we'd grown up.
we're still growing up.
all of us (92 batch) are either 20, or gonna turn 20 this year.
such a fast one. n everybody's complaining that we're old.
sec sch seemed so far away. even jc too.
its like, wow. we finished 12 yrs of education. now, 13, for uni girls.
time jus passes v quickly.
n unknowingly, we probably lived 1/4 of our lives (ave? haha)

suddenly smth occur to me.
the word: change.
i was telling elf ytd, that i suddenly had some thoughts about change.
when one person changes for the other, do u think its gd or bad?
some say gd, some say bad. true.
if u're changing for the better, quitting all the bad habits, of cos,its gd.
but if u're forcing urself to change to be not urself, jus becos of someone,
becos someone wants u to be who their ideal one is like, that's bad.
you shouldn't change for some1 to be some1 that they want.
if they really love u, they'll accept u for who u r.
if nt, forget it. unless its really gd for u. but if it really changes u to be totally not u, its time to ponder over it.

this probably brings me to the 4 points that i posted that time.
Trust, Communication, Tolerance, Compromise.
T.C.T.C. haha.
4 elements that i think, keeps a relationship gg.
1st one, is needless to say.
if in a r/s, u cant be truthful to each other, its meaningless alrdy.
whats de use of all the lies behind?
the guy (mostly) will say "i dun wan u to misunderstand"
but hey, u're making it worse.
i always say, truth hurts, but its better to know the truth than to be lied.
either way, the girl will be hurt, but telling her de truth allows her to know that she means smth to you.
thats impt. really.

communication. how the 2 interacts.
doesnt mean it has to be peaceful one.
there are couples who always bicker but still stay strong.
thats their way of communication?
it depends on the 2 parties.
but there mus be a way that u 2 communicate ur thoughts to each other?
if nt, when things are hidden, its like u're not being truthful to each other already.
n when the other party dont know what u're thinking, more problems might surface.
girls tend to let the guys guess. but well, we gotta understand guys are really... speechless haha.
they cant guess. they need us to specify the whole thing so yups!
communicate =)

tolerance, or acceptance.
to keep a r/s gg, u have to learn to tolerate, and accept the other party's flaws.
not everyone is perfect, always rmb that.
he/she wont be able to meet ur expectations in every way.
there'll be some bad habits, some stuff that they dont do, etc etc.
tolerate/accept. that's de word.
or mayb, to the next, compromise.

Compromise.
apart from accepting/tolerating, you mus go to the next step of compromising.
understand that that's their way of doing, and take turns to give in.
at some points, where u know its impossible, compromise, and stop demanding.
understand that he/she did her best but cant go any further.
demanding more will make things worse.
but, nv overly compromise. esp girls.
its normal to give in cos guys in a way got more ego.
but nv let them take advantage of ur gd to them.
both parties need to compromise equally at their side =)

wah, cant believe i kinda gave a "love lecture" haha.
jus randomly thought of posting luhs.
but anw, back to my v initial mainpoint, abt growing up.
i realised im starting to see changes in people.
gt gd, gt bad. but i hope everything stays well =)
u'd changed. for the better. like what we were saying haha.
thinking back, to how childish u were in the past,
i really feel kinda proud of you of who u r today, though there is still room for improvement =)
n.. i think our r/s is growing too =) im seeing more things ahead of us, heex x)

11:52 PM

Yoohoo im here to blog!!! x))
firstly, YAY!!!! BOOKED AIR TICKETS TO TAIWAN LIAO =DDD
7juk to 13jul,heehee.
first time gonna spend my bday overseas,hmm~~~ hahaha.
so excited for it! =D
but needa go n plan detailed itinery and stuff haha.
wootswoots~! x))

okies, shall upload about ytd now!
actually i almost completed my post as i type while waiting for some1 at orchard.
but he arrived before i could finish so, didnt post it haha.
went to watch the vow tgt last night.
first time watching midnight movie,in town somemore!!
i actually went out at 10pm, to travel to town hahaha.
first time nia. quite cool,hehs~
but after that still gt quite some grp of ppl there lo =X
hmm but i think de movie is nice!
though i think some parts dont really make sense, like seemed to happen too fast.
but mayb its ok in other countries haha.
but generally quite nice! some words and lines are very thought-provoking i feel.
n very touching =) awwws~ x)

n yup, apart from this,
WENT TO USS YTD HAHHA x))
Went w elf dan n her bf.
Wah, when it rained in de morn we super sian lor~
bt luckily it stopped when we entered uss!!
N it was super hot in de noon~
bt better than raining luhs haha.

The rides were awesome!!
Haha i really love de rides wheeee!
When we took de first one, LEGS WERE JELLY~~~
i think cos v long nv take roller coaster liao haha.
Bt after tt okok.
N it wasnt jus roller coasters thr luhs.
Gt some quite cool stuff!
Like 4d movie, a musical kind of show, n a movie sound effect maker thingy. Super cool hahha.
We waited 1h plus for de last ride!! Cos it was down in de noon n we only managed to catch it in late noon n everybody was gg for it too.
Bt it was totally awesome! Transformers de. Super real la!!
Nice! N gt this mummy one also quite cool!!
N i like de musical too!
N gt madagascar boogie!!!! Omg DE PENGUINS SO DAMN CUTE LAAAAAAAAA!!!!
I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!
*i like to move it move it, i like to move it move it~
hahaha x)

Overall it was really an awesome day at uss!
Bt i think didnt manage to make full use of de money.
Shld have spam more rides haha
Bt think dan n her bf dun really wan them haha.
N becos of de transformers one , we wasted abt 1h extra queueing lo.
Too sad.
if nt wanna take de cylon/mummy again!!!
n i think this time nt alot of characters came out!
didnt manage to take with kungfu panda =(( boohs~~~
Bt still its really awesome!!! Yay x))
n i bought a tumblr cos we got a $6 each to spend haha.
n i thought that was nice so yups! x)

Bt my legs ytd were really suan.
Practically walked de whole day, only sat down for lunch n during rides?! Haha.
n i think damn cool. i woke up at like.. 6? when i slept at one.
n then i survived all the way till 4am ytd?! n i slept for only 4h n woke up at 8 tdy?!
ok i seriously duno why but yes. lolol.
i dun really mind though cos gt more play time ;) haha.
but i scared my pimples... =((

Oh oh! Thr's this super disgusting scene.!
Duno if u all know marilyn monroe.
She was one of de rare characters appearing ard tdy tt we manage to catch n take photo w.
Then in front of us gt a grp of banglahs/indians.
N i think alot of them cut queue bt we didnt really take note.
So we jus told de crew its ok luhs.
N she told them can only take a grp photo cos it was too big a grp.
Bt they refused, n wanna take one by one.
N she apologized to us uh.
then right, we noticed all those B/I were super tiko.
their eyes are like beaming as they look at the marilyn lo.
then when they took de photos right, i think they anyhow touch her.
she was wearing a halter dress (bare-back) which was v-cut.
so it was rather revealing.
then most of them put their hands at her waist, which mostly are at the part that is bare.
means its practically touching her physical body pls.
n den gt one, i duno what he's trying to do.
was suspecting putting at her butt but nt too sure cos cant see.
but she reacted rather hugely n said "oh no no" and pull his hands and hook his hands instead.
DAMN DISGUSTING. N I FEEL DAMN BAD FOR HER =(((

but she was v gd to us!
when we went, she seemed very happy haha.
she said "oh come,play with me~!" hahhaa.
n then we went further up to the staircase, and she gt the guys to stand behind,
while she stand in front with us doing the flying-kiss action haha.
nice =))

so yups, overall, like what i mentioned, ytd was an awesome day!
right from the morn to this early morn hehs x)
allalala~~~

but i really hope i can find some job to earn some money~~~ 3:05 PM

its late. im supposed to slp.
or rather, its early in the morn, im supposed to slp haha.
3.39am! *shocked* haha.
n i jus got home not long ago, heehee.

think i update the details tmr?
actually i wanted to blog jus now but didnt finish so i saved it.
will edit and post them tmr? =)
and also about my TCTC in de previous post ;) wheee~

today, 28thapril, to midnight/early 29th april, is a good day x)
i had 3 first times.
first time gg uss.
first time gg for midnight movie
first time gg town at 10 and coming back late hehs~
but it were all awesome haha.
awesome uss experience
awesome movie
awesome post-movie haha =)

a wonderful day.
and a wonderful night =)
thanks dear~ tonight was really great =)
we had a new first time today- midnight movie x) heehee.
love u =) 3:44 AM

Trust
Communication
Tolerance
Compromise.

This is wat it takes to maintain a relationship, to me at least.
Ok, mayb also acceptance ?
Bt that can be under tolerance as well ba. U accept means u can tolerate?
I shall blog in fuller details ltr tonight or tmr :)
Jus suddenly tot of it but no time to blog nw haha.

Stay tuned! =D 6:52 AM


11:31 AM

haish.. really dont like last min changes or plans.
everytime having planned something, n there's a last min change, it really spoils everything.
all the mood all prepared for that, all gone.
always plan nicely what im gonna do, what will happen, where we'll go etc.
den smth crops up, and everything bangs down.
nothing will happen already. all plans shot away. thrown away.
plan? head home and use com or jus watch tv.
dun like that =( makes it feels so sian =( haish~
why liddat.. why mus have all the last min plans =((
boohs =(( 10:52 AM

YOZ!!!!! EXAMS ARE OVER~!!!!!!! =DDD
1/3 OF MY UNI LIFE OVER *shock face*
wah, really cant believe it eh, omg >.<
but yeah, WOWWWWWW~

enjoying my life now? haha.
now putting black head pore thingy. later putting mask!!!
n then gonna go slp hehs~
den tmr i'm thinking if i shld run.
i think i will if i wake up early. if nt i shall jus slp~~
hehs. like quite long that i let myself naturally wake up leh~
the past few days , until last wk, i didnt really have long slps.
will feel guilty slping more than 6 hours >.<
so tmr, let me slp long bah!!!
sat onwards then start on my running and exercising plan okies~ heehee x))

oh anw, i foresee this to be a rather long post, so WARNING ARHS~!!!!!
cos i got a feeling i have alot alot to post about,hehs~

firstly, honestly, i dont feel very very shiok lehs.
i mean, jus now yes uhs.
i like the feeling of not having to go back and mug, no stress, no guiltiness of being outside.
went to have dinner with my uni friends.
after paper, emo abit tgt, but laughed like mad also, went crazy tgt haha.
went to my friend's hall while they take/pack stuff and i realised. WAH. my toilet really terrible.
advice: dont share toilets with ahtiongs, like seriously.
if my hall toilet was like theirs' mayb it wont be that bad =X
as in, our experience in hall.
but oh well, it ended. haha. suay that we kena AT as our toilet mates uhs~
if nt i really think it'll be much more fun~

but yups! after that we went to JP, had ding tai fung for dinner~
dinner at almost 9, wah~
but had alot of laughters and fun while being with them la.
honestly I feel abit sad cos I didn't manage to be that close with them.
mayb cos didn't know them more, partly due to not gg hall camp that time.
n they were in the same proj grp last sem uhs.
den this sem nt in same tut grps as almost all of them.
so ya lor, not that close. they went out tgt before but i kena wasn't jio-ed that time.
honestly was abit sad uhs. cos in a way, they are the only uni tut frens?
as in, real close one luhs. amongst all my tut grp mates in both sems. so yups~
then tmr they going clubbing! wanted to join them but i realised, really quite hard uhs.
cos meeting jenn at 6 for discussion of cac stuff, n they meeting 6 at cityhall.
then sat gg USS, if go clubbing tmr how to play the rides on sat?! i think will die~
though in a way, im really abit eager on trying how it'll be like at a real clubbing session hahhaa.
till now still haven go before. really should try one day ehs~ heex.
but yups! so tmr they gg n im nt gg =( missing another chance~
all of them gg leh~~~ =X
NVM. next wk we gg to spend a night over in a hotel tgt! =DDD
cant wait for that, hehs x))
really hope we can remain close~!

okays~ as for the exam~ hmm~
i think biz law was quite bad. somehow, i still cant really determine which is right or wrong.
kept cancelling my ans =(( n i think it can be both sides. aye =X
i think this shld be de worse ba. hopefully my A- for quiz can prevent it frm falling too hard >.<
then accounting shld be tentatively de better one among all?
Fm and IT, both half half i feel. surprisingly im feeling gd at excel now LOLOL.
abit sad that didn't manage to memo enough! some stuff that didnt memo came out =X
now, no use brooding. shall jus wait for the results, and then the posting of the specialization!
woohs~

for now, sch is left with cac stuff liaoz.
gonna start on them tmr! hardworking hors?
but need to start planning/worrying about it liaoz.
slowly uhs~

tmr~ take license, go jp walk abit, go sch~! den come back home.
oh, morn gg for breakkie with yz at market! haha.
still rmb we used to do that last sem. this sem so far nt yet leh~ haha.
i bet tmr we'll talk for quite long at market =P
n told my mum we shall have durian tmr lolol. hehs~

WAH ALREADY VERY LONG LIAO HAHAHHAA.
BUT I STILL GOT THINGS TO POST LEH~~~
actually i duno still got what but i jus feel like continuing to type and type and type~~~
i really feel like typing a super long post. wanna type everything that i feel like saying~

oh, plans!!
tmr's plan said right.. so sat, USS! den dinner with some1~
out whole day right, so sun mus compensate - family day.
OH YES. I MUS RESEARCH ON TAIWAN~~~ AHAHA.
gonna go tour agencies and ask on sun =))
eh, or did i posted my schedules before? looks familiar =X
but anw, yups. den mon, tentatively no plans but thought of asking yz out =D
oh, got, night got xiaolongbao buffet with family =D
den tue, public hol, shld be staying home, n mayb will meet my mentee!
wed, i think is est they all de last day of exam leh!
so was thinking if wanna go out with them =D
thurs, mayb shall go out with uni friends for shopping! haven decide =D
wheeeeee~ n the whole week is packed and done with~
wah, liddat how to find work.
1 week gone like that leh.
soon 1 month will pass~ awwws~ hahhaa.

okays. for now, no. 1 taiwan trip research
no. 2 start planning for my cards?
no. 3 cover letter!
no. 4 look around for jobs/interns? hmmm~
no. 5 other miscellaneous stuff =) OH. FIND MISS YEO. hahhaha.
i think im really gonna list out what i wanna do =D
gonna search again on the nice food places to go to!
and also nice scenary/play places! x)
I WANNA SING K ALSO =DDD hhaha.
ok, mayb i shld post another post about what i wanna do AGAIN. heeheeheehee~~~
OKAYS NOW I FEEL THE EXCITEMENT OF HOLIDAYS HAHHAHA x))
WHEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~


12:08 AM

just read on wanbao that carrying heavy bags on one hand, wearing heels and wearing leggings will make a woman fatter!
as in will have those zhui4 rou4 :O
gt explanation but i didn't really read through that thoroughly. cant really rmb.
cos gt some chim terms.
but suggestion will be switching the bags from one hand to another.
wearing heels not that often, n wear barefoot at home (like duh?!)
and leggings.. jus wear lesser? o.O

smth abt the heels part is abt the tummy. duno what clockwise thingy stuff.
den will cause de tummy to tu1 chu1 lai2.
leggings is the wrapping of the legs thingy.
then duno what will happen.
de bag part is cause u're using muscles of one hand n stuff.?
den de hand that u keep carrying will duno wat o.O

WAH~ haha.
but wonder if its true.. hmmm~~~ 9:19 AM

=(( touching my face makes me feel =((
n i know why i always have scars on my face
my mum always say why i like to scratch.
n i realised i have de mentality that scratching it off will make its smooth alrd.like removing it.LOL.
need masks~~~ soon~!
2 MORE DAYS!!!!
n i suddenly cant wait to go swimming! n exercise~ haha
but needa find ppl to go with me, more motivation, hehs~

today's accounting was ok. hope i really will do well and get an A- for that? =X
time to memo IT~ n study biz law~
no papers tmr but 2 on thurs.
actually i kinda hope 1 is tmr n another is on thurs.
cos nw.. i think i'll be focusing too much on IT and neglect bizlaw D:

JIAYOU~!!!
2 MORE DAYS WOOTS!!! 7:32 PM

woots
wanna tweet but i thiink i've been tweeting too much =X
so decided to blog what i wan here!
supposed to be studying, bt starting to slack a little.
but gotta go back soon.
i need to aim for my A/A- for accounting tmr =X
though abit scared n nt positive for it but i shall try!!!
i jus realised that getting all B+ aint gonna help pull my GPA up =(
really need some A or at least A-.
today's FM, half half. nt v confident.
plus my midterms was kinda screwed n i think our presentation wasnt v good too so.. =X
IT and bizlaw, hard to gauge.
nt v confident in accounting either but since its de highest weightage one,i gotta jus try.
aim high! go for it rarrr~!

shall slp early again today, before 12!
i think it works.
its better to slp early and wake up early =)
woots~!

act i forgot wat i wanna post.
ohyes! this wk's probably gonna be a rather fast one i presume.
n freedom arrives =)
thought of my cac again though =X will start on some work on fri liaoz.
but oh well! still one part is over =)

JIAYOUUUUUUUUU~!!!!!
TO EVERYONEEEEEEEE x))) 8:54 PM

selfish, so selfish.
so disappointed in myself.
too disappointed.


sorry gong.

8:19 PM

=) wanted to blog jus now, but decided to complete my question first.
but was bombarded by smses by dan lol.
she ah.. really funny niaz. haha..

anws, somehow got energetic once again.
but i feel like slping earlier today so that tmr i can slp early too.
and have enough energy for mon's paper~!
mayb settle a little more stuff den go slp le =)

today, did 2 fm papers, 1 IT chapt. nt alot,bt de FM really.. drained me niaz.
totally felt stone and blank out at some moments after studying.
sorry to some1~
but thanks too! taught me some stuff in a way.
got enlightened.
but shall deal with these cca stuff after exams =)

also, suddenly it occurred to me, that im such a ... i duno wat to say.
wanna say failure but like too over haha.
but its like, i came to realised something.
abit ashamed of myself.
was jus thinking. we had always been studying and mugging so hard.
esp just before the exams.
and then after the exams, we threw most of the stuff away.
nt all, but sadly i think im one of those who threw the stuff away, psychologically =X
when people ask me abt them, i cant seem to ans exactly anymore.
disappointed with myself for this.
made me realised now that hey, then whats de use of studying?
r we studying really just for that piece of degree paper?
so mug all our time and forgot what we'd learnt? jus rmb for that few months? or weeks?
shameful, so shameful =(

so yups! i shall try to change!
shall aim to not study jus for exams.
as in, to keep those info in my mind too
i think, de gist is probably to really understand and not just solve.
n mayb, apply to daily life applications?
like for FM. IT etc.
this shall be my new goal for the new acad yr in yr 2~! =)
hope this will really make learning better =))

yay feel so enlightened =))
was jus having a rather heavy heart on de way back.
but felt so much better when home =)
thanks to some1 for buying dindinz~ n the chatting and enlightenment!
n seaweed+gel frm korea! hehs x))
glad we're going another step further =)
i like it that we make improvements. now nt jus staying by each other, but helping and enlightening each other =)
just as u have stuff to learn frm me, like mayb discipline (at least more than u=P) and reflecting,
i have stuff to learn from u too. esp since u go army, haha. proud of u dear x)
we shall cont to help and support each other and walk the rest of our paths tgt~! x) 12:34 AM


Came across this, think its so true haha.
just nice, this appeared in my tumblr dashboard =P
just for you, heeheehee. so just now those "disgusting" things are nt disgusting kays.
makes you more attractive leh kishishi =P 1:33 AM

i seriously need next week to come.
or rather, i wan next wk to come.
n i mean friday. or thursday night.

i need slp. sufficient.
i need to exercise.
i need to have fun.
i need to get rid of all the pimples outbreak.
i need to get back my gd complexion
i need to get my double chin away again.
i need to start a healthy lifestyle (as much as i could o.O)
i need to check out on tw trip.
i need to start on cards and gifts.
i need to go out with friends
i need to visit fuhua and miss yeo
i need to watch movies
i need to go uss.

okays, i basically turned all the wants to needs lol.
of cos.
i need to start finding tuition
i need to find work.

n i know i need to get back to work on cca stuff too =X
but i still have probably a wk before i get back?
mainly, that long list of need list!
though i think in de end i wont fulfill much again =X 11:50 PM

=((( mood all gone after reading that email.
tio shoot to the max. wanna shoot bac but i know it'll have no end.
nv knew how to handle such people. hope i did de right way.

supposed to be a happy post that i passed driving test and gt my license.
but now im so not..
feeling so sian and emo now. boohoos~ 10:40 PM

happy bday to nat~! x)
suddenly, i thought of the NJ times, when the 5 of us will help each other to celebrate bday =)
wont forget how we pushed each other on during those tough times.
esp when how elf and nat hated NJ so much haha =)
miss these ppl!
back to island creamery for catchup after finals~! 12:08 AM

eggcited for post exam activities!!!
1) USS
2) xiaolongbao buffet w family+aunt's familyy
3) movie The Vow with fav ppl
4) NO MORE STUDYING
5) go out with frens - shopping!
6) visit ms yeo in fuhua!
7) make cards?
8) bake/cook?
9) find job o.O
AWESOME X))))

come on babe, jiayou. its jus less than 2 weeks.
hang on just for these 10/11 days and u can enjoy greatly.
but now, focus. dun haf regrets k =)

i spent like, almost 2 hours plus on a chapt 9 of biz law.
but now 45 min on chapt 10.
wow manz. productivity up. JIAYOU!!!!!!
i like our call tdy, duno why =) love u! 10:36 PM

hehs, have de urge to blog again!
had a nice run today i feel =) felt good~!
currently studying accounting. gotta speed up on pace but de mood was ok.
so yup! hope today can be good =)) as in,productive. haha.

anws, morning had de thankful n blessed feel again haha.
as usual, chatted alot w yz and elf before and after running.
not enough!!!!! still gt so much to chat with elf huhs. n haven ask him abt his stuff!
haahha. nvm, after exams!
n hope we can really get to go USS! heeheex. EGGCITEDDDDDD =DDD

really duno why i've gt so much to talk to elf leh.
i know im nt de only one uhs. haha.
still rmb we'll, or maybe i will, always feel abit sad for him,
that he has so many girl friends but not gf. woops =X
haha, nt suaning u hor elf!!!
but really, hope that he can really find the one that appreciates him hahha.
bt also one that will understand and not be jealous of all his girl friends.
though i know he will probably set his priorities right when tt girl really appears la haha =D
seriously, today's chat somehow let me feel that, wah. haha.
its like, we can chat and share abt de stuff and have common thoughts about it =)
n im like, in a way, proud of all my fuhua ppl, as in de guys in this case.
esp after hearing from elf n some1 about the other guys in army, de smoking, drinking, bad guys etc.
felt so proud that my fuhua guy friends still remain at their stands.
and still are so awesome and great. haha. real men ;) =P
stay this way k guys! those stupid guys out there may say u all are chicken or what, dun dare try, or pretend to be good guys etc.
who cares. you guys are the real guys =))

im really really proud to be a fuhuanite.
n im really really glad to have went to fuhua.
thinking back, all my great frens were from there.
even those that i got close recently,like yz and roomie.
everyone is from fuhua.
fuhua gave me my girls. my kids. my great friends. my some1. wahhhhh. hahha =D
so glad to be in fuhua. so proud to be in fuhua. so thankful to be in fuhua x)
of cos, i have other friends elsewhere, those few great ones.
a few in NJ, a few in uni, a few from random places ahhaha.
but yups. glad to have every single one of them~!

sometimes, i really wish there is someplace that i can openly announce and "confess" my love to them.
as in, really make known n thank them publicly haha.
21st bday party? or during my wedding? hahahhaha.
duno uhs~ or mayb jus privately through all those bday messages and letters uhs.
but i think publicly thank all of them will be damn cool.
i can imagine, mayb during my wedding, how i thank my family and these ppl.
how i'll hug them for being with me all these while hahaha. =P
okok,too far. but jus thought of this scene uhs!
mayb not wedding la,duno when.
but this day~ some day~ hahahhaa.

alrights! 10min spent on blogging!
back to work~!
n im having ideas on how to do the bday cards. hmmmmm~
hope those ideas are feasible! shall work on them after exams =))

IM A HAPPY, BLESSED, BLISSFUL GIRL X)))))
I LOVE ALL MY AWESOME PEOPLE AROUND ME~~~~~~!!!! =DDD
CANT WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVER AND MEET ALL THESE PEEPOS~~~ 11:32 AM

woots! didnt posted for a few days!
actually shouldnt be blogging but feel that i shldnt leave my blog all alone here heehee.
this week passed rather quickly!
with all de stuff so packed. n yeah. its de end of sem 2! uni yr 1!
omg, 1/3 of my life in uni is gone =X goodnesS?!?!
but well, still gt exams la. but for lessons, its over. wow~~~
cannot believe this =X oh wells~

this week, rather packed one.
managed to meet and went out with some1.
feel like putting another name to replace "some1" but im reminded that i have alot of u stalkers out there.
i think u all see what i replace "some1" as , u all will start to suan me.
so i better not hahahaha.
shall cont to address him as some1 =D
but yups! managed to go have our jap food which was abit cheating but ok la.
de food wasnt that bad, jus tt not worth tt money bah.
tcc, de devilish duno wat is really eeeew. de rum n raisin's alcohol is strong max~!
gt his gifts frm korea, soooo many toners hahhaha.
n masks also. gave some to roomie,heeheex.
n den jus received his postcard today~!
stupid him,nv put my name. luckily my parents just left it there haha.
sl also got it~! x) hope it brightened up her dun-seem-to-be-so-gd day ytd~
n glad our photo had de same effect on mon x)

gt bac accounting report, quite gd.
finished comm funds presentation tdy, not bad.
accounting midterms was alright, nt above average i think but nt as bad i thought it would be?
now, really left mugging for finals le!
somehow glad that some1 is in camp these 2 weeks now.
if nt i'll be in a dilemma between gg out with him n studying.
nw tt he cant come out, its time to focus on studying and after that play like mad =P =D xD

alrights, its jus less than 2weeks to fun, jiayou!
oh, i realised, some ppl really dont  use fun as a motivation to push them.
the 2nd person i met ytd that thinks im crazy when i said 2weeks, which means 2weeks later we're free.
well, whatever. this is my way of motivating, dun like it? ur choice~
used this since im in fuhua. will cont with this x)
fuhuanites ftw~! hahaha x)

okies~! mugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmug~~~~ 8:37 PM

looking at fb pics,saw that photos are uploaded by the school.
duno if i can say out, but better not, just in case.
but yeah, they took alot of pics, pics of family waiting for the son/boyfriend/brother/father to come back.
then many photos of the guy with the family/loved ones.
so heartwarming =)
i must say, feel abit pity that i wasn't able to do that.
kinda had been looking forward to it, but well, guess the time is nt here yet.
but one day, i hope, or rather i believe,  i'll be like one of those girls, being there, waiting for my love to be back home =)

nonetheless, still proud of some1! completed the first mission/resolution! x)
that day will come,right? you better make sure it will, dun care >.< 3:30 PM

nothing better can beat this.
im contented. im grateful. im satisfied.
with everything that i have.
the family. the friends. the buddies. the girlfriends. the fav ppl. the one.
the only one, who can make me tear with a smile  :') (most of the time =P ) 1:46 AM

alright, not complaining kays.
jus saying out what im feeling niaz~
roomie's right, at least he's back now =)
give him some break to catch up his sleep n whatsoever.
n then he better get back to our normal routine haha =)
dun care ah! tmr onwards u still dun reply as like last time i'll be angry!! smack smack! 12:48 AM

dearest is back today =)
happy, excitement in the morn =)
n feeling happy for my 2 cute friends, after seeing their tweets haha.
bet they had a nice enjoyable date today =)

abit sad, cos didnt manage to meet some1.
was in lib mugging,since morn.
productive in the sense that i was rather guai and did my work almost the whole time.
with a little distractions and talking sometimes but generally ok.
but then in a way, didnt really do alot too. but at least, almost everything on my to-do list today =)
n den the tired guy who just gt back, went to take a nap and in the end, he slept for so long~
till now, i tink he's still aslp =X
so yeah, didnt manage to talk much. n didnt manage to meet as planned/thought.
oh wells~
hoping that we can meet tmr but im nt sure n doubt so too, so..
probably mon or tue le. awwws =((
gagagagaz.
stupid him. mia =( tsktsktsk~!

but anws, nice mugging session w linwan yz today =)
had de feel to mug again when i reach home, so told yz we'll go again tmr.
hopefully i'll be able to study productively like today~!
as for nw, gonna cont with my work~!

n weets~! decided tt i shld do a card for roomie x))
last week in hall, will miss her~~~ =(( 11:43 PM

Just 11more hours.
N u're back :) 11:08 PM

seeing my frens' sweet pictures,it makes me smile too x)
happy for them, haha.
not that they just got tgt, but well, jus cant help but smile and feel happy looking at their pics, hehs x)
n i jus realised they put the same fb dp haha.
stay sweet u 2~! hehs =D
suddenly miss de 2 of them.
hope 28th apr's DD will be on~! =D

n yupp~! received a call jus now x)
less than 48hours~!!!!!
go check our blog kies! i shall write out my schedule of those days x) lalala~ 9:51 PM

Yay! Driving was ok! Though after one month =D
Happie~! n de instructor says nt bad too, mus keep it up :)
Gt de gd instructor mr soh! I likey ~
He's v nice n friendly x)
Jus needa be more careful n rmb my mistakes. Woots!
Suddenly really hope i can pass.
N hope i'll have a car to drive my parents n friends ard haha.
Tt'll be so cool pls?! >.<

anw~ on de way bac to sch n cont my long day.
Sad tt i cant help in welfare pack distribution jus nw! Cos gt fm meeting.
Dun really like my grp mates cos they dun really seem to care abt de proj :(
So irritating niaz. N we realized a mistake in my part cos we gt de concept wrong.
Bt i needa rush off so didnt managed to check.
V worried tt they wont check thoroughly :(
Cos when we're meeting n i say we vet tgt, they jus keep using their phone/lappy pls.
Irritating eh :( den they say they'll edit, n ask if i wan check
I hesitated n they said, do u trust us?
Oh well, i cant say no right~
so yeah~ :( i hope they really will check thru n be serious abt it :((

Alrights~ watever~ i cant do anything abt it.
Perhaps jus improve on presentation next wk! Since my tcher says its more impt too.

N yup! Ltr gt it proj meeting den AAO event den exco meeting. A non sch day filled w meetings!
Ytd was a full busy sch day.
Wat a short but packed week~
N ytd dotty came bac at 2 plus!
She didnt tell me she's in sch, i tot she's home.
So when i saw tt its 1, i doubt she'll come bac hall so i went to slp.
Plus i got a headache.
N in de middle of de night i heard noise n woke up n saw her gg toilet quietly.
Somehow i tot it was a dream but i knew it wasnt.
I wanted to wake up bt didnt, since she didnt see me waking up either.
N den i dreamt tt i will ask her why she still come bac, smth tt i wanna ask n really did ask in de end haha.
She wanted to surprise me but turn out i slept =X oopsy~

ok im getting real hungry n this hot dog dun seem to help much :(
But on mrt le!
Ok i wanted to type little bt end up talking so much =X
Hao le, tts all!
Tmr onwards, gotta chiong work >.<
anw, 3 more days left!!! =D 3:31 PM

"what time is it where you are~"
"5 more days and i'll be home~"

Finally im able to post this!
5more days!!! Cant wait x))) 9:08 AM

oh, but on a side note, a sad thing happened.
wanna continue with the prev post but realised it doesnt match.
a alumnus of FSMB got murdered =X I think is by her bf or smth.
one of the alumni posted and some of us thought its april fools joke.
but oh well, who will post such joke please.
but yeah, though i duno who she is.. Rest in peace, and my condolences~ 8:43 PM

"friends are family you choose for yourself" =)
totally true. n if thats de case, i have such a big family =D
but i think they are all different family leh~ haha. they can be relatives x)
first one i thought of, is of cos my aaacjx x) definitely family haha.
den my girls. they are my sisters x) asy wl est kl~
den other girls, my nj girls? jodie jos~
n now closer frens like yz dotty~
n mayb de guys, de not so close family members. mayb distant relatives la haha =P
woots~ awesome stuff~!
love all these ppl =DDD
haha, n of cos u la, needless to say,kishishishi. lg, my closest of all x) heeheex. 8:36 PM

decided!
think i'll buy scarf for mummy =)
or shall see if there's any personalised thingy that i can get for her.
if not, just scarf bah!
not that she can use it often but guess she'll be able to use it one day?
make her use when its cold =P

n yay! SATURDAY x))) kishishi~

n n n, today time pass rather quickly.
or rather, im too unproductive today =(
haish~ 12:12 PM

not motivated to start work =X
ayeeeeeee~~~~~ =((

on de side note, happy april's fool day!
yes, april is here already >.<
n happy bday to mummy~!!!

n jcube is opening this wk! tmr i heard? woots~ sure packed with ppl these few weeks?
haha, jus nice, jcube welcomes you back! =P 10:21 AM

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