wahahas. i had weird dreams these few days..
on fri night, i dreamt of the hong kong actor called chen hao if u noe
he plays the "ah Jia" in moonlight resonance, superb hk serial =))
n i dreamt that i know him, n we're lovers! wahahas. damn cool
damn nice lahs~!!! if only that was real~ hahas..
but i dream of him as "ah Jia", not as the real him. meaning his character is like de one in the show.
n its damn funny n cute. had a nice date with him.muahahas.
but after that was found out by yulin that he actually has another gf in hongkong.
hahas.
i have no idea why yulin comes in. den she sing song la, reminding him of it
dun wan him to hurt me i think. but i dun wanna heed her advice
in the end he ignored me before he went back to hk.
den i didn't dream after that le. so i decided to fill in my own story =P
he purposely ignored me, den went back n broke up with his gf.
n came back to me. i was elated becos i'd been crying ever since he left, thinking that he dont want me.hahas
nice ending right? =DDD
n oh~ i realise his character is indeed the kind that i'd wish my bf has.
cheerful, cheeky, funny/humorous, yet loving n caring x)
lalalas~ =D n i keep thinking of that dream even when i wake up.
it seemed so real,as if i realli know him n im dreaming of being a couple with my fren.
smth that seem so real.hahas.
I LOVE HIM!!! X))) N I LOVE THAT DREAM~~~



ytd's was a bit gaga though =X i mean last night's..
smth happened in de beginning but i cant rmb luhs..
den there's this part.. i was jus biting on to my hairclip cos i want to pin up my hair duhs.
den i pulled out too quickly, in de end 6 of my braces thingy, 3 up 3 down, DROPPED!!!
yeayeahs.. the 1 thingy that u put on each tooth. 6 dropped!
i panicked like hell u noe.. but its night.. so i can only find the doc the next morning..
so i went to slp. then I (in de dream) dreamt that my teeth is ok after i woke up.
its jus a dream.. i even use my tongue to "Sweep" thru my teeth before telling my parents.
n i was so happy n stuff.. n duno wat i did..
then i woke up from my dream of the dream, and realised that my teeth indeed gt prob.
as in de thingy realli dropped out.. so i had false hopes, n mus realli go to the dental.
n then i woke up from my dream. realli woke up. as in into reality
hahas.
n im realli worried that its true! i quickly find the nearest mirror u noe!
hahas. terrible dream.. another dream in dream that i had.
WOW MAN~



hmm..
today's wanlin's bday~!
went to marina, n we ate billy bombers
4 ppl ate the same ting, fish n fries! hahas. but their's realli quite nice =D
i like their fries too x) healthy =DD cos no salt n is big.hahas.
shopped ard n stuff..
den we went back jp n ate ice cream at ben 10. nice!
shall bring dad n mum there next time x)
their food looks quite nice too x)


hmm.. supposed to be a packed week, but changed alr.. =X
now kinda lax~
mayb finding jia this wed..
tue mayb gg lib on my own.. b4 meeting asy n elf at queensway..
hmm.. gt dance prac n harmoc tmr. full day in sch..
didn't do any work today =X
see how later.. but doubt im doing =X lazy me~
sometimes will feel pressurized by others when they're so mugging now..
but i still think its still scary.n i cant imagine im those type =X

okays.. shall not say anymore. BYEBYE 8:31 PM

o.O didn't blog for the past few days =)
hmm.. went to imm today with parentS~!
ate fish&co. i like their new york fish n chips! x)
their sweet n sour fish is still okok luhs o.O
but the pink passion tastes quite gd too! =D
n yeahs,its rather filling =X
after eating went to walk ard imm. nth much..but ya lo.jus went for a walk
better than staying at home right =X
but daiso is damn packed today.
so nt fun =(
cant even walk thru properly luhs. jam =((
so ya. came out quite quickly.
we met our target : nt buying anything.hahas!
cos my mum n i spent damn lot in penang alr. clothes + shoes
so we said we cannot buy anything when we go imm.
though she n dad gt some mental prep that we'll spend money
in de end we really didn't!
we spent all money on food today.hahas.
didn't realli feel gaga la. cos i alr gt new clothes n shoes le.
though still will take a look at the shops, but nt so tempted to buy
i know i'd been spending much too =X

hmm.. so there goes de packed week
next week is quite packed too..
mon shld be having sectionals plus walk-in rehearsal.
woohoos~! finally starting dance le~! lalalas~! =DDD
cant wait x)))
den tues having harmoc,mayb gg out with asy n alvin to buy thing too
wed having aaachjx outing x) was thinking if i shld go sch lib in de morn o.O
but most likely i doubt so bahs =X
thurs harmoc. dun think having anything else in de noon.
was thinking of staying in sch lib,but see how. or mayb meet jia? we had been pushing our date =(
fri so far nth. wanted to have clique outing. but im afraid suddenly got dance prac =X
so im still thinking =X

n my poor organ. it's not healed yet =((
the person called me ytd saying that everything is ok..
so most prob is de duno wat thing got prob. he placed order alr,will only arrive earliest next week
i feel so nt good nt being able to play my organ la =((
its wound is still open =X n the person say dun on at all =X
i doubt i can play even i on luhs. de parts r dismantled -.-
but urghs~ i wonder how much de total thing will cost la.
my parents r kinda doubtful about the person's professionalism =X
but wat can we do? he's from yamaha, n we know nuts about it.
we can only trust him luhs?
i jus hope it realli will not be that expensive, overall. at least within a thousand pls? =X
its alr $400+ by now i think =X
haish. but even if we sell this now, its worthless now.
n the new electone is even more ex. n all my diskettes n past songs may be useless =(
unless ms tan got the thumbdrive version =X
haish~ poor organ~ poor mum n dad's pocket =((
money,pls stay with us~ =X

hmm.. i've been slowly touching on my work.
n i realli mean slowly.
main focus on tv =X but i did touch.
better than totally nv touch right =X
n in total i completed 3 geog essays till now?
1 incomplete set of math paper, n i read thru P&C.
started 3 qn of the next set of math paper. maybe continuing it tmr,
or doing P&C assignment tmr..
brought econs too. mayb doing that too if i can.
cos i cant do much for maths w/o my GC (curse alvin yue >.<)
unless p3 agree to lend me his =D
yups. gg with p3 to lib tmr.. mayb w kl/wb too.
but kl nv reply me? so i duno o.O
up to her bahs =)
i scared i'll end up talking to that stupid polar >.<
but i think shld be ok o.O
prays that there will nt be alot of ppl tmr.
so that we can have tables n chairs =DDD
n polar gg aussie lerhs.
mus pester him tmr to get back gifts =DDD

hmmhmm~
ohohs. sun is linwan's bday~!
gg down to marina to celebrate x)
i've gt her present done.hahas~
alot of things luhs~!
all minor but useful ones =D
hope its useful to her luhs~!
woahs~ dec is approaching.rarr~!
REVISION? NONE >.<
i need to visit the library more frequently =X or mac o.O
shall jio jia to go n revise tgt.hahas =D
n mrs lim! wonder if we can visit her o.O

hmmhmm~~~
alrights~
doubt anything else to update lerhs..
shall stop here!
duno if i'll cont math or go to sleep o.O
see my mood bahs.
but i think i'll slp =X
alrights~ byes ppl~~~~~~ 11:15 PM

hmm..
i duno why..
i always tell myself i mus treat my dad well..
cos i noe my treatment towards him n my mum is very different.
im closer to my mum, though actually since young, he kinda treated me better,
cos he'll buy stuff for me n he's nt that fierce compared to my mum..
but i realli have no idea why.. sometimes i jus cant stand him.
i'll tend to show him attitude. even if teaching them things, i can teach my mum,but nt my dad.
i know its nt his fault that he cant hear well now.
like last week. he isn't feeling that well so he went to see doc.
but part of de reason is he dun wanna work too.
n now, he also like,wanna take mc again cos his leg hurts.
i know his leg may hurt luhs,realli. n mayb he's sick of work.
but i somehow dont agree to his act.
i dun like him faking mc cos he dun wanna go and work.
wat's more he's resting on tues again..
but then again,i know he's facing difficulty in work n he'll work till very late if he goes.
haish..
i duno luhs..
i wanna treat him well but at times i'll auto change my behaviour towards him =X
sorry dad.. but.. haish.. i'll try my best to improve.. 9:10 PM

I had been slacking these few days~!
though i did do my geog essays.
but i spent like, a day to do 1 essay? =X
cos im multitasking. actually im nt. i tot i am,but im focusing more on my tv =X
but it seemed quite busy these few days lehs..
haven been able to come up with a day for outing yet..
=X
tcb outing. aaachjx outing.. 4e5 class outing...
woahs~~~ =XXX
n can u imagine? 1 week more n we're left with a month to the new year? =X

anws i was supposed to do my econs work at 1?
but i went to print my econs promo ans sheet..
den my focus was shifted and i went to edit photos. =X
n i printed them =D
its for my new file next year x)
its so fun printing photos at home.. hehs =P

hmmhmm..
i was thinking for next week, shall ask ppl out to buy presents..
then outings will be pushed to the week after.
but afraid that it might be diff to organise tcb one, cos of de poly ppl =X
oh. and also 4e5 de huhs =X
rarr~
shall see how again bahs..
okies..
shall go n start doing my work. SLOWLY =X 2:24 PM

HEY PPL!!!
im leaving for msia in a few hrs time..
but back on mon le la.super fast.
but im missing damn lotsa stuff =X
anws, congrats to sec 4s who'd finished their O's!
shall catch up with u guys soon x)
duno wat to post le lehs =X
anws~ shall enjoy myself these few days =D
cos i'll be busy with essays again when im bac =X

I SHALL MUG WHEN IM BACK >.< 6:36 PM

YAY!!!!! PW ENDED!!!! =DDD

NJ039 celebrates the end of PW at coro! =DDD
"handwritten letters make better letters!" hahas =DDD
actually its realli kinda nice working with these people =)
indeed,we have different strengths n weaknesses n we complement each other =D
its irritating at times luhs,esp when receiving back comments n having to give the next draft..

i still rmb when we first handed in, conservation of letter writing, we were shot back so terribly.
still needa see tan chor yean for like,1 hr plus?!
n slowly we got back to the right track..
nevertheless, we went thru so many disagreements, and also so much fun n stuff =)
criticising tgt, encouraging each other..woots!
i know my grp mates wont see this.hahas. so i shall send an email to wehatepw later!
hehhehs,that's our common email,woohoos! =P



but anws! i love the OP period most =)
cos its much more fun than doing those reports n stuff.
OP is more relaxed,and u wont receive that much terrible comments.
n today's OP was ok! i feel la~
of cos it has flaws. all of us did stammered and say some wrong stuffs, or paused or smth.
but overall,i think it was ok? most imptly,i think we gave our best shot.
well,no use crying over it right?
i think i tried my best to give the best to the audience.
our audience, esp jiayu's grp was super great =)
they really responded well.love them! =D
n they love our free gifts.muahahas =DDD



was supposed to be enjoying,but i have geog conso tmr,so gotta do geog essay =(
doing later lo.
now relax first x)
but im feeling so not well. i regretted eating the cake jus now. makes me wanna puke now =XXX
shall eat some orange later to digest~~~



anws~ last wkend,i bought shoes from skechers.
I LOVE THEM =DDDDD
bought 1 pumps and 1 sports shoes..
shall wear them next year i guess? o.O
i duno lehs.. see how la.hahas=P
they're nt cheap,but i think they're nice =)
I LOVE SKECHERS' SHOES =DDDDD
a pity they're nt cheap.if not i'd have spam all de shoes there!
u guys shld realli go and see!!!
if wanna buy,let me know k,cos i gt memberr card, 15% discount! x))

tadas! x))


5:06 PM

PHOTOS OF PARTNERS' APPRECIATION NIGHT =DDD


gee i love this photo! =D
3:44 PM

wanted to blog ytd but blogger isn't working fast enough..
n im dead tired and so~ i went to slp after posting on facebook =))
jus wanna say ytd was a nice day =D

PW in de morn to ard evening was quite ok. nt very intensive work,but we managed to do wat we wanna do =)
so yups.now mainly is realli jus practise n practise and practise lo..
rarr! hope everything goes well!
i hope i dun rush that day leh.seriously =X
i keep rushing, n i think i didn't speak very clearly.rarr! =X
but our magnets damn cool man! i think they're super nice =D
lalalas~
n we spent much time n effort to write letters for our audience.
i think our audience are damn fortunate =D

anws yups.. night went for fuhua's partners appreciation night! =D
met kl n est first =)) then we went back to fuhua early n walked ard. found ms yeo.hahas =D
met elf on de way too. n jingkai as well..
hmm.. den we went to canteen n sit down n chat a bit..
before proceeding back to sports hall when its almost time =))
after taking cert n stuff, its catching up time!
realli had a lot of fun chatting la, n laughing ard.
even with ms yeo.hahas. n de 4e5 guys were asked by est to imitate ms yeo walking.hahas.
damn funny! i realli love my 4e5. super fun =DDD
had a lot of great laughters and smiles ytd =))
when taking photos n chatting n stuff =)
when i came home, i thought about it..
it realli felt as if fuhua is my 2nd home..
n all the friends n tchers are like my another family..
i realli felt that heartwarming feeling =))
LOVE FUHUA N FUHUANITES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDD 10:36 AM

i finally finished my geog essay! =D
i spent de whole day on it?! cos i wasn't having much mood =X
watched tv most of the time. sad~
kinda bored at home =(( n it was raining,so dun wanna go out too..
but went jp to take a short walk b4 gg for dental.
nt so pain today, cos she only changed de lower brace.

didn't went for og dinner in de end =X
felt kinda bad.. but think only a few went, so they might have cancelled.duno lehs =X
well anws..
tmr's fuhua appreciation night! =))
miss de ppl man~~!!!
n miss yeo! muahahas =D

gonna have heart to heart talks tmr i guess.hahas =)
cant wait x)

n i haven meet lionel for ogl.. waiting for some1's reply..
but everytime i ask about the time n date she wont reply..
i somehow gt de feeling that she dun wanna let me know..
rarr!!! 7:44 PM

smth is weird with hotmail.
de layout is so weird.
n i cant even send a doc. everything is crumpled tgt.
sucks =(
so i have to reactivate my yahoo mail which is so damn long ago o.O

anws.. mood wasn't very good these few days..
i was kinda sad ytd, becos i sent an sms to some1 to ask about his/her health..
cos i was told that he/she was sick. but there wasn't any reply.
normally i thought he/she will reply saying thanks or wat.
was kinda shocked by it. n was feeling kinda sad/terrible.
it wasn't like that in the past..
made me feel more fearful, cos this frenship realli seemed to be in danger.
haish..

also.. i seemed very uneasy these few days..
it'd been a year. at times i realli feel im super cl0se.
but again, at times, i feel so left out and .. i duno.. i cant butt in.
i always wanna try to squeeze into the conver, but nv seem to.
n i realised im so not close, though it seemed that im quite close..
im always de one that's not in the topic, and sort of de last to know about it.
or rather, im nt one of them, but one of de near outsiders, where they jus fill me in with wateva they had talked about.
they talked about so many stuffs, so much that i realised,i ain't that close after all..
i wasn't in a lot of their programmes n stuff.
be in lunch outside.. msn.. talks..
yucks. i hate this.. its realli terrible =(((
n ya. i somehow still cannot stand it..
i duno if im being oversensitive here (high chance though)
but i feel that she's somewhat trying to show off..
i duno..
mayb she nv tried that b4. or mayb she can take it.
but i feel she nv consider other people's feelings.
i dun like it when ppl started boasting or yay-ing when they got gd results infront of others,
and not considering that ppl may not get that gd results.
i dun like it when ppl started cheering that their subject (cohort) did well,
and not considering that ppl of other subjects may not do well.
alrights,u may cheer when u did well.good for u.
but doesn't mean we didn't work hard too?
i mean.. seriously.. u guys may be more talented. alright.
the HOD praised u all for being so talented, and great, and that u guys have promising future for As.
the HOD said we're lousy.. we dropped. we mus buck up.
i know u're happy,but cant u jus keep to urself?
i mean, u're sitting next to a person who's not so happy cos of de results.
mus u add salt to the person's wound? cant u jus shut up and be happy inside,that's all?
i dont keep smiling and say "yay,i top ______", do i?
then can u dont do that too? its so sucky n irritating >.<

rarr.. i realli cant stand it..
i understand that such ppl exist. but i realli cant take it..
i seriously dun understand what the heck is in their brain.
cant they seriously spare a thought for others?
n i dun wanna start the quarrel, cos i know she'll come up with some stupid thing..
n we'll end up in a awkward situation.
haish..
that's why.. this is de part i realli miss fuhua and 2C n 4E5 too..
we dun realli face such situations.
even if we do, there are ppl around to help you, to stand up for you,or just even to support you.
but here in NJ, there might be such ppl,but i haven found them yet.
or maybe, the ppl ard me are, but i jus cant open up my heart to them yet.
cos they're far too scary..
mayb..
mayb this is realli reality bahs..
haish... 10:59 PM

oh yeahs!
i wanna blog ytd night but apparently blogger is nt working..
so i went to post on facebook instead.
as i was saying..
skechers was great~! it's de new shop in JP1, opp bossini, at the side of the entrance.
the shoes there were damn nice~!
not realli cheap la,but super super nice la~!
i like de pumps/flats,whatever u call it.
the so called heels are quite cute too.
they're heels, but its shoes type. go n see n u'll understand.
its kinda hard to describe here. limited vocab =X
anws the shoes design are quite nice too~!
i like the colours that they have.damn cool la!
n my mum said it was nice too! almost everything was nice kays~!
she allowed me to buy my shoes there. both my sch shoes n pumps. woohoos~!
shall get the card from gor this wkend and go n buy it! =DDD
lalalalas~
I CANT WAIT~!!!!!!! =DDD
spend money~~~


ohs~ spent quite a lot ytd lehs..
bought 2 bags, each $10 onli! n they're nice okays =)
mum was like "wow,can buy can buy! very nice n cheap! worth it!"
hahas..
jus in case u still duno me, im 1 who goes for quantity but nt much of quality(brand i mean)
so yeahs~! =DDD
den went watsons and spent quite a lot on skincare stuff =)
did mask ytd! quite cool.hahas x)
but my face still feel not smooth =( sad sad~
i think my face is so bleahs~ =X im sad~!
but anws~ ytd was kinda relaxing somehow o.O
n ohs~! i saw xiaoclar~ hahas. but didn't talk much =((
wanted to find her b4 i leave,but she left first, unknowingly =X evil gal..
hmm.bought tickets. gg back to msia next thurs. fast huhs!
but nvm la. that means i can have outings anytime in de next 1 n a half month =)

trying to start studying but.. =XXX
yet to start on geog essay =(
no mood ehs~ realli feel like slacking throughout.ohh mans~
but i think she wan us to hand it like,rather soon? bleahs~! =(((
anws its jus frigging a week more to OP!!!
n oh yeahs,ITS FREEDOM AFTER THAT LA!!!!!!! =DDD
cant wait to celebrate x))) SERIOUSLY~!!!!
tmr gonna go zk hse n practise~~~ practise practise practise~
wed gotta go sch for principal's dialogue and geog conso =((
den mayb staying for another round of dry run o.O
woahs~ =X

alrights~ duno wat to post about already~
shall stop here then~
gonna receive feedback about I&R later, it sure gonna sucks =((
anws. jus now after dry run was great. had super great laughs x)
i wished there will be more of such moments =)))
love you guys~! =DDD 7:23 PM

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