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Saturday, October 31, 2009
BOOHs!!!!
I LOVE MOONLIGHT RESONANCE~! =DDD
I LOVE HAO&QIU INSIDE =))) (guan jia gong n guan jia po =D)
super sweet n cute x)
lin feng is cool~! =DDD

feeling so no mood..
wanna do I&R,but cant find de mood,seriously!
mayb i'll try to work slowly towards it =X
die die mus do it luhs. if nt drag on somemore very jialat =X
--Merci tout le monde--
10:15 AM


Friday, October 30, 2009
u know wat?
i realli cant believe this is happening..
it hurts. realli hurts.
i cant imagine not seeing her next year..
she's been with my throughout my whole year.
she's in all de classes im in..
she's always sitting beside me, always talking to me..
i'm always with her when the others are "bullying" her..
she always say im de kind one..
she's always 1 of the entertainer among us..
i cant imagine my next 1 yr without her. its gonna be so weird..
our clique has 1 less person..
i have 1 less geog partner..
we have 1 less girlfren to craze around with..

i duno if there's a turning point..
i duno if we can plead with the teachers..
n i duno if its better that she leaves or not..
of cos we wont wan her to leave.
we'll definitely miss her, i definitely will.
i wish we'll all be tgt until next year ends..
so does she.. i believe she wanna be with us too..
but if we were to think, if she realli stays,is it realli gd for her?
what if she cant pull thru next year? isn't it tougher for her?
imagine her in de same state this year among us.
i bet she'll feel bad.. demoralised.. unhappy too..
so which is de better solution? i duno..
to let her stay on,or to let her realli go off?
the former seems gd,but may not be that gd after all.
the latter isn't gd as it seemed, but it may actually be better for her,isn't it?
if she isn't coping well,shldn't we let her go n let her go to a place whr she can cope?

but to think of it..
i duno how she'll feel..
i know she mus be feeling real terrible now. super.
she mus be thinking how she's gonna face us..
n as wat she said, de more she think of us,de sadder she is, cos she's gonna miss us..
imagine.. jus 1 year. but we'd been thru all things all tgt.
all de fun n laughters, all de sorrows.. jus 1 year. but its actually a lot..

how i wish..
how i wish there would be a nice ending to this..
realli..
haish..
--Merci tout le monde--
3:07 PM


Thursday, October 29, 2009
whoots~!
verified results today. got to know the overall grades..
erhs.. okok bahs..
though scored well for maths and chem, dont seemed to be that happy.
think my expectations getting higher le =X
its gd n bad.
gd cos i'll push myself to work harder (hopefully)
n if expectations high,i'll work to achieve the higher grades.
but i dun wanna be the competitive type.
im worried i'll have the thinking of wanna win ppl.
surrounding ppl r like that, making it easy for me to follow them into having this thinking.
this is bad.
=((

ytd, one of my classmate was like,asking me how much i got for math.
mayb its me that's thinking too much.
but i feel she knows i scored lower than her n wanna find out.
i didn't see her coming to me when its CT?
ok,mayb she did ask me,but she didn't have de "=D" face.
ytd she asked me,n when i said,she keeps smiling non-stop,n its those very wide smile kays.
i shldn't have asked her back for hers, cos she smiled even wider =X
another fren.. keep worrying,say if she failed that specific subject, she'll cry..
told her she wont fail,cos she always managed to pass it thru, n pass well.
she keeps saying no,this time she really crapped.
in de end? she scored B =X
sometimes realli duno what these ppl r thinking..
r they realli worried, or they purposely spell out those thoughts?
haish.. but guess this is de reality of society bahs..
meeting all kinds of ppl..
i gotta stop complaining n get used to this type of life..
i needa adapt n learn to face these kind of people.

but im glad i had miss yeo as my tcher.
n im glad i had my parents.
without them to be at the side telling n reminding me,
i think i'll be like those people, having the competitive heart.
now,everytime when i tend to be competitive, i always remind myself about sec 3's PTM.
miss yeo "challenge yourself, and not others"
yups. i shall.
n yeahs. was thinking about it this morn,n i smiled =)
though i didn't score that well overall, had 2As but 1C n 2Ds,
i did improve overall.
my geog was pushed up to D from a E. glad my promos managed to help me pull up.
for promos, my GP scored a C, but it was jus de borderline,so was dropped back to D again overall.
but in my AQ assignment,my tcher wrote that i'd clearly grasped the structure =)
so yups. that's another motivation for me =)
chem improved from C to A =)
econs improved from D to C overall.
so yups. guess i shld be happy.
i improved =)) yay! hahas =))
shall ask mummy to buy me that $10 nice nice bag!!!!!!

dared to post my results here cos i know my class ppl duno my blog ( i think =X)
if nt, they're gonna talk about it n stuff again.
dun wanna be involved in the competitive side.
shall learn from miss yeo.
they wanna compete,let them be. i'm nt gonna care about them.
the biggest enemy is urself. i shall jus compete with myself to get better =))

jus had an ice-cream~! x)
was tempted to eat after looking at the ice-cream flyer.
feel like asking mum to go n buy this sat lehs!
but then having so much ice-cream => keep eating => sin!!! =XXX
see how bahs~
but this week had been eating quite some unhealthy food >.<
n spending lotsa money!
that's de bad thing about nt having sch =XXX
but still, i love it.=P
hmm..
tmr's meeting up for pw again.
though its kinda sian to meet up everyday..
but we're deciding to do so cos we wanna A our pw =))
though our st say our WR shld be ok, his words aren't very trustable..
so yups.. to secure our A,we have to work hard for OP!
doing props and rehearsing tmr..
den working on I&R over the weekend.
12 more days to official freedom luhs!!! x)
cant wait~!


somehow i think i shld start mugging..
slowly finding back that feeling to study..
becos im watching tv from 8 to 12 everyday =XXX
but i cant find that feeling! sad~~~
--Merci tout le monde--
5:47 PM


Friday, October 23, 2009
I REALISED I FORGOT TO BLOG ABOUT AN IMPORTANT THING!!!!!
i blogged so much about my complaints, but forgot to blog about my happy thing =))
MONDAY WAS SO GREAT =DDD
we went KBOX!!!!!
me joscelin yulin jacq lier jodie hilda =DDD
FUN FUN FUN!!!!!!!!!!!
damn lot of ppl that day =D
went to jurong safra's kbox =)
quite cool ehs!
jus that i dun like de window w/o curtains over there.
there's totally no atmosphere in a bright room =((
but the whole day was fun!
to cater to jacq, we chose some eng songs.
but in de end,we realised she can sing chi song,but OLD ONES.hahas.
damn funny.
so we ended up picking old songs, n she realli know how to sing!
all de old childhood songs.. like baobei dui bu qi, ben xiao hai .... hahas.
damn fun la!
but didn't sing till 7 cos jacq gotta travel back home (to serangoon =P)
so yups! but we did get high at some period of time.hahas.
but there's too many songs to sing le la,so we didn't manage to finish =P

the best songs were NOBODY n GEE n SORRY SORRY.
hahas.
we all started dancing de steps. DAMN COOL LA =DDD
n its damn fun when everybody jus dance w/o feeling embarassed.hahas.
love it =D
we agreed to come out to K again after OP!!!
a MUST CELEBRATE =DDDD

alrights alrights, stop here le =))
i decided to let myself rest today, that's why im posting so much =)
mayb will start work later la, in de night after my TV time x)))
bye peoples~! =DDD
--Merci tout le monde--
7:45 PM

YAY!!!
we finished WR!!!
LIKE FINALLY MAN..
this week is such a terrible week for us..

wanted to just complete n send it in on thurs.
but our st wanna see. so we showed him on wed,hopefully he wont say much n we can send for printing.
cos we gotta bind by fri, which we feel everybody will be binding that day,
so we wanna bind on thurs.
n u noe. we planned everything well.
THEN. ON WED.
he got so pissed when he cant open de file n we say we wanna print that day.
he DEMANDED for TWO MORE DRAFTS before we send for printing.
TWO MORE DRAFTS?!?!??!
n he was so ridiculous saying we can bind on mon (i do think so that day)
n was damn pissed with him that day too.
in de end yulin n nurmatha came down to my hse n we did WR all de way till 8plus..

den. we let him see on thurs. he wants 2 more drafts right? my grp is good. we shall do so.
we decided to meet him in de morn, edit in de noon n show him in de evening
den we can send for printing in the night n bind on fri.
BUT. he said he got meeting SUDDENLY (when he alr agreed to meet us in de morn de previous day)
AND SO....
we can onli meet him at 2..
den after meeting, he made comments again..
we wanna rush by 5 so we can let nurmatha's sis print, n can bind on fri.
but somehow they went to ask, saying we can bind on mon.
so yups. we decided to not rush so much, but complete that day so we can print on fri.
went to yulin's hse to complete.

her hse was kinda cool lehs! its like hotel manner sehs~
de door looks like those hotel type.. n de lighting is those yellow de instead of white.
n the 1st floor really seemed like a lobby.hahas. damn cool =D
n yups. we went to her hse n we did all de way till 9 plus lehs!
was kinda homesick by then but held on.
her dad was gd n sent us out to bus-stop.he even nagged at yulin for nt letting us have dinner.
made me feel bad for yulin,cos nt her fault..
well anws~ was feeling damn tired n gaga.so tears burst out =X
reached home at 10? wah,first time i did things till so late at fren's hse.
but i know im actually quite fortunate compared to some others =X so ya lo..

in de end, I SLEPT AT 1 PLUS THIS MORN!
its quite early compared to some ppl but it was damn late for me? esp during sch day =X
was waiting for nurmatha to send to me de WR.
i think im quite pro. i managed to hang on. wow man..
but anws. EVERYTHING IS OVER LUHS!!!
though there is a little small unease over there, but we felt we really did our best alr..
we spent so much time on it alr! its nt as if we didn't do enough..
we really did wateva we could. n we did listen to ST's comments k..
n we made so much improvements luh.. IM SATISFIED =))
but this is only 40%.. shall work hard for the next 40% =)
im quite confident with that. discussed OP stuffs today n seemed to came out with some ideas =)
hope everything will turn out fine!!! =))

at least i felt much relieved. wow.. it was realli great.
but there's still I n R which we r not told to do anything by our ST yet =X duno if we shld start doing drafts or not lehs =X
see how bahs.. mayb i'll try tmr =)
im more interested in doing OP i guess =D
hope it'll turn out well too =))

well.. promos results out on wed. dead for geog i guess =X
there's holiday lessons for geog too. sad =(
n homework are coming.. time to settle down and do them i guess..
gotta start balancing pw n hw? o.O see how la =D

anws, today's de last official day of lessons!
next week onwards is jus going back for PW stuff, and results thingy..
YAY! =) ohohs~ plus harmoc.
OHS! made me realised.. i thought i dun needa go to sch on tues =((
but nvm~ its jus harmoc =)

alrights~ such a long long post =D
hmm~ nth much~
jiayou lo everyone!
O's coming~
A's coming~
PW's last 2 items coming n will be going~! =DDD
--Merci tout le monde--
7:16 PM


Friday, October 16, 2009
hmm..
today is quite a so-so day..
some heart-to-heart talk + advice session with dan n alvin..
hope everything will go well..
rarr..

decided not to go for de pool session tmr..
was in a dilemma, and finally came to a decision.
sorry guys. but still rather so called homesick..
mayb can stil go if my dad nv work, but he's working.
yes,he's working.for no money if im nt wrong.haish.
so i cant bear to abandon my mum alone at home.
plus she worked till 10 today, so that she can rest tmr.
how can i throw her at home alone n go out with frens?
so yups,sorry 4e5 peeps =((

hmm..
duno wat to write le lehs..
decided to apply for OGL =))
handed the forms to the teachers le =)

kinda eager to know promo results somehow =X
wasn't realli worried for maths n chem..
but geog n econs n gp.. haish.. so unpredictable =X

n yeahs.. time is running out =((
needa realli rush for wr & op..
honestly i dun mind de slacking days now..
n i kinda dun mind doing pw in sch. cos i feel its better to discuss with them while doing..
n rarr.. i realli wish we can get better =X
jiayou ppl~!
--Merci tout le monde--
10:03 PM


Thursday, October 15, 2009
woosh. just did some household chores. WOW.hahas.
kinda tired now.
i seriously think doing household chores = exercising luh.
u all should see how much i sweat.omg.lol.
i realised im rather particular about cleaniness if im sweeping.
i cant stand seeing a few more strands of hair on de floor.
so i took rather long to sweep de floor?
i think sweeping plus mopping is around 1 hr luhs.
n now i feel like vomitting >.<
last time also! think cos i haven been exercising =(
there's PE tmr, bet there'll be running.
hope sham is nt that evil and make us run duno how many rounds =X

anws. i think im getting filial =D
im no longer the mama's child kays.
i wanted to say im no longer the precious, but i disagree.lol.
im still my mum's precious.wahahas. but im no longer those princess type.
yes! this is de right way to describe =) im no longer qian jin xiao jie.
im doing household chores now cos my mum's so tired from work everyday..
working even on sat till 5pm. so nice and filial me shall sweep + mop de floor when im free =)
or when i feel there's a need =)
its nice when mum says "u swept de floor ah" when i didn't even tell her.
this shows that i did swept it clean and she can feel it.
n i can feel she's glad and somehow touched.lalalas~
cos i finally grow up n help her with household chores =D
though i somehow shldn't be glad cos some ppl started doing since sec 1 or even younger? =X
but still. its better than i dont even do anything even till now right? =))

n i decided to use my own money for kbox this coming mon.
as for sat's pool,i'll see how. its far too ex, mayb i'll ask mum/dad to subsidize half =)
cant spend all de money cos there's quite a no. of ppl's bday in nov =X

alrights.. resting a while more b4 bathing..
gonna search for all kinds of stats too for pw.
we're lacking of support =( sad sad.
hope we can realli find all de stats that we need.
COME OUT STATS FOR LETTERS!!!!!!!!!!! >.<
--Merci tout le monde--
4:13 PM


Saturday, October 10, 2009
feel like im such a failure..
feel like im such a coward..
feel like im such a lousy person..
feel like im so useless..
feel like going to the beach now..
cos i wanna cry out loud..

im feeling so so terrible..
but i cant find de right person to talk to...
i dun like this..
it sucks..
totally..
--Merci tout le monde--
11:45 PM

okays! shall throw the bad dream away for now.
decided to blog another entry cos i realised i didn't blog about ytd! =D
yay~ GAME FEST =DDD
initially we're like: "omg.what are we going to do for this.. 4 hrs?!?!"
yeahs.cos we didn't take part in any games.
den when they say gonna start de games, we realli cant think of anything to do?
then they decided to go n take a walk.
after that we went around de field n stuff, n we started our mobile cheerleading activity.
hahas. went around to help people cheer, esp if its our classmates playing (like duhs)
handball was great luhs! our class rock =D
we beat all the other houses. YES.ITS JUST 09SH08 =DDD
lalas~ we help ignis win 1 title! =D
but ytd IGNIS WAS POWERFUL =DDD
we got like, 1st n 2nd for almost every game la.
n we won the 1st runner up hse (solaris) by almost 100points!
omg, we rock man! =D
hahass. was shouting like crazy when they annoucing all the results x)))
but was real tired. whole face was red too. wow man..
came back played a little comp. was tired n slept for a while..
i keep using comp nowadays luhs. duno wat else to do.
duno if this is gd or bad o.O
anws yups. after that went jp lib (saw dorothy n ch on de way)
den went jp to meet kl n est n we went for dinner at pepperlunch again =)
de pasta was quite nice =) so was de ice cream =)
shopped a little around fairprice n went back le.
though a short one, but nice having this kind of short dinners tgt =)
kl was crazy over pool,so we're trying to plan 1 next week.hahas..
hopefully it'll be somewhat successful? =)

alrights.. dun wanna post le.
.having organ lesson later..
still mus go JE lib to look for that stupid book for PW.rarr~!
jiayou man. EXACTLY 1 MORE MONTH LATER, I'LL SAY GOODBYE TO PW!!!!!!
i cant wait for that day.
but meanwhile, CHIONG ><
--Merci tout le monde--
11:23 AM

had a very bad dream ytd..
its nt a nightmare.. actually if the male lead was another person, it might be ok.
but it was him. n it was.. realli terrible..
n de thing is it seemed so real..
yes, its like, again, a dream in a dream.
so i keep having this "waking up" thingy, thought its real,but its actually a dream.
n once i wake up i keep thinking of this dream.
i didn't forget 1 single scene of it..
i realli wish this will not come true at all.
i shld be glad though,cos my dreams nv come true at all..
phew~
but im glad. cos this dream make me understand what im feeling deep in my heart.
i once wonder, what will happen if this was realli true..
i thought i'll be able to accept.
but after i had this dream,i realised i cant accept.
so de more i wont think about this anymore. cos i know i wont be able to accept it.
so if one day,this realli comes,i know what is my ans. i wont be in dilemma =)
but still.. im still nt back to my normal self yet.
my mind is somehow still about that. yucks >.<
go away u stupid dream!
brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
--Merci tout le monde--
11:10 AM


Wednesday, October 07, 2009
woots~ back from movie =)
ate at xin wang hongkong cafe. heh hehs! i wanna go eat with my parents again.
wanna eat all de dim sum! =P
anws time traveller's wife is nice! =D
touching =) sweet =) though a little confusing o.O
feel like watching 500days of summer too! =D
tmr back to sch. starting slowly with that PW life. gg back at 5.30 tmr lehs.. SIAN =(
but will have some breaks in between again la.. so ya lo..
nth much to post la.. =)
yups..ohohs..wanna post about some thoughts here..

was reading 1 chinese novel..
quite a nice one.. cos there's a lot about those wen2 zi4..
those shu1 qing2 wen2..
ps. lappy dun haf chi software =X
anws yups..
n reading that book..suddenly i realise something..
guys and girls have different attitudes/thinkings towards love/relationship..
i am making a generalisation here though.. based on wat i've seen,n wat's on tv n in novels.
guys tend to think more of the future..
they'll think of whether they'll be able to provide happiness for the girls in the future.
whether they are capable of giving them a gd future.
if they cant, most likely they will not allow that relationship to go for long..
mayb it can last with the girls persuading,but most of the time,it'll still end in de end..
girls on the other hand,only think of de present.
we only tend to think of staying happy together now, believing that with love,
we can overcome all obstacles together.

so its like, guys may seem to be more realistic than girls.
they love to be tgt,but if they cant provide happiness for them, they'd rather end that relationship.
they rather give the girls more time to search for their right one.
isn't this always de case, esp if de guy is having some illness?
de guy will wanna let go of de girl, afraid of being the burden.
but de girl will always want to accompany by his side.
de guy will not wanna let the girl know about his illness,
but de girl die die will wan to know everything about her guy.
i mean, girls wish to know every single thing about her guy, n not want to be de last to know about their things.
but guys jus have that pride, n refuse to tell de girls.
that's why.. it realli takes trust, n also understanding from each other for a relationship to go on well.
it might be impossible to ask guys n girls to change their attitudes.
i think this is a natural attitude every1 may have. it still depends on how they communicate with each other..
each couple has their own way bahs =)
once they can overcome this, everything will be smooth =)

well..jus a random thought here la..
mayb of some help to u guys/girls, on wat ur de other half may be thinking =)
its nt easy to change them out of their attitude.
i tried. thought i can make it. it succeed,but eventually failed.
its nt easy. so yups. jiayou everyone!
=))
hope everyone will find their true Miss/Mr Right =))



sometimes.. i think i am so foolish..
i know its impossible..
but at times,i still chose to believe in that 0.001% of miracle..
--Merci tout le monde--
8:05 PM


Tuesday, October 06, 2009
wohohos. here to blog again =D
didn't wanted to come online, thought i'll drop dead on bed.
but turned out that i dun feel like sleeping yet.
have super fulfilling days these few days =D
did i mention? i came home n used come till 2 plus n went jp ytd.
came back,den went back to jp lib to borrow books =))
den today woke up, prepared and went out at 8 or so. went to buy choco for de bday lovelies.
den had bf with asy n cs at mac.
after that went back to fuhua to look for ms yeo!
wasn't allowed to go in =( luckily ms yeo got her hp with her n saw my msg =D
so she came down after her lesson n we accompanied her to eat her meal, which has to last her to 4? =X
so yups. chat a lot. heard her talk about her sorrows =(
realli hope this realli ends quick for her. n hope de stupid teachers n principal stop giving her stress n trouble =((
but yeps.miss yeo jiayou! =D
but had quite some laughs when she talk about some things.. hahas..
after that went her table, den went up to her 4e6 class.muahahhas..
she wanted us to go in first n say we're her relief teachers,but we dun dare.hahas.
so in de end she still went in, den we went in n stood at the side while she sorta introduced us..
n we went to sit at the back.

it was kinda fun n funny luhs.
she'll keep on reminding them that we're there. but she keeps on saying:
"dont think i've got guests and i wont scold. they're used to my scoldings and are here to hear my scold. so im wont be nice to u all n will still scold"
hahas. damn funny =P den when she go thru de papers we're like discussing also.
like recapping.hahas. so fun so fun..
n gt 1 qn she nearly shoot back at us!but we didn't hear clearly.
luckily she didn't realli make us ans. if nt sure malu!
but she says today de class is abnormal.hahas.so funny.
n jiajun got 69/80 for 1 paper! nt bad nt bad =D PROUD OF HIM X)))
hahas. den she tease jiajun,ask him to turn back n bow to us.hahas.
omg,i love her lessons la =D
its so nice sitting into teacher's lessons,esp ms yeo's =D
i think if miss yeo is still teaching when im working, i may consider coming back as relief to help her.
wahhas. i think its gonna be fun =D
but duno if u need those procedure n criteria or wat anot =X
shall see how =D
but realli enjoyed listening her say all de jokes la, den keep signalling n talking to us in front of her class.
wahahas. n hehhehs..she praised us (4e5) again.hahas. for getting gd msg. WOOTS! =DDD
lalallas~ I LOVE TODAY =)))))))))))))))))

after that went shopping with asyikin.
IM SUPER SAD LA.
i saw that super nice flats, but it was kinda ex, as in, mayb not so worth that price?
actually i duno.i think its half ok half nt ok.
omg.n i so regret now!!!
as in nt realli regret,but i keep thinking about it!
but till now i still duno if i'll be willing to buy that shoes =(
but i realli want that kind of flats!
im so determined to look for that now. AHHHHH!
please~ let me see those kind of flats again!!! I WANNA BUY`~~~~~~ T.T

anws i bought my lappy case =D cute white carebear one =D
tmr gg out with NJ clique for movie plus a little shopping? x)
woah. i love my these 3 days.im doing so fruitful stuff =D
i didn't spend my time idling at home. i went shopping~!
exercised too=D
seriously i think i may have lost some grams. (sounds weird =X)
if good,mayb 1 kg.i hope hahas. 1/2 also can =P
but honestly my leg kinda hurts.
nvm. i rather my leg hurt then idle at home x))
alright~ shall post the pics on facebook o.O
go there see bahs~! =P

tmr's de last free day (considered la)
since thurs sch's gonna start though its nt normal lessons..
but yeahs! so gonna enjoy tmr~! x)
bye ppl!
n anybody who see those personalised type of flats, PLEASE LET ME KNOW!!!!!!
=DDDDDDD

p.s.: miss yeo rocks! n well done jiajun,proud of u! yiying too~! x) n asyikin,thanks! =D
--Merci tout le monde--
11:22 PM


Monday, October 05, 2009
oh yay~! exams's over~! =DDD
duno why,de super great feeling isn't there.
mayb cos nt everyone ends tgt. so de feeling nt that high.
last time the whole level/class ends tgt,so will go shopping tgt with the gals..
later im gonna go shopping alone (so sad right =(()
no la.. cos i wanna go get some things,den wanna go walk ard myself.
cos i wanna go try clothes =D a little uneasy if go out with some ppl.
plus some of them still having exams later or tmr (i mean most)
so yups~!
but tmr gonna go out with asy.. yay~! =D
suddenly love to play spider solitaire.i finally won once for the medium level.rarr~!
watching a little of the tv first, b4 going out later x)

ohohs~! i did a gd deed today lehs!
i woke up a NJ gal on de bus cos she's still asleep when we reached.
so happy x))

k la.duno wat to post le.
wish all those still having promos all the best!
shall enjoy myself b4 we start to occupy ourselves with nth but PW PW PW =XX
byeeee~!
--Merci tout le monde--
1:13 PM


Sunday, October 04, 2009
i know that im not doing the right thing.
i know im showing super bad attitude.
i know i may receive some blast/scoldings if i continue.
but i just cant stop myself from doing it..
speechless.
--Merci tout le monde--
6:54 PM

just trying..
Saturday, October 03, 2009
jus testing to see whr the title will appear o.O
i'm only left with 3 chapts for chem!
n that leaves me to be very slack =X
i didn't do much actually. its jus that they r familiar becos i jus had a test last week.
when i read,i know.but im afraid when im suddenly asked about the qn,i duno a thing =X
rarr~
good luck to me man! 2 more days.i will hang on=))
--Merci tout le monde--
9:37 PM

im bac here again! cos i wanna blog about BOSCOLIE!!! =P
omg,i simply love the 2 of them lehs.bosco wong and myolie wu.
they damn compatible la! but i saw some news that they broke up alr. sad!!!
i hope its nt true n hope they're tgt! hope they'll be de hk version of fann + chris =DDD
anws go n listen to this song!
its super nice.
n i jus realised its quite long ago already,but i jus heard n loved it recently =D

感激遇到你

胡杏儿 黄宗泽

女:这是爱承诺用心恋爱
注定要和你同步飞身爱海
男:谁人是最爱全程投入去爱
有你每日也精彩

合:永远与你一起日
后都只爱你
永远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味
能维系便铭记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪

oh baby, i love you,
i love you everyday
永远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味
能维系便铭记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪
感激遇到你

女:这是爱为我绝恋一个
约定以后甜蜜的分享甜窝
男:谁人是最爱全程投入去爱
有你每日也精彩

合:永远与你一起
日后都只爱你
永远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味
能维系便铭记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪

oh baby, i love you,
i love you everyday
永远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味
能维系便铭记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪
感激遇到你



YAY!!! =DDD
--Merci tout le monde--
12:09 AM


Friday, October 02, 2009
yay! the terrible today is over! =D
ytd was the worst >.<
cant forget how terrible it was. nth was going into my brain.
its like everybody(the info i mean) wants to squeeze into my brain but no 1 managed to get it.
how terrible is this!!!
n this is de first time i ever felt so unprepared. i didn't finish revising ytd..
still revising today from 12 to 2.30. bet miss yeo's gonna be damn angry if she noes about this =X
but anws! its over~
though i kinda crapped it thru,so most likely cant score. actually i only hope i can pass geog >.<
yes, JUST A PASS PLEASE >.<>.<

left with chem on mon.
oh! i haven look at my chem test. ok la,didn't fare that badly. that's gd..
most likely not studying today.
shall give myself a break. I DID MY BEST =)
though ya,i didn't have much preparation b4 this for geog. but ytd n today,i did my best in studying alr.
but somehow i have this not so good feeling. duno why =X
ahhh heck care!
shall jus focus on chem n after mon THAT'S IT =DDD
but it'll be PW all da way =X suddenly so foreign to it after not touching it for like, 1 week at least?
hope the mood will be bac, n we can score de A. rarr!!!
tues gonna go out with asy n visit miss yeo if possible! miss her x))
i mean,miss them~ hahas =))

alright, dun feel like blogging anymore =X
ohs,before i log off, HAPPY BDAY TO FUJIAJUN, J OF AAACHJX!
ohs, and HAPPY 18TH ANNI TO MY PARENTS!!! (i think it's 18 o.O)
rarr! my teeth hurts today =((
boohs~!


ohohs! 1 more thing to say before i go! x)
tmr is 031009!=X

031008 is a sad n happy day, because its grad day..
happy cos its reali a happy day.. but sad cos its de last day with 4e5 officially in sch..
031007 is a bad and sad day too.. cos of some thing lo..
cant forget this day.. 0310.. never in my life i guess..
--Merci tout le monde--
8:54 PM

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