MY KNEE IS BURNING =((
think cos i walked too much. walked de most tdy ever since i fell.
mayb strained abit of de leg >.<
duno if shld go tmr.
feel that i shld.but also kinda worried for my leg =X
maybe will see hw tmr.

tmr's tuesday le~! some1 will be back by late noon x)
den can finally chat and discuss abt what to bring to genting.
need opinions for some stuff, but yet cant discuss with him cos of his poor wifi.
awwws~
realised whatapps can be quite bad when wifi is poor.
they send de msgs all at a time, n then the sequence is messed up.
den need to try to decipher the sequence =X

hmm two of my friends seem to have problems with their r/s.
one is a small quarrel. hope will be fine by the time we go genting.
the other one, not very sure. dun dare to ask much.
but somehow, feeling unjust for the girl.
sometimes do feel that the guy is abit too much. though he kinda has his reasons for doing so.
but i think that even if he has his own problems, he shldn't do this to the girl.
she has no obligations to bear with these.
yes, she is his gf. but she shldn't be de only one being there everytime.
it shld be a mutual thing.
he shld show his concern to her also uhs.

well, like what elf says, we shld not put our hands into other ppl's stuff.
if they do approach us, we'll lend a listening ear and maybe helping hand if need.
if not, lets just let them settle themselves.
a couple's problems should always be settled by themselves.
even if de outsiders try to help, it can only be solved by the couple eventually.
so yeahs~

well, i realised life is really unfair.
actually not unfair la. but i cant find the right vocab for it =X
its like, we wont always be able to get what we want.
i'd like to add another sentence to this:
becos of that, we should treasure what we already have.
really came to realise this. after what i heard from my fren today.
both are couples, both are separated for days.
but yet one quarrelled, one dying to meet each other.
but of cos, mayb its due to the circumstances we're in.
the first pair can sms, bt the second pair cant.
so naturally the element of misses will be stronger in the second pair.
ok la, not to say that the first pair nv miss each other at all.
but somehow smth went wrong n it led to misunderstanding n led to bickers.
yeah, this brought me to some thoughts.
n i mus say, i feel blessed, and contented, and thankful.
thankful for the r/s i have with some1.
glad that we still remained well, and that we nv take each other for granted.
our r/s is slightly different from others, in terms of the way we communicate.
i wont say there are no downs. we do have our ups n downs too, jus in slightly different ways, n nt thru quarrels.
but yeah, it will all be over, if the 2 work to move on together.
love can overcome everything =)
we mus really aim to not quarrel okays haha. somehow im really glad that we dont.
though we do have our downs, like upset with each other n get emo kind, 
but glad it nv drag for days, and we'll get guilty and be ok again hehs.
love u dear! n miss u so much~ but yay! u're back tmr!
n u'll be mine n only mine for de following 3 days hehs =P 10:01 PM


happy cos i thought of wed x)

Sunday is ending.. =( =X
sad cos another wk is starting soon.
sch tmr to settle cac stuff.
but yay! gonna meet my dearest OG for lunch =)
den off to town to help out with pageant clothes collection.
it'll be over soon =)
n then to tues~~~
tues is jus pageant stuff, shld be fine too x)
yay~

cant wait for wed~!
was thinking of what clothes to bring jus now o.O
more or less shld be settled i think~~~ hehs =P

miss u! cwtsu! 8:32 PM

aye~ bored~
3 days at home, can only sit on sofa, watch tv, eat, slp.
siao, sure gain weight =((
really really hope my leg can recover soon~

n i jus saw de video of last year's foc.
wah, memories manz~

n, i cant wait for wed to come~!
im missing u alrdy sia~~~ 7:12 PM

heya~ back to blog~
some1 is on the plane to KL ler, mayb reaching soon?
sudden trip there, will only see him when we go genting.
meanwhile, busy with cac stuff lo. n will be healing my injuries~
hope will be ok by the time we go genting! have to wear jeans/leggings de leh.
bt given de condition now duno how to wear.
plus im nt walking normally yet. really hope will recover!

anws MY OG GOT THE BEST OG!!!!!!!
omg cant believe this hahahah =D
so happy and proud of them!!!
still rmb frm de start, i wasnt very optimistic abt this.
as in, they were good, but i tot they wont win de best og.
esp when the other OGs were quite gd too, n one of them has 3 of my urleyians inside.
but wow! my dear Soveians proved me wrong! Sove rockS! =DDD
sad that i was unable to be with them for 2days plus. for tekan, and sp dinner n clubbing, n de last day.
esp de campfire.
wanted to go, but some1 wasnt free to bring me down.
n so my mum dun allow me to go. some1 also dun allow me to go myself =(
stupid injury la =( i missed out all de fun!
bet they were crazily cheering n stuff.
siewting said they cheered till they nearly missed de bus!!!! hahaha.
silly girls and boys!!!
but they were really awesome~~~
they asked me to call over ytd, n they sang "xiao wei" for me, bt changed to my name.
awwwwws~!!!!
seeing them so high ytd on the whatapps made me very happy for them too =D
lalallaa~ they are so damn cute.
n they go "why we so pro"
n one of our GLs said "sove, told u all win abit can alrdy mah, why u all win until gaogao"
then they "aiya, paiseh la" hahaha.
this kind of thing, within OG its fun n nice, but spread out will kena stares already.
so hope they didnt do that.
but wooots!!! happy and proud of them!!!
cant wait for singing session with this singing talents hahaha x)))

ytd, decided to go for studiowu's TYT.
so yups, have to be committed and try to go for as many dance lessons.
given this, i need to consider properly what i wanna take in cac le.
whether i wanna continue in the exco or not. its still a very tough decision.
especially if i wanna go for dance, n i needa focus on studies, n im nt staying in hall.
it'll be a gd experience, i would say, n gd for my resume.
bt i believe it'll really take up quite some of my personal time.
i really have to consider if i m ok with that.
i did tot of pia-ing. coping between studies, dance, and exco. but i really duno if i could handle.
if i cant, dance will be the first that i have to relax.
shld i? shld i really go for the exco position? haish.... 11:14 AM

back at home now.
kinda sian somehow.?
wanted to stay there till friday, but decided not to in de end.
cos its like, will be troubling ppl when i need to move up and down and everywhere.
den bathing is a prob.
and i cant really take care of the freshies, and need the GLs / SAs to look after me too.
plus today will be the dinner plus clubbing.
though abit sad la. cos really feel like joining them.
n didnt take part in de tekan too. boohs~
but oh well.. blame myself for running so fast and not looking at the ground properly~

bt wah, ytd when they change the dressing, it was really omg-ly pain.
felt giddy somemore.
at that point was glad we're on our way home.
but now, feeling sad again. i miss my og~
they surrounded me ytd after they ended their game at sentosa,
and sang a song of "we love u" to me! omg so sweet la~~
they are so cute~ n i realised being de fake freshie can bond more with them haha.

dun really feel like blogging le.
gonna see de doc ltr.
hope will be ok! looking forward to walkin normally =X
hope will be fine in time to go genting next wk! 11:42 AM

wheeee~ last night was the night =)
pretty night, haha.
pretty day as well~!

mum didnt work so pei her in de morn.
lunch with girls, n den hairdo while kailin pei me. thanks girl! x)
after that went home to prepare~!
de handspray thing that's supposed to even the tone didnt work =((
n it had a super weird smell!
but im glad nobody noticed de tan and asked me about it last night haha.

uhm, the food was not bad.
the people, rather nice.
though i didnt really interact much cos,duno leh.
find it abit weird. but perhaps i shld learn more about these socialising skills huhs~~~
but ya. jus followed ard, and some ppl will say hi to me.
many goes "are you xiaoqian?" "oh so this is xiaoqian! hello xiaoqian!"
lololol. quite funny hahha.
n say wat, heard alot about me n blahs~ but they are all like,quite nice la.
n hmm, saw quite many pretty girls there as usual haha.

dinner was ok, our table didnt eat alot.
well, still got the paiseh-ness there i guess. its always liddat.
but it was not bad uhs. the games were,okok la haha.
at least did manage to move ard and interact abit.
den the videos were rather nice too =)
quite thought provoking and ya, i think quite some reminiscence of the memories for them haha.
after that phototaking, then we rested a while before meeting elf for supper~
supper at clarke quay till 2 plus before taking alvin dad's cab home.
on de way back we 2 KO-ed haha.
but as usual, nice supper n chillax session tgt =))
n oh, i realised becos of alvintan, we start to get more obvious with more photos on fb =X
still needa seek permission and check if its ok~
somehow wanna have photos thr, n will wanna tag myself in the photos.
but somehow also worried we'll get too public and start to be like, the topic of ppl, which we dont really want to.
i know esp him.
not exactly low profile, bt we didnt intend to post our own photos up.
but taken by others, i tot its ok~
time to double confirm o.O

but anws! ytd was really a nice dinner.
first time attending such an official one, cool max hehs x)
looking forward to more =P
but i think i do look quite diff niaz~ haha
heex, its funny yet somehow nice to have ppl kp asking me "are you xq? i heard alot abt u!"
heehee. n hw they kp asking if we were tgt for 20 yrs haha
most imptly, wat i felt most happy last night, was hearing you say "you're really pretty tonight" x)
u probably didnt know how impactful these words are, n how happy i was to hear that kekex x)
jus hearing tt from u, all is enough =))

2:48 PM

hello! x) just styled my hair~!
gotta start preparing soon le!
afraid that wont be able to complete in time
so better start already and be ready early, so can leave anytime x)
and who knows if i do wrongly, still got time to "re-do" haha.

decided on earrings liao. later need to check on necklace, see if i wanna change..
clutch, settled. since its de only one~
den jus make up, and cover my skin haha.

hehs quite excited x)
n so glad. luckily we're gg together. dun haf to go alone hehs~
omgggg heeheehee.
first official dinner.
erhhh, prom nt counted la ah.
first time attending this kind of formal dinner w a partner, hehs x)
ok girls,i will help u all look out for potential ones okay hahahaha =P 3:34 PM

wheeeee~!
happy day ytd~! x)
congrats to some1~ commissioned lo! x))
proud of him, hehs.
beaming non-stop since the parade starts.
just kept staring at the figure as all the marching goes on haha.
n lucky us! we chose the right seatS!
thanks so much to my fsmb senior weiquan who happens to be there.
got him to help us check out whr the navy ppl will be at.
n yay! we chose the right seats!
n jus nice when some1 marches up, he march up the stairs beside me.
im just 3 seats away from the stairs hehs!
got a gd view!! x)) lallala. happy heehee.

n managed to meet him at night again after he gt home yay (Y)

but there was scary moments too!!!
seeing the family =X especially when they dont really know me too.
the mum is cute heex.
bt the dad n sis abit scary =X
hope everything is fine!
tentatively it is though~
ok shall not reveal that much stuff~
feel like saying some stuff too but thought it should be rather private.
maybe jus tell the close ones that i will be meeting heex x)

but yay! congrats to some1! x)
cant believe, one yr ago he jus entered thr.
we went through 1 year of tough times!
times when he was busy, busy till cant chat.
only meeting on wkends n sometimes only a few hours.
n then he has to be away, where we were separated for wks.
when he had so little slp till he can slp while sitting on stairs, n i mean right away.
n well! 1 yr is over, haha.
but yeah, not really the end, but in fact the beginning.
nevertheless! a good start! a gd motivation for him to move on further x)
though he still have quite a long way to go.
for now, break off for uni~! ahaha.
n actually, he's still back doing his stuff~ haha. n dinner this fri!
SPEAKING OF WHICHHHHHH
i tried to apply bbcream to even out the tone but IT DOESNT WORK =(
haish.. this fri die le la =((
but  i tried the full set today, looks okay lalala~
looking forward~! x)

alrights! nth much to update le i think? o.O
this wk is so packed! too little time, too many ppl to meet :O
tmr meeting girls!
den needa meet my cac GLs also..
den meeting dotty..
den.... sl jack also.
wheeeee! hope can meet all~
okies gotta go ~ byebye~

4:35 PM

Bac frm tw~!!
too much to update abt tw.
Quite some interesting stuff.
But some r better to leave it to saying personally so yups! Shall wait till we meet n i say personally =P

Glad to meet a gd driver that fetched us frm airport.
Call him liang shu shu! =p n he calls me meimei or ya tou haha.
He's really super nice! Booked him for de entirw day4 n he drove us up de mountains
Damn cool~!
n he helped us to get a lot of cheapt deals when buying those fruits n stuff.
He really can bargain well lolol.
Treated us alot!
Shall intro to whoever's gg taiwan. Nt only taipei! He act introed us to go tainan n taizhong
N he can drive to places tt nt tourists willl really know of, bt real gd places x)
So glad to have met him!

Gt quite some deals in tw.
Not alot of clothes bought, bt lotsa shoes!
Their shoes are mostly rather soft at de heels part! Super nice~
n gt cheap bags at shilin too x) lalal~!

de night markets are really gd x)
I love taiwan ahgei!! N i love pyster omelette!
Ahzhong mianxian!!
Tempura!!
Awesome awesome food ^^
oh n my lu rou fan!!!!!! hahhaha
So glad tt i can still fit into my skinny hahaha =p

De ppl thr were really nice.
Helpful, n initiative x)
I likey~
a grp of auntie/uncles talked to us while we waited for bus at yangmingshan. N offered us snacks haha.

The zoo was awesome! Cheap and big!
Even de souvenirs are cheap n not overpriced :))

They stand on de right and not left side of de escalator haha.

They dont throw toilet papers into the toilet bowl but into the bin beside.

The hello kitty restaurant was far too overpriced.
Gd tactic of min NT300 per person.
Bt really too ex. Once to experience is enough.
A pizza plus a dessert n 2 drinks cost us NT1056.

The modern toilet restaurant was much better!
Gd food, gd n fast service. Min spending only nt80.
N no service charge unlike hello kitty

Okies more or less done w my summary of stuff in tw :)
Gd trip. Most expensive present ever frm my parents.
I would say i enjoyed. N i learnt to treasure them more after climbing up tt mountain.
Had a nice time in tw. Bt i think gg w parents n gg w frens will still be diff.
Gg with frens can walk n climb more bt w parents, gotta consider their jealth n condition.
Glad everything's fine though :)
Can go w frens next time! :)
N i think 7 days is jus nice. 6 might be ok. Bt nt more than 7 if jus in taipei lo.
Really missed sg n de ppl on de last day haha.

Oh BIG THANK U TO MY GIRLS AND ALVIN TAN FOR FETCHING x))
And celebrating my bday at de last few min haha.
A pity some1 cant join but its ok :)
Gt a shock frm them though i did suspect a little hahaha.
Love them x)

A short meetup w some1 tdy.
Jus randomly felt like gg out to de vivo rooftop n we managed to catch fireworks!
Super nice~! First time, impromptuly haha.
Lucky us~! enjoyed tdy x)

Looking forward to his bigday tmr ;)
N looking forward to this packed wk of meetups w frens!! x)
Gdnight all im slping~ 12:27 AM

woooh~!
i ran for 13rounds today! new record! 4.2km! =D
ran + jogged la. but woohs! hahaha.
cant believe i ran that much x) just had de feel to run on.
wah, if i had this feel everytime, tt would be great =X

but my stomach still feel bloated from ytd!!! >.<
went for dinner with my closest girls in exco; my pres and assistant.
went to eat sushi express at citylink!
ok la,de queue was quite fast =) n it was really not bad~! x)
we went crazy over mahjong cos of chalet and started matching the sushi with mahjong tiles hahaha.
and then we challenged ourselves to get an unknown dish each haha. quite a wow~!
n yes. very full. but i thought it was rather ok. each person about $17?
n its not all sushi. there are small dishes too. so dun wont be very very full cos of the rice.
n its nt buffet so if u really dun wanna eat de rice its kinda ok?
was pretty full from that.
but its not de end >.<

came home and there's durian?! didnt wanna eat but still got 3 packs.
n mum dun wanna put in fridge de. so no choice, gotta force it down.
mum ate 2 packs in total. she also came back late.
den dad had to finish 1 pack when he's back from OT too.
at first when eating it it feels ok. still nice.
but the after effect was bad. ultra bad.
bloated like duno wat. EVEN TILL NOW.
n i can still smell de durian smell on my hand, n it makes me feel like puking =X
feel very yucky inside. somehow i feel smth real bad can actually make me puke.
in fact, i very much feel like puking them out cos i can still feel de unease in my stomach >.<

still resting and cooling myself off.
later gotta bathe and out with asy~! LONG TIME NO SEE HER AHHHHHHH~!!!! 8:56 AM

on my way out to lunch just now with yz n alv, n i suddenly feel so happy.
got de feeling that july's gonna be real awesome x)
let me tell u why. haha.

sunday, was okays. half happy half sad, but i believe more to the happy side la.
mon nth much?okies met w sl for dance and had a short chat.
ytd was pretty ok, but the night was great =)
today was gd thus far too. finally completed elf's present and gave it to him.
hope he like it x) lots of effort horrrrr. haha.
then tmr gonna go out with asy.
fri gonna have meeting in the noon, then probably jus back to prepare for the trip.
sat flying to taiwan le~! =D

after im back, will be tuition. OH YES I HAVE TO PREPARE NOW COS WONT HAVE TIME NEXT WK >.<
okays, thats a bad thing but apart from that ..
sat there's precamp briefing.
then sun's gonna be some1's parade.
mon will probably be back in sch. n den that wk, will probably be meeting up with all the peepos?
fri will be the ball.
sat sun, seemed to have stuff but not fixed yet.
mayb sun not, cos gotta prepare.
n mon's camp~!
n after that, okay, de gd times are probably gonna be over.
cos its gonna be busy with cac stuff liaoz. n sch will start =(

but hey! july's gonna be rather hectic somehow. but more of fun stuff hehhehs~
suddenly feel v happy and excited =D lalalala~
happie happie~! 2:26 PM

a simple night. an impromptu meeting.
thankfully its today, and not ytd, or tmr, or de day after.
just nice, today.
not a full day out together, but just about 1hr or so.
not doing crazy things, not going to special or romantic places,
just nearby, having dinner together.
but in just that 1hr, couldn't stop smiling =)
crapping, laughing, chatting, updating, eating, playing around.
just a short meetup, doing more than normal stuff, but yet it feels so nice.

so glad to have this night. this unexpected night.
its so wonderful tonight (singing to the tune of wonderful tonight)
=))
i believe once again, we are happy and proud of our love =) 11:50 PM

in school now, going back home soon~!
quite fast tdy. n nobody else in de room. houyeh~

act jus wanna blog out my sadness.
i cant go for jazzfunk tmr! n its by yiwen! =(
cos meeting jenn n tancheng for dinner at 730.
feel like asking if can drag to 830 but that wont be dinner anymore.
n the purpose of the so called meeting is a simple dinner.
sooooo.. =((

and and. i cant go and perform for the studiowu recital liao =((
next wk cant go for lessons. de following wk i cant attend any girls hiphop also.
can only attend 1 street jazz, but i nv try street jazz before?! =X
oh well~ there'll still be chances in the future la, but awwws~

and and, i submitted my application for TYT!!!
that means, i really have to be committed to gg for dance classes lers!
about 4-5 lessons per week, means about 2 days if i go for 3h each time o.O
okies, that probably further determined de fact of no more re-running haha.

and woots! i had mitabak or mouse powder (direct translate ahhaha)
cooked by aunt. nicenice~! x)) yummehs~
ltr most likely gg running with elf and yz~

hmmhmm~ anymore to update? let me see~
probably no i guess.
shall call to book my appointment for hairdo and tmr's hiphop class~! x) 2:25 PM

the power of hug - it eases everything =)
thanks dear. so glad i requested for that hug haha =) if nt i think i'll emo till now~
love u~ 10:57 PM

one sentence that fully describes what i'm feeling:
missing some1 the moment we just parted and went home.
boohs =(

duno why, maybe due to lack of slp last night cos of chalet, plus a few stuff in mind,
thus leading to being emo today again, for a short while.
ok, mayb quite a while.
now, that feeling is slightly back.
rarrrr.

hmm ball dress settled, but not accessories.
went to the hotel today, wow. its just the one next to far east actually.
n still deciding what clutch to bring, whether i shld buy a new one.
mayb if i see any, and quite cheap, i might buy.
n still considering if i shld go to twoway to do my hair. likely to do so i guess.
cos i really dont know what i can do with my hair.
and given the mature look that i might have with my dress, i need my hairstyle to be as sweet as it can be? =X
somehow abit worried that i will regret buying that dress. cos it looks abit too mature.
though i mus say the bottom is indeed unique luhs.
oh well! alrdy buy le! so shall not think so much >.<

gg taiwan this sat le.
abit excited, in fact quite ytd.
but mayb today i feel emo, so not much feel now.
haven bought the stuff yet too.
haven get universal plug from aunt, haven get portable charger, haven get battery and memory card for camera, haven print etc etc.
guess i gotta do it tmr? no more procrastination =(
and mus prepare and pack clothes too~

aye~ i think the main thing is i'll miss some1 so much =X
so little time together really makes me realise the importance of every single possible meeting.
and every little short meeting, is so precious. be it jus half an hour, 20mins, it still can make my day.
if luck is not with us, we'll only meet 2weeks ltr. n no proper gdbye today. haish~
thought u said u'll come my hse, we'll meet at night. who knows the sudden news that u have steamboat.
thought we could have a nice walk n chat, a proper goodbye and great hug before we part,
just in case we couldn't meet anymore before i fly off. boohs~
but it was a nice journey back slping and lying on your shoulder, and at least, a gdbye kiss. though i kinda yearn for a big gdbye hug.

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