yo! came here to say something..
and oso to tell everyone...
try not to hate ppl..
becoz hating,is terrible,it is painful actually..
haiz... i duno la...
but... ok,forget it..
hmm... today we practised de... chinese thingy..
ok, quite ok ..
But i so kelian,kena push around.. wah!
then coz i MC on that day,then have to sing or wateeva..
although onli 2sentences la,but..
wat the heck loh.. i dun wan! haiz..
then... oh yea! K-one coming sg le!
Ahhh!!!!
at first i scared nobody go with me..
but my er jie going! so i can go le! Yay!!!!
heeheex... so happi so happi!!!!
kk la,tmr have to reach sch by 8.. haiz,sian man..
anywayz, derrick still in semi final! junyang oso!
heeheex.. actually expected them to be in la..
kk,stop here liao.. nth to talk anywayz..
takkaires everyone..
loveyaz..

hating is terrible..
if possible,try to like that person..
u might think it's impossible..
but actually,it can be done..
jus 1 small effort..
u will lose 1 enemy and get 1 fren...
wont u think it's a prize?
i tried, and now, once i hate a person..
i will tink of their gd, instead of their bad.
becoz that will make u to like him/her easier..
trust me..
it's always better with no enemies,isn't it?
then why muz u make enemies when nobody wants to be ur enemy?
frens are important in our lifes..
treasure them... 6:42 PM

yoz! actually i'm doing my oral presentation script now..
but came to write a short message...
hmm hmm hmmm..
today, have chinese test during chinese period..
jean! u very guo fen leh!
u borrow my liquid hor,then u use it to liquid the WHOLE SENTENCE..
not word or phrase wor,is WHOLE SENTENCE...
very wat lor u..
is my liquid sia! u have correction tape oso dun wanna use..
actually i saw ur paper,it's cancelled de lor..
then u bo liao,go take my liquid and erase..
think wat? my liquid free of charge ah?
i dun wanna say in front of u,coz dun dare..
oso dun wanna u to lose ur face sia...
hmphf... next time dun lend u things liao i tell u..
then today after sch hor, we went to look for ms junaidah..
gotta show her our literature mah..
then ran up and down,finally found her in our class..argh!
ok,then around 1.50 then i can go home..
then i was so worried that i will be late lor..
coz sometimes my teacher come early..
luckily,i m not late.. phew~
then after that i go band..
fixed my clarinet,then wanna open the cabinet to put my clarinet box..
then leh,jean's box drop out..
hai yo,if any senior saw it ah,sure scold de..
dun scold me leh! i nv do anything,i jus open the door..
then her clarinet drop out..
then after putting back,i nearly go into the ava room..
luckily i saw victor coming out from music room..
then i heard blue ridge from the music room..
so i go and see,sec 1s r inside..
so i went in..
then today played blue ridge and sock hop..
shiok sia! nice nice nice! heeheex...
then ms lai say muz learn fiesta/festa..
for the genting de.. those ok de muz go with main band..
hai yo! 2nd clarinet so difficult sia! die die die loh!
hmm.. then ordered band t-shirt..
finally leh! have been waiting for sooo long loh...
then after that go home n blah blah blah loh..
kk,stop here liao.. gotta continue with my work..
da da~ love yaz~ muackss~ 10:18 PM

ya ha! going to zpop later..
cool!heeheex..
actually cannot go de..
last time i beg my mum,my mum say waste money.
coz mainly i onli wanna see 183 club mah..
then my aunt got free ticket..
she gave me,so i going with my mummie..
yay! heeex... but mayb neh..
i watch 183,JJ and some artistes,then i come back liao..
coz some i dun wanna watch de la..
so hopefully 183 quickly come out or wat..
if not stand until leg pain seh =P
hmm... dun wanna type liao.. beri sian..
oh yea,ytd we go competition..
we won! heeheex.. not realli won la,we got into the finals..
so happi sia! coz actually we made mistakes..
but after competeting,we go back to class,cai lao shi came in
she told us that we r in,and she is very happi..
the other teachers oso say we did well.
mainly becoz we changed the story..
coz this competition is suppose to change the stories from ur textbook.
and then act out..
but alot of the grps nv change,jus act,so they lost at that part..
if not,mainly they r all very gd..
n luckily alvin agreed to take over chao yong,if not we die..
if chao yong come,i oso think we wont win..
hmphf! nvm,alvin,thanks! great job nehx!
n i tag at cai lao shi's blog, she said we all r very gd..
she said that we all acted very well,and can see that we all r actually very talented..
and saw her blog,wah,so cool!
meaning that, her entries la.
she realli cares alot about her students..
feel so great being her student! heeheex..
beginning to like cai lao shi more n more liao.. kekex..
cai lao shi! thanks alot wor! muackss~
kk,stopping here,going bathe le.. love yaz! 1:24 PM

it's my bdae again! kekex..
no la,it's my chinese bdae today..
meaning,in the chinese calendar,it's my bdae today..
hmm,today stayed back for the new south wales thingy..
then after that i go library do hw..
finish hw,borrow books,then go down to classroom..
saw jingyu,jingting,fitri,jingrong and 1D de ppl...
the 1D ppl crowding around my table looking at my 6L class photo..
duno why they all do that..
see we all 6L'04 too many shuai ge mei nu liao =P
so thick skinned seh.. hahaz..
then around 5 plus come home,saw my god siblings..
then i relieved a sigh..
heng,finish my hw,if not sure die..
coz they come,how to have time and place to do hw?
then i accompany them play loh..
give them thing to eat,then have to lock my room door..
if not ah,they anyhow barge in,my room sure die liao..
but still ok lar.. not that bad loh...
i tot they will stay overnight la,but after we go boon lay eat,then they go home le..
but hor,we went to boonlay la hor..
my god mum buy hp mah..
for her fren la..
then it's $298,she bargained for $280 leh!
then i was like " huh? can bargain until so low de meh?"
she was like,keep saying wanna cut down,if not wan free thing or wateva..
ai ya,very troublesome to say out... so,heck care..
then the night is something like that loh...
haiz.. tmr nehx, have to try to do as much project as possible..
need to try to finish de chinese thingy by tmr..
if not sure die liao... haiz.. why m i in charge?
and the oral presentation oso...
that 1 still ok.. if canot finish,still have friday to do..
and weekend can still do oso..
but the chinese de leh,friday muz compete liao.. wahh!!!!
the script haven even come out seh! haiz... pathetic..
damn busy nowadays...
history oso a bit gong gong,so have consultation with teacher...
hopefully everything is alright norx...
good luck! anywayz, didn't win for the super change x3...
haiz... gor,dun have to jia you for me le ... haiz.. thanks anywayz...
kk,jia you! gampatae! haiz... stopping le... takkaires.. love yaz.. 10:20 PM

ah! wanna update alot of things..
but i not enough time le..
so jus briefly type somethings..
haiz.. today went to botanic garden..
going to see the band fiesta..
it was fun,but a long journey..
almost fell asleep..
but on our way back, me n alvin talk alot..
about seeing bikini gurls,wateva..
anywayz,now gotta practise organ for the last time..
if not nehx, tmr sure get scolded..
haiz... kk,stopping here..
wat a short 1,haiz..
but if i continue,i will get no practise
and will sleep late tonite le..
today morning went competition..
tmr get results,hope can get into finals..
saw mdm foo n mr chan..
rulang oso sent 2 grps..
well done for 1 grp,very gd..
actually both oso quite gd..
gampatae rulang!
oh, n gor oso came n support..
thanks gor =D had a great fun today,hahaz..
luckily u didn't see my ugly look,kekex..
thanks for ur support..
great to have u as my gor,hahaz..
thanks alot.. muacks~~
kk,stopping here,cannot continue liao..
bb,takkaires.. cyaz.. love yaz.. 11:02 PM

yay! heeheex... finalli,my burfdae loH!
but then again... another 1 hr plus,it's over!
wahh~ so fast.. but i enjoyed today actually la..
hmm,received presents from michelle,wanlin and jingkai..
oh,and my gor [cousin,not zhikai =P]
and received cards from fitri and lulin..
fitri!!! i lurve ur card!!!! muackss~~~~
she did a card for me,with 5566 pics infront n back..
mayb u all think nth la,but it's realli done with lots of effort..
thanks alot my dear =D
thanks to those that gave me presents oso..
thank u gor gor oso! muacksss~~~
he oso gave me 5566 de thingy.. heeheex..
heard from his mum that his fren is a photographer la..
so he took photos of 5566 during their autograph sessions loh..
then my gor gor bought it from his fren..
and then give it to me =D thanks!!!
he oso gave me a magic plant thingy or wateva..
think if u plant it,will have the word happi burfdae on it..
thanks nehx! n they 4 bros gave me an angbao.. hahaz..
i first time receive angbao from u 4.. kekex..
hmm,got alot of burfdae greetings from alot of ppl..
thanks alot nehx... love all of u..
n oso alot of testis.. thank u!!!
muackssss to all those ppl who gave me greetings/presents!
love all of u to the core!!! geex..
i had a great burfdae!!!!
i went to swensens with my cousin's family and my parents..
then had a great dinner there..
with laughters around.. hehex....
thanks to my cousins, esp my gor,for bring laughter..
heeeheex... thanks !!! best cousin ever! muacksss~!
kk,stopping here loh.. happi burfdae to me n my cousin,rui yang!
takkaires loh... love yaz... 10:22 PM

yoz! geex,very happi..
coz tmr my bdae loh!
nono,1 hour plus =D
hmm.. thanks to those who said happi burfdae to me..
thank u!
thank u cerys, geejing, natalie,alvin,lulin..
thank u soooo much!
so happi nehx... heeheex...
tmr,if i not wrong,going to celebrate with relative..
not realli celebrate lar,jus go eat lor..
with their family,but duno all will be present or not..
but then if like that,think dun haf cake liao..
so sad.. coz every year always have cake de =P
nvm lar... coz my big cousin old liao..
got gf le,hack care about me this cousin liao..
wahh~ so bad.. hmphf...
nvm loh.. at least he still rmb my bdae..
still rmb that time,he forgot about my dad bdae..
then we call them here,nobody wished my dad happi burfdae..
their mum told them,then my big cousin say " huh? today uncle bdae?"
haiz...me,as my dad daughter,so disappointed with them..
kekex.. jkjk la... my dad nv say anything though..
but tmr got PE,think gonna run 4 rounds.. if not leh,should be standing broad jump de..
wahh~! why muz like that torture us??
haiz... hopefully our napfa quickly over..
then everything will be over,then ok liao..
but i very scared i fail seh...
esp the standing broad jump... die die die! haish..
duno lar.. hope not loh..
then tmr gotta stay back for CLDDS..
sunday competition liao,so muz gampatae..
but i very scared leh,coz muz like, dare to do the actions..
coz it's acting mah,then u have to very daring to do the actions out..
if not it wont be funny..
i thought of alot of things to say,but then, dun dare to do out..
haiz.. hopefully that day i have the dare to do that!
hmm,now lynette oso told me happi burfdae..
thank u!!! muackss to those who said to me =D
sorry,is gurls onli.. so no muackss for alvin *bleahs*
if not later ppl misunderstand seh... so muz state clearly =D
hmm... oh yea,alvin gave me the burfdae present ytd..
it's a bracelet.. thanks ya?
u look at it,not that nice la *no offence!*
but when u wear it,it is realli very beautiful..
thank u san ge! hahaz...
kk,i'm gonna stop here! awaiting for my bdae!kekex..
kkiex... takkaires..love yaz!muackkkss~~~~ 10:16 PM

yoz! well,cool today!
coz my dad and mum say wanna treat me eat..
as for, my burfdae lor..
last year went to swensens..
i still rmb,it's the same scene..
last year,i m oso the one who introduced the place to my parents..
then once is a few months my dad will bring us there to eat..
this time, i told them i wanna go jp de fiesta..
it's a japanese restaurant lar...
last time we always buy sushi from there..
then i told them this time i wanna eat..
so we went there to eat..
at first i told them i wanna sit at the sushi bar there..
but wait for 5-10 min,still no place..
then they call us to sit at the table,my mum say "jus sit lor" so i told them "ok"
then we went to sit, and i so called,tell my parents about the food..
coz they duno english mah,so i told them roughly loh..
then about the drinks,they drink green tea,coz they duno wanna drink wat.
i called pop soda.. nice leh! heeheex..
when we ordered the food, we looked at the list of sushi..
actually hor,in my mind,i wanna order alot de leh!
but then when our food come,eat eat eat, then full liao..
so we oso nv buy any sushi,coz too full le.
but the person got take something here..
one of the dishes is potato de,then another 1 i forget..
so i took the potato de..
omg,it's so nice lor! outside,is like,fried..
but inside is the potato.. omg,damn nice de!
after that nehx, we went to walk around popular,then i buy wang zi bian qing wa de book!
after shop shop awhile nehx, we go to... pasar malam!
i bought the wrapping papers at 10cents each.. all very nice nehx!
then after that i saw the games part!
got 1 roller coaster,last time sit b4 de,very shiok!
then i told my mum i wanna sit ..
at first she dont want,coz she say last time sit,got blueblack..
but i begged her...in the end,she agreed ^^
then i go buy ticket,then when it's about our turn,nobody went up..
then my mum say dun go,coz 2 person sit,later shout,very paiseh..
so we wait n wait.. finally,got ppl..
then we go up..
at first sit there,damn scared de! very nervous..
but still very shiok.. hahaz.. cool!
after that went home lor..
this morning,do lit project.. then 2,go jp with jean n mc..
got mc's burfdae present.. she bought for me a pencil case,coz i need it mah..heeheex..
then she fall out with sarah.. haiz...
pathetic,she's accused.. haiz...
cheer up mc! jia you wor!
you told me that we'll be good frens..
but instead on friday,you ignore me...
i'm hurt,i wrote in my nick..
ur words,make me even more hurt..
why muz u be that cruel?
your words are real cruel..
and sharp..
it stabbed into my heart..
it's realli pain...
why muz my love life be so sad?
i tried to forget you,but i cant..
i told myself that i can onli be with frens
good frens with u..
but my mind simply cant forget u
every moment,every minute
my mind thinks about u
let me tell u something
it's easy to like someone
but it's not easy to forget someone
it may be easy for u to forget a love
but to me,it's not an easy task..
dont force me,i will try..
but during this period,
i will still need ur support
as a fren...
will u? i dont know...

shall end here,love yaz.. 10:17 PM

me n my 8 mei! this is a clearer version... got 1 more but not that clear,so nv put up.. she's number 8,i'm no 7, so i put the 7 de handsign,whereas she put 8 de handsign =D creative neh? 
11:37 PM

my 8 mei,with my doggie n froggie,sitting on my bed =D 
11:29 PM

my 8 mei, with my cap and a heart shape! quite cute la,hor? hahaz... my cupboard,posters and organ behind =P 
11:28 PM

ya ha! this is me with my frog! this is wang zi bian qing wa de frog.. cute hor?! 
11:19 PM

me putting my handsign,7! coz i'm the 7 in 1C family.. jean suddenly comes behind me.. that day,did i ask her to take photo with me? forget liao =P jean ah,dun mind me saying, like that ur eyes smaller leh =P kekex... 
11:19 PM

Haiz... today is so boring nehx!!! haish~
duno why nehx.. feel so boring de whole day seh..
reached sch as usual,door already open,but i'm still the first...
alvin rushed here at 6.50 like that,then he brought laptop
yeps,u didn't read wrongly,he realli did bring laptop..
then we do so called, combination of the china thingy..
but i duno wat i did... ytd i did 1 slide but it didn't appear..
i was so shocked,but heck care anyway after that..
becoz we dun have to hand in by today..
then carried on with lessons, blah blah blah...
hmm... then after 1.30 went to 1A classroom
on a briefing for doing the china thingy...
then teacher talk talk talk, discuss abit..
then we go for lunch...
jingyu,me,geejing,charissa and jane..
then coz charissa,geejing and jane got the orchid thingy..
so they rushed for their food..
coz i help charissa buy drink mah,then drink at first stall..
so i this gd person neh, offered to help her put..
see? i so good =P
no la,onli to my family members... GURLS..
so mainly,only to my sisters...bleahx..
so they left me n jingyu eating there..
after eating i took 2 posters and went to CLDDS de board..
given instructions to change the posters, so i took down everything on the board and put on the 2 posters...
it's sumthing on the competition la..
but will ppl go n notice meh?
i oso duno lehx.. hope so lor... haiz..
after that nehx,we went to library,thinking wanlin and jean will be there..
when it turns out to be the opposite..
so jingyu,fitri and me and jk n cheryl..
we stayed in the library... and hor... i was preparing to borrow books..
but the librarian scanned my card and said i got overdue book...
stupid seh! it's that alvin tan loh!
borrow de book,then nv return,say lost it..
then today found,oso nv return.. jus now i ask him,he tot is national library de..
wah biang.. i fed up with him seh..
so tut de nehx! national library and sch library oso cannoto differentiate..
oh n, jus 1 thing, on sunday, jingyu n jean came my hse.. we took a few pictures..
gonna update some later...
okiex,i wanna stop here liao.. hand very tired =P
wah! tmr got PE.. sure gonna run de.. die liao..haiz..
hopefully tmr wont run!!! tolong tolong! anywayz,love yaz! 10:43 PM

Well,today, i woke up at around 11!
surprised neh... i ytd 12.15 like that sleep le leh..
sleep almost 11 hrs.. wah, rare rare rare...
then, i washed up, eat wanton noodle bought by my mum..
after that,i went to orchard de house of stars to collect things..
but actually nth to collect lar.. onli bring $30 like that..
then i spent the $30 on the frog pillow..
it's wang zi bian qing wa de froggie.. very ex hor?
but i like it very much,so bought it lor..
coz nth to buy mahx... wanted to preorder first, so that can buy j-star mag..
but after thinking,ai ya,forget it lor..
j-star mag,next time then buy... ask ppl help me buy bah,mayb...
anywayz,now i listening to cai hong de yan lei,sang by sweety =D
today listened alot of times liaoz.. but i jus keep repeating..
coz it's like,so damn nice loh...
anywayz,tmr i'm buying the album...
and oso, k-one's 2nd version de album, and de [[ k ge shu bu qing ]]
heeheex.. without spending money leh =P
hahaz.. no lar, it's burfdae present from mummy...
at first i asked her, she want to buy 2 or 3? if 2,then 1 more i use my own money
she say nvm loh, wanna buy then buy loh..
geex! so happi!! my dad is buying ge dou de vcd for me..
but i ask him wait,coz if wait some more,the price will drop,then mayb got give things or wat mah...
coz anyway, i'm not in a rush to buy it,coz even if i buy,i oso cannot see..
coz my own rule is, cannot watch vcd, as in those drama serials during sch days..
coz i will get addicted,then i wont concentrate on work..
so,cannot... so, i asked him to wait loh.. anywayz,he owed me this =D
then today,nv do alot of things la..
oh yea, when i reached jp, to take mrt to orchard,i met michelle..
she's waiting for fren to go to training together..
wat training,i duno nehx.. then after a short chat,say bb liaoz..
then when i come back to jp from orchard,i go to cd shops and see got wat albums mah..
that is when i found out that sweety album is out..
then i saw rena,seklin n emily while taking the escalator.. hahaz.. so qiao..
ytd neh,i go to the CLDDS for practise norx..
then we spent alot of time thinking wat to do, how to make it better..
we preparing for a competition called chao ji bian bian bian.. super change *3
hopefully, we can get price.. champion can get $8000 leh!!! shiok hor?
so we r trying to aim for that la =D
then we played quite alot.. hahaz.. fun...
i practised abit of clarinet ytd... then ytd,the leg is pain as usual..
today is still as pain, dun haf to say...
ai ya,i wanted to say something sia.. but i forget liaoz...
let me think yea...
oh yea! tell u sumthing.. ytd when we finish CLDDS hor, we walked down the stairs mah..
then suddenly lulin asked ms moh about zhikai [[ gor ]] 's results lah..
coz ms moh [[mao lao shi ]] is gor's chinese teacher mah,so she asked him..
which i duno why la.. coz i this mei, oso nv go n ask,then she ask..
mayb she... ?? hahaz.. duno leh.. ok,heck this..
then she say gor got the first in class last semester leh!
wah seh, i hear liao hor, nearly fall ah..
lol,so bad.. hahaz.. no la... i was very shocked..
but it's not impossible though , coz he's realli very hardworking de lor..
last time sms him,he late reply,then say "sorry, i studying " ..
me leh? watching tv sia.. hahaz..
haiz.. if i have half of his hardworking-ness, that will be great!
but i cant leh,.. me cannot concentrate de..
then a few days ago, i send sms to him,nv reply.. so bad...
i still thinking if he had off his phone 4eva.. hahaz.. jkjk..
duno him leh... nv ask.. then on thurs, through mr goh de speech,then i noe is oral day for sec 4s.
sooo, i keep thinking " hmm.. hope can see gor,long time no see him, later hope can see him,then wish him good luck "
then,i realli met him leh! so qiao.. =D
i was queueing for food.. then he's at another queue.. he cut queue leh!
Hahaz.. no la, his fren let him in.. mayb rush in time bahx?
then i beside him he oso duno.. blur king...
then i heck care loh.. wanna call him de,but he dun wan look here.. hmphf!
then when i going back, after buying, he jus passed by mah..
actually,i purposely stand there wait for him de lah.. noe why? read on..
then he passed by.. then i call " gor" then he looked at me..
then i say " good luck hor " he say thanks and ran away liaoz..
see? i so good.. say good luck to him.. he nehx? run away after saying thanks..
hmphf,so bad.. but at least he said something la... think he wanna rush back to practise la..
hopefully he did it well that day norx..
last time i asked him b4,wat jc he wanna go,he say either st. andrew or tampines..
good luck loh gor! hope u can go to either of this 2 =D
kk,wanna stop here liaoz.. actually i practising organ de,then come here and crap =D
good luck to all sec 4s! love yaz... 10:33 PM

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