如果我变成回忆..
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
everytime this song plays, i'll feel so...
one word: memories..
--Merci tout le monde--
8:53 PM
Monday, January 30, 2012
oh forgot to mention!
met nat at wcp today~! hahaha x))
and anw, sushi tei's food is really not bad~! x))
--Merci tout le monde--
12:45 AM
short post ok? haha.
jus wanna say, i feel abit guilty, for not doing work this wkend.
den again, i feel happy cos i think i enjoyed myself?
nt v happy but okok la,nt too bad =)
uhm. celebrated sl's bday today =)
happy with what we wore tdy, heeheex.
went mustafa!
surprisingly no smell there haha. quite a nice place to explore act.
shall go again soon? =)
anw. jan is ending =X
honestly, im feeling abit scared/worried.
perhaps about sch work, perhaps abt cac stuff.
surprisingly as i write this post, i feel motivated to study lolol.
mon n tue is gonna be busy n packed with sch work and cac stuff.
wed will be driving, proj.
thurs, driving, study w yz?
yeah, we gonna start our studying plan le. woots.
feb le nia, dun play play.
n u know what
i actally had de thought of "3 more months and im free" lolol!
cant wait? haha. but i tink its really gonna pass so quickly gosh~
but i really cant wait.
probably will be chionging my driving.
n den probably will find work?
n will be busy w cac stuff, bt nt sch work =D
wheee~ n i'll finish my year 1 =X one third of my uni life, GOODNESS~~~
ALRIGHTS!
tts all for tdy i guess?
dun really feel like updating alot abt past few days. dun wanna spend time recalling.
shall update my to-do-list.
n back to sch again tmr~!
--Merci tout le monde--
12:31 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2012
i must have been enemies with the finance office lady in my previous life =X
so many things that i can do wrong and make her angry, tsktsktsk.
i think i must be one of those in her blacklisted people =((
--Merci tout le monde--
12:00 AM
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
The most heartwrenching thing, is when a couple has to part,
Not becos they dont love each other anymore,
Bt becos of religious or other stuff..
If only all these dont exist.
Religious, racial differences n whatever stuff.
Then perhaps, there'll be more happiness ard us..
If only all these could be ignored..
If only true love can really defeat them n overcome them..
Den we'll not have to be troubled over them..
Haish...
If only.. If only.. If only..
--Merci tout le monde--
3:34 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2012
im nt supposed to be blogging cos i kinda wasted too much time today.
in a way, im supposed to nua at work in hall from 8plus onwards.
but decided to go to dinner with urleyians and only settled back in hall now (11.24pm)
not that i regretted though. cos i did have quite some laughs =)
jus that i guess today im really not in a gd mood afterall?
nevertheless, things tt happened today made me realised some stuff.
once again, i feel lucky and blessed.
was it today? this morn was looking at tweets by linwan and est.
reminded me of my dearest girls. the lovely ones =) love here love there hahah.
miss them sia. hope we can meet again soon. even if its studying, i dun mind, seriously =)
n then, after gg fin office, went back to exco and karen tan and vincent were there.
had a short chat with them. n ranted to vincent, haha.
n den it kinda made me realised, though i kinda dont really like the job of being a FC, probably cos im nt fully adapted to it yet,
i dont think i regret joining exco. becos they're really a bunch of great people.
people who u know are working tgt with you, knowing the problems u face frm the sch officers,
chionging and piaing tgt, and there for u to rant, complain, or even seek advice from.
for that, i didnt regret joining the exco. its indeed an experience.
and probably, it allowed me to realise and ponder over, do i really suit finance jobs?
vincent mentioned today abt banking people slogging their lives off,earning money but no life to spend.
gosh,real sad. i'll nv want that. i'll nv sacrifice my life for money.
balance, is what i wan =) i dont need that much money. i'll definitely have time for my loved ones =)
somehow a part of me tells me that i wont like banking jobs, esp seeing how de finance dept works in ntu.
but then again after accounting, i feel it might be ok.
well, still seeking advice up till now. hope will get an enlightenment somewhere~
n today, had a short htht session with ntu sem1 mates.
i think they're really nice great peeps =)
look forward to hanging out with them more often,really.
im really glad to know them.
sad that i missed dinner with them though.
contemplating between them n urleyians but went with urleyians cos i promised first. oh well.
hope to have meals with them soon again =)
n then dinner w urleyians, crazy as usual.haha.
so many great people around me.
apart frm de above, i wont forget my aaacjx.
wont forget my dearest dan, and also some1.
and all de too many awesome ones.
what more can i ask for? =)
thanks all. love u all a million bits =)
really wish to see you right now. really wish to talk to you.
why mus u have enforced lights out tdy, why mus my hp die so early jus now..
then cant chat w u much,boohs~ cant wait for sat la ~~~
--Merci tout le monde--
11:24 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
suddenly feel like blogging~!
10 more min n im going out for my busy day~
duno why,i felt rather happy today.
i think tues will be my happy though busy day.
probably cos im meeting my usual sem 1 mates.
n probably cos after today, de days will seemed better, since today is de longest day =D
additionally, some1's apps msg in the morn brightens up my day further =D
woke up at 730, thought i'll wake up n felt kinda ga.
really feel like slping more.
n so i did, continue to slp after replying apps and yay! slept for another hr x))
doing a little bit of studying nw with dotty~
at least i managed to read smth? =) woots~
n i might change my timetable, n get a 3-day work week! =D
but i will probably stay back in hall as often too cos dotty gt morn classes.
but my timetable will look much nicer =D wooohs~
alrights~! tts all for today? dun feel like blogging le, heex~
bye ppl~! have a good day ;)
--Merci tout le monde--
9:58 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Haish.. U know what??
I was flipping thru the recruit section of ytd's papers.
Bought it cos was discussing abt studies n career issues in de morn ytd w asy.
N then u know what?
I couldnt find any ad put up by STB or any hotels.
Instead, almost every page has a company looking for accountants/finance officers etc.
So it occurred to me tt if i specialise jn banking n finance, i probably can really secure a job.
Bt u know what?
I really dun haf much passion for it.
Instead, when i see sentosa, i immediately zoomed in to look at all the positions available.
So how? Shld i really go for a degree whr career prospects r really good?
Bt i really dun like it?
Its like, doing my current FC job for a few years or mayb the rest of my life.
I duno eh. I really duno if i'll be able to do tt.
I thought i can.
Bt after talking to asy ytd, somehow banking finance isnt really my type.
I dun mind if i jus take de degree, bt can allow me to work in de sector tt i wan.
Bt im afraid de jobs that i wan will require another job? Haish :(
Why is this so tough, like seriously :((
Sian la :((
Anw today's really gonna be a sian day bah.
Will be alone de whole day.
Nt gg out cos some1 gt duty.
Parents also nt home cos in msia.
Cousin went to work alrd. Will only.be bac at night, ard 10.
Haish, really feel quite sian nehs.
No mood to start studying. Really :(
--Merci tout le monde--
11:12 AM
Friday, January 13, 2012
today, is friday the 13th.
its 13th, so in a way its a happy day for me.
but its friday, n so, labelled as the black friday.
today, both happy and sad things happen.
HAPPY
1. finally met roomie =)
had some htht with her. nice as usual =)
realised i actually kinda miss them.
n when we settled down in our room, everything seemed so familiar.
i think i'll be sad about leaving hall cos wont be able to stay w her.
she's probably my best memory for hall =)
2. met fuhua peeps.
had lunch with roomie, nat and jingyi.
then back to hall, alvintan joined thereafter, and gossip plus chatting session.
had to say, it was really rather nice.
3. Ushering at first campus concert
didnt know yu ke wei was a china singer haha.
surprised by all the ATs, seriously.
almost the whole audi are them. goodness.
but i kinda like ushering.
didnt do much job actually. but was actually high when i managed to have a little job.
i shld try to find such part time jobs perhaps huhs lol.
but the singer really sings quite nicely act =) nt bad~!
n exco took photo w her,woots! x)
4. exco?
duno eh. somehow, do feel abit nice being in exco.
i mean, the peeps are really nice to play with somehow.
they are real great. alot of ppl said this in evaluation n i believe its true =)
SAD
actually only one main thing.
my aunt passed away. paternal side's 4th aunt.
was feeling quite weird cos i dont feel real sad/break down when i gt de news.
but den jus now at night, do feel abit gaga as i was alone.
start to think of her a little.
wasnt tt close to her, cos she cant really speak chi.
but we always visit her when we go bac. she's rather close to my dad.
n my closest cousins are her daughters.
she used to take care of my granny. n when she passed away, she tried her best to sorta take care of us too when we go back.
jus find it a pity, that she cant live to see her granddaughter.
but well, its gd that she leaves too. if not it'll be rather terrible for her.
its cancer anw, that brought her away.
like wat gong says, she'll be in a better place.
rest in peace, aunt.
umm. feeling better now actually.
after releasing the tears and gaganess. thanks gong.
dad and mum went bac msia alrd, supposedly left me alone but my cuzzie came out to work for a few days so yeah.
hao la. end of first week of sem 2 le.
quite some readings to do act. hope i can do them haha.
go n slp le. tmr meeting asy for breakfast =)
goodnight people.
thanks gong, for jus now. so glad u managed to come out in de end cos i really needed that shoulder =)
hope u like de cheesecake and choco cornflakes =) dun finish all de cornflakes by urself hor!
can actually display out as one of the goodies u know haha =P mutouludou =)
--Merci tout le monde--
11:54 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
printing notes now~
benlai thought can print tmr before cleaning our room.
but dotty cant make it cos tmr jj open hse~
so change of plans. wanna save on transport cost too!
so since she cant make it,i shall nt go to sch tmr too =)
will stay at home and bake~! n study =X
so now printing the notes i need.
den mayb fri then i'll go print the other whole chunks~!
many of the lecturers uploaded everything so can print all at one shot already.
so mayb thats what i'll do bahs o.O
but v scared will print till v luan =X alahs~
hmm today felt nice!
i really think it was cos i met my sem1 frens.
it felt so super nice.
even meeting those frm de same class but nt same clique.
we'll still wave and say hi and smile super widely haha.
super nice =)
n then my IT class' grpmates seemed nice too~! happy happy =DDD
n i think cos my next 2 days i dun need to go to sch,so i feel v happy heehee.
but LOTSA READINGS TO DO NIA =((
esp for accounting,gdness =(
dun even dare to print sssssss.
still slacked all de way today. mayb later will do some revision lo haha.
HARDWORKING RIGHT.
i scared sia. 13feb is our first quiz liao?! 1 MONTH LATER LEH OMGGGG =((
n why all on de 13 sia.. but nvm, my lucky days,so i will do well =D heeheex.
tmr, bake.
thurs, first driving lesson!
fri, meeting asy! n last day of de week!
after next week, CNY!!! WHEEEE!!! ahaha.
ohoh~! ytd i had meeting till 12 plus.
yiokiang longbang me to outside ntu to take cab.
then he said he'll stop me infront of any cabs if he sees one ahaha.
n den while we stopped at the red light, there is a taxi beside.
den he ask me, want not? den he drove beside de taxi to check if its not hired.
n when its nt, he asked me again,den slowly wind down window.
de taxi driver saw i think, n he nodded his head hahaha.
so i jus alighted and went into the cab. funny lehs!
but de road only has the 2 cars,so i guess tts why its ok hahaha.
super nice =P
n today my accounting lecture's lecturer is super lol!
she has this message centre thingy, whr we can send in msg by typing "LT1A" hahahha.
and it really works!
n ppl start spamming all kinds of stuff.
den say love her lecture, love her, love accounting.
got one say wat, wanna marry her or wat is it?
den she started saying about her 6 yr old son.
n de person replied saying will take care of her n her son LOLOL!!!!!!
super lol la n de whole LT cheered hahahaha.
okok,enough of updates? =D
hope the girls will enjoy ur first day of school tmr~! i mean for linwan that slacker =P
and also for jodie =)) jiayou okies *lovelove*
JIAYOU EVERYBODY =))
and to you too my dear x) poor u,so busy recently.
cant wait for fri/sat? =)
--Merci tout le monde--
9:50 PM
Sunday, January 08, 2012
tmr, is de official start of the new sem.
really feeling sian =(
once in a while, i have de mood and prep for tmr. for de new start.
starting to write and plan in my planner again
pack bag, etc etc.
but really will feel sian lops =(
cant wait for CNY? lol.
what my senior say is right sia. this 2 weeks sure cant pay attention much cos gt CNY lol.
anw, the sian-ness started from morn sia.
mayb cos nt fully recovered yet, so double sian-ness.
though went out w some1, but somehow, boohs~ n went home early too~
guess once sch starts, the mood comes back then wont be tt bad alrdy bahs?
but i jus realised that my timetable really quite sucky ehs =X
my wed no lesson,den thurs, suddenly pop out one tutorial in de middle.
mayb really can make me mug, but duno how we're gonna stay in hall.
as in,when. mayb will try to stay all days cos for dotty, den perhaps also to make myself study.
perhaps exco stuff will be heavy and busy also. duno lehs~ see how lops~
yet to discuss w her.
wed go clean up,den see how lops.
n den still gotta cope with driving too o.O well wells~
alrights~
jiayou for sem 2 lo everyone~!
may it be a good one for everyonez >.<
--Merci tout le monde--
10:04 PM
Friday, January 06, 2012
I really really feel v blessed.
N i think im really lucky.
Though there r times tt i'd been disappointed, those r really nth nw, when u mentioned abt those big things.
So long since we'd recapped what we went thru.
N i cant help bt have those happy tears roll down.
We'd been thru so much.
N im so glad tt we managed to find bac each other.
Yeah. Its like, fated to be :)
Ppl dun haf to know.
We dun need photos to show others.
Bt we know deep inside, all the memories we had be it sweet or bitter.
All the impt things. All the little things. All the feelings we have.
Thanks some1. U really.. I duno wat to say haha.
But, im really so glad, n blessed.
GREEN bean log :')
--Merci tout le monde--
12:41 AM
Thursday, January 05, 2012
cough cough cough.tsktsk.
slept super lot today.
but still feel rather tired leH?
first time eh. slept so much :O
somehow feeling that there'll be fever but i tink dun haf bah.
better not kays >.<
haish. thurs end le. tmr fri liao! sian max =(
boohoos~
oh well. mus start to get back the studying feel le.
but i think it wont start next wk, since i gt wed n thurs free.
n mon only go for lesson in de morn?
still haven discuss with roomie when she wanna move bac n stuff~
act.. having some thoughts..
today, dun seemed like a good day for some people.
was having a sorta chat w some1 today..
n well.. was thinking of some stuff.
many of us, are probably not doing things that we like today.
perhaps we thought it'll be ok, but it turned out not to be.
like for me, i thought i'll enjoy being in exco.
actually,it was ok. but de job as a FC, probably doesnt fully suits me too.
same for some1.
bt well, since we chose this path, we gotta face it, yeah?
mayb its a wrong path, but somehow, i believe it'll teach us something.
at least, it teaches us a lesson that this is not our path bah haha.
well! when life gives u lemon, make lemonade =)
life's not gonna be easy, who said it is?
it once was, i guess. bet everybody still misses the secondary sch times when everything was so simple.
but as we grow older, things get more complicated. in all areas.
as much as we dun wan them to happen, they will still happen.
what can we do? jus accept it,and face it.
just hope we will not change despite facing these stuff.
the most important thing, is still to be urself =)
the one that you love yourself to be most.
dont change jus to cater to someone,or others.
the most important thing, is to love urself, and be urself.
dont care about what others think. dont be someone that ppl like bt u urself dont like =)
when we face such situations, we will inevitably feel gaga and lost bahs.
den will think of lotsa stuff.
but i guess its a part n parcel of life bahs. we jus gotta stay still and firm =)
jiayou everyone!
the path infront is nt easy, be it whr r u.
in ns, in uni, in workplace.
but rmb that we're all in these tgt.
ur friends, ur loved ones.
we can all do it! jiayou kies! =)
we're all in this tgt =) im w u, u're w me. we can face all the problems kies <3
--Merci tout le monde--
9:10 PM
wah, feeling so terrible today.
woke up 3 to 4 times in just 2h plus.
drank too much water ytd bahs, but its ought to la.
another round of drinking lotsa water today.
throat felt super duper dry n painful this morn.
super xinku~ then gt runny nose also.
nt really runny but flu la huhs.
den abit of headache also.
wah, terrible like mad >.<
decided shall nt go clubbing tonight bah, really will be cham sia.
went to exchange books with siying jus now. somehow gt de feel of studying liao =X
but today really jus feel like nuaing at home bahs.
quite sian w nth to do but i duno wat to do either =X
oh anw. was looking at facebook.
n bbrrrr. really dun understand why ppl like to show off their boobs so much.
its like, half de boobs are shown liao?
fine if they are big and nice la, but mus u put on fb and show like, everyone?
jus find it so eeeew.
dun understand what these people are thinking, seriously.
i jus find it disgusting. yuckssss.
ok, off to nua more =X
--Merci tout le monde--
12:15 PM
just a short blog post bah.
wanna blog jus now, but started chatting and the feel is gone.
starting to cough a little, think it'll get more serious soon =X
ate fries and chips today somemore =X
spent 1h plus idling ard jp alone tdy, kinda sian. oops~
but after that teoheng w liuqi est yz.
short one, but yeah, nt bad bahs =)
dinner at EWF at holland V.
met charissa otw back.
walked back home. tired. no idea why, but yeahs.
started to feel sian,probably cos sch is starting next week.
really feeling sian. tmr is thurs n yet im nt v happy.
boohs. n im gonna go clubbing,tsk.
really dun feel like gg but needa go.n its frm 10 to 3 sia. why dun start at 8 or smth.
den i can leave earlier =(
den still mus cab back after that, wah sianzzzzz.
oh yes. reminded me. haven study ftt. gotta study tmr liao =X
n den. oh yes. im gonna start baking my choco cornflakes next week.
thinking of making some oreo cheesecakes too.
if i hve de time bah. i think i have though. see how~
realised that i have to do de choco cornflakes next week cos de following wk, is gonna be a few days before cny liao!
fast ttm =X but yay! =) can wear new clothes =)
but haven slim down, boohs~~~ tsktsktsk. angryz.
haish =(
hope i'll be stressed enough to lose some in next sem.
ok la. abit headache liao.
go slp le.
anwz.
something happened.
had a chat w elf jus now.
n yeah. it made me realised, im actually quite fortunate.
i will complain at times but act, disregarding all de tangible items and stuff,
im actually quite lucky. becos we dont face those problems.
i never knew of this until i see wat happen to ppl ard me.
im contented le.
gong, we're really lucky. duno how to say here, shall tell u again =)
but yeah, fortunate to have u =)
--Merci tout le monde--
12:15 AM
Sunday, January 01, 2012
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 TO EVERYBODY~!!!!!!!! =DDD
woohoo~! its a new year le~!
omg, 2011 really pass super quickly uhs?! =X
anws, did my 2011 reflections liao haha.
2012 resolutions, jus the usual simple ones, cos i duno wat to wish for.
same old things. good results. family and frens to be happy.
almost every girl's : slim down? haha.
n maybe, just a smooth year ahead? in all areas =))
that's de general one. specifically, duno wat to say now so nvm ba =)
I AM SO HAPPY THAT I HAD AN AWESOMEST YTD N TODAY =D
THE LAST DAY OF 2011 AND FIRST DAY OF 2012 X)))
ytd morn go market w parents, n managed to buy a pair of shorts and a shirt!
den walked ard to buy cny deco.
den went jp, bought another shirt! ahaha. oh no~ =P
after that was 4E5 LUNCH!!!!!
omg i was so excited when i see de peeps at the interchange.
cant stop smiling and felt real happy and excited!
though de lunch wasnt tt gd - went to fig n olive cos no space in other restaurants =X,
it was still awesome cos it was filled with laughters and happiness =DDD
nt much photo taking cos most were guys
but still it was great =D
walked ard after that randomly. n chatted. till 4 plus before i went to meet some1 =)
oh, at longjohn in clementi mall, there was actually a bird there!
it kept flying ard, probably cant find its way out =(( sad~ hope it eventually managed to survive~! =)
after that, went back home, n then waited for de arrival of guests~!
my awesome 2c/4e5 peeps coming over for countdown+stayover~! x))
girls came first and we stayed in my room to have girls' session =D
chat till 11plus den we went boonlay to countdown~!
somehow the time was delayed i think?
our phones showed 00:00 but it was still 2 min away =X
n then they said less than 20sec, n it took damn long before we countdown from 10 =X
we suspect the fireworks had prob haha. but oh well~
glad de peeps found it ok =)
but then had disgusting banglah experiences, YUCK.
a grp purposely bumped into me. i know they did it purposely cos they said sorry like,immediately kind? n frm de tone that they give, tsk.
n then another grp suddenly approached us girls when we were standing thr waiting for de guys.
n kept waving and smiling and saying happy new year. eeeeks~! scared yz totally lo =X
after that, went back home, chatted abit more before we gathered tgt to play indian poker.
haha.
super funny luh the videos hahhaa. wait for alvin to upload =D
played till 4 plus n then some guys KO-ed, girls except est also laid down,
but jy n i didnt really get to slp~
est alvin jj p3 jk survived de night~ hahaha.
and then at 7plus we headed off for our first meal of 2012: mcdonald's breakfast~!
after which, went back rested a while n chat w mum, den headed out again.
pro uhs, only slept ard 1h plus and nt v deep kind too.
but still can go out haha.
went town to see if there's any offer and stuff.
found our shirts! n some1 bought lotsa stuff :O
cos OG gt sale,haha. CHINATOWN WAS CRAZY SIA =XXX
but good deal somehow la ;) and had curry chicken yayz~! n de fishball is nice~! =D
hmm~ act thats about all, but duno why, feel v happy today x)
yups~! had an awesome first day of 2012~!
actually it started from the fireworks isnt it haha.
but yup,apart from my stomachache, the day was really great~! x)
wheewhoo~! i hope this marks a good start for 2012~!!!!!!!
geex~! really love today,hehs~! cant wait to wear de shirt tgt! x)
glad to have my first day of 2012 spent with u dear~
--Merci tout le monde--
10:21 PM
