the newer version of the idols of 2C.
hahaz.. isn't this cool?
i'm gonna discuss something with my class husband aka monitor le.
hmmx... i know wat to do . =D









ahahha`
i love my didi man. lol.
erm. yeahx. all the top are true kaes.
lol. jkjk. u rock k boy. thanks loads yeahx.
zehzeh love u. hahaz..
but stop crapping? =X












firstly, 2C'06! this was de first i did.
n i showed baichi ahdi. n yes. i did more =P










baichi didi wanted me to add in de word family to the first 1.
but i think it wasn't nice. so i did 1 for our family.
de bai family =P
we rocks kaes! mayb more members adding in =D








n yeaps. this was actually de last i did.
jia was jealous. n i did this =))










yeaps! the 5 flowers!
the most colourful de. coz we have something to put.
the others, nth to put. and so! i added in this.
haha.isn't it cute?









yeahx. de idols. didi ask me to write it this way. hmmx.
take note. zaiwei's is sweet because his singing is very sweet.
those that can make people very tao zui. so ii put as sweet.
it doesn't mean he is sweet hor! that will make him gay if u think in a way.
so,take note! coz he came n ask me. lol.










my besties! yeahx. the ones who are always with me
thanks people! i realli love u guys! muacks!!!










yeahx. the teachers =))
love u teachers =))

that's the end!
some are popped out in de beginning..
as this blogger thingy isn't that gd.
everything that is uploaded will go to the top
n so! they'll be on top!!! 10:02 PM

haish.
was chatting with ahdi about sad things.
about 2C splitting. haish.
then i went to paint and did something. hmm.
was happy with it la =)
i'll upload them.
be careful.
coz they're real nice
lalala`!!!
woots
im in love with this liao
muahahahahhaa.
here they r =)) i'm uploading them!!! 9:48 PM

hmm..
ytd no time to blog.
jus wanna say smth about ytd.
smth that made me very happy =D
that is, ms tan praised me! =P
very happy lehx.
she said my tone is nice.
yays! that reed is ok, but then not loud. =X
hmm.. now muz try to maintain de tone i had ytd.
improve de running notes part and contr0lling of high notes
oh. n also. ermx. blowing out loud.
yepps.
this thurs is last lesson with ms tan lerx.
i duno can go anot!
coz of de stupid cyber wellness la.
tmr go find mr go. but duno can anot =((
i dun care la! i wanna go band!!! x(!!!
hmphf.

today. like that lorhx.
ermx. zw n mic din come.
ah bu!!! haish. she din come.
n 1 happy thing today!
was having PE, then doing de retest mah.
then mr yeo say i onli left the inclined pull up.
then i say no, still got standing broad.
yeo : no.u passed wat? *show me de thingy*
i: huh? no wat! my passing mark is 142!
yeo: no la. u're 13 years 11 mths when taking this test.
i: no leh. i rmb i took de test when i was 14. i took it on my bdae. exactly that day.
yeo: oh. i took de date where most of the class did de napfa. it was this date.

oh great man! hahax`.
im so damn happy. becoz standing broad is 1 difficult 1 that i cant pass =X
but i managed to huhx. thanks to mr yeo. lalax`.
n i passed my inclined!
actually is mr yeo help de lo. he very lenient.
haish. realli thanks to him manx.
but we noe that this year can, next year may not be able to le.
so mr yeo told us to sort of, train ourselves lo.
then he say i muz practise on my standing broad also.
yeahx. i noe luhx. i'll do my best.
but then ahbu still haven leh =X duno she how..
zw sore eye 5 days =X
jk say is infectious. duno???
have to ask zw himself lohx..
n jus now me n linwan tricked him. lol.
ok fine.

linwan came my hse becoz ... hahaz..dun wanna say.
ermx.
im tired.
think i'll sleep at 9 later =))
ermx..
hmmx.
my hp going no batt`! so gonna charge later lorx.
err... ermx..
wat i wanna say ah?
oh yeahx!
ytd hor. mrs tay said alot.
i lurve mrs tay!
n i mean ALOT!!! =))
i can see that she lurves 2C alot too!!! =D
yeahx. i lurve cai lao shi too.
she said she love our class darn lot today. LALA!
n HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CAI LAO SHI!
heex!!!

next week is last tutoring lesson le.
think i'm gonna get something for my tutee lops.
and mayb her fren aka jean's tutee also luhx.
see first.
hmm.
k, nth to say le bahx? hmm
ahh!!! my face getting more n more pimples liao leh =X
gosh gosh gosh!
n ms nornie leave le! meaning now is siti teach =X
oh gosh!!! everyday got sleeping lesson liao la =X i dun like her. BOOX!!!
hmphf.
ermx..
oh yeahx.
i dun like de aesthetics liang lao shi.
boo hoox.
his dancing nt nice 1. gorilla indeed..
dun like dun like.
i prefer zhu lao shi =))
kk, dun wanna say liaoz.. haish.
so many things not done sia.. ahhh!!! sian diaoz`.
k la. byebye 8:21 PM

aww`.
poor zaiwei.
he was sick since ytd.
n still sick now.
he had sore eyes..
boox. kelian lo...
somemore he competition sia..
but then he say de mission is over liao.
obviously i dun understand.
but then i managed to understand that mission = main competition.
thanks to him n thanks to my clever =D
hmm. then he say our sch got 1st 2nd and 3rd. nt bad huh? =))
then later got side events like sprint race n sumobot.
i still dun understand. but it's something like small events la.
de big 1, de main 1, is over.
nt bad! our sch still topped =))
then he said mr ling brought him to de doc.
hmm. nt bad ah! gd teacher =P
yeah la, mr ling ben lai jiu not bad de =))
yeahx. then he say very itchy n pain la.
duh. sore eyes leh. pathetic la!
i noe very itchy, but cannot rub. then i think he said he rubbed la duh.
who can bear right? haish..
i let him off.. see him kelian, dun disturb him le.
hmm. asked him nt to rub and ask him go sleep lohx..
bid him gdbye, wished that he'll get well soon n yupx.
hmm...
glad that our sch still topped la.
hopefully they still can win for the side events lop.
err yepx.
sch starting le huh.
sadded.
but no choice lohx..
n then exams are drawing near!!! =X
n u noe wat.
im worried that many of de SHE will be studying =X
coz i totally no mood to study can? haish.
oh yehx!
i'm gonna buy SE k800i later. LALA!
most likely la.
if got N72 leh, then i may reconsider and see which 1 to buy.
dooloox`!!!!
eager =D
hmm.. still rmb last time.
around july that time..
my library book was lent to fit/jean
then we were at the bus stop, whrby de book was lost.
n jus now i went to check.
de money was $14 plus.
but i duno if it is returned already.
n yea.. alot horx? boohx.
have to tell jean. coz she last time say she'll pay as she lost it.
not i bad hor, but is nt i lose de mah, so how can ask me pay right?
reasonable? of coz. =P
fit n jean still haven give me their evaluation sia =X
then how i complete de file? i think mon muz hand in liao lor.
ah blahx`!
sian sian sian ah`....
so boring.
k la, stop here. bye 3:18 PM

ahh...
i'm thinking of him every now n then.
argh.
cant get him out of my mind luhx..
shuts huhx..
=X
my mind is jus full of him can.
ahhh!!! i'm going crazy
-.-" 11:10 PM

i know wat i'm thinking lerx..
for now.
i dont hate him.
n i think i believe him
i mean i wanna trust him la.
frens shld have trust isn't it?
but then.
i dun like her =(
yeah i dont . 9:25 PM

haish`.
very confused now la.
i duno if i shld believe him anot.
i mean, it's a little too ridiculous le lorx.
where got so dramatic de thing de?
realli too dramatic le larx.
but then i dun dare to say it out to him.
becoz.. haish.
u see. he trusts me so much la.
then if i tell him hor, n wateva he said is really true.
he'll be disappointed with me, for i nv trust him.
then he'll nt want to be my fren huh. k, it's dramatic.
i mean. ya la. isn't it like that?
n i dont wanna lose a fren huhx.
but then. ah ya. i duno!!!
it's like. so dramatic la.
his status. his real age. his gf. their love story.
it's realli ridiculous!!
i mean. ok. i ask u la.
if u were to have a gf/bf right.
n then u 2 had ur moments, happy moments, first kiss, first meeting etc.
will u tell someone ? i doubt so lor!
realli man.
who will tell de person about this?
ok, mayb ur best fren la. coz wanna share.
but it's like, i only noe her for a while u see.
yes, i noe him very well. but not her!
she's not close to me at all. but she tells me all these.
huhx? =X
ah blah!
i duno la.. wished to tell some1 about this.. but then.
haish. those who are online aren't de ones i can talk to.
then those whom i wanna talk to aren't online. -.-"
sheese`. wat shld i do? =X
i'm so confused..
someone help me =((

u know wat?
i keep thinkingg about u.
how i wish i can confess to u sia.
but then. no courage.
i'm still afraid of rejection. haish.
suan le bah.. 8:51 PM

aww`.
it's fast.
ms tan is leaving.
n for sure.
in de past, she onli say say.
but now, she is realli leaving.
yeahx. a sad thing.
real sad.
we cried. mostly girls duh.
actually, was still ok.
then, ms tan requested de sec 1s to go out.
n she talked to us.
alot.
n while she talked, we cried.
she cried too.
i realli cant bear.
although i've been with her onli for 1 and a half year roughly.
it may be long. but it seemed short too.
however, i believe i had alot of memories.
and also, i believe i've learnt alot from her. alot alot.
n yeahx. sec 1s came in, asking why we cried.
we continued playing.
we played de new one moment in time.
and then ms tan said alot again.
n then we cried again.
n yeahx. we played abba, we played blue ridge.
weikiat was cute though. n touching.
while playing blue ridge, i cried at the sad part.
it's totally sad la.
then de abba, at the "winner takes it all" i saw ms tan controlling her tears.
yeahx. as wat mr refat or ms tan said b4
this was written as a sad song, n is de song they sang b4 ABBA parted.
and yeahx. i thought of it. n i was sad.
ms tan gave us alot of memories. alot.
i still rmb last year, our band camp, we went for bowling.
n then she teaches us, "qu ni de".
n she always mentions lightning (her cat)
she jokes. she scolds. she teaches.
we hate her while she scolds.
we love her while she jokes.
we listen to her when she teaches.
i rmb, when i was asked to join band, the seniors told me.
" de conductor very gd de. she doesn't onli teaches music, she also teaches us alot of moral etc"
that makes me wanna join band, other than wanting to learn music.
n yes, i've learnt alot from ms tan.
i wonder wat kind of instructor will we get.
but ms tan, fsmb realli love u.
i cant bear to see u leave, realli..
but like wat u've said.
all these are already in our mind.
even though u've left us, our memories will be with us forever.
u wont and u cant take them with u.
ur knowledge, ur teachings, will also be in our mind.
study hard, work hard.
SUDDENLY. i'll always rmb this word.
nv to blog, although we still do.
and alot more.
our memories. our music. our SUDDENLY.
ms tan. fsmb love u.
ms tan. fsmb miss u.
hopefully 1 day, u'd be back to visit us.
we'll do our best for SYF and malacca.
we'll prove to u that u had not wasted ur efforts on us.
we'll show u that u had taught a bunch of great kids.
we'll let u see our love towards music, our love towards u.
memories. inmyHEART.
memories of fuhuaband&msdoreantan.
=] 8:21 PM

haish.
nowadays.
i keep thinking bout him
thinking if i shld confess to him.
but then..
i dun seem to have de courage.
i'm still afraid of rejection.
n.
i dun think he'll accept me yeahx.
haish.
how i wish to tell somebody my feelings la.
but then.
haish.
it's not suitable to talk about this now
i noe.
i mean.
i cant control it la.
if i tell dan,she'll sure say dun think too much.
but i realli need someone to talk to!!!
i'm considering if i shld tell jr lar.
coz.
i need someone to talk to, but then i duno can trust him anot.
linwan. she's rarely online. n.
duno. dun feel like telling her too.
jk. cant tell him also. i mean. feels weird.
ah! i duno !
haish.
i'm somebody's listener. somebody's confiandte or something like that.
but then there isn't anybody there for me to tell my feelings.
haiz.i can tell others how to do, but not myself.
arghx.
i miss him larx. but i noe i shldn't be like this now.
argh! =X
dun wanna say le. bye. 9:06 PM

haish`.
tragedies..
first is steve irwin
secondly is de boy from our sch.
de one who got leukemia and had recovered.
isn't it saddening?
he had fought the disease
n on his way to be a healthy boy.
but then. a driver knocked him down.
why?
why muz this happen?
it is jus so cruel.
especially to his parents.
they had spent so much on him, hoping that he can recover
and become a healthy boy, as healthy as any normal child outside.
jus when he was about to fulfil his parents' wish, he passed away.
life is jus so unfair. so unpredictable.
although i'm nt frens with him, but we're still schoolmates.
knowing about this accident, i was shocked.
i apologize, for i mocked at him when i first saw him.
saying he looks weird.
im bad. i'm lousy person. i'm one who shld reflect.
yes. i'm sorry.
it really hurts seeing a person u know dead.
if i were with zw that time.
n witnessing this accident.
i think i'll go bonkers, and very sad. realli.
it's jus so saddening.
when zw told me about this accident, i was wondering if he could survive through.
but i heard no news from zw.
then wl came n told me that the boy had passed away.
she said he had actually struggled for 6 days.
yes. 6 days.
but he did not survived thru.
however,i would like to tell him, i impress him.
i saw his determination. his will to live on. he tried to save himself for 6 days.
even though god brought him away, i believe he'll be happy up there.
but also, disappointed bah.
sad n disappointed that he cant accompany his parents.
he's in my heart. my memories. i wont forget him.
although i nv talked to him b4.
but i can see that he is very brave.
wo chong bai ta.
=)) 8:53 PM

yo.
i'm back.
hmm.
dun feel like updating wat i did.
but anyway,felt better le.
thanks shitian huishi n amanda for concerning.
oh, n asyikin too.
huishi said today band chiong alot of songs.
sadded la.
i lurve to chiong songs de =X
nah mind.
shld have more chances de i think.
hmm yep.
errx..
oh yeah./
i lurve sleeping on trains!!! heex.
not MRT train duhx.
is de huo3 che1 =)
quite nice seh!
kinda fun =D i lurve it
laluhx!
poor jiasheng, was sick ytd n today.
hope he's ok.
hmmx.
nth much lo.
went genting play play lorx.
oh yeah.
aunt was crazy on de cable car.
hahaz.
shant tell u.
interested come find me.
ermx.
today went to mac to study.
with jia.
nt bad larx. she found her love
lol.
no la.
jus someone who she thinks is cool.
for me. nope.
i onli have him in mind =D
n i miss him sia. few days nah see him in real person/online le.
haish.
duno wat is happening?
i even thought of him in genting sia.
pro horx?
hmm..
oh yea.
why so many ppl start putting de tortoise thingy on de msn nick?
alot leh!
have something again? hmmx.
nt sure also..
laluhx`.
was finding k800i de pic on mags.
but couldn't find it.
hmmx.
either go take brochure or wat lor.
needa do de advertisment.
hopefully i can do it tmr.
then if possible, do de mee goreng again.
then do homec ws.
oh yeahx.
hmmx.
i shall go n buy white glue tmr.. i need a bowl!
duno mummy allow anot. haven ask her.
n needa find things for my diary.
still have 7 to 8 pages sehx.
woohs`.
k. shall stop here.
i wanna see daven! shall go n find him tmr if possible =)












yeah! this is daven!
isn't him cute ? aww`.
long time nah see him liao.
hope to see him tmr!
aww`. jingkai finished his final work!
his is so simple.
mine is like,so difficult lor!
haish`. if i still dont start.
i think i'll have a hard time manx.
tmr bahx.
oh yea. i noe why put de turtle liao.
coz de... steve erwin died.
a croc. hunter.
didi say de. woots`.
sorry. i didn't noe who u r.
but then, i'll still put de turtle emoticon also.
rest in peace =)

k! gotta stop here!
i miss him alot =X
hope to see him soon! byebye! 9:13 PM

hmmx.
jus cooked my mee goreng.
nt bad!
but got 2 things that r badly done.
muz be further improved.
1 is de potato. too hard le.
very crispy =X n no taste. hmmx.
dad say still muz boiled longer, woops.
then 2nd 1 is too salty le.
think i add too much soya sauce.
coz i was panicking jus now, so everything do too fast le.
and mayb add a little too much salt also.
yeah.x this 2 points.
n it's like,real salty.
then my dad cant eat alot la.
coz he got high blood pressure n high cholestrol.
so i eat more lops =X
wanted to cook again.
but then no more potato liao.
next week then try bahs.
let my mum taste it later =)) geex.
k, shan't talk le. bye! 3:31 PM

hmm.
much better le..
seeing my parents ok,i also ok.
daddy jia you =) i support u..
heck care those people.they lousy la. they lan man.
they dun haf de ability to get to the position of supervisor.
so they use underhand methods.
we r ppl with conscience.
we dont do bad things.
we'll prove to them n will kick them out.
hope there'll be some1 who'll see this matter n will kick them out.
then the company n my parents will be free! =)
jia you!

oh. n .
jk sent me zw's photo.
HAHA!so funny man.he's so damn cute.
from far is cute.u look near, a little weird.
lol.
n i recalled de photos i took of him during the last outing.
woots`.
there is one that is damn nice!
i'll update them =)












first pic that jk sent me. this is.ok la.. hmm.
the eyes kinda small?
now then i realise his eyes are small.. woops!











ahahhahahaha! this is de 1 acting cute. lol.
it looks cute from far, but it looks weird here. =P
it's like,so funny la. lol.











SMALL EYES!!! =P acting cool. boox.
his eyes realli very small here leh!
can fight with jean liao. hahaz











this is de one i took on de train when we go outing.
acting cool again. lol. but this is quite nice la. his eyes!
or rather, his eyebrows. he's doing that 1 up 1 down. i also noe how to do!
but i lose to him. coz he can do both sides. i can onli do 1 side. =X












ah! i love this =) i mean, this is nice la.
i captured this nice 1. huh huhx =D
lalala`. i'm a great photographer. geex.

k. shant talk le.
i'm gonna revise! =X
say say onli. i doubt i can do it.
no matter wat, i'll try! hmmx..
yeahx.. dl finish her hw le! =X
forever so fast de she.
my art. oh no`...
dun think too much le.
dun wanna chat liao
bye! 10:32 PM

haish
so sad now lor.
see my mum cry i also crying lerx.
my dad meets problem againz..
the stupid guy ask my dad not to go to work tmr.
duno meaning wat.
then think my dad bu shuang,so he came home instead of working OT.
then my mum very sad.
she very worried about my dad.
then crying lor.
i see liao i also cry lor.
2nd time see my mum cry.
very saddening larhx.
wah liao ehx.
den it's like, duno dad wanna quit anot.
if he can ren3, best is ren3 la.
but scared he cannot, then wanna quit.
quit might be gd, but scared that he cant find a job.
coz he's nt young le,then cant realli speak eng, duno how to use com also.
it's nt easy lorx.
haish.
i duno lar.
now i can do nth, but to spend as little as possible.
realli duno wat to do lorx.
shld i stop my organ?
coz it's like. $230 per 4 lessons.
mayb it's better to stop? then more $230 to spend.
haish.
duno la. see wat my parents say bahx.
feel like quitting malacca trip
or mayb. take back money,say i financial now.
i realli very worried =X hope i can do smth for dad n mum.
haish`.
thanks meijia for being there anyway =)


why is it that when i need u
u weren't there for me?
how i wished i could talk to u.
i need ur comfort, i realli need.
but where r u? where? 6:48 PM

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