yoz~
i'm back to update
BECOZ
ddear jeslyn wanted me to update..
hahaz..
hmm.. but honestly wat muz i update on lehS?
oh!
wat about ytd?
hmm..
woke up at 5
then do my things until 5.45 like that went down..
took 157.
IT'S EMPTY
woots~!
i was de 1st clar to reach,is it?
i guess so =X
i duno.. =P
then saw jeslyn..
n derek.
then huishi came
amanda shitian came also ..
then i went over lo..
we put our things down,go take stand.
then forgot to put our bags in the sewing room..
hahaz..
then go put..
in the bus,sat with jeslyn.
all of us are browsing thru alvin's phone.
i didn't bring there,coz i thought it will be inconvenient.
but then we thought of showing jeslyn they all da video.
but they saw it at the end of the day.
hmm..
reached there,then kena scolded by ms lai coz we nv sat instrument..
i didn't noe can set de lor..
it's like,dangerous?
later bus suddenly brake how?
then our instruments FLY how?
somemore it's kinda squeezy nor..
then she scold us =X
but nvm..
then 1st grp de ppl muz go..
which includes me =X
so worried sia..
then we set up on the bus when it's not moving..
shitian n huishi went down to pass the case to others..
then we set off..
it's within de air base la.. but u noe is big huh??
if not why we need a shuttle buS? hehheh~
we blew 2 songs. el relicario n cant take.
it seemed that ppl r not interested in el reli =X
cant take is better,coz ppl r familiar with it mahx.
but the wind is big..
real big..
our stands nearly FLEW~
but ms tan said we blew quite well..
as in, coz onli 18
then we can blow like that,quite good.
very happy =D
mdm raf n ms lai also say very loud..
YAY~
go back to the room, crap around,fall in, play instru, warm up,n we went..
kK drank de water which ppl said it's not nice..
i dun dare to drink..
it's given by the ppl there la..
his expression is so LOL.
hahaz..
then he say "suddenly feel like drinking again"
DIAO
hahaz
we were preparing to play,then de conductor's stand "woosh" disappear =X
looking for it all around..
when we started playing,they then took it there..
we played el reli,cant take, little overture to stand up for singapore n abba gold..
nv play one moment in time n i will follow him..
i wanted to play seh =X
nvm lorx..
after that went back sch..

on the way back, me n jeslyn singing songs..
hahaz..
coz de sky is very dark..
we keep singing tian hei hei.
then we translated the nursery rhymes
HOW FUN!
it's totally cool~!
hahaz..
then when we reached sch,showed them 2C's gays videos
hAhaz~!
asyikin keep askin me n alvin go change,coz we got poetry recital later.
then we go change lor.
coz i saw alot of ppl taking back
so i guess no need fall in.
who noes
when we jus changed,they say fall in
WHAT THE!?!?!
i'm wearing my uniform WITH my black shoes n socks =X
HOW EMBARASSING!!!!!
then it's like,SO DAMN WEIRD
but no choice larx..
then alvin also the same thing..
he say alot of ppl laugh at him
i still ok..
jus that ms lai gave me THAT look..
hahaz..
after that changed lor..
kK was thinking why we're changing..
n told him lorx..
then me n asyikin ran to banquet..
it then started..
to..
RAIN
HEAVILY
gosh~
we didn't managed to get any help
until the clever me [bhb =P]
went to the shop beside n saw PONCHO!
my help~ my great help~
then we bought it..
n went back to sch.
back to sch, saw alvin's hp
then i noe de poncho is SOOO BIG
it's like, there is wind and the poncho flew up
so damn big can!
but we've successfully came back to sch..

on the bus,we slept zZzZZzZzz
coz very tired..
so shiok sia after sleeping..
after that, stayed there for quite long..
then after we performed, ate de vegeterian duumpling
it's nice!
we ate 2 each =D
hahaz..
cool huh?
then after that got..
got de soup..
got mee inside..
very soft,very "nen"
then got sweet potato + tapioca soup
dun like it =X
then got fruits..
the auntie very cute sia!!!
hahaz..
ke ai ke ai~
after that went home lor..
walked to city hall..
a long distance~
after went home..
when using com, kK ask me if i going NJC concert..
i said i doubt so..
then he was like "OMG!U NVR GO?!"
lol..
i was thinking,why he so shockeD?
then he say coz that time me n auntie went to unity concert = very fun
wahahaha~
u sure? lol..
think onli coz got auntie bahx..
auntie = jean
but kK,we gave her a name..
not auntie,but ah lian auntie
coz she like,ah lian like that..
hahz..
then her husband is ah beng uncle
wahahaha~
cool huh?
i help to ENCOURAGED the sec 2s to go for NJC concert..
mission issued by jeslyn
so sent sms to them.
jean replied saying ok,so i told jes n kK
kK is like "YAY!"
lol..
then jeslyn say we guai.. hahaz..
the others nv reply
jasmine say not going,then i sms her say unless got valid reason
if not muz go
then she nv reply liao
today saw alvin,he say he no money =X
i ask him go find jeslyn
jeslyn,settle him hor =P

wow~
i've finally finished blogging..
anyway..
i slept at 9 plus
wahaha~
then i woke up at 6 today
to watch xi ha pi tou 4 =p
then went to sch at 7.30 for maths olympiad..
well.. dun wanna talk about it leh=P
k la,blogged alot le..
bb 4:04 PM

yoz~
i'm back to update
BECOZ
ddear jeslyn wanted me to update..
hahaz..
hmm.. but honestly wat muz i update on lehS?
oh!
wat about ytd?
hmm..
woke up at 5
then do my things until 5.45 like that went down..
took 157.
IT'S EMPTY
woots~!
i was de 1st clar to reach,is it?
i guess so =X
i duno.. =P
then saw jeslyn..
n derek.
then huishi came
amanda shitian came also ..
then i went over lo..
we put our things down,go take stand.
then forgot to put our bags in the sewing room..
hahaz..
then go put..
in the bus,sat with jeslyn.
all of us are browsing thru alvin's phone.
i didn't bring there,coz i thought it will be inconvenient.
but then we thought of showing jeslyn they all da video.
but they saw it at the end of the day.
hmm..
reached there,then kena scolded by ms lai coz we nv sat instrument..
i didn't noe can set de lor..
it's like,dangerous?
later bus suddenly brake how?
then our instruments FLY how?
somemore it's kinda squeezy nor..
then she scold us =X
but nvm..
then 1st grp de ppl muz go..
which includes me =X
so worried sia..
then we set up on the bus when it's not moving..
shitian n huishi went down to pass the case to others..
then we set off..
it's within de air base la.. but u noe is big huh??
if not why we need a shuttle buS? hehheh~
we blew 2 songs. el relicario n cant take.
it seemed that ppl r not interested in el reli =X
cant take is better,coz ppl r familiar with it mahx.
but the wind is big..
real big..
our stands nearly FLEW~
but ms tan said we blew quite well..
as in, coz onli 18
then we can blow like that,quite good.
very happy =D
mdm raf n ms lai also say very loud..
YAY~
go back to the room, crap around,fall in, play instru, warm up,n we went..
kK drank de water which ppl said it's not nice..
i dun dare to drink..
it's given by the ppl there la..
his expression is so LOL.
hahaz..
then he say "suddenly feel like drinking again"
DIAO
hahaz
we were preparing to play,then de conductor's stand "woosh" disappear =X
looking for it all around..
when we started playing,they then took it there..
we played el reli,cant take, little overture to stand up for singapore n abba gold..
nv play one moment in time n i will follow him..
i wanted to play seh =X
nvm lorx..
after that went back sch..

on the way back, me n jeslyn singing songs..
hahaz..
coz de sky is very dark..
we keep singing tian hei hei.
then we translated the nursery rhymes
HOW FUN!
it's totally cool~!
hahaz..
then when we reached sch,showed them 2C's gays videos
hAhaz~!
asyikin keep askin me n alvin go change,coz we got poetry recital later.
then we go change lor.
coz i saw alot of ppl taking back
so i guess no need fall in.
who noes
when we jus changed,they say fall in
WHAT THE!?!?!
i'm wearing my uniform WITH my black shoes n socks =X
HOW EMBARASSING!!!!!
then it's like,SO DAMN WEIRD
but no choice larx..
then alvin also the same thing..
he say alot of ppl laugh at him
i still ok..
jus that ms lai gave me THAT look..
hahaz..
after that changed lor..
kK was thinking why we're changing..
n told him lorx..
then me n asyikin ran to banquet..
it then started..
to..
RAIN
HEAVILY
gosh~
we didn't managed to get any help
until the clever me [bhb =P]
went to the shop beside n saw PONCHO!
my help~ my great help~
then we bought it..
n went back to sch.
back to sch, saw alvin's hp
then i noe de poncho is SOOO BIG
it's like, there is wind and the poncho flew up
so damn big can!
but we've successfully came back to sch..

on the bus,we slept zZzZZzZzz
coz very tired..
so shiok sia after sleeping..
after that, stayed there for quite long..
then after we performed, ate de vegeterian duumpling
it's nice!
we ate 2 each =D
hahaz..
cool huh?
then after that got..
got de soup..
got mee inside..
very soft,very "nen"
then got sweet potato + tapioca soup
dun like it =X
then got fruits..
the auntie very cute sia!!!
hahaz..
ke ai ke ai~
after that went home lor..
walked to city hall..
a long distance~
after went home..
when using com, kK ask me if i going NJC concert..
i said i doubt so..
then he was like "OMG!U NVR GO?!"
lol..
i was thinking,why he so shockeD?
then he say coz that time me n auntie went to unity concert = very fun
wahahaha~
u sure? lol..
think onli coz got auntie bahx..
auntie = jean
but kK,we gave her a name..
not auntie,but ah lian auntie
coz she like,ah lian like that..
hahz..
then her husband is ah beng uncle
wahahaha~
cool huh?
i help to ENCOURAGED the sec 2s to go for NJC concert..
mission issued by jeslyn
so sent sms to them.
jean replied saying ok,so i told jes n kK
kK is like "YAY!"
lol..
then jeslyn say we guai.. hahaz..
the others nv reply
jasmine say not going,then i sms her say unless got valid reason
if not muz go
then she nv reply liao
today saw alvin,he say he no money =X
i ask him go find jeslyn
jeslyn,settle him hor =P

wow~
i've finally finished blogging..
anyway..
i slept at 9 plus
wahaha~
then i woke up at 6 today
to watch xi ha pi tou 4 =p
then went to sch at 7.30 for maths olympiad..
well.. dun wanna talk about it leh=P
k la,blogged alot le..
bb 4:04 PM

yoz~
i'm back to update
BECOZ
ddear jeslyn wanted me to update..
hahaz..
hmm.. but honestly wat muz i update on lehS?
oh!
wat about ytd?
hmm..
woke up at 5
then do my things until 5.45 like that went down..
took 157.
IT'S EMPTY
woots~!
i was de 1st clar to reach,is it?
i guess so =X
i duno.. =P
then saw jeslyn..
n derek.
then huishi came
amanda shitian came also ..
then i went over lo..
we put our things down,go take stand.
then forgot to put our bags in the sewing room..
hahaz..
then go put..
in the bus,sat with jeslyn.
all of us are browsing thru alvin's phone.
i didn't bring there,coz i thought it will be inconvenient.
but then we thought of showing jeslyn they all da video.
but they saw it at the end of the day.
hmm..
reached there,then kena scolded by ms lai coz we nv sat instrument..
i didn't noe can set de lor..
it's like,dangerous?
later bus suddenly brake how?
then our instruments FLY how?
somemore it's kinda squeezy nor..
then she scold us =X
but nvm..
then 1st grp de ppl muz go..
which includes me =X
so worried sia..
then we set up on the bus when it's not moving..
shitian n huishi went down to pass the case to others..
then we set off..
it's within de air base la.. but u noe is big huh??
if not why we need a shuttle buS? hehheh~
we blew 2 songs. el relicario n cant take.
it seemed that ppl r not interested in el reli =X
cant take is better,coz ppl r familiar with it mahx.
but the wind is big..
real big..
our stands nearly FLEW~
but ms tan said we blew quite well..
as in, coz onli 18
then we can blow like that,quite good.
very happy =D
mdm raf n ms lai also say very loud..
YAY~
go back to the room, crap around,fall in, play instru, warm up,n we went..
kK drank de water which ppl said it's not nice..
i dun dare to drink..
it's given by the ppl there la..
his expression is so LOL.
hahaz..
then he say "suddenly feel like drinking again"
DIAO
hahaz
we were preparing to play,then de conductor's stand "woosh" disappear =X
looking for it all around..
when we started playing,they then took it there..
we played el reli,cant take, little overture to stand up for singapore n abba gold..
nv play one moment in time n i will follow him..
i wanted to play seh =X
nvm lorx..
after that went back sch..

on the way back, me n jeslyn singing songs..
hahaz..
coz de sky is very dark..
we keep singing tian hei hei.
then we translated the nursery rhymes
HOW FUN!
it's totally cool~!
hahaz..
then when we reached sch,showed them 2C's gays videos
hAhaz~!
asyikin keep askin me n alvin go change,coz we got poetry recital later.
then we go change lor.
coz i saw alot of ppl taking back
so i guess no need fall in.
who noes
when we jus changed,they say fall in
WHAT THE!?!?!
i'm wearing my uniform WITH my black shoes n socks =X
HOW EMBARASSING!!!!!
then it's like,SO DAMN WEIRD
but no choice larx..
then alvin also the same thing..
he say alot of ppl laugh at him
i still ok..
jus that ms lai gave me THAT look..
hahaz..
after that changed lor..
kK was thinking why we're changing..
n told him lorx..
then me n asyikin ran to banquet..
it then started..
to..
RAIN
HEAVILY
gosh~
we didn't managed to get any help
until the clever me [bhb =P]
went to the shop beside n saw PONCHO!
my help~ my great help~
then we bought it..
n went back to sch.
back to sch, saw alvin's hp
then i noe de poncho is SOOO BIG
it's like, there is wind and the poncho flew up
so damn big can!
but we've successfully came back to sch..

on the bus,we slept zZzZZzZzz
coz very tired..
so shiok sia after sleeping..
after that, stayed there for quite long..
then after we performed, ate de vegeterian duumpling
it's nice!
we ate 2 each =D
hahaz..
cool huh?
then after that got..
got de soup..
got mee inside..
very soft,very "nen"
then got sweet potato + tapioca soup
dun like it =X
then got fruits..
the auntie very cute sia!!!
hahaz..
ke ai ke ai~
after that went home lor..
walked to city hall..
a long distance~
after went home..
when using com, kK ask me if i going NJC concert..
i said i doubt so..
then he was like "OMG!U NVR GO?!"
lol..
i was thinking,why he so shockeD?
then he say coz that time me n auntie went to unity concert = very fun
wahahaha~
u sure? lol..
think onli coz got auntie bahx..
auntie = jean
but kK,we gave her a name..
not auntie,but ah lian auntie
coz she like,ah lian like that..
hahz..
then her husband is ah beng uncle
wahahaha~
cool huh?
i help to ENCOURAGED the sec 2s to go for NJC concert..
mission issued by jeslyn
so sent sms to them.
jean replied saying ok,so i told jes n kK
kK is like "YAY!"
lol..
then jeslyn say we guai.. hahaz..
the others nv reply
jasmine say not going,then i sms her say unless got valid reason
if not muz go
then she nv reply liao
today saw alvin,he say he no money =X
i ask him go find jeslyn
jeslyn,settle him hor =P

wow~
i've finally finished blogging..
anyway..
i slept at 9 plus
wahaha~
then i woke up at 6 today
to watch xi ha pi tou 4 =p
then went to sch at 7.30 for maths olympiad..
well.. dun wanna talk about it leh=P
k la,blogged alot le.. 4:04 PM

okayz..
my latest news..
tmr, have maths olympiad till 3.30
shld be last lesson le..
coz next tues exam liaoz..
so damn fast lor =X
hmm..
then after that shld be practising for the poetry..
sat have band from 8.45 - 1.30
then chers wanna have practice for poetry as well..
so,will discuss again..
sunday, 6.15 muz report at sch in band u.
so early lor!
haiz~
then after that lehx..
2pm have to be at sch to go for the poetry thingy..
so i guessed,have to bring sch u to change..
yeps..

well.. today..
found mrs yip in the morning..
then she call us to go maths olympiad.
coz more important.
GOOD =)
hmm..
then got info from mr lee that today is ms fong's last day with us!
so sad~
all of us realli like ms fong alot..
but she so bad..
onli give danlim bookmark.
nv give all of us =X
i'm heartbroken..
anyway, i'm number 5~!
kinda happy la..
coz i'm in top 5..
but so far, i got 4,5 n 6, but not 3 yet!
well..
lulin is realli clever,i gotta admit..
our list:
1st - danlim -> no need say la.. i wont challenge myself against her
2nd- charissa -> last year also..pro larx!
3rd- lulin -> although from china,but did better than us.. we're so shameful =X
4th - xiaohui -> she speeded up this year lorx!last year she wasn't in top 5 or top 10 de i think.. i gotta buck up le..
5th - me

although i'm happy la..
but still not so..
i wanna win xiaohui =P
then chase after lulin..
hopefully i can..
yvonne also clever lor..
she 6th sia..
this time the 2 of them got problem..
i muz jia you liao..
cannot let them run over me..
i gotta win!!!
jiayou!

hmm.. then maths olympiad..
aww shit~!
i dont even understand wat mr lim saying today =X
n felt like sleeping..
gaoyan is like,so funny..
hahaz..
alvin chew pro seh..
got the book voucher..
hahaz..

then after that went for band..
duno why alvin tan didn't come in after i went in =X
but today ms tan is finally ok le..
it's true sia..
her mood can affect ppl's mood..
she not happy,we play also not happy..
today she still quite happy,as in, nv scold..
jus that unhappy with our rhythm like that..
then i enjoy playing today =)
sec 2 onli me n jason lor.
pathetic la..
alvin duno fly to where..
sunday performing 6 songs..
oo lar~
oh..
then ms tan keep talking about shit..
hahaz..
she says shit is very useful..
when u say shit,ppl will notice u de.
.wahhaha~
but i dun feel like writing..
mayb go see my senior de blog bahx..
think they got write =)
so rmb..
SHIT is a good word to use..
muahahhahaha~!
ok,dun wanna continue le..
bye bye! 8:06 PM

well.
kinda tired yehx..
tmr more die..
2.30-3.30 maths survey..
2.30-4/4.30 maths olympiad.
it's either we skip maths survey
OR
we go late for maths olympiad.
after that..
me n alvin n danlim have to go for reciting poetry practice..
by right,it started at 2.30 as well..
but maths olympiad first priority
coz next tues exam liaoz..
then..
hopefully it ends when we reach..
so that we dont have to practice again
if it's realli as i hoped
and it finished when i reach there..
we'll go to band..
i guess by the time we set up n warm up,
it's about 5 le..
then we will blow till 6 bahx.
unless we 6 then end de practising of poetry
if not,sure muz go band..
didn't go for tooooooooo long liaoz..
if realli cant go..
can dream of going to perform on sunday liaoz..
realli..
even if know how to play..
coz didn't even play with the band..
aww~
i'm starting to miss playing with the band..
since a long long time..
aww~
anyway..
i'm still aching kaes..
well..
mrs tay said i'm in top 10
kinda happy lar..
at least i'm in wat i expected..
but now my target is top 5
however..
i'm worried i cant reach tt target..
how =X
no choice lor..
next semester muz jia you lerx..
k..
gt to stop liaoz..
bb 7:49 PM

oh god~
jus got info from chaoyong about our "games" for camp..
it's like, shao nian te gong dui lor..
i mean, de old shao nian te gong dui..
he says there is 1 right..
it's like, u will be standing on a rope which is 6-10 stories high..
then u have another rope in ur hand,
n u have to walk to another side..
n i ask him if there is any rope to tie on u for safety precaution
he say that is de only rope..
which means that if i didn't interpret wrongly,
the rope that is in our hand is de one tied on u.
what the?!
then how to walk?
i mean,we wont fall mehx?
well..
according to shao nian te gong dui,
we shld have a rope at the side,then we'll walk on a rope while holding on to the rope beside..
then the precaution de rope right, will be held by the ppl or wat..
but it seems like ...
ai ya,i duno..
but i knoe it will be scary =X
then he say i will cry =X
i know i will..
wah~ *sobx*
i where got the dare?
haish~
n he say still got rock climbing
WAT THE?!?!?!??!?!?
i hate rock climbing lor..
although i nv climb b4.
but i noe i'll hate it..
coz it's like,so difficult for me =X
argh~
wateva..
i know i'm gonna hate this camp
excluding de happy moments with 2C
i noe this will be a very tough physical training
VERY tough..
for me..
it's tough for others but VERY tough for me,
becoz i noe it needs alot of dare
which is 1 that i'm lack of =X
ah，wateva~
no choice loR!
have to pia liao..
jus hope it will still be fun lar
although i noe it's a little impossible ya =X
jus hope i have no injuries =(
all da bez *sobx*
jia you *sobx*
bye bye *sobx* 7:03 PM

OK. i am PISSED.
i am ANGRY.
becoz ppl scold my beloved teachers #!@$!%!@%
they are from 2A.
wat the lor!
say mrs tay is "auntie tay"
then scold cai lao shi..
saying that they set stupid papers and have stupid marking
PLS LA!
u r bad at those things jus say u're bad lar!
teachers have their own way of marking ok?!
they dont anyhow mark,they r correct.
they wont mark u wrong for nothing.
as for chinese,ur teacher nv tell u,is ur teacher fault..
none of my chinese teacher's fault.
since she cancelled de zero and write it again,meaning that she once wanted to give u marks,but she cant coz ur statement is wrong.
SIMPLE.ok?
mrs tay minus mark coz she wants u to where are ur mistakes.
so that when u go to higher levels,u will not make the same stupid mistakes.
it's to teach us/u a lesson.
go think why teachers wanna minus ur marks n why u got them wrong lar.
if u got it wrong,it's YOUR FAULT.
NOT teacher's fault.
dont push the blame to other ppl when it is YOUR FAULT.
argh!
I DONT ALLOW PPL TO SCOLD MY TEACHERS
hmphF! 3:02 PM

hmm..
i wanted to post on my feelings..
well..
i duno how to start =X

everytime i do something right..
there will at least be 1 person unhappy de..
beginning of this year
we tried to do something for the table cloth..
we, the committee, tried our best to decorate de class
and wat did we get?
complaints and bad comments..
ppl will say this 1 not gd, this 1 shldn't like that..
they onli use their mouth to talk and complain and tell us wat is right
then they expect us to do all the things..
why cant they do?
they're part of the class wat!
someone once said our class is co-operative..
yes,at times,i admit..
but mostly, is last min work..
b4 that, it's sure onli de few who r doing..

this time t-shirt also..
suppose to be CW go do,become i do..
then i get design..
ppl say dun like,very ugly..
then i change..
i tried to do design,ppl say "wat u doing?so ugly lor"
fine,my art is lousy, i accept..
then i do liao, get the price, ppl got things to say again..
ask whr got so cheap 1, sure quality not gd, wan me go look at quality..
but i also duno all these de..
ask them go with me,they dun wan..
then some already say very ex liao..
if still wan gd quality, u noe wat's de price anot?
then now t-shirt ok liao..
we say wanna wear for camp
then ppl say dun wan, coz very hot, very wateva..
then at first buy class tee for wat?
then i noe some ppl will start to scold me in de heart saying "ask u go change quality u dun wan"
k la, wat u expect me to do?
i'm very tired liao leh..
run here run there
do this do that..
i noe i keep repeating, but it's true wat..
u so clever,u come do lar!
u all onli noe how to say, duno how to do, wat's the use?
everybody also noe how to say..
everybody may also noe how to do..
but who is willing la,u tell me?
i tried to do my work,i tried to make de t-shirts le.
if not till now,i dont know if the t-shirt is out or not..
then u all so many comments..
wat the larx..
so not happy,next time do urself lar!
u will see how busy n irritating u can get with ppl saying this n that..
U WILL THEN NOE OUR PAIN.OUR HEADACHE.
can u ppl pls put yourself in other's shoes?
can u ppl pls think for other ppl?
pls la..
teenagers liao leh..
THINK.
not for urself,but for the whole situation. 5:10 PM

I DONT WANT.
I DONT WANT SONY W800i.
I ONLY WANT SONY Z530i!!!

i can dont get the thing that i want.
but i cannot take the thing that i dont want.

meaning, i dont mind if i cannot get the thing that i want..
but i definitely dun wan to take the thing that i dun wan..

THAT IS CALL FORCING.
to me,it is.. although u didn't force me to buy..
memory card space small nvm wat!
the more dont buy lar!
but why keep asking me to buy w800i.
i said liao,i dont like it.
i think it's not nice!
I JUS DONT LIKE IT,AS SIMPLE AS THAT!
i rather use my k700i until it totally cannot be use.
then go n buy a spacious de memory card,but i dun like de w800i.
i dont care..
no matter how u persuade me
IT'S IMPOSSIBLE THAT I AGREE.

i repeat :
i can dont get the thing that i want.
but i cannot take the thing that i dont want. 5:03 PM

paiseh =P
suddenly thought of writing some chinese quotes or chinese sentences..
heex.
if u r not those who appreciate lurve / true feelings, then dun read on..
go to next entry..
thank u =P
n pls take note.. not all will have translation =P

p.s: if u cant read, go to view, then go to encoding,then look for unicode..
then can liao =)

没有一个人值得你为他掉眼泪。值得的那一个，不会让你哭。
nobody deserves your tears. the one that deserves it wont make you cry.

黑夜的转弯是白天。愤怒的转弯是快乐。有时候，只要让心情转个弯就行了。
the opposite of night is day. the opposite of anger is happiness.. sometimes,jus let ur feelings change to the opposite and that's it..

我不期望我们的爱情是刺激的。
我不渴望我们的爱情是火辣的。
我只希望我们的爱情是甜蜜的，是单纯的。
这样我就很满意了。

看到了你写的那几个对她写的字，我不禁感到一阵心痛。
我终于了解，原来自己还深爱着你。

我好希望我能忘掉你。
这样我就不需要每天伤心
这样我就不需要每天挂念着你
这样我的心就不会每天都碎成几片。
你知道吗？我这颗心已经为了你碎成了太多太多片了。
多到我数不清，多到你怎么拼，也拼不会了。

我们都喜欢同一首歌。
那首歌从我们已开始认识就陪伴着我们。
直到现在，听到它，我还是会想起以前的我们。

虽然我很不愿意放手，但我知道勉强是没有幸福的。
如果你真正爱他的话，就应该让他找到属于他的幸福。
如果你认为她是你的幸福的话，我愿意成全你们。
只要你开心，只要你快乐，我愿意牺牲自己，以换取你的微笑。

我祝福你们。。。


does it like..
seems to be like a story?
hahaz..
duno leh,suddenly thought of all these =X
but i feel so nice writing them lehx..
duno why..
some is realli wat i wanna say to somebody..
honestly,seeing u write those words..
my heart realli sours a little..
m i still lurving u?
haiz..
but then it's ages since we've met..
have u forgotten me??
have u got a her?
haish~ 11:36 PM

ok.. back to update =)
today dnt didn't complete =X
1 hr not enough larx..
alot of us didn't complete
except lcy =/
but then i managed to draw out something for the drawings larx..
not de exact 1..
but at least i didn't leave a total blank..
so,shld be ok..
hopefully i can still get de top few =P
but i dun hope for much..

got 47/50 for maths..
2 careless mistake!
i thought there was 3
but actually got 1 is i realli duno..
so is 2..
there is 1 real careless lor!
i wrote correctly at the working there..
then de blank there right
i forget to write a "y" behind de 13
SO DAMN CARELESS LEHX!!!
argh~!!!
then mrs tay duno say my maths 1 careless
or maths 2..
hopefully is maths 1..
but maths 2 i realli dun haf much hope on it =X

hmm..
today dan come my hse..
ate before we did pw..
managed to roughly finish report le..
jus have to transfer from her thumbdrive to mine nia..
coz de report last time saved at hers..
i haven looked at it..
coz i wanna relax myself today without work =P
this is wat i will do..
unlike dan huh?
well..
today on our way home
she's still de same old her..
talking to me,saying she's scared about this,worried about that =X
then after finishing pw, she wanna watched wang zi bian qing wa..
watched until 12 plus, jingrong they all come..
jingrong,jingkai,jingyu,jean,wanlin..
wanted to watch nanny mc phee de..
but they r too late..
in the end wanlin danlim n jingkai
and me..
were watching wang zi bian qing wa outside...
jean was using com
jingyu n jingrong sleeping..
dont think too much..
jingyu sleep on my bed, jingrong sleep on the mattress below..
2.05,i start to wake jingyu up..
she's up le.
but continue to lie down..
i wake her up for 20min lor!
realli noe how to lai chuang..
jingrong also lorx..
pathetic..
then i'm like the mother..
using all kinds of ways to wake them up..
using my mum's alarm..
using my cousin's toy hammer..
beating them..
shouting at them..
tickling them..
lol larx..
and finally they woke up..
and we went out..
all sat 198, afni met us at huayi de stop..
then we went to jps lorx..

today's tutee is poh cheng if i didn't spell wrongly..
at first see her was kinda scared..
coz she seemed to be pai kia..
but she's not =)
compared to that jennifer last week =X
poh cheng very cute ^^,
she very independent ..
quite larx..
very auto..
those qn that she knows how to do
she will do them first.
if duno,she will ask me..
honestly..
among these 3 tutees,i realli like her de best..
i think she's de best larx..
not too quiet,not too noisy..
good! =)
i hope i can teach u next time kies? =D
anyway,she also 6L lehx!
but different way of interpreting =X
but nvm!
although u in em3, but still can be very gd de =)
jiayou! i support u!

hmm..
after that, went to jp with jingyu..
wanted to take de class tee
but then realised that i muz hand in de rest of de money when collecting..
so cannot lorx..
then went to look for mini fan.
then also looked at some clothes..
lol.
shop around lor..
then alvin called n said..
cailaoshi called us to write a poem/ganxiang on duan wu jie..
lol larx..
is mdm oen say de =X
actually ok larx..
fine with me..
but i m doing jus now..
n then i realised that..
i duno wanna write on which type..
i seemed to have alot of versions =P
so i decided to write out all..
hahaz..

hmm..
tmr is scheduled holiday..
due to the election..
oo la!
oh ya.
i haven tell mrs tay i cant go for the CIP!
jingyu say now too late =X
hack care lar..
i jus go tell her..
if she realli dun allow..
i also heck care le..
de most my heart feel uneasy..
but then i will still got 5566 derx..
><
eh~
tmr gonna go play..
wonder if it'll be fun?
hopefully bahx..
but guys..
i'm afraid u all might feel a little boring =X
sorry worx..
but i also duno how larx..
hahaz..
anyway
happy birthday to jeslyn!
=)

dun wanna type le..
bye bye.. 11:12 PM

EXAM IS OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!

u heard me?
i said exam is over!

woo hoo~!
relax
relax
relax

we've work hard..
so..

PLAY HARD! 6:55 PM

NO MOOD~
no mood to study at all =X
tmr dnt lehx!
although not very important..
but like wat mr koh says
it can help us in our results..
or can pull us down..
so of coz,MUZ study
then can go into top mahz..

oh yea.. scared dan jus now..
me,jingyu,jingkai,alvin and fitri..
we told danlim that de highest for zuowen is 38/70
n that highest is jingyu and jingkai, she onli got 36
then she's like,totally beng kui lorx.
then i think she did cry..
see larx..
she this kind horx..
haiz~
coz she give herself too much stress le..
expected herself to get very high
and then cant accept failure..
very bad example..
=P
no offence larx..
but i tell u
i give up on her le lor..
keep asking her to relax
to put down her stress
then was scolded by her last time
she gave me a damn long nag
which kept me real quiet
and almost made me cried =X

wellx.. forget about it..
I GOTTA STUDY
but i know i cant..

I HAVEN SETTLE CIP THING..
i asked mr koh :
mr koh, if we go jps for tutoring,can dun go for cip this sat right?
then he says :
who say 1?
i say mrs tay lor..
then he ask me go find mrs tay =X
i asked wanlin accompany me tmr liaoz..
i tell her i may have to go m'sia bahx.
then see wat she says..
since wanlin also not going..
HOPEFULLY EVERYTHING IS FINE!

well.. i dun wanna crap ler =X
anyway,i'm having a talk with hsienjuen..
hahaz..
we 2 are going on quite well lehx!
hahaz..
didn't expected that..
anyway,that's a good start =P
okok..
going off..
bye byex! 3:16 PM

i'm so tired!!!
well, i finally had the chance to use my com FULLY.
my last wonderful touch on my com
was on thurs night =X
then friday,sat, till now then can use..
i'm so damn tired~
although they r cute at times..
but realli a trouble =X

well..
no mood to study liao larhx..
worried for my maths liaoz..
haven study dnt lehx!
jia lat ..=(
no hope le larx~
i can onli say,good luck to me. that's all..

i SINCERELY hope that there is NO maths olympiad on wed
PLEASE LARX!
it is holiday u noe, HOLIDAY
but i tell u.. got i also dun wanna go liaoz..
WHO CARES!

but then this sat ...
we are supposed to have flag day
whereby we muz hold de can
then go around..
BUT
coz i got go jps for tutoring
I CAN CHOOSE NOT TO GO
like wat wanlin did..
but then on de consent form she didn't write she going..
but i got write worx..
i wanna go at first de laz..
but becoz 5566 coming!
then since i can dont go right
muz as well dont go larx!
then can go chase my 5566 mahz,correct anot?
the problem then comes:
how to tell mr koh?
as in, so damn weird lorx..
i cant be telling him i go chase idol right?
if i didn't write de consent form
then i think is ok..
then now duno how..
mayb tell him then i may have some things..
then have to go back malaysia..
if i dun go can or not..
but now,my solution is :

1) ask him if dun go can anot
if he say ok,then ok lor.. if he say dun think can, then ...
2) tell him got things in m'sia,might have to go back
then see what's he gonna say..
if not lehx..
3) heck care him, sat dun go, off hp dun ans =P
but i think go for 1st 2 methods first..
if realli cannot then 3rd method..

MY SONY ERICSSON Z530i IS OUT LE!
omg omg omg~
it's so damn nice canz..
the price is also nice : $888
hahaz..
but tink not buying now larx..
coz have to upgrade first yaz...
see first lorx..

oh yea..
went to see alvin de blog.
then u noe wat.
he say jingyu asked if we wanna go watch poiseidon or wateva..
duno how to spell..
on thurs..
but normally we have band right..
somemore after exam le u noe..
but i noe **** will heck care de..
he/she onli wants he/she himself/herself to be able to go..
ppl dont go they heck care de lorx..
they wont bother to change de date.
but if they cannot go,they will make sure u change
and u nv change,they blame u..
so wat the right?
argh wateva..
actually dun wanna write out.
.but nv write out i feel so weird..
to the "they/he/she"
if u see this n think is u, 4get it..
i wont admit/deny..
but dont blame me for being straight
becoz u urself is very straight at times also..
i'm being kind to write on blog
and not face to face..

paiseh, getting irritated..
anyway,i wanna go sleep lerx..
it's late okiex..
well, gd nitex larx..

p.s: i can finally lie on my shiok bed =P 10:32 PM

awww~
i want to change blogskin leh!
although the currently 1 is ok larx..
i mean,quite nice..
BUT THEN..
i'm going sick about it =X
i want a new 1!
but then i very fussy derx..
"U noe i am a very troublesome de person"
noe whose quote is that?
hahaz..
too sad if u duno =P
anyway.. back to my topic..
I want a nice blogskin!
but currently..
i cant find 1 =X
hai yoz~

TODAY'S SCIENCE IS DIFFICULT!
and i mean, very..
but then i tikam de questions, i correct leh =P
oh yaz..
to danlim, jingrong, alvin, jingkai: [not sure if jingyu n fitri shld be added in,coz duno they waiting for me anot =P paiseh larx..]
thanks for waiting for me horx..
but cannot blame me,wan blame go blame xiuwei
who ask her paper to be so long =P
but anyway, thanks peepx ^^,

hmm.. had de difficult paper today..
then.. waited for er jie to return her dict..
and also to take money from her..
then de following ppl on top waited for me..
thanks yaz..
then me n dan go look for mr koh..
looked at dan's mistake..
then took practice diagrams from mr koh..
thank u!

oh oh.. cannot talk le..
later god-family coming..
trouble again from de god sisters =X
gtg! bb!

2Crocks,hahaz =P 7:09 PM

OMG!!!
i onli study until chapt 5
and i HAVEN FINISH.
dun feel like studying le..
haish..
JIAYOU!
well,bye bye =P 8:02 PM

if this happened in the past..
i will be tian xiaokui..
he will be wei ying qi ..
and she will be ye you li..
for those who watched mr fighting
which in chi is ge dou tian wang..
u will understand wat i mean by the characters..
however..
i doubt xiaokui will be with yingqi in our story..
becoz i dun think yingqi like xiaokui..
xiaokui is onli like a good fren..
a good buddy..
but honestly, now,
i duno if the feeling still exist..
but i dun think so..
coz i dun haf the jealousy feeling..
that's good..
having jealousy will harm..
=)

well.. today's history paper..
had so many first time..
first time had hand cramp
first time write until hand pain
first time no time to check..
lol..
well.. on the whole is ok la..
but MCQ DAMN DIFFICULT..
anyway,i wanna watch show le =P
tmr is maths 1 n chi 2,so ok..
no need study..
got do hw then no problem liao..
bb! 7:58 PM

yo~
jus got info from meichia..
most probably
5U/6U gathering is on 8th n 9th June..
haish~
actually kinda happy der..
but it's on THURS and fri..
mostly THURS will have band prac..
later 2 crash =X
hopefully that day no band prac
or for sec 1s..
if not i in dilemma lerx..
first time 5U have gathering sia..
somemore is 2D1N chalet lehx..
haiz~
duno larx..
if go chalet kena scolded by seniors..
if go band later nagged by frens..
haiyo~

*no offence to both parties hor*
*this is purely my thinkings*
*i very honest,so jus put my thinkings here*
*if i offended anyone,paiseh*

hopefully can get band schedule faster..
so that i can arrange my dates..
k,gtg..
bb..

*scared for hist n lit =X 10:16 PM



this is me! wahahha~ so cute right!
i lurve myself when i was young..
i was so cute lehx!
i think everybody looks cute when young la =P
wanted to take de photo of my 1mth old face..
and a crying baby photo.
.but very blur..
my scanner disappear le..
if not can use =X

well.. was looking at my certificates jus now..
hmm~
i'm proud of my organ =)
i learnt ballet before..
kinda long lerx..
learnt for 3-4 years i think.. or mayb more than that..
i jus knew that i had 3 ballet exams b4..
1st time highly commended..
2nd time commended..
3rd time distinction..
the 3rd time seems to be easy lorx.. duno why..
but i already forgotten about them le..
i still rmb last time i got a small book..
then record the things teacher said..
honestly,i missed dancing with my peepx..
missed them alots.. hahaz..
last time when i have organ at jp,still can find them..
now, hardly lerx.
coz i have organ at home liaoz..

anyway, jus realised that i've learnt organ for 10 years!
my mum said i started around 1997,which was K1..
mayb at then i was still by the 1st teacher,mr hee..
then after that went to JP and joined ms tan..
so, if i minus 1997, i have spent at least 9 years with ms tan le yehx!
that's long huh?
she's my organ teacher since i took exams..
and in 1999, i took 3 grades de exams leh!
grade 12, 11 and 10..
but coz we're in a class..
that is why still ok..
but from grade 9 onwards,went to clementi for exams lerx..
so fast.. now grade 5 liaoz..
crucial grade..
ms tan say she will get for me theory book grade 3..
and most prob,after i finished de book, will go for theory exam =X
gosh~~~
but anyway..
i lurved "without you"
damn nice lor!
gonna find out whose song is that..
oh yaz!
if there is any band ppl viewing my blog, esp FSMB de, can u help me check, did we play a song with the title "yesterday once more"?
mayb it is only part of it,but i think it is sax solo..
help me check pls?
de notes go like this:
F F G A C^ A C^ A D^ C^ A
A C^ D^ E^ A C^ D^

with the ^ means is high de..
ai ya..
if dun understand,then contact me..
i will play u de rhythm..
thanks hor!

hmm.. today's eng,still ok la..
not so bad.. but very worried for functional!
coz i nv write in my own points..
then told ms tham,she's like "u nv write ur own points ah?"
cham liao lor..
but paper 2 was ok..
de compre was finally better than others...
thank u mr khusni =)
monday will have MT 1 and hist..
very worried for hist lehx!
needa rmb alot of things.
Gor taught me : FOCUS
he says for hist,jus throw away everything and FOCUS..
anyway,got lotsa tips from gor ytd..
thanks gor!
well.. tmr cant slack le..
hopefully i can make myself study hist..
at least i muz finish reading and understanding the whole book..
then after that will continue to memorise chapt 7-11
k la,wanna sleep le..
good nitex! 11:40 PM

'02.2005' '03.2005' '04.2005' '05.2005' '06.2005' '07.2005' '08.2005' '09.2005' '10.2005' '11.2005' '12.2005' '01.2006' '02.2006' '03.2006' '04.2006' '05.2006' '06.2006' '07.2006' '08.2006' '09.2006' '10.2006' '11.2006' '12.2006' '01.2007' '02.2007' '03.2007' '04.2007' '05.2007' '06.2007' '07.2007' '08.2007' '09.2007' '10.2007' '11.2007' '12.2007' '01.2008' '02.2008' '03.2008' '04.2008' '05.2008' '06.2008' '08.2008' '09.2008' '10.2008' '11.2008' '12.2008' '01.2009' '02.2009' '03.2009' '04.2009' '05.2009' '06.2009' '07.2009' '08.2009' '09.2009' '10.2009' '11.2009' '12.2009' '01.2010' '02.2010' '03.2010' '04.2010' '05.2010' '06.2010' '07.2010' '08.2010' '09.2010' '10.2010' '11.2010' '12.2010' '01.2011' '02.2011' '03.2011' '04.2011' '05.2011' '06.2011' '07.2011' '08.2011' '09.2011' '10.2011' '11.2011' '12.2011' '01.2012' '02.2012' '03.2012' '04.2012' '05.2012' '06.2012' '07.2012' '08.2012' '09.2012' '10.2012' '11.2012' '12.2012' '01.2013' '02.2013' '03.2013' '04.2013' '05.2013' '06.2013' '07.2013' '08.2013' '09.2013' '10.2013' '11.2013' '12.2013' '01.2014' '02.2014' '06.2014' '01.2016' picture design: © Alexander Karpenko 2005 | aikart@pisem.net or AiK-art
skin: slayerette
image font: adine kirnberg script