so tired!
finally reached home.
goodness, fell aslp on mrt while standing and lost balance a couple of times.
finally managed to get a slp on the bus home.
now abit more energetic n not in the mood to slp liao haha.
back from exco chalet anw.
was ok la. ytd went out with some1 to ikea to eat!
omg super long didnt go there and i mus say it was really freaking awesome =P
love the chicken wings!! and the dessert! n the seafood rings!! hahaha.
after that went to watsons sales.
went to chalet after that; bbq,gift exchange, den mahjong , htht, slp. haha.
simple bt ok la, nt too bad =)
then today had lunch with tc and shawn at sushi express.
didnt eat alot of sushi, more of the sashimi and stuff; all w/o rice.
nice catchup too =)
decided to stay home n not go for naf meeting le~ tired n lehcheh to travel~

rest tdy, tmr prolly go out with dear
sun going kukup w sove!
31st.. duno yet. haven decide if gg to the guys' chalet~
n ohmy.. 2012 is over~~~

oh yes. results out ytd.
erm, considered de best sem so far, though jus teeny little bit better.
pulled up gpa but really a teenie little bit, not even  up to the first sem's.
but oh well, better than pulling down huhs.
i realised that im still immuned to getting B/B+.
still think its fine.
n tts prolly why my grades cant be pushed up to 2nd upper.
needa aim to get more A-/B+ instead. haven got an A too.
oh well~
will try my best~ hopefully it works =X
nvtheless, still ok with my results this time ba.
jus hope wont pull down next sem!

oh n yes.
im so sad.!
didnt manage to find my nail polish at etude hse sg =((
dun tell me sg one really dun haf ah!!
then mus travel to jb again?!
act i dun mind if i got company.
really rare to find one nail polish that i really like so much!
i hope by the time i buy its still there!
pls let me buy that~~

ok i think i m off to take another short nap.
gdnighT~ 4:05 PM

was tweeting this when i came across a news on fb.
"its when i see couples that are not both pretty and handsome that i believe that true love exists :')"
n then my friend tweeted back to me and i explained my tweet.
yeah, i really believe that these people, are the greatest people.
like what my friend say, wei da de ai =) 
not that there is no true love from the pretty and handsome couples.
but for those who're not, we can almost safely say, that appearance is not the priority to them.
n i feel this is the real evidence of truelove =)
ok,maybe there's money involved for some.
but at our age, i doubt so bah?
so, though not all, its likely that true love is present.
n i salute these people.
willing to go forward and seek for their true love, and not place priority on appearance =)
kudos to these people!
u may face criticism from others, but all those doesnt matter.
as long as you 2 are truly in love with each other, thats all that matters.
afterall, he/she is the one being by ur side/in ur life forever. not the others =)
n i truly feel for this, becos i m one of the lucky ones.
though u do mention about appearance, but at the time, u still chose me despite my size.
n i mus say, i really feel super fortunate and lucky at that time to have such a guy that treasures my character and inner beauty hehe x) 12:46 AM

a day of bad and good stuff.
things didnt go well in the morn.
nv receive text, dont know what will happen, when to go out.
kokokrunch with milk had some white spots that made me worried.
duno if its the milk that has problem or the kokokrunch =X
ate junk food and still ended up being hungry
kept changing clothes cos all dont seem right/nice.
bought side seats for movie, without considering the other cinema at bugis which might have lower price =X

but luckily, things went ok after that =)
though we didnt sing k in the end, we end up watching a nice movie; CZ12!
jackie chan is really.. wow~ haha.
n yeah, made me realised that we always have impromptu dates.
i always had plans of where we can go, where we should go, where i wanna go.
but in the end, somehow, the plan will be called off and we'll do back the same old stuff
watch movie or shop around, and eat and chat haha.
n yes, eat back the same old food too despite the long list of food i wanna try lol!
ate astons again today after movie haha.
went to walk around for a while and soon headed home.
went to look for the pouch from craftholic ytd but boohs! its gone! =(
so fast la.. =( saddedz~
went back after to find my parents to go for their friend's malay wedding dinner.
act jus went there to eat uh..
but ok la. liddat lor haha =)

saw some posts of my friends and again, im starting to compare.
dun like how i always compare with others >.<
so i told myself, i should not compare.
we might not do stuff that people are doing, but vice versa too.
we need not go to nice places, need not travel often, need not have good food.
i mean, they are good.
but if we cant have them,its alright.
the most important thing, is having the company by your side =)
just like how i always like hanging out with asy and my girls.
just a meal, just walking around, shopping around, but through the day we'll talk about so many things.
n i really love it =)
same for that with some1.
esp when time is precious now, what we do doesnt matter as much already.
being able to go out and be tgt for that few hours is enough.
so yups!
gotta learn to be contented =)
only then can we stay happy!! x)
i love lying on your shoulder.
i love hooking my hand into yours.
hehe x) 11:14 PM

Suddenly feel like blogging. Didnt thought so jus now while at home haha.
Now on my way to bugis to walk ard first before meeting my friends at 6.
Was jus reading tweets, n tweeting abt end of the world.
N i recalled the thoughts i had this morn..

How would it be if it is the end of the world?
How will the world end?
Some big natural disaster that kills us all?
Cant be war or smth in SG right.
Unless really got terrorist or what o.o
Hmm bt yeah. Duno what will happen, how it'll happen.

But i'll be real upset if its de end of the world. Like seriously.
There are too many things that i wanna do.
Too many things in my future that i wan it to really happen.
If the end of the world is here, i wont be able to fulfil them. I'll be real upset..
I haven had enough time to spend with all my friends.
I have yet to hang out enough w all of them, talk abt crap, catch up etc.
I have yet to play enough and go crasy with them.
I haven had enough time to spend w some1.
We have yet to go to the many placescwe wanna go, do the many things we wanna do.
I haven had enough time to spend w my parents.
Drive them ard, bring them to eat gd food.
I have yet to be able to earn money and be filial to my parents and repay them back.
I still want to travel the world, bring my parents to where they wanna be, and travel with some1 to those lovely places
I still wanna have times where i'll be talking to my current friends when we become adults, talking about our work, our family, our lives.
I still wanna have a happy family, feel how its like to be a wife, a mum, a housewife? Haha.
I wanna live into my future, see how my future will be like.
My career, my partner, my family, my friends.
So many so many things!
If the world ends, it'll be the greatest regret ever.
So i sincerely hope, that the world wont end.
I wanna live. I wanna fulfil my dream.

Bt i would say, till now, i'm happy w my life.
Perhaps jus spending too much n mayb neglecting my parents.
Bt i mus say im really lucky and fortunate.
I know i am. N im really grateful for that.
Though i cant pay back to my parents now, i'll make sure i do in de future.
I realised that my mum is really gd to me compared to other mums.
Was thinking abt her allowing me to go overseas tt time w some1.
Can tell that she's nt v willing in de beginning. But she allowed in de end.
I guess she knows that i really wanna go n if she dont allow, perhaps i'll be angry w her n such.
N im glad. I was thinking what would happen tt time if she didnt agree.
N i think, likely tt i'll really be angry w her n throw tantrums.
Thinking of it, i seemed quite spoilt =X
But im really glad my mum gave me so much freedom.
N to me, i respect that n in return i make sure i dun take it for granted.
I make sure i do things that wont make her worry too :)
Really love my mum :) best mum ever :)

Wow think i wrote alot alrdy haha.
Ending it all, once again i hope de world wont end!
N that things will all go on well :)
Looking forward to my future smhw :)
N hope things will stay gd for now for r/s w all my frens, family, n some1 :)
May everyone be happy!

Oh on a side note, recently had a lot of sudden news of couples getting tgt!
Hope they'll all stay blissful n happy :)
I always wish that all couples ard me will stay tgt all de way till de end, n of cos i hope for mine too :)
N may those who're single find their other half soon! Hehe
Cant wait for dinner n gift exchange w clique ltr!
Totally enjoyed de gathering w 21st on tues ^.^
Endless laughter as usual. Totally love them :)
Though de present i got.... Haha bt oh well!!
Hope i get a gd one tdy! Hehe x)
N cant wait to sing k w some1 tmr!!
Wheeee adding on another first time ;)
Oh n serangoon gardens seemed quite a nice place too.
Feel like gg nex again to walk hehs~ mayb can go serangoon gardens thr to walk walk too! x)

Okok. Enough. Too long a post hehs.
Xmas coming in 4 days! Enjoy urselves everybody!
Next wk's more of jus play liao. Think only got work on 1 day wheeee~!
N hope can meet ms yeo!
Tmr k with some1
Sun meet aaacjx
Mon go jb w yz
Tues spend time w family
Wed spend time w mummy n mayb urley dinner
Wed or thurs meet ms yeo
Thurs to fri exco cohesion
Wowowowow =D
N omg thats de last wk of 2012!!!!
Well people, better enjoy urselves before sch starts again~!
5:00 PM

i think i really needa run..
but im losing the motivation =(
cant pull myself up to run for the past wk, boohoos.
n my legs are aching, duno tmr can run not,bleahs.
hope i can get back the motivation to wake up n run! really~! 3:02 PM

aiyo, i wonder who's reading my blog.
i got up to 65views?! ahaha.
all the stalkers out there~~~

i wanted to type stuff but now dun really have mood
cousin jus lost her phone cos some1 in the company stole it
when she call straight after, the phone is switched off =X
evil people in the society, haish..
still haven packed my bag for tmr's camp.
here i go~~~ 10:59 PM





11:28 PM

watching "hi my sweetheart" aka hai pai tian xin now.
everytime i watch shows, i will have alot of thoughts and gan3chu4 haha.
i think the saddest thing about a r/s, is when 2 people are in love, but yet has to be separated, due to some stuff.
like parents' objection, due to the status of the families,
or illnesses kind of thing, causing one to be afraid of being a burden and such.
and from this, the next saddest thing is one party mistaking the other party for doing some stuff,
when the other party actually has no choice, and is the one making the sacrifices and such.
but yet that one party is unaware, and is only told the superior ans, which is not the truth.
somehow, i hope this thing, will only remain in the dramas, and not in the real world.
but often, 人生如戏，戏如人生～
saw alot of different love stories around, including what im going thru.
n i realised love stories, are same same, but different haha.
many times, its hard to explain and give advice.
but somehow i like it when ppl approach me and ask for me to listen to them.
though i cant give good advice sometimes, at least can listen to them, and give them my opinions =)
i hope everyone can be happy =)


oh anw,i forgot to say that day.
i wrote my wish on the white floating ball tgt with some1 on sun! yay! ^.^ 11:06 PM

i wont forget last night.
the moment you saved my heart when it sank.
i will never, ever, forget. 5:31 PM

yoohoo!
post exam activities were awesome till now x)
fri jus nua-ed in the morn, though abit sian but okok la.
time passed quite quickly, n soon went to school to settle cac stuff
then kbox with urleyians!
ksuites is super cool~! the place is damn nice =D
hehe n i think for $10, not bad la! given the ambience. and got 1 free drink too!
n complimentary food (for us its fries that day) for every 5 people =)
its $15 for wkends! applicable only for students ^.^
should go and experience, i think not bad x) hehe~
kbox was mild initially, and gt more fun and even crazier when tommy came.
as usual haha!
after kbox, went for dinner, decided on itacho in the end.
nice dinner cos it was totally felt with endless laughters haha!
its always the case with urleyians, thats why i love them so~
n we came out with this word "chibabom" and they wanna make it trend.
so we had this game of putting "#chibabom" at the end of all our tweets haha!
general and tweets to each other. super funny lol.
laughed like mad that day haha.
n that ended friday =)

sat, morn had meeting with top5.
somehow it wasnt that dreadful as de prev time haha.
lasted for about 3h plus, n den head off to find uni clique
went to sentosa after failed to check in.
played frisbee, took photos, and saw amazing scenes!!
the sky is totally cool that day. i think we are damn lucky~!
difficult to describe, n didnt manage to capture the photos too.
cant capture the exact scene. but i believe it'll be etched in our minds x)
after that, was jus dinner and back to hotel.
hotel was relatively smaller, and through our experience, staff weren't that friendly and helpful somehow >=(
but oh well~ considered budget hotel bah.
n its really near vivo,so yeah lo~
played till 4plus before we slept.
first time drank so much! i think i had about.. 3-4 cups of alcohol?
black label + softdrinks/green tea.
n i did drink half cup half cup when requested, instead of just sips.
not bad~
face did turn red but still managed to stay fine throughout.
n tot i will hangover or what not but hai hao =)
still woke up as one of the earliest and accompany my friend down for breakfast haha.

today~ met some1! =)
finally, after soooo long~ 1 wk plus nv meet le lo.
hehes.
love today! like a typical shopping day that we used to have =)
seemed long since we have such full day dedicated for playing/walking around.
probably since sch starts?
finally today, after exams, no more burdens, we were able to freely enjoy ourselves =)
but ate alot today! like non-stop?! hahaha.
had frogleg porridge, and then soupspoon, and then bread, then muahchee, then kfc hahha.
super full. walked quite alot, just random walking and crapping ard but nicey nice ^.^
nv spend money except on food somemore haha.
some1 bought a bag which I CHOSE =P ok la, both got opinions haha.
but ended up a great one, cos he's satisfied n i think its real nice too x)
i nearly bought a bag!! luckily some1 managed to help me say smth n den i went away.
cos that shopkeeper indeed was friendly but i didnt really like the bag that much.
n i have alot of bags liao, with 2 new ones some more!!
so i think, unless i really really want one, and its special, if nt i shld refrain from buying.
unles its cheap of cos haha.
after that helped him to clear his hall which resulted in me sneezing due to the dust tsktsk!
but still, nice day in all x)

wheeeeee happiest wkend i ever had this semester i believe hahha.
tmr, gonna start work liao.
half play, half work from this wk onwards i guess.
have to get things done but shall play hard too =D
oh, needa look for time to slot in dance too if possible.
alrights shall try~
okies tts all ppl! be back again x)
love today x) love our always impromptu and random but nice dates x)
the random and silly talks, actions, shopping whatever hehe =) love u always my dear =)

11:53 PM

YAY EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!! WOOHOOOOO!!!!
didnt felt that shiok after the paper, probably cos didn't really do well.
felt quite insecure. n then my sandals broke while running in the rain!!! =((
felt so cuiiii~
got lovely est to help me bring slippers.
bt she only had a green pair left hahahha. damn bu4 da1! but no choice.
got shoes wear alrdy v gd liao =P
luckily managed to get a pair at rubi x)
was initially $20, cos the offer is 2 for $30 but i cant find a second pair that i like.
so shouldn't buy for the sake of buying when i dont like it right.
so decided to jus buy it at $20.
but luckily, in front of me there's a girl in a similar situation as me!
and the great staff asked if wanna put our payment together, so we each pay $15 each only x)
so kind of them to ask! usually staff will jus make you pay, cos they'll earn mah!
but apparently not =D they provide customer value ;) hehehes.
so yay! got the pair of shoes at $15 x) n i like it!! colourful pair of.. pumps/toms? hehe.
alalala~
wanted to share the joy with my mum but she's aslp when im back =( boohs~

but nevertheless, great day out after exams with my lovely girlfriends!!!!
it was jus plain shopping actually?
wanted to go minds cafe but somehow we wanted to shop so.. we went to ion instead haha.
went to rubi to get est's shoes and mine.
n den went forever 21 to walk but nth interesting or nice that caught our attention =(
went swensens to eat!
though we were craving for popeyes (act jus me n est), or rather its mash potato,
we went to swensens instead.
but no regrets! hahah.
a great awesome meal there x))
accompanied with usual laughters x) n yay we spammed photos! hehehe.
long time since we took photos tgt le~ wheewooo~~~~
i loved it lalala~ n we had ice cream as dessert too woohooo~!
after dinner jus window-shopped around.
went to see christmas lightings haha.
den went taka to buy some food and walked around. but soon it was 9 so we went home.
though the girls looked so tired in the end, haha, it was still an awesome day out x)
its always the case as long as its with their company x)
it can be just a simple breakfast at Macs nearby.
or just a window shopping trip, or real shopping trip.
anything, everything, is awesome with them x) always filled with laughters x)
love my girls~ hehe

n n, im starting to feel the holiday feel when im home haha.
dont have to study!!!!
reached home, saw my notes n i go "muahahaha no need to see u liao ^.^"
n den went on to switch on my tv hahah.
now watching tv n using com! hehehhe
DAMN AWESOMEEEE x))
though tmr mus start on some cac work le.
bt stilllll~ no studyyyyyy~ ^.^
1 month's break, woosh!
n tmr gg k with urley~!!!
though thinking that maybe i will come back early if my mum didnt work OT.
shall see how behs~!

post exam activities start~!
many many outings~ beach;sing k;shopping; movie etc~
work out =X hehs~ still thinking if i shld start tmr kekex.
buy gifts, do cards.
plan timetable, do cac stuff (time to catch up on this~)
spend time with parents~ i really think i neglected them quite alot =(
but glad i managed to have abit of time n allow mummy to su4 ku3.
i think she really needs to talk it out n im glad i can be there =)
happy to hear her talk so much, if nt it means she'll be bottling them up~
this wkend will be burnt for friends n some1, and partly next wkend too.
but shall aim to be have some nights for her! x))

alrights! thats all i have as of now x)
enjoy everybody~!!!
tmr~~ i think i will slp till i wake up naturally hehe.
since... i think i will be eating gd food tmr n this wkend so.. next wk den start workout? hehs~
shall see hw tmr la =P
YAYYYYYYYY X))

oh on a side note, im halfway done with my uni life =X
sounds really fast n scary =X 11:32 PM

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