ok. i'm sleepy.
but i shall update about today
=)

well.. morning is as usual lor.
today alot of ppl late sia.
sadded.
lesson ended at 12.30
forget to bring my maths file!
thank god mrs tay didn't notice me =P
errx.
saw de stomp video during music.
COOL MAN~!
and we're gonna do that next week.
LOL.
gt time mehx?
dun even know who to choose.
this type muz choose enthu 1.
choose dl hor =X
she too studyster liao.
totally opp. from me./
then after that, fitri n jr come my hse.
then jk, jean n alvin came also after that.
fitri n jr bathed at my hse lo.
asked alvin to buy bubble tea,causing him to have no money for lunch.
so i agreed to cook maggi mee for him.
but left 1 packet,so i went down to buy/.
i'm so nice right =D
but coz he everytime buy bubble tea for us mah.
so do this small thing in return larx.
then cooked 2 packets for him.
then jean n fitri also 1..
if my mum noe She ate again hor.
my mum sure scold again lo.
mayb kinda obvious la.
but coz last time realli very guo fen la.
now. still not as better. got improve abit niaz.
then i spent $2 buying the mee.
already left 1 packet.
u see?
that's why my mum keep scolding me la.
everytime let my frens eat ours,drink ours.
like my hse free like that.
whoeva who sees this la,pls take this in big consideration.
if nt next time i scared u all cant come my hse liao lo.
i dun dare to tell u all face to face la,so i tell u all here.
my hse not free de.
my mum has temper, n they work hard for money.
i know i'm like,kind to u all la.
but honestly,i'm scolded by her alot of times lor.
becoz i spend alot of money
not on me but on u guys lor.
then u all come my hse take my things eat my things drink my things.
my parents are also very tiring de lo.
pls be considerate larx.
once or twice nvm la. but nt everytime lor.
u shld noe who u r if u did do de above horx.

continue.
then they play dai di lo. play poker.
i update chi blog.
then i TOTALLY FORGET ABOUT THE DISHES
then jus now kena scolded lA!
then my mum blame me.
it's like wat i say above lor.
i'm kind enough.
i go buy maggi.
i cook for u all.
n i muz also wash for u all issit?
yes la,this is my hse.
but then u all ate all these leh.
n I SPENT THE MONEY.
I COOKED.
n i muz wasH?
UNREASONABLE.
totally k.

k,happy things ..
night.
had band lo..
blow blow blow~
then when performing,was kinda happy la =D
coz when we're waiting hor, can see that the ppl weren't realli paying attention la *no offence*
then when we play,i saw alot of ppl looking up.
i'm very happy!
then saw ppl shaking to the music.
though de GOH didn't realli listen =X
but i'm happy =D
n i think we did a great job lor.
even ms lai says so.
she say she's proud of us
lalalala~~~
very happy!
tong hua was nice larx!
jk said was soft. but the others objects to him
hahaz.
they still like abba gold more.
although they say tong hua was nice as well =)
managed to see zaiwei de wu shu!!!
hahaz.
it got the screamings.
coz we were there mahx =DD
i can onli say,FUN.
hahaz.
2C leh,of coz la!
with the guys lar =)
then mr koh come n dao luan.
hahaz.
very fun.
then we greeted de teachers whom we know that passes by.
cai lao shi very pretty!
ms hoe also =)
mrs tay very cute
hahaz.
mr koh very funny
LOL.
lala~
other than our 12 ppl at the table,we still have 4-5 sitting behind de table lor.
our class de most fun de.
hahaz.
then we took photo!
by the AV ppl is it.
nv bring cam =X
nvm la.
it's in our mind..
lala~
realli very fun larx i can say.
but choir kinda soft yaz/
then the guys crap alot la.

n noe wat?
when de food arrive right.
about 30 sec later, the plate is empty.
u shld noe,it's de guys.
they snatch de lo!
then i nv manage to eat mushroom =X
coz suppose to have 10 ppl
but we got 12.
so me n mic didn't get to eat =X
sadded sia!
till de last 2 dishes,i m de one who gave de food.
hmm~
hahaz.
lastly,we yam seng.
hahaz.
coz ppl did that.
so we also do that lor.
fun manx.
then they repeat,but we didn't la.
after that bid gdbye to the teachers and go back home lo.
then cy damn sad lo
duno why.
then me n mic going to cry liao.
realli feel very sad for him lor.
heart break le =X
he think too much la.
hope he dun think about all those unhappy things.

cy, we realli treat u as best frens.
realli. best buddies ever, rmb?
we promised last time.
it's realli from the bottom of our heart.
sorry, we apologize.
u dont like that le k?
come on..
smile =)

then on de bus,saw jeslyn n kk n keehong.
then keehong alighted.
think kk wanna look over.but between us got a extra =P
i wanted to talk to them de lor.
then i turn,saw de extra person there =X
so can onli bid them good bye when i alighted lo.
anyway
i dun think any of them recorded tonghua/abba la..
although i realli wanna listen =X
k,i wanna go sleep liao.
de chi blog,ii hack care le *bleahx* 11:38 PM

yeahx~
jus came back.
woots~
but got spoilt by my mum.
shldn't call her to fetch me instead.
haiz.
spoil my happy mood lo.
jus came back from happy event.
then was telling her,then she tell me about the plates left unwashed.
k la,my fault la.
but it's like, i realise i didn't step into kitchen can?
if i nv see them,how i know need to watch?
it didn't cross my mind wat?
then say say say,then i bu shuang liao lor.
later i give them face,they say me n scold again.
then later cold war again.
wah liaoz.
then compare me with my cousins.
say wat,later my relatives say wateva.
ah.
fine.
i wash tmr can?
i wash everyday can?
happy?
now i totally no mood liao lor.
stupid.
i go bathe,update de happy things later. 11:14 PM

wow!
i was reading " xiang ai de wan xiao 相愛的玩笑"
then i saw this.
very meaningful poem
it was by a indian poet.
i heard this from 千金百分百
i lurve this. realli.
touching. *sobx*

《最遥远的距离》 印度诗人泰戈尔

世界上最遥远的距离
不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你

世界上就遥远的距离
不是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你
而是明明知道彼此相爱
却不能在一起

世界上最遥远的距离
不是明明知道彼此相爱
却不能在一起
而是明明无法抵挡着股想念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里。

dont u find it cool?
dont u find it touching?
dont u find it sooo lurving?
if my lover is gonna say this to me.
oh gosh.
i will sure cry man
n hug him
lol.
mayb bah.
but if any guy were to say this.
the girl will realli fall in lurve with him.
this is toooooo lurving le.
i lurve this too much. 11:25 PM

I'M BACK!
but i feel sooooo sian. =X
main reason:
-hw not done.
-sch reopening

aww!!!
sian larx!
hai yaz.
tmr going kbox de,but nobody wanna go =X
i duno wat i wanna do now.
no mood do hw.
actually i read finish then anyhow write can liao.
then got this blog competition right.
i dun intend to do wat liao.
sian lar!
dont win dont win lor.
i realli heck care liao.
till end june onli i think
haiz,
i dun wan any competition liaoz.
realli.
stress ah!
cyber wellness
i dun dare to think =X 9:58 PM

yayz!
going to malaysia tmr liao =)
boox!
jeslyn last performance with us tmr liao =(
happy n sad.
but i know tmr's performance is gonna be a nice 1!!!
coz i lurve de songs we're gonna perform =)
but hopefully we can realli play nicely!!
but i will have to go after that.
cant join band le.
coz needa rush back and go malaysia.
mum didn't want me to go actually.
but i want!
coz i lurve band!
yay-ee~!
band rocks~
music rocks~
realli.
n i forget to bring back my reed to suck!
coz that time i think i didn't suck enough.
oops!
haish~
see how tmr lor..
but i think it's gonna be weird when i have to leave early.
hahaz~
but nvm la.
i'm worried i forget to bring anything back!
well.
i'm onli left with 1 eng book review, 1 chi book review [ganxiang] , decorate shoes and read clay marble.
i needa read 3 books yeah!
if realli cannot leh, then no choice le.
but i'm so guai leh!
i bring back to malaysia to read.
lol.
mc go hongkong le!
so shiok!
she promised to buy something for me!
yay-ee!!!!!
lalala~
k,i'm gonna stop.
n know wat?
i jus realised that for the chi blogging competition.
i mus do 1 book review ganxiang, THREE ganxiang on newspaper articles and others are up to me.
THREE LEH!
n it's like, between may n june =X
now,i onli have 3 entries.
oops~
book review can copy hw de.
anyway i dont think i will win.
i saw 1 of the competitors 1.
DAMN CHIM.
realli lor.
ai ya,play play onli la.
i dont expect to win every single thing.
i'm not expert.
=X
k,dun wanna chat liao.
i think our hist project is nice! =D
even mum says so =D
lalala~
happiex!
k,gooing off.
bb~! 11:06 PM

tadax~
i'm in lurve with ... *shy*
one moment in time!
that thing you do!
i will follow him!
yeahX!!!
they rock manx!
lalala~
sho nice =D!
thanks rena for sending me de songs! *muacKies*
hmm..
i still left with 1 chi book review.
becoz wanlin asked cai lao shi
she say do 1 onli.
as in, do ganxiang for whole book.
yay!
so~
i'm now doing my mindmap.
hopefully i can do finish de 2 today.
i realli want to .
then i'll do de eng book review if possible.
i've finish reading 1 =)
a short 1.
hahaz.
blahx~
then i've completed de layer of newspaper.
tmr will do de white paper.
then can paint lo!
if no time,then paint the shoe when i'm back in sg bahx.
then left with no more!
aww~
cyber wellness.
i everytime think of this will wanna die leh =X
realli.
think of it makes me vomit.
argh~
left with paper mache
1 mindmap
3 book reviews

that's all!
actually not much.
but i'm worried about my ganxiang ... haish
jiayou lo!
oh ya!
i'm in lurve with jericho as well xD
nice!!!
although today play until mouth pain.
but very nice!
abit scolding about attitude larx.
but not bad =))
all da bez for this sat's performance! 12:00 AM

band camp was fun.
but didn't wanna talk about it leh.
coz lazy to type.
can go and look at seniors' blog.
think they got update about the programmes.
but it's fun =)
starting to like jericho alot.
chiong chiong chiong.
but blow till hand pain =X
but it's nice la x)

suddenly like yang chen lin's ke ai alot.
junyang's songs also very nice!
sha sha de shui and du jiao shou.
nice!
highly recommended!!!
n i got a bad news today
instead of 1 book review for chinese
which is 1 gan xiang
we muz write 6 gan xiang.
1 for each chapter in the book.
aww~
tired sia!
jus completed my jian bao.
i'm left with 3 sci mindmaps, 6 chinese ganxiang, 2 book review, paper mache.
i haven touch paper mache lor.
today sure not touching also.
coz i intending to finish mindmap.
the 3 mindmaps.
paper mache,mayb tmr bah.
i'm now considering.
whether to continue reading chi book
or read eng book n do book review on it first
then bring chi bk back to malaysia.
hmm~
but eng book review copy from summary can liao lor =P
we'll see..
actually not much hw left.
but the cyber wellness =X
trouble la!
no mood =X
i gotta do hw at 10 le
anyway dad watching world cup
so i cannot watch wanyu.
i decided to play the text twist which jy played today
play till 10 then do hw =)
signing off le..
bb 9:40 PM

yay!
i finished science mindmap 1 2 3 liao
left 6 7 8.
hmm.
i think i'm gonna do chapt 8.
coz it shld be easy..
lala~ 10:42 PM

i jus found something cool.
hahaz.
fuhua 2C'04, 2C'05, 2C'06
have a blog each!
isn't it cool?
i doubt we can find any u noe?
if any ppl saw blogs of other classes of different years,tell me!
i think 2C simply rocks lor.
regardless 2C'04, 2C'05 or 2C'06
we all jus rocks!
hahaz.
la la la~
i also duno why i'm so happy.
i'm jus very happy when i saw this.
hahaz.
clarinetists have representative[s] for each of this class
2C'04 - Jeslyn,Jazzrel,LiPing
2C'05 - Huishi
2C'06 - me,Alvin,Jean

Yeah~
n i think all are taught by mrs tay right?
wahahaha~
yea baby~
2C rocks 2C rocks 2C rocks!!!!!!!!!! 5:20 PM

haiz~
i duno why
i had a bad yu gan
that tmr's camp will be ..........
i'm afraid it'll be a tough 1.
like those, physical training n blah~
pls, dun wan leh.. i'm very afraid of those.
i wan it to be like last year, the very fun de camp.
i dun wan it to be like uni grps,those physical training.
haiz~
but we wont know anything yet, n we cant do anything at all.
wat we can onli do is wait till tmr and see wat happens.
even if i worry now also no use, coz i cant do anything.
so, i can onli wait now lor. unless i go ask seniors.
but i doubt they will say anything larx.
mayb go jeslyn's blog tag.
see if it'll be fun or tiring.
i hope it's more of fun
=X =) =( 10:19 AM

i've finally watch MRS SWAN on youtube
wahahaha!
NICE!
COOL!
I LURVE MRS SWAN =D
she realli rock la.
lol.
but if i'm de cashier
i cant stand her too.
hahaz. 12:17 AM

okayz~
i thought i updated on my chalet.
but since i didn't,nvm.
then i'll update now.
i did alot of first time during this chalet.
first time bathe at 1 plus
first time stay overnight throughout
first time eat so many things at night
first time stay out with friends at night but not at camp
first time go chalet
first time watched sunrise [although not so nice n didn't finish watching it]
first time sit at a big place jus beside de swimming pool and not at the chalet room.
wahahaha~
isn't that cool?
we went to chalet but didn't went to the room.
we onli went to put bag, wash leg, sit on the bed for a while and went out.
we didn't eat the bbq food at all.
kah hsing, meichia jingshi n i went out after putting our bags.
we went to burger king and have our lunch+dinner bahx.
then we went to arcade
i didn't knew burger king is beef de eh!
although got chicken n fish of course, but i didn't knew it sell beef
woo!
no wonder we rarely eat.
hahaz.
then...
play arcade.
kinda fun.
hahaz.
we enjoyed yaz.
then we earned tickets, and changed for 1 fruit-tella, 3 pretz n 1 small can of biscuits [something like pringles]
we played alot larx.
then we went for the car racing right.
we played 4 matches in total.
i'm the 1st for the first match ONLI
and i was the last for the remaining match =(
NOT FAIR!
becoz i'm de last to set off lorx!
then i cant catch up,so i'm the last 1.
boox~
but it's jus for fun larx~
then for some we realli play cheat.
hahaz.
lalala~
then we went to cheers and buy tidbits and drinks for our supper.
if not nth to eat at night mahx.
we buy liao, then mc js go take our bags out.
then we settle at the big big place beside the swimming pool.
if u went to costa sands resort pasir ris,u will noe wat i'm talking about.
the big big place there.
then we eat tidbits,play poker.
we played uno also.
then we stood up and invent our own games
wahaha~
we threw our shoes using our legs and see whose is the furthest.
and kh threw hers up to the roof!
luckily we managed to take it off with kh carrying mc.
hahaz.
we kicked de water around also.
kinda fun larx~
then we went to bathe.
it's not cold actually lor.
damn shuang!
first time bathe so late.
then after that continue playing.
saw a big grp of ppl.
think is foreigners bahx.
they celebrating bdae,so we sang with them too.
lol.
play play,talk talk, gossip gossip, ladies' talk =))
then we laid down with our bags as pillows and looked at the sky.
time for STAR GAZING!!!
cool~
twinkle twinkle little stars.
i finally understand this.
they realli appear and disappear de lor.
it's like, blinking n blinking.
sometimes have,sometimes dun haf.
then we saw SHOOTING STAR!!!
a very short 1.
but we realli very mo qi lor.
once we saw,we all shouted.
then quickly wished.
hahaz.
then we stood up and jumped about.
hahaz.
js said it might be our imagination.
but cant be bah.
all 4 imagined at the same time mehx?
so,i disagree!
hahaz.
then after that packed and went to see sunrise.
while waiting,we were taking photos.
then after that, we realised it's realli nth.
so we went off to eat macdonalds!
after that went home le lor.
on the mrt,the 4 of us immediately sleep.
mayb not for mc,coz she say she until city hall then sleep.
but i noe me n kh sleep immediately.
on de bus to the mrt, the both of us closed our eyes and dozed off le lorx.
mrt sure needless to say de mahx.
right?
we slept realli all da way.
we noe ppl keep looking at us.
hahaz.
cool~
then i reached home at around 9 bahx.
sleep all da way to 2 sia!
wahahaha~
first time sleep at this timing.
lol.
and i still can sleep at night =))

today, i woke up at 10 plus!
it had been so long ever since i sleep till 10 plus le.
aww~
i'm still struggling on my hw.
for now:
-6 science mindmaps [i still haven touch on any]
-2 book reviews [eng]
-1 book review [chi]
-2 researches [eng]
-1 jian bao [chi duh]
-paper mache [art lo]
-hist project
-cyber wellness

i still haven finish de cyber wellness lor.
i still needa sort out.
go get money from mr go.
print flyers and surveys.
get permission from him for the assembly.
so many!!!
haiz~
tired larx!
sian sian sian~~~~!!!!!
2 more weeks onli sia!
argh!
i said already lor.
this 1 month holiday seemed damn little for me lor!
k,i gotta start on the remaining hw le.
realli.
bye bye. 12:58 PM

wah liaoz.
can u all spare a thought for me?
1 month of holiday.
i onli pick 1 day out. the onli day i'm free for the first 2 weeks.
to do this project that everybody dont want.
then u all ask me can dont go,i wan to go out.
eh.
1 month, 30 or 31 days.
i onli pick 1 day.
u still have 29 or 30 days to play leh.
why muz u choose that day?
obviously dun wanna do right?
then i say i dun wan do also,but cannot.
then u ppl will give me stupid excuses.
ask me go tell mr go that we dont want to do.
everybody skip sch on that day that we muz go nanhua.
wat the.
u sure u can do that?
u can u go do n let me see first.
use ur backside to think first la.
this kind of thing dun tell me lor.
it's impossible lor.
wah liaoz.
i say cannot dun come,muz come,then u all say "u say cannot then cannot ah"
fine lA!
bu shuang dun come!
all dun come la!
wah laoz.
dun make me irritated by ur childish behaviour can?
sec 2 liao leh,not pri sch kids hor.
GROW UP.
tmr sure alot of ppl dun wanna do de lor.
i will shout my hell off i tell u.
n then everybody will slack slack slack.
i'm getting tired liao lor.
dun make me irritated.
i'm already busy with my schedule liao lor.
ok,i dun wanna talk le.
i go do my hw liao. 11:27 PM

oo~
tmr go chalet lo!
first time go chalet seh =P
i'm thinking arhx..
mayb tmr we'll stay up till 2 or 3 am..
hmm..
if can, i wanna crawl up n go look at the stars!
it'll sure be nice.
but alone,abit...
with mc they all also abit...
best is with him =D
but he wont be around.
sad.
nvm.
i believe the 2 of us will be able to go for star-gazing/grazing (???!?!) together
in the middle of the night.
luo man di ke [romantica] =P
i miss him nehx~ =(

anyway.
i'm doing maths sia!
coz muz force myself to do lerx.
some qn right, the ans totally not the same!
but i heck care liaoz.
mrs tay say wrong nvm mahx =P
then i intend to do chinese zhou ji later
BUT!
i do short cut =P
coz that time went to zoo,i wrote it in my chi blog.
so i intend to copy from there.
muahahaha~
then the book review i also copy from my hand written onto blog
this shld be de way also la.
cai lao shi says =)
anyway,i hope tmr's chalet will be fun!

`黑夜的转弯是白天
愤怒的转弯是快乐
有时候
只要让心情转个弯就可以了`

#你可以找到理由伤心
也一定可以找到理由快乐#

^一个诺言对你来说
最多只是辜负一个人
但一个破绽的承诺,无法实现的诺言对我来说
世界是会崩盘的^

*这世界上没有永久的爱情
就只有永远的伤口*

for the last 2 quotes,i half believe half dont. lol.
anyway,i wanna stop le.
bye bye! 10:15 PM

oh. know wat?

i REBOND-ed my hair

lala~
actually nth weird.
hahaz.
jus that it became more straight,that's all.
n that i cant tie my hair too oftenly,that's all.
cool?
quite.
hahaz.
well.
hmm.
ya.
i dont know wat to say.
but honestly.
i doubt i look weird.
i think i look THE SAME.
woo la~

well anyway!
i'm getting irritated!
coz i'm chatting with SOMEONE now..
n then the someone keep DIAO me.
WHAT THE.
although i'm not organising class outing
jus a small grp outing to celebrate ppl's birthday
i'm still forking out an effort k?
as in.
i duno whr to go, wat to do.
n now i jus wanna see who's going.
then u ask me qn,i say duno,u diao me.
WHAT THE!
u so clever u come do la!
n it's not like,i dun wanna call alot of ppl.
it's nobody that i can call.
n i call so little,u ppl say so little,say dun wanna come.
fine la!
i regretted calling u ppl liao lor.
everybody also like that say,then this is not a outing liao k?
this is wat?
lonely shopping ah?
wah liaoz.
stop irritating me k.
i think u noe who u r.
the person who is talking to me now [7pm]
u totally spoil my mood of blogging
ARGHs! 6:56 PM

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