mean la, dun worry.
i'll work hard, n hopefully i can get wat i wan of coz.
i will try my very best, n i'll read my textbook =P coz the teacher cannot be depended.. HAHA =P
wo zhen de zhi dao le. ok. i will jiayou for my chi also de.
many THANKS! u're de best gor, realli =)) i nah regret. hahaz =P

k lo..
i gotta go cook rice for tmr's homec.
n needa do de pineapple.
haven do my geog also!
woops`.
do now bah =P
heex..
tmr's homec! muz rmb to bring cam.
will it be nice? will we get good grades? let's see =D
k, gtg. bye! 9:18 PM

ahh!
stressed up.
boox.
duno wanna take double or triple sci lehx.
haish.
wanna talk to gor about it
but he nah reply.
sheese.
baddie gor..
but cant blame him. he might be busy yaz.
forget it luhx..
leave it till de end bahx.
now muz start planning for my art liaoz.
n jus discussed about our class chalet.
we're gonna make it unique. MUAHAHA!
heex.
let's see huh ? =D
but shall leave it aside first lorx..
now ppl are catching up lerx..
jean, jr, zw, jj.. gosh!
i dun wanna go out of the top 10!!! haish.
muz realli jiayou liao lorx.
jia lat manx..
thought of trying opting for triple sci
but then if take tri, then take elect. geog, later kena mdm siti how?!?!
haish.
then is damn suay lor.
zZz..
ah i duno la!
leave everything to tmr bah..
think they'll talk about this during assembly tmr.
ahh.
i'm getting sleepy.
shld be sleeping early tonight bahx..
jus so tired manx.
haish.
i muz buck up le.
realli. 8:45 PM

boohx!
i have a lousy time updating the photos
arghx./
stupid blog.
duno wat's happening.
tmr then update bah
or rather tues .
see first lor.
my ezlink card lost!!!
=X
kena nagged by mum.
ah blahx.
then cook cook cook..
today the 5 flowers finally arrived.
yayz!
took a lot of pics.
which will be uploaded 1 day =)
hmmx..
i love doing something today!
that is feed my children de spaghetti
haha.
no la.
coz jy cooked spaghetti
then almost all r not free la
then i ate first
then decided to feed them lor
i fed 1 by 1.
fed all except chenxi la.
very fun lehx.
heex.
like feed children like that.
muahaha.
then i fed some sweet also.
jingrong,zaiwei n alvin.
luhx`!
i love feeding
hahaz..
duh dum..
n noe wat?
coz no.1-les linwan =P
she was eating de spaghetti
then i go take de other end n put it into my mouth
i nearly cheng gong la.
failed a few times
then when i bite, we both laughed and de spaghetti dropped
HAHA.
lolox..
i love my les-mates.
i love my happy flower family/the 5 flowers
i love my other 4 flower-cum-les-mates
heex.
i love them!
ohx!
i forget to add ytd that..
my les mates are not onli de 4 flowers, which is fit, jy,wl n jean
but also my ah dan!!!
heex.
she's my dear darling in sch lol..
but she's not 1 that always play with us la.
so she's my dar dar in sch..
after sch, n sometimes in sch, my another dar dar is wl/lw =P
now prefer calling her linwan =D
heex..
this 2 are my best les-dars.
les-dars = les-mate-cum-dardar.
lol..
i'm crazy.
n i dun wanna sleep
duno why.
i'm not tired.
if can
i'm watching aqmfs at 1-1.30
coz i missed it jus now.
boox.
tmr get back results le bahx..
i guess.
GOSH!
muz win them.
the few.
my maths!!!
i cant lose to didi.
shld be getting maths. geog mayb.
sci earliest tues, lit earliest wed.
let's see huhx..
i got pressure man.
i need my marks to pull up de total.
coz my chi had flunk hard.
all da bez man..
dun wanna blog le.
byex
9:16 PM

yahs!
i lurve today! =D
lala`.
oh. burger king's breakfast is nice =)
the harshbrown n barley are nice =)

hmmx..
we cooked successfully! yays =)) didn't take pic of the 2nd dish.
it was black n white fried rice =)
below is de pineapple rice me n jean did =D
n everybody said it was nice. huh huhx?
wanna buy wanna buy? MUAHAHAHA.
even the other grps were afraid that they'll lose =)
lalala.
here's de pic.
















heex. our pineapple rice.
in de pineapple. with the starfruits at the side.
woots!
heex.
isn't it nice =))
fit did a great job digging out the pineapple.
HAHA =P
















jean n me. we're de cooks for this dish =P
mainly she was cooking.
i was de one giving de ingredients n wat to put.
yay. we rocks =P
but then jean say cannot see de rice.so.
...















took another one. we tilted the rice.
nice huh?
lalalalaz.
we're clever. jean's a gd cook, not to deny =P















jingyu's flower. the hand shld be linwan's, coz de leg behind is hers.
hahaz.
the one with socks is fit's legs =))
















hmm.. duno who took this.
shld be jy bahx..


















the 3 of us with our flowers =))
linwan is de only 1 who didn't buy =X
fit went home..
one day.
we'll take a quan jia fu =P
with our flowers.
lalaz.
ytd we took neoprints
we can take with our flowers de lor =P

hmmx.
the rice is nice lehx!!!
we're doing it again tmr.
ya baby..
we gotta do it well.
coz jingkai's grp is nt bad too.
let's see how mic's grp do tmr bahx!
haven go n buy de sauce thing..
ermx.. i need to buy something.
oh!
starfruit! n de sauce..
hermx.. think dun haf le.
oh yea. today was fun playing with the guys.
lala.
they cant do anything. when i tickle them
MUAHAHA.
now they will run when they see me with a pen. ahha.
n noe wat the les did today?
jk cooked de sausage mahx.
those small de.
then i bit 1 side, then linwan bit another side.
hahax!
so fun.
woo hoo.
then jy bit again.
hahaz.
we didn't kiss, dun worry.
haha.
we shld take pic.
if we can, we''ll do it tmr.
lalala`.
i love being les
heex
i love my les-mate linwan =P
jy mayb? haz.
fit, i think so.
jean, dun think so. she dont like the kissing thing today
hahaz.
i mean de sausage.
heex.
now my best les-mate is linwan.
fit's les-mate is jean/jy.
jean is also jy's les-mate.
i'm with linwan.
geex.
i'm lurving her man =P
lalalalax`..
wanna take pic tmr.
ahh`.
i go eat my pao.
then gotta do hw later liao
if not tmr no time.
boo hoox
cya then! bye bye.
today was nice =))
although my hse was in a mess.
but!
fun!
lalalla 9:16 PM

over!
CT is over!
hoorays =))
hermx...
nth much about sch.
ran 2.4 today.
a miracle happened =X
i ran 15.17 =P but is it true? =X
it's so miracle i muz say.. really.. hmms...
who cares.
but i still fail my napfa =X

k, other than that.
nth much.
took neoprints.
since long time ago =P
nice nice neoprints.
but we should click de cool 1.
haish.
my fault my fault..
then went to watch garage - carpenter's tools international.
it was nice!!!
the dinner was delicious too =P n the dessert.
i lurve their songs!
erm.. i only managed to hear clearly of wat their names are.
i remembered carl! [if i'm not wrong about the spelling]
he's suave manx!
very cute.. aww`. i lurve him
i regretted not bringing my cam sia!!!haish.
then got the paul.
got michelle.. the baby face lady. heex.
then.. then.. ah! jason!!
i didn't notice him until de game.
he was like. at the back. so didn't notice.
he was so cute also lor! omg!
then got the duno wat name =P
another guitarist. i rmb his name got lian/ling 1..
it's a 3 letter word, jus like our chi name like that.
'he very shuai =D
then got 1 gurl got bruke or duno wat.. paiseh. i duno her pronounciation n spelling.
she was kinda cute too!
n the carl!!!
he sang tong hua, gosh!
although it was not clear, but he sang chi u noe?
it's so not easy?
n he sang till so nice.
ahhh!!!
i lurve him =P
then they acted a skit.
it's about jesus christ ya..
very touching lorx.. haishx..
then make me start to believe jesus la..
then charissa's friend sherlyn talks alot..
n i think alot also.
but jus now i asked my mum " mum. if i believe in jesus?"
she says " crazy. dun anyhow say. we believe in shen2 1.."
u see?
haish.
i mean.. i duno la.
i once thought this way also la.
but after today.. haish.
i duno.
there seemed to be a change
but i cant be both.
coz i'm not a free thinker
i'd followed my parents, i'm considered a buddhist le.
i guessed, that's de way bahx.
dont think le =X

tmr my hse is having a party man.
lol.
so many ppl coming..
got linwan, fit, jean, jy, jr, jk, jt, zw.
HAHA =X
=P
not going band tmr, go to the iblog debrief.
actually for wat?
we also nah get prize.
then i kena scolded by cai lao shi today =X
becoz i only write 5 entries.
but coz they delay my time, then common test period plus june holi very busy
so i nah complete lo.
boox.
ohh. i bought a handphone pouch at the garage jus now.
nice man =P
hmm hmmx.
tmr..
oh. zw is de onli newcomer
that has never been to my hse. lol.
i wanted to say something jus now. hmmx.
duno.
ah, tmr wake at 6 leh =X
but dun feel like sleeping now lehx..
ah ha`.
i recorded carl's singing of tonghua lehx.
heex..
wanna hear?
get it from me.
but it's abit blur n noisy la..

I LURVE CARPENTER'S TOOLS INTERNATIONAL!!!!
=))
I LURVE CARL
I LURVE JASON
I LURVE LIAN ____ _____
=P
that's all.
byez.. 10:46 PM

ahh!
tmr last 1 liao
science!
pia ah!
dun talk liao
bb =P 7:49 PM

anyway.
sorry to those who were scared by me jus now.
was jus too sad, n cant controlled.
hope i didn't scare u ppl =))
but anyway.
thanks to these ppl =))
thanks to dan, fit, linwan n charissa for staying by me, saying encouraging words to me. thanks =))
esp dan, thanks for accepting my hug *shy*=P n thanks for accompanying me n saying so much to me. thanks girl =D
thanks to alvin for the sms u sent.
thanks to zaiwei for that encouraging words, although not that encouraging, but still thanks =)) n get it right, u're my idol la k. i'm not ur idol. lol. but if u wan it that way, i dun mind =P
thanks to cy n jr, though u guys said nth, but noe u all stood aside n either 1 of u asked dan about me or wat. thanks ya.
i think i scared alot of ppl la.
coz rarely see me cry right, for some of u.
coz i every day crazy der, then shout here shout there, suddenly.
wah seh.
but this is de real me =X
hope it is not la.
gonna sleep le.
all da bez for maths tmr!
hope i can do de paper, no careless mistakes!!!
n noe wat?
i'm gonna try n do my very best for lit n sci.
i'm gonna do my best.
as long as i noe i've done my best, i shld be happy n glad =))
thanks to all, sorry to all.
all da bez =) 10:04 PM

oh my gosh.
i'm so damn disappointed
i'm so damn sad.
i'm so damn heartbroken.
i'm so damn angry!!!
all with myself.
wat happened to me?
it's not other subjects yeah!
it's chinese!!!
chinese!!!!
my commonly used, my best chinese!!!!!
how could i jus pass?
u noe how terrible it is?
although teacher say it wasn't an easy paper, but, even she say, wat nonsense u writing?
she put it in a better way, but i noe she meant this.
oh my gosh.
i almost failed u noe?
if my teacher never find me 1 more mark.
i jus simply flunk CHINESE.
gosh.
n i cried
very terribly.
imagine?
the total marks, chin 50, eng 40
my marks, chi. 25, eng 27
my eng is more than my chi when de total marks is lesser!!!
u noe how terrible this is to me?
i'm such a disgrace!!!
i cried.
thanks to the ppl who encouraged and comforted me.
but u noe.
it's such a pain.
imagine looking at my report book.
my onli confirm As, Maths n Chi, is now left with maths. [hopefully n muz be]
my Chinese.
although not 80+. but still A1, or sometimes A2, but still A.
now. dropped to C6!!!
it might even lose my lousiest sci, geog or lit!!!
i cant believe that.
n i'm getting worse i think..
ppl are winning me.
they r chasing me.
i'm afraid i'll be kicked out of top 10.
i cant!
but ppl are indeed chasing very closely.
jr.
jean.
jj.
all the Js.
gosh!!!!!!!
i'm feeling so stressed up right now.
wat if i onli have 1 subject ok?
that isn't all?
u still have many other subjects!
oh my oh my..
i think i've disappointed my teacher.
very much.
she once trusted me so much..
n my parents too.
i wonder wat they will think later.
i lost. completely.
but i noe i cant fall down now.
i muz continue to finish this battle first. JERICHO!
yes, jus like Jericho, i'm gonna fight back.
n i'm gonna have my celebration [hopefully]
ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
chinese.
wat m i doing ytd?
haish`.
i suck.
i'm a lousy person.
totally... ... ... 6:08 PM

hmm.. saw this somewhere..
so decided to take this test =))


Name 21 people you can think of right off the top of your head?
1. linwan
2. jingrong
3. zaiwei
4. mic
5. fitri
6. jingyu
7. jean
8. jingxi
9. shaoan
10. kokkeong
11. jeslyn
12. yanting
13. lynette quek
14. chaoyong
15. meichia
16. jingkai
17. chufang
18. gor
19. charissa
20. xiaohui
21. danlim

1. How did you meet 14?
ermx. in sch lo.

2. What would you do if you never met 6?
hmmx.. actually we wont know we'll meet. it's fate =)) =P

3.What would you do if 20 and 9 date?
oh my gosh`. but 1 shuai 1 chio, can la.. but i doubt they noe each other huhx.

4. Did you ever like 5?
wahahaha.. yeah. i lurve her sia!

5. Would 3 and 12 make a good couple?
ermx.. why is it my pri sch n sec sch fren again? jus like qn 3 =X erm.. it'll be weird i guess.

6. Describe 8:
hahaz. funny guy. but quite a gd fren bahx. =))

7.Do you think 13 is attractive?
ermz.. mayb? hahaz..

8.Tell me something about 17:
ah ha! she's a nice gurl =) sweet n pretty yeah =D

9. Do you know any of 4's family members?
yups! seen all before =)

10. What's 21's favorite color?
ehx.. i dont think she has 1 leh.. pink?=X

11. What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she liked you?
=X my gor ?! ermx.. i may agree la, coz he's a nice gor =P but will be damn damn damn shocked.

12. What language does 20 speak?
eng [more of that]

13. Who is 9 going out with?
u mean ? if u mean tmr or wat,i duno. if u mean bf/gf, i think it's someone call rachel..

14. What grade is 16 in?
sec 2 norx.

15.When's the last time you talked to 13?
... long long time ago.. but i think last month. when we met in de bus =D

16. What perfume does number 2 uses?
i doubt he uses any..

17. Would you ever date 7?
no. never =P

18. Would you ever date 1?
mayb. coz she's my les mate =P

19. Is 15 single?
erx.. i think so. but cant guarantee.

20. What is 19's last name?
last name .. wong =)

21. Would you ever want to be in a seriousrelationship with 11?
wootx`. yesh =)) hahaz.

22. What school does 3 go to?
fuhua sec =)

23. Where does 10 live?
erx.. st 91 ? i think so. he told me but i forgotten. =X

24. What's your favorite thing about 10?
ermx.. eh.. nice person bah =))

25.Have you seen number 1 naked?
oohh no`... =X


lol. kinda fun. heh hehx..
k, go sleep le.
nitez.. 10:41 PM

boo hoox.
i'm sick =X
thnx jiahe =) for giving me de 2 words, "take care"
=X
he's de only 1.
i told idol n he hahaha. hmphf
bad idol. say sorry nia. hmphf
n congrats to me!
for i haven started my revising =X
n i'm still blogging
how pro can i be =X

n noe wat.
jr n zw realli are brothers man.
ytd alot of things proved that. but i forgotten wat r they.
but u noe.
i told them i'm sick
ytd i told jr, then he say "drink more water n think of me, then u'll get better"
then jus now i told zw, then he say "think of me too much is it"
diaoz`....
ah nvm.
i'm used to it liao.
now jr cannot use his style infront of me
coz i xi guan liao, n i already noe his style le.
so i can po4 his zhan4 very easily
lol.

hmm.
today, ignites was nice!
singing n dancing, my favs!
heex.
a few out of tune here n dere la =P
but quite nice.
hmmx`.
n congrats to jk n zw, coz they're finally together as a team
BUT
jt is bu shuang
AND
cy will be bu shuang too tmr
so all we can depend on is
ZW!
lolx..
coz he's de onli 1 that can persuade cy la
tmr isn't much of a gd day i guess
no.1 , we'll get back sci test
no. 2, we'll get back maths mock[most prob]
no. 3, we'll get back geog test
no. 4, need to mug very hard for geog.

see see see?
haish.
poor us man..
n i'm darn sick now.
so disgusted by that "taste" in de throat
eeee yer!!!
but no choice.
n i wonder will i be even more sick tmr? =X
hope not!
woots`.
k, dun wanna say liaoz
bb
10:20 PM

yoz`.
tired sia.
hmm.
today, went to jk hse
nice sia!
i like it =)
n his mum very friendly
like him la.
haha.
n the dishes jk cook is nice man!
n de fried bee hoon that his mum cook
was nice too!
plus de curry.. yummy`.
then i'm like, de server?
i'm de one taking the food for everybody.
lol.
but it was fun la.
got me, mic, jr, zw n jk.
hahax`.
fun fun fun`.
then stupid jr n zw keep calling me either auntie or ah bu or maria.
blahx.
then i was like, "ok lor, dun give"
then they will like, "okok! jie jie / mei nv"
LOL.
hahaz.
they're cute.
*onli at some times =P*
then after that, played games ya.
oh ya! n got the longan =P
nice =D
jk's family is friendly =))
nice ppl. hahaz.
had fun teasing zw n fooling around
played alot of stuffs yaz.
i lurve today!
heex..
n jr so wei da
lend zw his ezlink card.
hahaz.
hmm hmm hmmx.
nice nice nice day today
BUT!
something not nice.
i didn't revise anything yet =X
oh my gosh`.

oh ya!
i already read half of de story book "re wo ni jiu si ding le" =D
it was nice!
but actually
some parts were a little same as the "na xiao zi zhen shuai"
but still nice la =P
though a little confusing
heex.

ahh`.
how how how.
my "dear" geog.
er hemx..
ahh.
my idol sleeping now
lol.
talk till sleep
funny. but yet ke lian.
poor idol. go sleep bahx..

k, dun wanna say liao..
bye byex..

i lurve teasing my idol =P
my idol is kinda cute n funny at times huh.
lol.
i like jk's family. friendly family =D 10:43 PM

oh my god. believe me?
she has changed so much.
jus look at the photo below.





can u believe it?
peeps in 2C?
she is de one we noe.














if u realli cant guess it, u're poor =P
but she's yuwei!
yes!
shocked?
she's such a beauty in this pic lor!
jus like tian nv xia fan like that.
gosh`.
there's 1 pic which was so damn sexy lo *woots*
but i cant see de pic.
the file is invalid la.
she said she took alot of pics.
it's like, go to those studio type.
like wedding photo like that.
she's pretty
don't she look like an artiste?
i think she do leh!
omg. i'm in lurve with her =P
n i miss her!
glad we can still keep in touch =)
yuwei!wo ai ni =P

kk. dont wanna update liao.
bb 8:28 PM

haiz`.
poor idol`.
he's gonna die in the hands of a devil!
poor poor him.
lol.
was having conferencing *shhh..*
then she was so obvious!
omg.
jus giving excuses huhx..
ah wateva.
leave him alone man.
i have rights to protect him.
lalax`.
coz i'm his f-a-n =P
lalala`.
boo hoox.
so boring.
tmr friday lo!
n common test starting =X
so darn fast!
oo hoo!
tmr is jiayi's bdae =)
my beloved god sis.
heex.
tmr having eng ct
it's compre
uh oh!!!
hope i can pass
pwease`.
please`.
uhhhh...
goR!!! i need ur jia you =X
i've read ur tips.
will try to rmb them de..
hope they can help me like last time.
i passed it well last time!
hope it's de tips that realli helped me..
then i can get gd marks.
n it's nt becoz de passage is easy.
pray pray pray!!!
n tmr we're taking our prize
lala`
which was given to our class on tues
but then we will onli give out tmr.
yeahx!!!
n tmr is having de lucky draw picking.
wonder who will win?
hope my seniors will bahx!
but duno they got put into the box mahx..
let's see!
hmm hmm hmmx!!!
ah i'm tired.
gonna sleep le.
shall listen to ou xiang's song b4 sleeping!
haha
gd nite! 10:21 PM

the 2 songs that really touched me.
jiu shi ai ni
hui you na me yi tian
esp with my idol[zw]'s singing =))
realli melted my heart ytd when i hear it.
nice nice!
n my dear idol agreed to sing duet with me next time
lalax`!!!
hahaz.
oh.n i'm falling in love with
fei xing bu luo [singer: FIR]
love story [ fan yi chen]
fang sheng [fan yi chen]
deng dai [chen yi]

omg!!!
nice nice.
n Mr Q, but quite old le.
n derx...
li ren jie.. very sad.
lurve it too.
=DD

i wanna hear my idol sing live!!!! =D
but duno when then i can hear it =X
geex! idol idol!!! =P 10:21 AM

NICE DAY =)
esp de kbox. fun manx.
morning was quite horrible.
darn tired.
then got nagged by ms lai.
heng we got bazaar to save us.
THANKS KOKKEONG FOR BUYING $6 OF FOOD =))
n thanks to all who bought.

kbox was fun!
at first still ok.
when zw come, OMG!
his voice was damn nice lor.
very sweet and touching.
it's realli those that u will fall in love with lor..
he's my new idol man.
lol.
realli.
it's very nice.
esp slow songs, so damn touching.
the heart totally melts man.
** hear liao sure very happy.
haha.
managed to sing duet with him =D
nice nice.
lalax.
then after that, we go eat
saw ms chan n her bf
haha
she very da fang lor.
tell us she nah come alone.
then saw her holding hands with her bf
hahaz.
then went arcade, we played the racing car.
1st time among de 7, i was 1st!!!
lalax.
i pia with zw lor.
overtake him, then i overtake 1 by1 .
from 7th to 1st =D
then coz me n jj play 2 times nia
so we played another time.
we 2 n 1 more unknown person.
i win de leh!
i overtook him 2 to 3 times lor.
the last 1 right
was damn nice can
i overtake de 2
but my car turned!!!
then i last again =X
but i pro liao lor.
plus my shortest lap is 16'10 leh!!!
jean n zw say i professional, got potential.
hahax.
lala.

then while waiting for bus
we crapped alot.
lol.
on the bus also.
poor jingkai was alone on another bus.
zw damn crapped la!
i'm his no.1 fan
he's my new idol.
lol.
n he onli has 1 fan, which is me
haha.
mayb mic also la.
but i got record his singing.
so if wanna listen,come find me =)
jr, jx, alvin, u all lose liao la.
jj still ok, but zw better *no offence!*
then when the others left, left jj zw n me on bus
then i realise my curry puff still in my bag
took it out
so damn flat liao.,
then zw saw liao, he reached for his bag, he also has 1.
hahax.
same,also flat der.
darn funny la.
then he say from this we can conclude something
*no offence also!!!*
is that isyana's mother didn't put ingredients in the curry puff
that's why it's flat but no "leaking" of food.
hahax.
n i alighted.

felt very happy today!
duno why.
it's fun la overall.
geex.
i love today!
i love zw's voice =)
i'm zw's 1st fan
haha.
n noe wat?
like wat i've said
2C is the last min champ!!!
our designing of t-shirt got 1st!!!
yay`!!!
lalalala`.
we rocks man.
tt's all.
bb!

zw i love u!!!
as a fan =P
meaning fan(fen si) love idol.hahaz



i think i've forgotten 'bout him le.
coz it's too long n nah see him liaoz.
n i think i'm starting to fall for him.
gosh! i mean, like wat i always say,
we cant control love, neither can we choose who we like.
so it's like, ya..
i think i like him, but i duno la.
but he realli brightens up my day at times lor.
n his presence realli makes me happy.
but i dun haf de courage to tell him that.
coz he might take it as i'm joking.
or most likely i will get rejected..
and then we might not be frens also.
i didn't want that. i want us to be like now.
mayb this is the best situation, at least, for now..
i shall keep my love for u in my heart.
for i dont know if u'll accept it or break it.
i admit. i'm timid. i'm weak. in love. 9:48 PM

lalax`.
jus finished chatting with zw.
gonna sleep now lerx.
LALALAX`!
zw said he's seen me on 157 every time =X
weird huh.
let's see if he's true.
tmr we'll see..
lalax`.
k,
go sleep liao
nite nite!
thnx zw for the nice chat =)) 11:27 PM

haha.
noe wat?
2C is famous of LAST MIN WORK =P
hey, but nt to praise
we're realli gd at it!
we're last min for damn lot of things
but we always score =D
realli!!!
de chi competition. we planned of the things at the last 1-2 days
n we got champion =D
jus now we were doing de t-shirt
we handed in like, 6.30 when de time dued was 5 or 6.
but teacher nah scold
but say it's nice =D
alot of things we last min lo!
i can onli say
2C is pro at last min work!
lalalx`
but it's nt gd also lar.
so DONT LEARN FROM US
onli pro ppl can do that =D 10:13 PM

still pia-ing my jian tie bu
arghx`.
i jus completed 2 sia. gosh`.
i'm dying
n i haven study lit
plus my i nv bring back my sketchbook
holy shit.
i'm dying le lax.
n now so vexed about the bazaar
faris la!
talked to me so much jus now
now i headache liaox.
jus now went jp
bought a myuk bag.
something similar to fit's n linwan's sis' bag.
ytd went out with the 2 of them to jp also, then bought blue flower.
asked linwan to bought a pink 1.
n jy have to buy a yellow/green/purple [duno got which 1 larx]
then we have de 5 duo hua [5 flowers =P]
abit lame, but it's cute. muahahax`.
thanks daddy for the bag!! =))
bought a shirt also. geex.
k la.. dun wanna chat liao.
hope tmr i will survive thru de lit test lo.. 5:42 PM

ah`. tired from parade.
leg pain. =X

oh, b4 i forget.
here's a msg for kK =) :
hmm... great job today!!! alot better than the past. *claps* continue to jiayou k? u can do it de =) glad to see ur BIG IMPROVEMENTS today!!! give urself a round of applause *cheers* keep up the good work and all da bez on tuesday!!! jus noe that u're de best ya? dont think of others, u can der! =D jiayou! =D


okiex.
hmm.
today...
nth much actually.
homec is rushing liao lor.
needa do the practical after common test
DIAO.
no time larx.
played scrabble.
we completed it leh!
almost i mean.
left with 4 pieces
lalalalax`.!!!
first time seh =)

went out to eat.
jean cried =X
coz she cant memorise sousa.
haish`.
if shitian noes she sure kena scolded again.
was nagged by her.
anyway, that's past time ler.
oh, n kk keep looking at jean when falling in.
LOL.
haha.
she was behind me, so i cant see much.
hmmx.
went to parade square lorx.
stand till leg pain
THANKS JESLYN!
n winnie n jolinne n vannie n guin i think.
for providing water.
giving us water when we wan, running about for us.
THANKS ALOT!
=D
was damn hot.
n my fringe keep flying =X
at first my tone was damn loud!
but slowly...
slowly..
tired..
no energy..
n it became softer =X
hope it can be very loud on tuesday =)
i hope we'll do a great job!
yeahx`.
hmm.
ya, go eat liao..
byex`.


kK jiayou!
jeslyn Thanks so much!
n xiaorena
happy bdae in advance =DD 8:45 PM

ahh`.
wanted to update
but i realised i've got no time =X
well well well.
we've started to get orders for our bazaar
it's fun looking for teachers
lala`.
and persuading them to buy
muahaahha`.
heex.`
lalalax`.
i lurve it
i wanna be promoter!!!
woots`.
ahh.
next week common test
"good" huh.
blahx`. 10:46 PM

haish`.
how i wished time could stop
or it could go slower
so that i would have more time to do my work.

how i wished the sleeping time will be onli 1 to 2 hrs
but it seems as if i'd sleeped for 10 hrs.
so that i would have enough sleep and have energy
n also more time to do my work.

but it's onli
MY WISH.
=X 8:43 PM

haish`.
again, this THURSday is a TESTSday.
ahh blahx`.
now got science n geog n maths.
last time still got a rule, saying not more than 2 tests a day.
now this is like bullshit lor.
and becoz of the national day
everything is rushing
coz got 3 holidays that day.
so blah manx.
then was telling gor that time when he smsed me
then he also say it's crap lor!!!
hmphf`.
but i think ms noni is better than mdm siti
although i'm afraid i'll still fail again (we'll noe tmr)
but i think she teach better.
n i hope i can go cleverer =P
anyway.
now hor.
sci n geog are ok.
but i getting sian of eng n maths le =X
duno why leh!
but i'm starting to get tired during maths lesson.
oops`.
but anyway, next week is busy as well.!
n holy shit man.
i haven continued any of my art pieces.
n i have done NONE of the jian tie bu.
so GOOD =X
ahhh!
really going bonkers man.
why everything squeeze squeeze squeeze!?!?!?!
how i wish common test is over now.
then i can be resting =X
n i'm slacking for organ man.
die =X
ah,shouldn't talk le.
bye`.
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