ok.. i'll skip my 5566 kaes.. straight away,i start from our band camp

Band Camp Day One ...

report at 8am in der morning..did i eat breakfast? ehh.. i forget ler.. i think have,bread i think? forget liao.. k,then we had band practice till 12 plus liddat.. it's quite nice.. ms tan say the tone very nice.. der sock hop is great =) i lurvee de actions.. haha.. kaes,then went to have lunch.. muz have lunch with ur grp,so i had lunch with winnie n grp.. my grp got winnie as der leader,then got jie han,jingyi, karyan,seklin.. we walked with ms tan n yvonne towards banquet to eat.. yvonne very funny.. hahaz.. talked to her on der way.. then i ate char siew rice.. de sitting arrangement is, karyan,yvonne,winnie,jingyi,then de opp side is ms tan,me,seklin n jiehan.. then i duno wat to say at times when ms tan talk,so keep smiling.. bleahx.. then after that we went back,gather at der porch.. then we went to take bus together as a band.. damn fun lo.. at first we tot muz like, separate into 2 or 3 grps.. but we never neh! we jus squeeze into a bus.. at first ms lai,mr lim n some ppl haven cross de road,but they managed to get up de same bus.. then coz i'm der first few to board bus, so i was asked to sit down.. at first i tot jingyi could sit bside me lor,then that karyan sit beside me.. diao~ then on de way, she told alot of crap.. then i was like,damn sian can.. so i jus gave a fake smile,then jus cant be bothered.. then big n small rena turned back can laugh.. i tot wat.. then when we r alighting,big rena ask me "she talk alot of crap right? then u duno wat to reply jus smile smile hor " then i nod..hahaz.. then they told winnie "winnie,ur xiaoqian kena bullied liao.. takkaire of her leh" they oso told seklin..lolx.. funny sia.. then huishi n quite a number come find me say i very ke lian.. indeed =P but no choice.. then we bowled 2 games.. i not very gd lor! dun haf strike.. very not happi.. then got a few times keep going to der side.. argh! i m almost der last one,but karyan lose me.. actually is kahyan right? k,but like i care.. umm.. she always go "long gao [hokkein]" 1 leh! i mean, der "drain" k,i duno how to say.. but becoz she strike,so she got quite high... haiz~ but der drink is nice.. next time can consider going there =) then after that went back to sch. on bus winnie cried,not too sure of der reason.. ok,but it's over now.. then fall in,then quickly take things and rush down with jean to bathe.. after bathing,stayed in der music room, until about time then we went down to eat.. ok la,not bad lo der food.. after that we gathered in our grps.. we discussed der costume very quickly,then we go n discuss about skit liao.. mainly,it's liks singing competition liddat.. heex.. very fun n very funny... lurve our skit.. although i keep laughing all de way.. abit paiseh,coz i was like,singing honey with no rhythm liddat.. =/ very fun very fun.. we got 2nd.. not bad la.. other grps oso quite nice.. i like jeslyn der grp.. hahaz.. very funny oso.. creative!!! then der skit very creative... n nice =) then after that go n sleep lo.. shared with asyikin her sleeping bag,but still very hard.. cant get to sleep at first, was closing eyes n enjoying yenyee's music.. very nice.. then i cant realli get to sleep that night,coz very hard n very cold!

Band Camp Day Two ...

woke up at about 5 plus.. then keep turning here n there.. when we got up,took my brush n tooth paste then go brush teeth liao.. come back, asyikin borrowed my slippers.. then everybody go change,i have to wait for asyikin.. when she's back, i go n change to PE.. around 7 liddat,went for 2 rounds.. kinda tired,a little not so ok.. coz long time no run ler.. then went to have lunch.. de hot dog is nice, sandwich is nice, de baked beans,no difference.. but then de mash potato not nice de.. got 1 weird taste.. eew.. but i still ate it... coz dun wanna waste it lar.. coz like,everybody is eating.. so i jus ate.. then after that, went to have drills i think...was doing de same actions again n again.. at first is in canteen,then go up to 3rd level.. then we walk slow oso cannot.. joe was like "walk faster".. haiz.. everytime liddat der.. k,nvm.. mayb it's his job? kaes,then coz some ppl still not sure where to turn,so it's like,keep repeating lor.. weeseng n joe is taking the sec 1s..then joe tricked us,i noe it's different command la,but forget wat to say..then alvin shouted out de correct 1 lo.. heng.. then weeseng asked me to be timer,but he say something about de check bang de.. but i forget.. so i jus say der long 1.. then he nv call me,jus liddat talk,thought i noe meh? haiz.. too bad lar.. then went off for CLDDS when we had de break.. discuss all kinds of things.. then we talked to cai lao shi regarding monday's outing.. then say say say,then dismissed ler.. next year duno how.. coz CLDDS n band clash.. the CLDDS there write CL is main cca lo.. no lor, our main is band leh.. duno wat happen.. everybody has CL as 2nd cca lo.. haiz~ but if next year is same,i'll go for band.. settled sia.. then after that went back to band.. we set up our instruments and start to warm up.. then alvin borrowed de tuner n we tuned... then scolded by jeslyn coz she tot we nv warm up.. but we did.. then she say no need tune coz they haven tune yet.. gurls muz go n put bag in band office.. n so we did.. then practise,but ms tan say not as gd as the previous day.. then ms lai very fierce that day.. she not happi lo.. coz morning after breakfast,she scold us for de dinner+breakfast thingy.. alot of ppl say got come but last min nv come,but winnie paid $80++ for those who cannot go.. indeed,it's not fair lo.. that time 6L had gathering,oso liddat mah.. i paid almost de whole cake =/ but i m that type who dun dare to go and ask for money de.. coz it's like,quite rude liddat.. home econs de money they oso nv pay.. de ingredients, $20++, i pay oso.. ai ya,sure liddat de.. but if i dun buy leh,nobody wanna buy.. that's why la.. this is their bad points.. if next year is possible huh,i wanna go into grps with charissa n mei.. everytime same grp very sian de lo.. muz change mah! if not sure will hate each other coz stay together too long liao.. k,then after practise we went home.. everybody is very tired.. then ms lai still throw de keys n sit on de floor.. diao lor.. we damn tired liao can.. then danlim n jingyu waited for me coz they wanna come my hse.. then alvin duno go whr,jean oso duno go whr.. think she go home if i not wrong..yea.. she walk another way.. then go my hse,play play,go home lo.. then i sleep until 6,then was woke up by de alarm,coz have to watch mtv craze lucky 9.. k,then i ended my day somehow =P

okaes.. update till here.. will update de photos mayb later.. wanna go watch show liao.. next,i will update about mac ritchie and east coast outing in another post.. liddat better =)) love yaz



the opposite direction of night is day
the opposite direction of anger is happiness
sometimes,jus let your feeling change a direction
and it'll be fine 8:09 PM

yeps! changed blogskin ler.. de colour is a little... i mean,de font.. pink,the pink is too dark.. nvm,i'll alwaes try to change de colour kaes.. to make it more colourful.. jus to say,coz now quite late le,i wanna sleep liao.. soo.. if possible,i'll update tmr.. think i'll skip de 5566 part.. coz,it's jus queueing up and der siao but brave gurl =P wanna noe then ask me lo.. i'll tell u in details.. well, 5566 jus rocks kaes.. even if as many ppl disagree,i still think they rocks.. J-STARS SIMPLY ROCK MY WORLD! kaes.. they rock to de core.. well,i'll update about band camp and mac ritchie performance and tmr's east coast 1C outing tmr kaes? should be bahx.. i will =) if not,tues.. but i'll be tired after band practice.. no matter wat,i'll update asap der.. coz i drag very long liao =/ that's all.. i'm sleeping.. gonna have fun tmr.. takkaires.. loveyaz.. 10:56 PM

cool man~ 5566 damn shuai!!!!! ah ah ah!! heex,siao liao.. ok,let's recap der journey...

== Saturday==

becoz of ms fion wong's wedding,i didn't go and queue for 5566's hand shake..was at home till about 12 plus.. i ate mee.. maggi mee,coz lazy to go out liao.. eat while watching zi jin zhi dian!!! heex~ missed it... watched it long long time ago.. then i still cried leh! coz it's touching *sobx* k,then when it finished,about 12.35,i went down.. coz meeting mc n js at bus stop at 12.45... when i got down,heard mc say her dad driving us to lakeside mrt.. then ask me wait for her at her hse downstairs.. i saw her dad initially,then i tot she will be at de back,so i nv go look for her dad,coz very weird..then i saw de car went off.. huh? why? then she called me ask where i m.. i say her hse downstairs. she was like "huh?!" then ask me walk to de shelter there.. i know whr la.i saw de car mah..so i went lo..then i went in,then went to js hse,then go to lakeside mrt.. sms damien,coz we intended to meet at jp..then call him,nv listen.. then we went on mrt,he say he at jp.. then reply me "so wait at lakeside ah?" diao,we on mrt le lo.. so we alighted at chinese garden,ask him go there look 4 us.. then wait for 2 trains,then he come..then ask why no guys.. diao,muz have guys meh!!! then we board de mrt, saw jovina they all.. think oso going there.. indeed,as expected..then reach queenstown,they r like,competing with us? 2 or 3 keep running leh.. then in front of us,like very happi liddat.. diao?? then i was like "dun kan chiong.. they wanna chiong they chiong lo.. we senior,mature liao,man man lai..." then saw weisheng and ivan.. weisheng changed alot loR!! duno why.. siao sia.. very skinny.. plus TALL LIAO.. meichia leh? nv grow =/ nvm lar.. bo bian lor.. then we go to the church.. duno wat to do,then sign liao,duno wat to do neh.. was trying to peep in,then saw ms wong.. very pretty wor! then look at de photos.. she like,a little mian qiang.. but not bad lar =) she's very pretty der mah =D then went in.. settled down.. yijun sat beside me.. they taking results this thurs le.. gd luck! then not long, ms wong came in with her father.. her husband not bad lar..okok lor... then sing alot of songs.. sing sing sing.. but we cannot sing lar.. coz we buddhist mah.. then tok abit lor.. then finally,they kiss la,etc.. then when they talked to their parents,both cried~ her husband like,a little ruo4.. nvm la.. k,then skip.. then go buffet,i go off to 5566 handshake first.. coz about 3.40 ler.. then mc things in my bag,i go to mrt,then back to church again.. mafan.. then i go to tiong bahru.. when i went out,saw joelle.. but she nv see me.. then i go,duno whr is de queue! then muz buy ribena.mafan!!! then quickly,go up,then say they shuai,then shake hand,then go down.. but duno why,not excited de?? but still very gd la! they rocks!!! hmm.. then coz still early,i went back to the wedding again.. but they eat liao,so i paiseh.. then took photo,wanted to take individual,but no time.. then we bid farewell,left le.. mc cannot go,so i go myself to puwei zhiye.. mediacorp.. then i sit to toa payoh lo.. reach there,took taxi.. wanted to go to the shopping mall,then can buy something eat.. but walk wrong way,then go to hdb flats.. no choice,straight away jus take taxi.. then uncle siao.. keep joking lorx.. diao~~ he lurves to joke man..
firstly,i say i wanna go mediacorp.he ask me,u mediacorp de ppl meh? i say no.. then he ask,then i go mediacorp for wat? i say go watch pu wei zhi ye..
u: oh,see idol ah? today's guest is who ah?
me: 5566
u: oh! 5566! 5566[in hokkien] *laughs*
me: *diao* hahaha...
u: u understand anot? i saying in hokkien
me:yaya.i noe..i noe how to speak hokkien
then somehow,we talk until superstars etc.. saying idols la.. then he say singapore dun haf ming xing,all is xing xing,then laugh himself again.. but i was like "diao~ who says?! junyang,mediacorp de other actors actresses oso very gd mah! oso shuai n pretty mah! wat the?!" then i fake laugh lo.. then he ask me, who hate sebastian.. i was like,got ppl hate sebastian meh? he say got! u nv watch tv de ah! i realli "diao" he keep asking lo.. i was like.whr got?! then he say "u realli nv watch tv leh! tweety bird lo!!!" that time,i duno to laugh or to wat.. damn lame de la.. diao~ uncle oso noe about cartoons de..

anywayz.paiseh.. dun feel like writing ler =( if realli wanna noe,come find me.. mayb i will continue to update tmr or when.. about my 5566 =) love yaz. 10:19 PM

omg! the teachers are so cute!!! hey,come look for me if u wan this ex rulangnites!!! pro la! rulang teachers u all rocks!!! 
2:58 PM

yo! dun intend to update de.. but,i still came la.. hmm.ytd morning go help cai lao shi AGAIN... =P no choice lo.. FINALLY finish de cldds board.. damn ugly lo! but hack care la.. finish can liao lo!then finished at 11.50 liddat.. waited for wanlin until 12.10 with lulin,then dun wanna wait liao,then we go eat at the wanton mee there.. met alvin when we jus reached.. at first lulin wanted me to share with her de claypot rice,but dun feel like eating,so nv.. wanna eat wanton mee! but then dun haf mee liao,so ate char siew rice.. actually,it's not full at all! but duno eat wat,so nv eat lo.. went home at about 2 liddat.. god mum they all go out.. then around 2 plus come back ler.. got god sis to sleep etc la.. 4.30 went out, go to market eat first..1st time listen to my zen..hahaz.. not bad la.. but the earphone abit big? bu xi guan.. eat liao shop shop around,coz still early mah.. then went to jp.. jeslyn there le.. thought got alot of ppl go neh,in the end onli 4 ppl.. she say rena they all hop on,so we went up.. she dun wanna sit,so i oso nv sit nor.. then she ask me to talk more,coz i only reply "orh""ok" then smile,nv talk =P at fuhua there,winnie and rena came up.. then jeslyn say we all abandon her,all wear ring.. haha.. i put it as necklace la.. rena and winnie wore on the fingers.. then we talk alot.. met some fuhua ppl,jeslyn de fren.. then keep saying them nuts.. coconut la,peanut etc..heex.. rena say she's banana..haha.. so funny.. then jeslyn said i will write in my blog blah blah things,and i will =P : jeslyn is chibby[duno correct spelling not] nut, winnie is middle nut, rena is big nut.. hahaz.. 3 nut sisters..kekex.. very funny lo! indeed,enthu! lurve them *muacks* then arrived le,went to njc.. quite nice leh! nt bad.. the band not bad,small but strong! sat at the back,but not that gd.. alot of ppl shouting nor! why huh? all band concerts are like that.. but honestly,i m realli eager for fsmb concert.. kekex.. dun wanna talk alot bout de concert.. not bad la,some songs hear b4,some nv.. still not expert,so cannot realli hear de difference,heex.. hmm,then night,jeslyn de mummy come fetch us.. we all looking for main gate.. then walk until de field,very cooling leh! then they say we held de camp here.haha.. but no stars.. if not,sure very nice de! then we walk alot.. walk walk run run,finally reach her mum's car,at the bus stop.. then her mum abit not happi liddat neh.. the journey was quiet.. hmm,stop here le bah.. tired..wanna sleep liao., oh yea,jus now talk to jean and alvin.. jean ask me de scales wor! mayb she wanna consider accepting band le bah! heex.. but realli,wont force her.. up to her bah! love yaz.. 11:46 PM

yoz.. jus finished washing up.. after watching xijie.. going to watch wanyu,but will update today.. my topic : memories.. suddenly thought of this... duno why, the word "memories" appeared in my mind... memories.. they can be sweet,they can be bitter... actually,wat are memories? they are jus some actions,some sweet or bitter days, wateva, but they are all something that we've done b4... these,are called MEMORIES...why? people always remember the good memories,the sweet memories,but not the bitter ones? well, everybody knows the answer.. that is becoz, they are very hurtful.. they causes tears... but even if we dont want to remember them,they are still in our minds, in our hearts, they also become part of the memories we had.. that is becoz, without them, we wont change over, we wont know wat mistakes,wat great mistakes we had made... so,it's not that bad to have bitter memories,huh? many people remember all kinds of memories... actually, i have a qn... since memories are the past things we've done,why cant we call them de past? why muz we pick de name "memories"? and why. why cant we rmb everything? our brain is jus like a machine, picking out those goods and bads... picking out the memories we want,throwing away de bad,de useless, de normal memories.. well... everybody has their own rights to choose their memories.. it's up to everybody whether the particular thing,the particular person,the particular day, is to be 1 of the memories... my memories include happi and sad.. happi - days with my relatives,my family, my frenz... my gang,my classmate,my true frens... etc etc... sad - days without him,days with him ignoring me.. days being betrayed, days without frens/true frens... days alone.. looks like, i've more sad memories than happi memories.. too bad, i'm alone.. till now,i still haven found de real him, i still have found de real true frenz...
are they there? are my true frens gonna be there? is my true love gonna be waiting for me?
am i jus a lonely person,without true frens,without true lurve?
i dont know... i realli dont know... can someone tell me de answer? de answer that i always wanted? 10:57 PM

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