woosh~! ytd was a rather gd day? =))
uhms~ morn went with mummy to jp, finally found my pumpS~!!!!
bought a black and a white. both less than $30, so okies la?
n mum says its nice, n cos both diff colours so ok. hehs. love my mummy~

met dotty after that, went to ntu to settle hall stuff!
we chose our room, den walked ard the hall,looked at how the room looks like, whr is de location of our room etc =)
ok la,nt too bad! =D
honestly i cant wait to have gatherings in our hostel?! hahaha.
act im kinda looking forward to hostel life also la.
de only sad thing is probably my home~ i'll miss my mummy n my bed n my soft toys.
n im thinking about my clothes.
i cant possibly bring all my clothes over?
so i have to plan what i have to wear for a week and bring there?! llol.
we'll see how again bahs~
shld be starting to move some things for hallcamp to put in our room next sun! hahhas.
but i think we'll be moving in slowly~~~

uhms~ after that, pei dotty shopped a while den went to meet dan.
den went for ndp~!
it was awesome~!!!!!
i think its cos the guys ard us are in army now.
so everything feels so.. related to us? as in, we can relate to watever's tts performing there!
when we see de ppl in army clothes, shooting, live firing, marching, etc etc.
navy, civil defence, commander, officer blah blah blah.
n den i'll think "oh, ____ said about this, XX told us about this" n stuff. so damn awesome~!
i cant imagine if any of de guys were to perform in ndp one day,goshhhh..
i think i'll really feel damn proud.
i really kinda can imagine if some1 was to perform, i think i'll awwwww~~~ hahhaa
alr felt so touched ytd le lo. imagine if any of de guys i know were to march there,
or even be the red lions, de parachuters, goodness~~~~ ahahha
n de fireworks were as awesome~
n they even had de heart shape ones and i managed to capture them! awesome~! =DDD

after ndp,met jack jk alvin at mbs.
den we walked ard, went to timbre via bus. waited for an hour!
guess we were all too tired. so we ate super fast!
but the live band was quite cool! =D
though becos of tt we cant really chat. haha. but i kinda like timbre more n more act =P
yayyyy~! i like timbre! kishishishi x))

anws. again,i reached home at 2, slept at almost 3. goshhhh~ haha.

jus heard from mum tt im supposed to buy my own bridesmaid dress! =)
shall wait till i have the time den see how =) wheeee~!
jus packed my bag for camp. i managed to squeeze into my 1 bag plus another shoe bag.
still gt some misc stuff. i brought an extra bag jus in case i cant squeeze in when i come back.haha.
ok, too long a post liao.byebye!
ahhhh imu! but was happy to get ur call ytd,like after so long x)
n its only 1 more week!to be exact,this sat! wheeee! x) n i know whr is POMO liao xD
i feel i gt so many things to share,hope i can stil rmb them n tell u when we meet x) love u! 11:09 AM

BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
straight after CAC camp, i have a 8D7N hall camp?! RIGHT AFTER.
cac camp 25-29, hall camp 30 - 6 =XXX
but of cos i wont be gg straight, WILL DIE.
tentatively, our plan is to go on monday. have 2 days of break, which i think is necessary~
hope the hall seniors will sorta agree!!!!
having only sat to rest is not enough for me~~!!!!
n yes, there goes my 2 full weeks =X rarrrr~~~

anws i totally overspent ytd.
tsktsktsk. im really spending more than what im earning!
but if i get back tt insurance money then ok la~
n though im really shocked that i spent so much ytd,
somehow its ok la. i mean,after writing out de so-called reasons,they seemed reasonable lol.
bleahssss~
i wont be able to spend time on shopping anymore since i go uni so.. guess its alright~!
yes.nomore spending!
but hey,i haven get my flats?!?!
n i think i seriously need them kies >.<
i hope i can find soon!!!! i really really need flats~~~~~ =(((

okies, might nt have much time to update blog le.mayb on sun bahs.
tmr gg ntu, ndp, timbre!
tonight mus try to pack as much as i can~
only sun is free.if nt, my busy schedule can be said to start from tmr =XXX
and and and
IM A UNI UNDERGRAD NOW. WOWWWW~~~
hhahhaaha.

1 MORE WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!
=)) though cant call, its really gd enough to have ur sms =)
esp all the sudden smses in de noon when i thought u cant sms. the smses that make me smile like an idiot =P
so dont worry k dear, 1 more week!!! x)
i'll make sure i squeeze out time to go out de kies x) love you!!! 10:16 PM

Suddenly heard of this song ytd when shopping~!
den n it suddenly popped out in my head again jus now =D
was intro-ed by some1 i think.? cant rmb either.
but the tune quite catchy n nice also la x))
can go n listen! haha

It's always been about me myself and I
If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy to say that our love wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew till I met you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can live without it, I can let it go
Ooh, I did, I get myself into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust and never feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say
Colbie Caillat I Do lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/colbie-caillat-i-do-lyrics.html

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Wooh Can I get myself into
You make we wanna say

Me a family, a house a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm old and sit next to you.

And when we remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you 8:42 PM

hmm i feel that i didnt blog much?!
ok act i did,i jus didnt blog ytd lolol. as in,didn't blog my stuff ytd haha.
ytd~ morn went to see miss yeo! only a short chat though, but nice to see her =)
den met asy - supposed to gym, but she forgot to bring her phone.
so we walked to her hse! took about 1 hr! save $2.50 from nt gg gym too,whee! haha
after that wanted to walk bac but due to the hot weather,we didnt.hahas.
came my hse, bathe, den went to eat botak fav at makanshiok hahas!
n there, we gained back everything we lost lolol!
after tt went to orchard n i kinda went to the same shops ahahha.
saw a pair of rubi shoes~! kinda like it!
but cos main priority was buying pumps,so walked ard to look for tt first.
in de end cant find,n i keep thiking of my rubi shoes~!
but nvm, tmr shld be shopping w girls, fri gg jp w asy too.
can get it thr! =D lalalal~

oh i received call frm my group leader ytd~! =DDD
im in URLEY!!!! hahha. RED house!!!!!!
im really destined to be related to red houses lolol!!! =DDD happy~!!!
n received de packing list today le!
gotta start to take out de clothes so i wont wear them these few days =)
kinda excited!
but even my GL says its quite sad to be not chosen by biz camp lo =((
but nvm~ at least i have cac,n he says cac better than union HAHAHHA =P
hope it'll really be fun!!!! =DDD

anws its wed le~!
today time passed super fast lo~ no plans w anyone today,jus nua-ed at home.haha.
act didnt nua at home la.
officially woke up at 9 plus. den went to jp at 10plus. I WALKED OK.hahha.
had de feel to walk somehow,haha. brought my cap so tt i wont be tanned~~~
i walked back too! n walked to n fro to cut my hair too, n now my calf seems to ache a little? =XXX
anw borrowed recipe books, den bought subway for lunch! =DDD
eh yups~ tts about my schedule for today? n now its 6 liao haha.

n yups! i cut my hair, length remained but thin it, n cut fringe! x)
whheeeee~! felt refreshed and light =DDD
n its really v v v thin! hahahha.

so fast, its wed le~! so far, plans had been good ;)
living my last few days of freedom awesomely! x))
didn't miss you alot,but did think of you as usual =)
n i was suddenly thinking of some stuff, and wanted to tell u smth.
u know what? u were the one that taught me that true love exists =) 5:42 PM

“世界上最近的距离，是当我们的心在一起”
=))
for you,my dear.
exactly what im feeling,heex x) 10:34 PM

SINFUL BUT AWESOME DAY~!!!!! =ppp
morn - BTE! I PASSED! though 2nd attempt but YAY I PASSED!70/70!!!! ;))
hehhehs~
noon - out with roomie aka dotty!!!! xD
gosh, n de sinful day begins,hahas!
we went to buy leggings, n den started shopping away! hahhahas.
act we kinda started shopping at new look liao.hahas.
n den we want to buy shoes. so we started moving towards wisma~
n den there we go - F21!!! =X n we went to the fitting room thrice.each w a pair of shorts lol.
cos thr's only a salesperson there, den abit ps when we keep gg hahha.
in de end we bought 2 shorts each - one of which is de same!!! hehhehs x)

n den we tried the "share tea" ok la,i think hai hao ? =X
walked from wisma,went taka,popped by to visit sinlin x)
n then after that.. we went to orchard cine?
went to see bags n clothes! but didnt buy any ~
n we bought fries from BFF- Best Friends Forever! bought curry one,haha.
not bad! nice! x))
n there seemed to have alot of nice cafes/restaurants to chill out at orchard cine!
avenue at de top of cine, den one more at the basement de!
oh,and 1 more - pique nique at taka,quite cool! hahhas.

since there's time, we went to heerens for a while n wheee!
went in to fourskin n tada we spent again?! haaha.
bought a watch each - cheap one luhs. yellow + pink! hehs.
we can dress like roomies next time xD lallalala~
n den we went down n was offered samples of choco from prestige!
jus a small wheelcart stall but it was really awesome!
n quite cheap lo, $13 for 200g?! it was initially $26!its buy 1 get 1 free. so we got it x))
good deal~! heeheex~
NICE SHOPPING DAY WITH ROOMIE~!!!!!!! =P
though we spent alot =X hahahha.

night - do stuff for my mum.
n received news that my cousin who's marrying in sept/oct wants me to be her bridesmaid!
omg super super cool la,heeheeheex~!!!!!!

n then a last msg to describe the night: cant stop smiling =)
it must have been tough for you, but i believe you can do it =)
jiayou dear, i'll always be here supporting you morally x) love you always =)) 10:40 PM

OMGGGGG~!!!!!!!
JETLAG IS THE TOPSONG FOR FM98.7 TOP20!!!!!! xDDD
woohoo~!!!!! super happy!!!!!! hehhehs xDDD
i usually will tune in to 933. but suddenly tot of listening to jetlag on radio.
cos dun wanna on it on my phone n blast my speaker mah.
so jus tuned in to 98.7 while helping mum to deal with the vege.
n den jus hear hear hear~ didnt know will really hear de song.
until it announced, the top song is jetlag by simple plan. WHEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahhas. i duno why but im super happy!!!!!!!!!!!!! kishishishi =DDD
lalalalals~
all my gaga feeling gone liao x) heeheex.

"what time is it where you are~
i miss you more than anything~
back at home you feel so far~
im waiting for my phone to ring~"

heex~ de song i'd been humming since ytd~!
n i keep humming "marry you" this morn too,haha x)

"you said good morning, when its midnight~
going out of my head alone in this bed~
i wake up to your sunset, its driving me mad, i miss you so bad
and my heart heart heart is so jet lagged~ ~ ~"
lallas!!! x))


10:57 AM

oh i didnt mention~!!!!! 12:35 AM

omg today is awesome~!
ok,mayb not cos i failed my BTE -.-
okies,mayb partly my fault for nt really studying =X so gotta waste another.. about $8?
to book another practice and another BTE. tsktsk.
im so gonna revise a second time tmr to make sure i pass.
n im so gonna pass my BTT de first round n tts it okies =X
but i'll be having de one week camp so dont know if i'll be able to pass w/o studying =(
oh wells! we shall see~

but anws! apart from tt, i think my day was super gd x)
ok,actually it was normal but i felt super nice.
cos i practically slacked de whole day at home bt it felt gd!
hmm.. i studied my BTT book - read thru de whole book + mark out lol.
den i wrote out my plans for the week!
like what i need to do,den when i'll do them and stuff.
wah im really glad that im nt chosen for biz camp now.
though i may miss out fun and making of new frens,
i think its gd that i hve the time to catch up with my current ones first.
currently im like, considered fully packed this week?!
i have free times but i have my own stuff to do too.
like cut hair, go ntu, go lib, so yeahs!!!!
this week is gonna be fulfilling ;) hahaa
yay i cant wait~!!!!
n den i have CAC camp de following week,hope it'll be nice~! =DDD

ytd had popeyes with TCB old people~
den met dan n elf for supper. we chat till 12plus at fuhua mac!
den sent dan back, den elf sent me bac.
reached home at 2am lo! den i slept at 3. hahas.
but it was nice la =) nv ending chat,like seriously =))

hehs but i really love today lehs!
v long nv slack till so shuang liao? =))
oh n i bought newspaper to read today too. haha.
n the saturday's section totally reminds me of GP : social mobility.lol!!!

today is really a nice day~! i hope tmr is too~! x)
kishishi,u did contribute to making it a nice day la. or rather,u gave de day a nice ending x)
mayb cos past few days nv chat, today's chat was totally awesome.
like,v long nv chat with u like that le. though cant see u on 25th, but still glad u had the thought of asking me to go,heeheex.
I LOVE U LG! X) 11:13 PM

http://lurvememories.tumblr.com/post/7572419224/do-the-marry-me-dance


hahahah omg u all gotta go n see this.
i think this is super cute!!!!!!! =DDD
i cant stop smiling and laughing hahahhah =DDD

"its a beautiful night~ im looking for smth dumb to do~
hey baby~ i think i wanna marry you~"
kishishi,i think de 2nd action looks like wat u'll do!!!!hahah
i see de 2nd action i keep thinking of you lo hehehe!!! =PPP 1:40 PM

LAST DAY OF WORK!!!!!!!! =))
feeling kinda... relaxed?? hahas.
had been slacking ard at baidu, looking for nice old songs..
i seemed to have alot alr but duno if they are the ones =X
nvm,i still have time to work on it =))
i hope it'll be successful! >.<

uhhhh~ act nth muc to blog today ehs~
but it'll be a gd day cos tdy is last day,n im meeting tcb old ppl tonight for dinner,
den elf n i will rush bac to meet dan for supper + chitchat session. awesome~!
there's BTE tmr but didnt really study much yet =X
0k but i did read okieS~ =P
hopefully no phone calls from biz today?
then that'll mean im nt selected for camp.
den i can plan my next week~!
act alr thinking of gg lib one day, gg with girls 1 or 2 days,
baking one day? haha.
n im thinking of re-studying math. cos nw really thinking of giving tuition le.
since elf has tutees mayb can get frm him, but mus study myself first.
also thought of re-reading econs since i accepted de exemption? hmmhmm~
yes,time to slowly adjust back to study life =X
lumnmed x)) i think i posted this years ago too. can guess? =P 9:30 AM

though today doesnt seem to be a good day from the start,
as in,for most of the day except for an hour or so in de late morn,
im happy that there is a happy ending to the day x)
after work was nice. met mummy at JP, bought choco, wanted to buy shoes bt no sales~
den we bought dinner n went back =)
had dinner, ate chips n stuff.heeheex.i love my mummy x)
n den prepared letters for colleagues.then nua-ed at home all de way.. nice =))
n then received a nice msg that ends the day well x)
usually i'll post in office, but feel like posting now cos de feel is here =P

okies~ gd night~!
n de moon is big n round tdy!
n today is act my chinese bday! =P
geex,act de past few posts dont have dedicated text leh =P cos all in our blog x)
n gosh,u jus proved to me smth when u mentioned that im happy/relieved lo
cos its exactly de feeling i had in mind, n i didnt tell u but u knew how i feel?!
awws~!this is so sssssss =P 10:29 PM

oh yes! i didnt mention! 10:52 AM

im hungry!
didnt eat in de morn cos nt hungry.
but nw im hungry=( shld i eat my bread? only brought a slice today anws.
but im eating in another 1 n a half hour!
but then again it still seemed long! =X
okies mayb i shld eat. mayb a little la hors? if nt i'll be so hungry ltr =X
okies IM EATING =p

anws, IM NINETEEN LIAOOOOOOOO =XXX
act nth much ytd nia.
initially took half day leave bt changed to full day in de end.lol.
cos impromptu meetup with jia =)
morn was contemplating whether to go work or med checkup.
cos was thinking if i go med checkup tdy den i can meet my girls for lunch etc.
but since i told my boss i taking leave,n since i didnt call to change my appt,forget it lo.
so i went to ntu for checkup in de end.didnt get lost!woots! n w/o map! haha x)
after checkup,went bac home den met jia at imm.
she treated me fishco, den still tell de ppl that its my bday.hahas.
so i held de sparkler thingy, while they sing bday song.
den gt free cookies&Cream icecream? x)
thanks girl~ for de treat n de card n this surprise.hahas.
after that we jus walked ard, n chat all de way till 4 when she has to go for tuition.
totally nice,as we talked about de future n watsoever =))
totally love her la~
erh.. 11years of frenship n counting?! x))

after tt was held back by this insurance people.
15min of my time = 1hr plus.
somehow they made sense, but i dun like that guy cos he gives a v.. i duno..
its like, v propaganda kind. i mean he does makes sense la.
but den his way of illustrating examples to me act dun make sense.
like i say i wanna ask my mum,he said "would u ask ur mum if u wanna buy a $60 piece of clothes"
cos de insurance thing is $60 per month.
den i say i'll feel insecure n wanna ask my frens. den he said "will ur frens take care of ur parents n give them this 250k if anything happens to u?"
huh but it doesnt really link la =X
but anws i did applied,but till now still nt sure if its de right decision.
i still have a window period after they process my application.
so i can still reject.
but wat elf said is true la. mayb i'll only sign up for it when i start working or smth?
if nt this indeed is like a burden thing for me n stuff.
ahh duno la.hoping to get more opinions~

but anws. ytd was a simple day.
luckily jia is free if nt it's really gonna be super normal.
but thinking bac, i had quite a nice pre-celeb at timbre, and had nice treats over the wkends =)
looking forward to tmr~! meeting tcb old ppl, den night session w elf n dan =)

n gosh.im looking forward to 2 weeks ltr. 30th july. but that will mean end of holidays n start of uni?!
I CANT BELIEVE THIS =((((
n i suddenly got urge to bake again o.O
gonna bake on de 30th,or mayb 29th. promised x)
oreo cheesecakes again ;) hehs~

n n, shld i buy smth for my colleagues tmr? =X
feel that i shld but then again i think it'll be weird lehs?
was thinking of gg paper market to buy sticky.
bt tdy mum nv work so i wanna go home straight after work.
but market will have nth to buy? =X
den if buy those normal choco,mus as well dont buy right.
cos they can definitely afford? =X
aiyer dunooooo =(((

but yeah.tmr's last day of work lo~! =)
end of income too =X 9:54 AM

tdy is a weird weird day.i miss so many people. 1:54 PM

i seriously miss my girls. 9:36 AM

aiyo, today feel abit sian lehs =((
duno why..
mayb cos of de weather.?
kinda hope today can pass rather quickly.
feel like gg home liaoz =X
night gonna meet elf for some catchup session,hahas.
its time to fill my days with activities again, so i wont have time to think so much.
but if im selected for both camps, i'll have no days to go out too.
haiyo, this is abit irritating ah =X
wanna have camps cos gonna have fun + will be busy,so time will pass super fast.
but then i wanna have time to slack ard too,go shopping etc =X
tsktsk. cant do anything nw so shall let fate decide~

jus nw was suddenly thinking of hostel life..
thinking will i regret..
suddenly thought of nt being able to see my mum everyday,cant slp on my bed everyday, abit sian nia..
but i alr applied,and alr paid for it.
n i kinda cant throw dorothy aside nw?
jus hope it'll be kinda fun so that i wont regret bahs =X
really dont know if i made de right choice =X
booooohs =((

n i feel that im nt full from that packet of crackers..
feel like eating somemore stuff but i didnt bring anything else le =(
n im really really feeling rather sian nw sia. tsktsktsk!!!!
duno if im feeling gaga partly cos didnt receive any of ur sms not..
ytd night till this morn u nv msg ehs.. gaga. hate u la >.<
three weeks. time to count down again. boohs~ 8:22 AM

i gotta learn to control my itchy hand, 9:51 AM

MY LEGS FEEL SO TIRED?!?!?!
i mean so suan~~~
too much walking over the wkends.
i did post about sat right? so yeaps.
den ytd.. brought family + relatives down to marina sq to eat manhattan!
felt quite bad cos it didnt seem tt nice ytd, duno why.
last time when i ate with fuhua ppl ok lehs!
but ytd when we eat, my mum was saying oily plus will feel sick of it.
she say swensens fish still nicer.
n my cousins all also think its nt tt nice =X felt so bad~
n had to wait for another 30min cos we wanted to go iluma's which opened at 11.
decided to change last min but marinasq's opened at 12 =X
but brought them to walk past garretts popcorn!!!
n they love it =D
my cousin bought a big bag. we bought medium caramel n small macadamia+caramelcrisp. WOOTS! =p

brought my parents to walk the helix bridge + tour MBS.
ok de walking there was terrible under de hot sun >.<
oh n u know the.. raindrop thingy? de one that supposedly will collect rain n looks like waterfall or smth in mbs.
i forgot de name.
but crazy de lo. a few filipino maids plus some crazy gang of ppl.
they started throwing coins -.-
de gang of ppl looks like they're jus playing la.
but the maids look like they're really trying to succeed in throwing de coin down de "hole"
so that their wish will come true or smth =X
quite lol, cos they keep throwing n get so high. hahas

uhm~ brought parents ard marina sq to waste time cos i meeting someone at bugis.
bought a bag! hehs~ a small one x) used johnlittle voucher so = no money spent =P
plus gt free john little card! cool manz~ =D

hmm.. bugis.. didnt buy anything. jus walked ard.
alot of sales esp for clothes but didnt see anything that i wan?
so yeahs~~
jus mainly window shopped.
oh went TCC for dessert! awesome~!
their cake n drinks really not bad =) though i think de seats are nt that gd.
i prefer those indoor cafes than this outdoor one at bugis?
but i like their cake luhs! really worth gg for it i feel.
n the presentation really resembles the photo in de menu. NICE. x)
n de service is quite gd?
sad that there's no frappe though =(
but they gt portable nets machine!!!! ahahas. super nice. win liao =P

had an awesome night's slp.
n i m gonna make myself slp before 12 everyday. hopefully 1130.
i mus try to slp earlier cos my pimples are seriously popping out. TOTALLY ATROCIOUS!!!!!!
cant stand cant stand. rarrr.

n hey everyone! 2 MORE DAYS TO A GREAT DAY!!!! =PPP hahahha x))
n wooo,hope those who're reporting to their new units today r doing fine~!=D
n i miss everyone. my girls,my aaacjx~ 8:40 AM

short update here! 12:26 AM

gosh this is so eeeerie! this happened for de 3rd time alr!!! 4:37 PM

wahahha damn cool~! 3:13 PM

wheee! ytd was indeed a good night x)
watched poppers!!!! =DDD soooooo cute la~~~~ hahaha.
nicenice ;)
den after that we went to timbre~! heex.
de pizzas were really nice eh, de wings too! though abit too spicy =X
hehs then had small cake prepared the other 2 for de 2 of us - de bday boy/girl. hahas.
so sweet luhs~ thanks girl! though i know u wont see this =))
got a movie treat + de nice cake =) thankies~! heex~
ok la,abit creamy, but it does looks nice x) n sweet! pink uhs .hahha =)
took quite some photos? will upload on fb tonight or smth x)

though it was jus a rather normal night, as in not very boomz,
but i kinda enjoy it? hehs~
was thinking back,act we jus went for movie n den supper after that.
but it was nice partly cos of de ppl.
like chatting and laughing ard~ x)
im beginning to love hanging out as the four of us, heehees, duno why.
still think its cool that i got so close to them =D
awesome~!!!!!! lalallas~
n de walk back in de night was rather nice, though a little hot. hahas
but yeahs! enjoyed myself last night, hehs.
mini bday celebration - part one! with another bday boy too,awesome` hahahs.
anws i gt a feeling this year's bday is gonna be an awesome one.
mayb cos nt studying,so kinda have more time to go out n stuff? hahas.
but yay! i love ytd! heeheex.

today~ dun think im having any plans. kinda sian to go for class outing? =X
duno la,jus nt in de mood lo. cos of someone =X
n jus feel like gg home n nua at home..
ytd out till midnight,den nv see mummy at all, tmr shld be out almost for whole day too.
so was thinking of gg home n have dinner with her today =)
see how bahs~
n wow,its friday le! 1 more week of work, 3 more weeks to uni?!?! OH M GEEEE~~~

oh, today is de posting of de units le. wish all guys gd luck!!!!!!
hope u can get into ocs!!!
n wheee~ ytd was really nice =) looking forward to tmr?? x)
n hehs,nt bad, u know me a little well~ =P 8:24 AM

its time to spend some time and download nice songs n load into my phone =)) 2:24 PM

gosh mdm foo is seriously cute n awesome! 11:13 AM

eating egg mayo bread now! =D heex i love egg mayo bread x)) lalala~
today is thurs! wah siao,super fast!
im working for another 5 days? given tt im taking leave 1 day next week o.O
wow~ but i haven receive call from UOC!!! =((
biz will only call next wk if im nt wrong. if really so suay tt i dun haf camps to go,den sad lo.
will probably camp at home or smth.lol. go shopping w girls! ahhahas.
see how again behs~ n MY PAY IS NOT IN YET =(( sadsad~
shld be in by today le nia. check later behs.

hmm i hope today 530 quickly comes! hahahs.
cant wait to go out =D gg out with my fav ppl today, DD!
act nt really considered DD le, but hope it'll be back to DD again =))
heard some stuff ytd, hehhehs~ hope gd things will come true =)
but i really think its super cool. some1 intro them to me, but i think im kinda closer to them now,hahas.
due to certain issues x) n heard smth from de dear girl ytd. so sweet~!!!
so nice to hear that from someone,really.
makes me feel that im really of some help.
n im really happy that people likes to rant/confide to me their probs.
n when they say they really feel great ranting to me,i feel happy too =D lallas!!!
cant wait for tonight's popper penguins n chitchat session!!! x))
im loving these people - de ppl i meeting tonight,hehhehs..
ok,mayb de girl only =P
hohoho~

hmm~ some htht ytd w some1..
nt a lot but somehow... hahha. SECRET =P
but hey, girls, n whoever reading this blog who knows abt me n some1,
we're nt intending to go high profile yet!
jus follow de flow but please dont help us to make it high profile!
cos.. somehow.. gt abit of restrictions ah. hehhehs.
u all know, see see jiu ok liao.dun comment on de photo anymore!
act u all nv comment la,only est elf n i told them abt this. but jus in case u all wanna comment,
dont okies! jus tell me ur comment can liao ahahha =P

yay cant wait for tonight wheeee~!
n oh,i hope my dressing isn't too weird today =(
act i think it still looks nicer with stockings, but tt time jos say i wore till v sexy =X
den plus de stocking i found today gt 2 holes?!
so no choice wore leggings. but i think it looks a little weird~ =(
oh wells~ hope its still ok~!!!!
geex.jus feel like saying, i think we're meant to be tgt =))
ytd's sms ~ *heart melts* heex x) love u gong~ 8:26 AM

gosh,its wed! =(
so fast~ though im kinda looking forward to tmr n onwards =D
tmr having movie + dinner
fri mayb class outing but nt sure if i gg yet?
den sat 2c gathering plus dinner
sun family day celebration. wheee~! =))
really looking forward to tmr sia,i duno why =P

anws, thought i recovered when i woke up this morn
cos i didnt cough n i feel my throat is clear.
but then half n hour later de cough and those phlegm thing starts coming back, yucks.
hate it! =((
i really hope it'll be gone by tmr! at least, the phlegm part.
a little dry cough will be ok,at least not tt bad bahs?
but i do feel abit better than ytd la. as in my condition now. so yeahs.

uhm~ wanted to bring jus white bread but in de end spread margarine n sugar.
but i dun really have de appetite to eat nw ehs.. =X 8:31 AM

today dont seem like a good day.. 10:58 AM

duno why. dun really feel like posting today..
n now mood abit dampened =((
mayb worried, mayb.. i duno. tsktsk >:(
hope some1 quickly replies? 10:13 AM

" TRAINING TO BE SOLDIERS~
FIGHT FOR OUR LAND~
ONCE IN OUR LIVES~
TWO YEARS OF OUR TIME~

HAVE YOU EVER WONDER~
WHY MUST WE SERVE~
BECAUSE WE LOVE OUR LAND~
AND WE WANT IT TO BE FREE TO BE FREE, YAHHHH!"

hahhas. THIS MARCHING SONG IS AWESOME~!!!!
=DDD
i think all their army songs really cute. i shall go n record down in an album LOLOL.
nw i know this,i know de bookin/bookout ones (one of de versions) n i know the "i ask my girl" ahahhas! x))
wheee~! 9:40 AM

wahsehs.. was reading the emails tt the bosses are sending to each other regarding some issues.
scary ehs..
always hear my boss complaining that india that side keeps throwing stuff to him.
then drag in responding, and give him suppliers that cant supply,dun wanna resolve prob.
den nw the india side also send back saying we are not responsible,dun understand their thing,
n they are in UTTER DISMAY.siao, so direct one ah =X
oh wells,none of my business. but scary sia o.O

anws the guys POP lo!!!!! hahahs.
managed to go and see them ytd. luckily they really nv check.
the platform is nt full anws =)
but really cant see anyone cos we're quite back.
they are all so tiny~ haha. but quite cute n funny sia!
the way they march n move.hahhas. n i love that soldier song la!!!
"have you ever wonder? why do we serve?
becos we love our land, and we want it to be free to be free YAHHH!!!" ahhahas.
cos its like,those echoing kind. so all of us keep following and singing along hahhas. FUNNN!!!
after their parade we went down to find them to take photos.
once u stepped down, a super strong stinky smell flows to u!!!! wah they really stink lololol!
didnt manage to find alot of guys though.saddd~
went off for breakfast with all de girls who went + alvin. treated us dimsum cos he made us wake up early hahaha.
den went home after tt~

dinner! had seoul garden with the guys =D
met up with est first to shop - bought a dress! heeheex.
i think its nice n suitable for like, dinner n dance for foc???
est say go out with girls wear also can, but i think mus see whr we go also haha.
cos abit formal? =)) but yay! i think quite worth it bahs =)
but i keep spending :O
n i haven buy my pumps nehs! n gt presents to buy too =X oola~
oh wells~ at least i spend on things that i will wear/ are needed (presents)
better than spent on transport?! n i needa control my expenditure on food too. try la ah =X

but anws dinner was quite nice?! heehee.
saw sanjay~! =D like finally!!!! haha n jr!!!
but didn't really chat much with them cos diff tables =(
i think missed alot of stories,boohs~!
but after dinner we went to sit ard outside de lib there n chat,ahahas,we sat in a circle =P
so nice! den hear them say their army stuff hahahahha.
i totally adore my this bunch of fuhua guys x) they are awesome~! =DDD
n ytd camwhored quite alot too,wheeee!!!=D
hehhehs~ really hope alvintan can upload fast,by todayyyyyy~~!!!

wah i think my voice is still quite man~ =X
i haven try talking yet though.. didnt talk much today yet.
but jus nw say a few words quite man.
thought morn was ok de lehs. suddenly duno why becomes so sexy again, woooh~~~ 8:35 AM

boohs.. getting sick =X 2:07 PM

SIAO. THE PREVIOUS POST IS REALLY SUPER LONG =X sorry~
but i gt split into parts so dun haf to read all if u dun wan to.lol
act its nt meant for u all to read anws.
N GOSH =(((( i keyed wrong order =(((
key to the wrong company. den my colleague say its a very big mistake =(((
will need de boss to sign and acknowledge it de =((((
ahhhhh mega sadness now =((((((((

i wanted to post happily tt its july alr.
but nw no mood liao... 9:22 AM

yoohoo~! didnt blog ytd cos nt in office. n im kinda out for de whole day, really.
didnt even manage to have any rest.
but ytd, there was a series of gd and bad stuff.
okies, how abt gg in sequence of de stuff that happened? =)

1. wake up earlier than usual. 6.25 instead of 7? even though i took leave =X
thought can meet cy on de bus n chat with her on de way.
sadly, it was a single deck n there's a lot of ppl.
worse,she sat at the most corner seat.lol.
so even though i moved in (i was standing), i was unable to talk to her.
so near yet so far.haha. we chatted thru sms instead lolol. but it was nice la =)
like duh right.haha.

2. back in NJ. uhm~ i mus say there are some changes.
n apparently de sch ppl are really kind-er to alumni =X
sch librarians, staff in de GO.
i like de new raintree cafe! looks nice x)) but we nv try~
n then we saw ms neo n went to said hi to her.haha she's still so cute x)
wanted to find miss clara lee n other teachers but didnt manage to,too sad~
gg bac to sch,its always nice to find de gd teachers. they r de ones that made sch life great.hahas.

3. after NJ went to jp for dental.
okok lo. dentist say can slowly drop down to night time.
but if i notice smth wrong then mus wear longer =X
1 yr ltr go back n check lolol.

4. OHS. YTD WAS A HEAVY RAIN DAY.
quite bad when i have to be outside. holding de umbrella,walking in puddles of water~ =(
but it was cold n cooling la =)

5. QIAO1 ZHA4. i went to jp kopitiam to buy cai fan.
den it was $4?! when i ordered 2 vege - spinach + dong fen, and another longbeans+prawns,which they call it seafood =X
n tt explains de price. but oh well,they gave 4 prawns so,mayb ok lors~

6. walked to pioneer mrt frm jp! den met sara n her new fren,den go her hse n chat.
sharing of stories lol. quite cool =)

7.went ntu after tt at 3 plus, proud of myself!
i didnt get lost,hahas.managed to alight at de right bus stop.
n de ntu admin ppl all quite nice sia =) settled hostel fee and asked abt giro thingy.

8. went to market to buy fruits. den headed home to pack for swimming.
thought i'll have time to rest but im wrong =X
pack this pack that, n den its time for me to go out =X

9. brought the cheesecake i baked on wed to my aunt's hse!
thought it wasnt successful on wed, cos when i eat, it somehow doesnt taste right?
n the first batch was atrocious lolol. damn emo can! den quickly seeked asy for help.hahas.
but ytd my aunt n cousins all say its nice!!!! =DDD
super super happy hehhehs. glad that they love it x)
totally gave me confidence to bake it again x) lalallas~
it doesnt looks nice though, but they say its ok,nice to eat can liao. appearance doesnt matter lol.
some1 also said de same thing! haha. nice~ =P
hmm den ate a little at aunt's hse. simple food but still nice as usual.
i always love my aunt's cooking.awesome~!

10. oh i didnt mention. i walked to my aunt's hse!
n den i walked frm her hse to jurong west complex! =D
so in total, de whole day, i walked at least 1h! ard 15-20 frm jp to pioneer in de morn,
den abt 20min frm my hse to aunt's hse,
den 30min from aunts hse to complex. AWESOME~!!!
all becos of tt stupid transport fee. makes me heartache like mad.
i keep withdrawing money lorhs. tsktsk. for all stuff.
den soon mus pay for uni camp also. so can save de jiu save.
n wahaha, some1 is shocked that i walked so much too,hehs~! =P
so proud of me right =D im so proud of myself =PP

11. went swimming - usual stuff, guess nth much to say act =)

12.here comes de terrible part. at night.
smth happened that totally spoilt my mood.
was so angry till i teared. no,i mean i cried. like seriously!
was super irritated and pissed with what happened.
dun really wanna write here, firstly cos its gonna be long n i dun wanna blow things up.
but close frens will know what happened alr.
mayb also cos i was tired after a whole day of events, im already at the verge of crying out liao.
had been controlling.cos dun wan my parents to see.
managed to nt sound so moody when talking to dan.
was so pekchek till i totally wanted to shout out de f word.
ok i did, within me. can imagine how angry i was uhs?
den when i called some1, i totally burst out n exploded.
initially thought may have some fun stuff coming frm that side, cos they're so interested in __.lol.
but cos i was so down, it was changed to listening to my "serious" stuff instead haha.
but yeahs. me n est were totally venting out.
den ppl start coming n ask hahas.
thanks esp to modulusW =P n vent out to sl too. n alittle to kl.
but oh wells. its over.
if really cant go, den its jus fate lorhs.
dun wanna be de bad guy to fight for de place.
so me n est decided to back out if no choice. tt'll be de best bahs.
for me, at least at night still can gather.
but est, she's abit emo la. =( hope at night those ppl will really come =P

ALRIGHTS SUPER LONG POST. aahhas.
act i think i've gt alot more to say about ytd but oh well, suan le.
let bygones be bygones.
some ppl r jus like that,they dont think of certain consequences. do without thinking =X
im jus angry abt the part of throwing everything to me luhs.
n de part of immaturity and lack of common sense -.-
totally can pick up a fight ytd but dont wan to so decided to nt say a thing.
girls r jus better lo. we can sort out stuff better, U JUS GOTTA ADMIT lolol.
n we r jus so nice. seriously.
well, at least we have one another! i love u est! heex.
n act sl too! but she wont be able to see this lolol.

OKAYS. no more no more. =P
once again thanks alot dear~ guess ur hp no batt le =X
hope still can get ur call tonight though~! =) 8:33 AM

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