WHEEEEEE~!!!!!! saw this horoscope thing on seventeen =D

Cancer girls are known for being tough, but you're sensitive at the core.
When a "friend" criticises you at the start of the month,
you'll torture yourself wondering if she's right.
Thankfully, the new moon on the 4th will urge you to hang out with girls who treat you with the love you deserve!

WHEEEEEE~!!!!!!!!!
girls saw that?!?!??! hohohohoho~~~~
haven tell wl/est abt this fri, but hopefully they can make it as what kailin n i planned!!!!!!
heex i believe the girls, are my girls x)))
hohohohoh~~~
i saw the that last sentence n i cant stop smiling =DDDDDDDDD 10:44 PM

as i told kailin,im gonna post smth bigbig on my blog =D
I
LOVE
MY GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hohohohoohs~ was planning with kl wat we're gonna do =D
next mon`!!!!! dinner~!!!! hahhaahhas..
mayb fri we'll also be gg crazy tgt.. haha.
promised her i'll FLY back after taking results =))
no matter what. We'll all be in this tgt x)
WE CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE WILL DO WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we will be laughing and smiling like mad on fri kays =P WE WILL =DDD

hahas.. this is fun..
had been chatting with kl since after lunch.
kinda talking abt random stuff but we kept on talking non stop.n i keep smiling/laughing
hahahahs.. I LOVE THIS!!!!!!! =DDDDD
make me cant wait to see them x)))
wooooots~~~~!!!!!!! x))))


anws i love it when the wmp plays my fav songs =DDD
it'll bring a SMILE on my face,heex x) listening to qinggewang!!! 1:40 PM

Loving this song more n more as it keeps playing in my playlist =)

i was born to tell you i love you~

so sweet~ =))
you know what im thinking... 12:23 PM

by gary cao~!
i jus paid attention to the lyrics today and realised it's sweet x)
anws it's another old song =P

n im in de office early today~! 7.40! hahas.
took hanna's cab x) hohohos ~ 8:01 AM

OH MY GOSH. IM SUPER HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that day i was happy cos my orientees became OGLs.
now its even better!!!!!!
THEY USED THE CHEER I TAUGHT THEM!!!!! THE FEVER CHEER!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel so happy~!!!!!!!! hohohohohohohohoho~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel that i didn't fail as an OGL x)))))))))))))))))))) lalalalalalallas~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 7:46 PM

a song sang by alot of taiwan singers! rather old,but its really nice!
go listen! =D
n i realised jacky wu's singing is actually not that bad? hahas.
"是不是这样的夜晚你才会这样地想起我"
one of the songs with super long title! hahas x)
a hokkien song by him called 三瞑三日 is nice too! x)

n i found a cut on my finger. i dont rmb touching and scissors or knife today =X oops~
and its hurting =((

i still rmb what u will do when my finger got a cut.. =) 7:13 PM

sometimes, things in life will get too complicated for us to know what to do.. 3:23 PM

CANCER - The Beauty x)
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal.
A Cancer’s Love is one of a kind.. Very romantic..
Most caring person you will ever meet in your life.
Entirely creative Person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking.
Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak.
Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party.
Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever.
Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare.
Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it.
Someone you should hold on to! - WAHA! =D yay ppl,hold on to me =P 12:11 PM

by 5566!!!!! 11:33 AM

a song by 周华建 11:32 AM

wow.was looking thru facebook,then suddenly saw a pri sch fren's photos. 11:54 PM

wheee~! 10:27 PM

oh, and today's FRIDAY!!!!!! =))
hope tmr aunt & cousins can come~ if nt it'll be boring~
running later~!!!! hope it'll be a successful one =X hahas x)
but its nt a week yet..=X mu =( 11:04 AM

just thinking of this suddenly..
sometimes.. the things that happened/are going to happen, is really not up to us to decide..
example,things like parting.. between friends, or between lovers, or family..
its nt up to us to decide. mayb none of us wants that..
but sometimes, we cant help it.. we cant do anything..
shld we fight against what's destined and fight for wat we wan?
or shld we just follow what's planned for us?
a question for us to ponder =)
but i guess,it depends on de situation..
perhaps, we shld go for the first.. at least, try to fight for it.
so u'll have no regrets =))

oh anws~! universal studios really seemed nice~!!!!!!!!
saw photos of zikai&van ho's Vday there. hahas.
they 2 are real sweet sia.. did suspect that there's smth gg on between them le..hahas..
nt bad =) hope they will bai tou xie lao! =P
anws yups! as im saying, they took lotsa interesting photos there!
i mus go there one day >.<
> 10:22 AM

my wmp hasn't been playing this song for a few days~!!!!!!
heeex x))) <3
totna..mutou..
i really miss you.. 9:56 AM

a rather sad song.. as in the lyrics..
but still nice.. =)

hmms.. anws..
i realised that sometimes, im quite naive..
keep thinking of that wonderful, sweet ending that i want..
feeling sad for watever im going thru..
but i failed to realise that to get that sweet ending, i need to sacrifice..
i need to overcome these obstacles, these challenges..
only then can we greatly treasure and appreciate the happiness gained in the end =)
so yups. i need to continue to instill that into my mind and work towards that =))
i can do it~! x)

"i wanna make up right now nana~"
kinda like this song =P 9:35 AM

tsf suddenly brought out the piano score of this song ytd.
n i told her it was 3 to 4 years ago.. hahas..
still rmb it was est who recommended this song. n i jus recalled..
if im nt wrong, est still put it as our 3s5 blog song. hahas!
nice song x) 2:25 PM

went to stb website to look for temp jobs. found one!
smth like customer service cum admin.
place is kinda far, further than NJC if i were to take bus. n now, considering the fare too.
but i think i wont mind if im given de job~! i really think it'll be super cool ehs~
suddenly felt very excited abt it =D
but i think its nt easy to get the job la =X
n i was filling in this resume thingy,n i realised my current job really didn't give me any thing to say =X
not much experience,didn't learn much stuff =X
i had more things to say for shengsiong than this lor.like shengsiong i get involved with customers, know how to handle ppl n stuff..
this job is jus keying in data =X tsktsk~!
oh wells.but i gotta wait for my results to be out, before i can update de resume n send n apply.


i think i'll be gg into hospitality n tourism,really.
ppl kept asking me,what will u do, esp if u go STB,what's de job etc..
honestly most of de time i cant ans.i read it quite a few times but i cant rmb.
but still, i wanna work there! i jus feel that, its whr i wanna work. i'll be able to enjoy myself there?
i cant explicitly state the reason, but i jus wanna go there n work =X
n i went to look at tourism careers. looked at some careers + the job scope, requirements etc.
actually i dont mind jus being a front office agent leh =X
the one that sits at the receptionist in de hotel lobby and attend to customers =D
i like to smile, greet the people, and assist them =D heex~ i really kinda wan that kind of job!
instead of those high end, everyday face documents kind =X
well,we'll see =D

I REALLY WANNA WORK IN TOURISM-RELATED CAREERS!!!!!! STB!!!!!!
hotel~ sentosa~ IR~ hehhhehs~~x) 10:02 AM

oopsie.. i realised im blogging alot again =X
SORRY >.<
sometimes really feel like blogging,and sometimes im really too bored that i can only blog =X
mayb i'll go for short but many? =P
see how =)
but i think today's gonna be another boring day =(( nth to do early in de morn! =((
i really dun understand why they still wanna hire temp staff when they dont have much work -.-
too much money? but emas is so stingy! =XX tsktsk`!
oh wells~
i think they're training me to be a slacker lorhs. im afraid i cant work fast anymore.. worried that it'll affect my 2nd job.
if my next job is those hiong one,i wonder if i can do it =X but i shall try uhs? =)

anws.my shoulder is hurting =( i think i slept on one side ytd.
all the weight on one side,so my left shoulder is currently aching >.<
but i hugged mickey n the white-brown doggy to sleep ytd =)))
i like recalling our memories.. ewu =) 8:27 AM

went to tsf's hse jus now for piano =) had dinner there as well =) 10:53 PM

wheeee~! x)
didn't have time to post in the morn~
was doing work all the way =D
did slack though! i fb-ed. n i felt a sense of accomplishment/satisfaction cos i managed to complete smth in a game. woohoo~!
im nt game-idiot after all =D but i hope i did de right thing =X

hmm~! smth i wanna post since morn.
my dress-code today~! hahas.
im wearing what i used to wear in the past.smth like returning to the past.hahas.
wearing this black long blouse with a cherry at the left side =)
and tied half-pony =) jus that im wearing leggings now instead of jeans.hahas =)
amazingly,this blouse was with me for 4 plus years~!
loved to wear it when im in sec 3? =))
hehs~
wonder how some clothes managed to make me keep them for so long, and still love to wear them,
while some jus make me feel like putting them aside after wearing a few times =X heex

hmm.. this week is passing rather quickly.. its wed alr =X
somehow i think its fast, somehow i think its slow..
well i guess, i think its fast cos im really dreading next week.. i mean, next fri =X
i guess all '10 A level students are feeling this way?
but i think, other than the results, im worrying abt another thing too. haish.. tsktsk =(
nope, i shld nt be worried. everything will turn out fine =)
i'll pray to make sure that everything will be ok =) i have confidence. i believe its gonna be ok =)

alright~! shall keep my mind out of this!
no use brooding over it, n make myself unhappy =)
shall enjoy my life until it comes =)
anws~! im going for running with linwan on fri~! hahahas =D
tried to look at some yoga videos online. eeee.nt easy to learn like that.
n i cant learn alone.i'll lose my concentration. super quickly =X
so i guess i'll nt do that =X hope running with wanlin will be rather frequent~! =D
lose weight lose weight >.<
OKIES NTH TO POST LIAOZ.tatas x)
mutou..ludou.. 11:48 AM

OMG HANNA IS DAMN NICE >.<
she bought cream puffs from beard papa for us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woah~
souvenirs when she went overseas, swensens treat, anngbao, creampuff!!!!!!
must really do/get smth special for her when i leave!!!!!!!!!!

oops.it means i must cut down on dinner tonight!
must plan must plan..

n oops.i blogged 3 times today =X 1:17 PM

ooohlahs~
currently bored at the moment, with no job to do =X boohs~
i realised i have limited websites to go to as well.. its either fb, blog,or tumblr =X
but i promised someone i wont blog as much, so im currently testing against my limit,lol =P
hmm today the company bus didn't come! we cabbed down instead o.O weird kies~
n i had a cut on my finger =( it kinda hurts ytd.
then today its red =X booohs~

ytd.. went home.. i slept for 30min on de sofa =X hahas. guess i was too tired~
watched guo ji jiao yi suo. NICE!!!!!!
super funny =D
n im really a true singaporean. i know all the singlish sia =X hahas..
as in, how singaporeans will say certain sentences.. hahas..
i love that show x) sad that i missed de first series =((

anws i realised im really not into games.. as in computer games..
feel like an idiot to it =X tsktsk~!
no wonder im a girl =P
or maybe,that's why im a girl ;)

trying to see what songs i can dl. cant think of any currently =X
love aixia~! x)

ohohs~! i saw wanlin's office =D
14 benoi rd.hahahhas =D
a pity we got no fate sia~
her lunch time is de end of mine =X
sianz~ =(((
n i come to work and end work earlier than her. tsktsk~! awwws~~~~~

okies im tired =X
mutou.. wmfwu... 9:26 AM

rmb the qn u ask me when this song was played?
now i know why u're a little shocked when i replied, after listening to the lyrics properly..
n i take back my ans that day.. my ans, is the opposite instead.. 11:01 AM

yoohoo~ finally a full day with my parents.lol.
went out the whole day ytd,didn't see my mum at all =X hahas..
anws ytd was shopping day with the girls =))
had brunch at home - butter chicken and duno wat chicken and nasi briyani =) heex,nice =))
very filling~ then met kl n head down to orchard =)
had mac, den we went fareast but didn't buy anything, cant find my low heels =((
after that we head to bugis to meet linwan. went bugis street.
bought a shirt with the girls, 3 for $28,all same pattern.hahas.
but i took a diff colour from them x)
i realised i actually kinda like buying similar stuff.. n wearing out tgt. i think its cool and fun =D
mayb we'll find a day n we all wear the same shirt =P

night met the guys at imm for dinner.de dinner was okok bahs~
but it was rather late and tiring cos of the super long walk from je to imm.
so we girls were rather tired.hahas.
THE WORST THING IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN WE'RE ON 99 BACK HOME.
there's this drunkard who board de bus somewhr n then keep turning back to look at us.
AND HE'S LIKE,SMILING DISGUSTINGLY >.<
then we're like,omg,wat shld we do.. cannot let kl go down alone.
so we decided to accompany her down,n stay at the lower deck.
BUT. as we all walk down, cos he sat beside the stairs there..
so when wl walked past, i saw him moved,like wanna move too!!!
i was so freaked out,so afraid that he will be behind me sia! i nearly wanted to shout out!
luckily alvintan was alert and quickly rushed to my back and walk behind me!!!
den i quickly told wl to go down go down, and he followed us even when we alighted!!!!!!!
we walked super fast to the coffeeshop beside CU,
den walk all abt that coffeeshop. in de end we walked 1 big round back to the fuhua busstop. CRAZY MAN. super freaking scary~!!!!!!
i cant imagine what will happen if alvin tan is nt there hors. GOSHH.
super bad experience. sssssssss.

hmm.. this week... nth much coming up i guess? =)
have to switch to sleeping earlier i guess =)
the past week was a rather tiring week cos didn't really slp early. hahas.
so yeps. =) umm,nth much =)
anws recently tumblr's pics nt as nice lehs.. nt my style =(
hope can find nicer ones~! =)
thanks for those words =) M.L. iltd/nswu =) 3:17 PM

mutou..
iltn,hyh,swy... 11:49 PM

this week was a rather busy week o.O 11:20 PM

i was still high ytd when im thinking of today..
cos today is fri~!
but then time seemed to be passing rather slowly.. =X
n im feeling tired alr.
though ytd i slept relatively early o.O
xiaoling also said she's tired alr =X
but anws~! there's a new colleague today~! called shiyun =))
cant talk to her much cos office hours.
shall chat with her during lunch =) 1 more hour to lunch! rarrrr~

anws.. suddenly.. i missed the past..
i missed the us when we're still studying in fuhua..
everything was so simple, so carefree, so nice, so great..
perhaps cos we're still young.. our mind was mostly jus abt studies..
and then followed by frens, maybe for some, love..
but no matter what it is, everything was rather simple, not so complicated..
simple but nice..
as we grow older, step into society, or even into new envt (new jc)
we meet more ppl, more situations, and things start to get complicated..
you have to be aware of stuff.. of people.. think of the present,the future..
think of this, think of that.. irritating =(
being young is so good..
haish..
i really wish we could go back to the past..
lead the simple n easy life.. be the simple us..
where happiness is almost everywhere~ 10:13 AM

You'll never know how to handle a situation until it comes.
You can predict, you can plan, but when the real situation really comes,
everything's back into a mess, including you..
Things always seem easy to settle.
You'll think it's nth much, and that it can be settled easily..
but the truth is, it is not..
something that seemed so simple, can actually be very difficult to solve and end..
perhaps.. its really us, people, that go and complicate all the matters bahs..

sometimes im really puzzled by how things can go so complicated..
diff ppl, diff way of thinking, diff way of doing stuff..
i guess they all contribute to it?

when facing all these stuff, we always wanna avoid, ignore.
ignore the bad stuff, and jus carry on happily..
but deep inside we know, we cant ignore/avoid forever.
that's definitely not the solution..
we gotta stand up, face it, solve it..
if not.. that smile on our face.. shall always be fake..

oh wells.. i believe everything will be alright =)
if its nt alright,its nt the end =) (from tumblr)
as usual, i'll try not to think that much, and take things as it goes.. =)
i believe everything will be fine =)
these are obstacles set by god(no matter which religion u r in), for us to overcome and grow up from.
after each incident, u'll realise that u'd grown up, to be a better person =)
i believe they will set obstacles/challenges that u'll eventually be able to overcome..
it may be tough now, but in de end, it'll be over.. it'll be worth it..
so let's hang on.. be strong.. dont give up =)
let's all work hard tgt towards our goal and fight all these challenges =))
jiayou =)) 3:55 PM

NICEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but cant seemed to dl?!??!?! =((((((((((((((((((
i wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn theeeeeeeeeeee songgggggggggggggg
ITS SUPER NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
listen once n u'll love it le loh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I FOUND IT~!!!!!!!


会不会有一天四季全变成夏天
是不是这样你才会相信有永远
看你靠着我的肩 刚刚睡着的侧脸
爱仍不断在我心里蔓延


爱上你第一个夏天 你就问我爱会不会变
如果你想要去冒险 我会不会给你一片天
你说爱情 也许没有想像的永远
才会有人忙着说再见

爱上你第一个夏天 我就想给你整个世界
想带你一起去冒险 想跟你一起接受考验
我的爱情 并没有你想像的善变
只是全都放在心里面


你不需要再跟别人去争奇斗艳
在我心里你永远是最美的夏天
不管季节怎麽变 我都会在你身边
爱你听你把你给宠上天


爱上你第一个夏天 你就问我爱会不会变
如果你想要去冒险 我会不会给你一片天
你说爱情 也许没有想像的永远
才会有人忙着说再见

爱上你第一个夏天 我就想给你整个世界
想带你一起去冒险 想跟你一起接受考验
也许爱情 比你想像中的还要远
只要你愿意在我身边



爱上你第一个夏天 我就想给你整个世界
想带你一起去冒险 想跟你一起接受考验
也许爱情 比你想像中的还要远
只要你愿意在我身边


我会陪你一直到永远
"爱上你第一个夏天, 你就问我.. " whey? =P 1:32 PM

oh yeahs~ today is the last day of CNY~!!!!!!! =((
actually nth much lo..hahas..
but will lao1 yu sheng =D
i jus had 1 session with my colleagues~! but its super funny =P
they ordered a lot, cos there are abt 180 ppl according to my colleague?
but most are foreigners,so i guess they dont know abt de tradition..
and hanna says they might be hungry cos they usually eat at 10plus but we went out at 1130 jus now..
so when we went there, ppl alr started eating.lol.
some jus ate like that,some jus add everything and STIR.lol!
then de poor shuaige is there explaining but no one really listens =X
i did listen a little k.hahas. anws this shuaige is de abit coolcool but i realised his pitch a little higher than normal guys 0.O
but still he's quite nice looking =P
ohohs~ back to topic.
yups. in de end,nobody lao1. only my table and the shuaige's table.
we're the 2 enthu grps.lol. mayb cos we're singaporeans/chinese. hahas.
but i kept laughing.cos its de first time we lao1 n say in eng instead of chi.
so we keep repeating the same thing "MORE MONEY~!" haahhas.
den good luck, better job, be happier. hahahs =D
funfun~ like my colleagues =D

n then we have buffet too! x)
ok la` nt too bad x)
i like the dessert though~! some cocktail with lychee thingy..
its nt very milky so i like =D

then was chatting with colleagues..
talked abt liposuction.yucks =X
den talked abt exercising, n hanna mentioned yoga~!
i really feel like trying ehs~
im thinking mayb i can try loading video at home n try =D
feel like gg for a class but dun wanna go alone luhs? =X

hmmhmmm~~~
from morn till now i only listened to 1 song : qing ge wang
hahhas. cos its a mixture of songs so it's nt really boring =D
trying to challenge myself to sing the whole song in seq.hahas =))

this morn i was super tired. abandoned my mum to go down alone so i can catch another 10min's sleep =X
slept on train n luckily,i woke up when the train jus reached jookoon. woosh~
as usual my coffee managed to perk me up~
n the song too~! esp as i pay attention so that i can guess the song =D
lalalas~ happy me now x)

ohohohohs!!!! hahahas.. i think this is super funny..
it comes from another filipino construction guy. called ronnie.
cos he's playing with hanna.
hanna didn't get lychee for him but another guy got it for him.
then he said "hanna u dont like me.. jerry dote on me more"
den hanna says "what will i get if i treat u gd?"
den he said he'll give her ferrero rocher, tehn ask which one she wants.
de heart shape one, de square one,or the 3 in a pack..
n he said the 3 in a pack is the best.
then we say he stingy. then he say no.
3 in a pack is de most meaningful,cos it means "i love you"
hahahas!!!! damn cool`! nv even think of that b4~! hhaahhas.
so getting the heart shape/ square one is too complicated. funny~!
but it is cute leh.. "i love you" hahahs =D

okokies~ back to listen to my song n gonna start on work soon~! ;) 12:13 PM

guess this is the longest song i ever heard?
i rmb i first heard it on 933 when i cant get to slp.hahas =)
very nice~! it's a song that is made up of a lot of popular songs =D
singing this song = singing a lot of songs,though jus small parts.hahas =)

the songs inside are as follow.. but i duno some of them, so yeah,this is nt all =)
mayb i'll search for de titles when im free =D
(those in brackets are songs that i duno de title and went to search for them.hee x))

Forever Love
(两个人的烟火)
(如果.爱)
童话 <3
很爱很爱你
我愿意
好想好想 <3
明天我要嫁给你
不得不爱
阴天 <3
飞机场的10.30
(那么爱你为什么)
你怎么舍得我难过
爱我别走
(让我欢喜让我忧)
原来你什么都不要
用心良苦
(祝福)
吻别
(把悲伤留给自己)
征服
听海
味道
我怀念的 <3
(领悟)
月亮惹的祸
我们的爱 <3
你把我灌醉
(眼泪)
情非得已 <3
你是如此难以忘记
心太软

YAY x)) <3
those with <3 are songs that i really like =))
love this song. so fun to sing it =)
but its a challenge to sing it without listening to the song o.O
nt easy to rmb the sequence~! try it ;)

editted: ok i realised im abit dumb =X
i can jus find the lyrics of de song n they'll give all the titles of de song n also de lyrics =X
but nvm,i can know how many songs i actually know =D
oohs~! its incomplete =D that means my efforts are nt wasted.hohoho =P 9:14 AM

If only life was like a fairytale.. =X 9:46 AM

guang liang's song =) quite old though =X
he dont seem to have new albums alr? =(


anws.. listening to it and.. hmm..
suddenly thought of this..
we have alot of first times in our lives..
the feeling of doing smth the first time.. is perhaps smth you cant forget?
and smth you cant get back..
u may do it again, with the same or diff people, but its still nt the first time anymore.. 9:11 AM

suddenly feel like blogging..
today dont seem like a gd day..
supposed to be happy cos im meeting the girls at night..
but had been having thoughts early in the morn..
even thought of nt coming to work.. cos was feeling rather bad..
and worried that my colleagues will notice it and stuff..
still came though.. managed to settle down my thoughts n feelings.. =)

was jus thinking abt the society today..
the society that cares so much abt results.. abt pay..
didn't know affandi is taking part time studies at SIM, until seeing him take his business book ytd..
everyone's still studying.. a degree may be nth when it comes to our time..
sometimes im really quite sick of studying..
its fun to learn new stuff i guess. esp abt stuff that u're interested in..
but i hate it to study for de sake of studying ?
that ppl say, u need to study until as high a position as possible..
perhaps so that u can earn more money n have a good life..
true to some extent.. u do need maybe, a gd degree or what to earn huge sum of money..
but till now,i still believe that having a gd degree n stuff may nt bring u anywhere..
i still believe in having gd character n attitude, in order to bring u to smwhere..
u cant deny that there are really people who dont do well in studies but can still succeed in life..
i rmb miss yeo shared with us smth abt this..
n there are quite some articles abt such people too.. coming from ITE, drop-outs etc..

heard of this saying:
being able to study well doesn't mean being able to work/earn well..
being able to work/earn well doesn't mean being able to 做人.
money is impt, and studies do play a part in it.. but its nt everything bahs..
as long as you have the determination and willingness to fight on, you can do it =)
nothing's impossible.. there is definitely a route there out for you..
its jus that perhaps, you need time to go and find the right one.?
like people always say, die alr, scared cant get gd results for O/A levels or wat sort..
but actually i think, you wont die. you only cant realise ur desired dream..
there are definitely still other routes that u can take..
and if you put in the effort and cont to work hard, you can do it =)

oh wells.. jus my thoughts..
you guys can go debate abt it..hahas..
jus rmb this bahs.. no matter what you do, make sure you're happy doing it =)
i really think that's de most important one..
dont go for the sake of it, esp if u have totally no passion..
it'll be a waste of time.. nt worth it =))
haish.. if only life could be simple =XXX

yupps.. everyone's talking abt 4th march now =X
dont wanna think abt it =((
no use brooding over it too right?
shall only think when it comes bah..
meanwhile, enjoy my life =))

okies.. somehow feeling even better now =)
everything will be fine =))

anws the cut at my thumb is getting deeper =X tsktsk!
flsu..tou..dou..n..i m aolu.... 8:21 AM



12:07 PM

i think we humans really tend to think a lot,
when we're alone, especially in the night..
=X

dont know what's wrong with me today..
no appetite again, kinda feel like throwing up somemore =X tsktsk.
pms pms =X

i wanna look for that tumblr pic but i cant find it now~! =( 11:47 AM

wilbur pan wei bo's new song =)
doesn't seem really nice at first but it gets nicer as u keep listening to it =)) 10:51 AM

"最幸福的是当过你的天使" 9:45 AM

什么事情都会有解决的办法.
只要不气馁, 绝望就会变成希望 =)

不要轻言放弃, 否则对不起自己 =))

you never try, you'll never know..

when you say you cant even before trying, u alr lose half the battle.

always keep on trying until you succeed.
有志者,事竟成. (correct? =x)

when there's a way, there's a will =))

hehs.. suddenly thought of all these quotes..
not all are accurate though.. cant really rmb =X
i know ge dou tian wang got a lot of nice quotes =D
mayb i shld find a time to rewatch huhs..hahas..
i still rmb i went to wrote down all the quotes on a piece of paper =P

rather tired this morn.. but now somehow better le =))
hope today passes quickly?
kinda looking forward to tmr, my girlS~! =)

ohyes.speaking of my girls remind me of wl.. n reminds me of smth..
HELLO MY SECRET STALKERS~!!!!!!!!
apparently it seemed that quite a no. of ppl are reading my blog but i duno =X tsktsk~!
but its ok~! im happy to know that there are ppl reading~! hehhehs x) 8:39 AM

OH MY GOSH~ EMAS IS DAMN CRUEL =(((
anws my close colleague, Ivan is gone =(( kena sacked..
bet laughters will reduced a lot.. really quite sad..
all of us were super surprised. didn't hear him say at all.
juwita was like asking me "u quite close to him right? go ask him why nv give us warning. jus dump us like that"
cos the 4 of us are his "wives" hahas..
was thinking its impossible that he wont tell us if he dun wanna work anymore.
very puzzled.. until he called to tell me..

he called me after my work to chat a little.. cant hear properly so didn't talk much.
fb-ing with him now. n he said the boss jus said ytd that it's their last day.
siao leh,no warning at all de?! think cos they're foreigners.
then dun haf any compensation or wat also..
he said he's quite shocked. i think he's nt feeling gd lorhs.
no wonder ytd he wasn't on fb.

heard from Rau that they have to find a job in a wk's time.
if nt they have to go back to their country..
Ivan says he's going to find a job. hope he really can find one.
wish him luck~! hope he'll be fine~

haish. starting to not like Emas le =X apart from the people, as in the colleagues..
they keep changing the system no., which gives my colleagues a lot of headache..
and after that it'll give us headache cos we need to keep refiling.
file liao,take out, change, make us file again.
den keep printing the log sheet. tsktsk..
n hanna says emas is rather stingy, for those bonus n watsoever..
oh wells =X
but the colleagues are still nice.. that's de good part =))
nvm.. abt 1 month or so n that's it =)
flsu =X hfqc =D 9:00 PM

really very nice~! =D 4:07 PM

no appetite jus now ~ =X
food aint appetizing too, cos nt much food today =X
in de end only drank soup (with tofu, pork's ribs)
and ate pineapple =) but still burping =D
yay~ hope my appetite goes smaller =X hahas =P

anws saw this in "mypaper"~! =D
try it =))

心理测验:
从儿时到现在,每个人都会有很多不同类型,不同时期的照片.
选择你最喜欢的照片,测验自己的爱情 =)
A. 集体毕业照
B.个人艺术照,写真
C.自然风景照或户外活动照
D.全家福,和亲人的合照
E.童年的照片


A. 你是个念旧情的人.
你喜欢的恋情是那种朦胧青涩,不带任何杂质的,比如学生时代的恋情.
对方的一个眼神或嘴角的一个微笑,就能让你心弛神往,春心荡漾.

B. 你比较自信,很注重外在美,需要的可能不是平等的爱情,而是更喜欢异性的崇拜和追求.
恋爱中的你不会完全向对方敞开自己的心扉,而且稍稍有点自恋倾向.

C. 你是个乐天派,性格活泼,善于和人相处,所以和恋人的相处也不错.
但即使对方是你很爱的人,你也要求有充分的自由和足够的个人空间.
如果对方太霸道,你宁愿放弃爱情,也不会失去自己.

D.你是个成熟体贴的人,家庭观念比较重,谈恋爱也比较认真,
会希望你的对象是个忠实的人,适合跟自己过一辈子.
恋爱中的你,扮演的角色也是亲人一样的恋人,会让对方有安全感,甚至有些依赖.
但不要太过头,适度最好.

E. 你是个单纯,善良的人,觉得恋爱是复杂又费力的事.
即使恋爱 ,你也是欠成熟的 男孩/女孩,常会和对方撒娇,让对方总是怀着爱意地埋怨"你是长不大的孩子".
你最渴望的爱情是那种邻家 男孩/女孩间的恋情,亲切,单纯而平实.

woosh finally done.hahas.
took me alot of time hors~! >.< better do n treat it seriously =P
my ans is A anws =) ni an dong's is E! hahas =D
i thought im C also. hahas. in de end i chose A =)) 12:00 PM

oh i suddenly thought of this song~!
CLEMENTINE =D
"
oh my darling, oh my darling~
oh my darling clementine~
*blah blah blah blah, blah blah blah blah*
would you be my valentine~
"
hahhahas.. forgot de third sentence =X
but this used to be one of my fav songs~!
suddenly played it when im in msia for CNY cos my cousin brought out the "kids corner" book,
and asked me to play the children songs inside on the organ. hahas.
den came across this n im like "woooh~! i love this song alot that time" hahas =D

time passes rather fast today~!!!
half n hour more to lunch break, and then can slack till 1230~
den half a day's gone~! woots~! x)

ahhh i wanna know the lyrics of 如果我变成回忆 well!!!! =X 10:37 AM

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY~!!!!!!! =DDD
hope all couples will have a nice date today,
and all singles enjoy urselves with frens/family~! hahas =P
*MUACKS* (to the girls only~! =P )

still rmb 2 years ago OG2 used this chance to give choco/sweets to everyone.hahas.
in schools, ppl will go ard distributing sweets/chocos to frens,classmates,saying happy valentine's~
i kinda like it =D its kinda great to show ur frens ur love for them too x)
feels great receiving replies, and i received a kiss from asy~! =P

but then im wondering..
if we say happy valentine's to all ur frens..
then for couples.. what shld they say to their partner?
i mean u said happy valentine's to everyone, including ur partner?
then ur partner wont be like,special anymore? jus like friends? hahas =P
but oh wells.like what they always say..
when a couple is tgt,everyday can be valentine's day. hahas =)
kinda agree.. but still.. i think they shld still celebrate valentine's,unless both r busy..
cos in a way.. u dont really give gifts randomly right?
so this will be a day that u can express ur love more n give a gift to ur lover =D
woots~! x)

hmm now feeling better.. nt so tired le =D
morn was rather tired.totally feel like sleeping at the bus stop but think it looks weird =X
immediately got a cup of coffee once i entered de office.hahas =D
and the msges perked me up too =D happy to receive replies from ppl =D
jiajun replied super fast~ ! hahahs =D
then received from my darlings girls x) woooooh~ i like it x)
it chases away all my monday blues~~~~~~~ =D lalalallalas

wah i think we really have moodswings hor..
i was still feeling so tired n restless this morn..
then now so high le. woots~! x)
wl's reply is so funny~! "hope you will not be free tonight!" hahhahhas =P
aww,but sadly i am =X hahas..dating with my tv/com =P

ahh~ reminded me.. i saw a bouquet, with a bearbear and a few fake roses..
very cute~! very sweet~! saw it on sat when i went card n such with ivan.
suddenly thought of that cute sheep~!!!ahhhhhh~ nat~!!!!! =P

anws nth much to do now.. i took all de doc..
so now slowly filing..while blogging away x)
act.. i think i have nth to say liaoz.. hahhas =D
once again, HAPPY VALENTINE'S~!!!!!! X)
p.s:i might be back for another post when im bored later =P 8:55 AM

WOOOOOOO PITRIE JUS CALLED ME~!!!!!!! =DDD
hahhaas~ so fun so fun =DDD
he's booking out next week.so wanna meet us x) alallaas~
ok shall sms and ask ard the usual gang =D omg cant meet to see him! =D
but he says the training isn't as tough as NCC's =X hahas
okays cant wait to see him =D n hear him talk abt his NS stuff, woots~! =D
omg i didn't know having frens in NS is so fun~! x)) hohohos~!!! 9:09 PM

boohs~!
today was quite a boring sunday~~~
didn't do anything much =X
hmm..

saw mdm foo! pri sch chi tcher~!
she cant recall my name until my mum gave a hint.hahas.
she say call her along when we go n find mrs lim~! yay~! =D

hmm~ really nth to blog leh -.- sian~ =((

hmmmmmm

tmr there's work.. quite sian suddenly =X
tmr's V day~! but nth much =X no diff for singles~
looking forward to wed though, cos meeting the girls~! x) miss them~!
i jus realised smth after i sent out de sms.boohs =X
n.. i cstou..ktay.. 6:13 PM

its gg to be 230 alr!!!!
but im still not tired?! =XXX
boohs~~~
mayb i shld go read my storybook? o.O
and today's tumblr ~ okok la =X
did i follow nt enough ppl? =X everytime see posts of that 2 ppl nia~! =X 2:24 AM

wheeeeeeee~~~!!!!!!!!!
today is a super nice day~!!!!!! =DDDDD
and it started from early in the morn (12midnight)~! =D
wasn't tired to sleep,so end up chatting till 1 =P
then had a nice sleep w/o waking up in de middle of my sleep x)
then received an sms that made me smile even though i jus woke up =D

that's 3 things already~!
no.4 : i have 7 more followers for my tumblr in jus less than a day~! whheee~! x)
no.5 : i think i changed a nice tumblr skin~!
no.6 : today's time pass rather quickly =D
no.7 : Juwita said she likes my french plait =D though its messy,she said its nice~! x) hohohs~
'yeahyeahs~ for now that shld be it x) lalalas~
HAPPIEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~ 1:58 PM

surprisingly i wasn't that tired today =D
though i slept at 1 ytd? =X
but i see my BIG DARK EYE RINGS >.<
blame that stupid person that made me stay up till so late~ still wan me to stay up till 130 somemore~!!! =P
but managed to help jos in her prob =) heex =)
n i had a super nice sleep~!
slept all de way until my mum wakes me up.hahas.
n then an sms perks me up =) cant stop smiling =X =P

hmm today is friday~!
yay yay yay~~~
though there isn't any plans for de weekend yet,im still happey~! =D
think will be gg to watch movie with family =) homecoming or da shi jie? o.O
sounds like da shi jie is more popular though~ but i think homecoming is nice too~!
anws piano today~!
hopefully it'll be ok =) i like de yamaha staff that picked up de phone ytd =P hehhehs~

no work to do now =( sianzxzxzxz~
dont wanna do filing =X
tonight i wanna stay up late~! hee =)) 8:24 AM

tumblr-hopping..
alone now in the living room.. so quiet..
and i suddenly thought of some stuff..

things seemed the same, yet so different..
kinda recalled what we used to do..
cant help but smiled =))
somehow.. we're doing smth similar, but jus nt the same..
i rmbed us smsing at night, always saying gdnight to each other b4 we off phone n slp..
n i rmbed once, becos of hp prob,both of us were waiting for reply and wondering why there isn't any..
n somehow there is some worries, which we both got to know the following day when we asked abt it.hahas..
i rmbed telling u the show was nice, was romantic and sweet.. n u said imagine its us..
i rmbed i gt so worried that i cried when u didn't reply after so long..
when it turns out that u fell asleep..
indeed.. its kinda nth if u can rmb the major stuff.like mayb bday celeb or wateva..
but if u can rmb all the little things, its a major thing..
it shows how much u really treasure those memories.. =)) 11:40 PM

oooohs
hana jus got her itouch~!!!!!!!
okies im determined to buy one too =D
another person standing with me : itouch, not iphone =DDD
n she gives me de confidence that :i shall not care abt what others say =D
lalalas~
everytime i say i wanna buy itouch,ppl will say "why nt jus buy iphone?"
nahhhhhhhh
its too common alr~! common till i feel that its brrrrrr~ =XXX
so yups~!
decided. ITOUCH =DDDDDDDDDDDDD
i think i'll buy it after i get my next pay x) lalallalas~

anws she gave me a great help~
she alr checked everywhere but the price is de same.lol.
so i shall nt waste time searching n checking too..
shall jus go to apple store at jp to buy =)) lalalallaas~
next pay.. means ard 10plus days later~! woots~! =DDDDD
tadatadatadatadatada~~~~~~~~
happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~ x))

booked yamaha studio lers~! gg tmr =))

hehs~ suddenly my mood is so high =D
but boohs.. i think i needa restart my com -.-
stupid internet connection~!
BUT
I WILL NOT LET IT SPOIL MY MOOD. x)))))))

BUT
my headache seems to be back =((((

STILL
im quite high that i can get my itouch when i get my next pay~!
i calculated, shld be possible =D
hmm but seriously ah..
though i shld be earning more this time as compared to my shengsiong job,
i dont know why, the money in my bank seemed to be stagnant? =X
guess im spending too much right? =(( boohs~
oh wells~ =X

oh and i realised~
i began to love roses alot~! hahas.
saw alot of nice roses pictures on tumblr~! x) <3 11:58 AM

AND THE HEADACHE GETS WORSE ~!!!!!!!!

RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>.< !!!!!!!!!! 10:10 AM

HEADACHE!!!!!!!! >.<
>
YUCKS =((((

--Merci tout le monde--

9:47 AM

如果我变成回忆
Wednesday, February 09, 2011

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越没力越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白著头发蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你

如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
原来依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记

i guessed tank probably wrote this when he's having that heart illness..
i can totally feel what he's feeling thru this song sia..
nice.love this song =)

--Merci tout le monde--

3:59 PM

today's lunch was fun~!
was sitting with the other colleagues besides xiaoling..
n then there's this lady,think she is siti.
she's married,i didn't know! hahas.she looked rather young =)
n yups.she was sharing with us abt marriage life.hahas.
n hana shared with us what happened to her friend too..
they were saying how the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law can be so close and gd before marriage,
but can be quarrelling everyday after marriage and when they live together..hahas..
before marriage: calls almost everyday to say hi to the mother -in-law.
after marriage: cant be bothered.
hahas..
siti said its cos u dont know the living style of the family.true la.. o.O
but i still think the drastic change is a little too drastic =X
i hope that wont happen to me =X
cos honestly,i'll wanna live with my parents-in-law, i think =X
actually i wanna live more with my mum =X but she said its impossible =( oh wells~
we'll think abt it when it comes.its still too early now =) hahas..
then they were saying how troublesome malay marriage can be..
how often there will be chaos and quarrels and often becos of money =X
that their guests are mostly ppl they dont know (parents' friends)
that they held weddings at void decks cos there are too many ppl..
honestly what they said are nt what i'd heard b4..
mayb what i'd heard was from TV =X so its inaccurate~
but from what they say, seemed like marriage isn't as wonderful and great as we thought =X
but still, i believe that as long as the couple is willing to work tgt,it can work out well =)
trust, tolerance, love, etc? =)
trusting each other, tolerate one another's bad points (including the family's) and loving each other =)
thinking for each other too! n nt let the party (usually guys) be stuck in the middle (between mum and wife)
i think its really always like that leh..
the guy will end up being the poor one =(( hahas.. too sad~ =P
i'll try not to let my future husband be one of the poor ppl =)
see the word, TRY.lol. cos i dont know how my future-in-law will be like o.O
hope i can get those gd mother-in-law =) i got this imagination of how my mother-in-law will be like..
hope it'll be true =)) hahas..

sucks!~
the internet is lagginggggggggggg
cant tumblr-hop =(((((((

--Merci tout le monde--

12:11 PM

feeling tired again.. and its only like,half an hour at work =X
am i getting sick/sian of this work?
or its jus that i didn't have enough sleep? o.O
suddenly feel sian without any dinner dates with friends =((
but if i go out = spend money =X rarrr
thinking if the next wkend shld go out with tcb first or geog girls first =X
cos both groups wan weekend.. hmm..
shall see how bahs..

seeing ppl play piano makes me think organ is nth =X
but it kinda makes me wanna conquer piano >.< im gonna master how to control de volume n stuff on piano~!!! jus that im thinking.. shld i book studio at yamaha every week? so i can get more practice.. but the timing will be weird.. cos if i go straight after work,i might be too hungry when i end =X but if i go back for dinner first, think i'll be lazy to go jp again =X n its nt free =X oh wells.. i think.. maybe once in 2 weeks? =) yeah that sounds okays~ den my dinner will be bread or wat x) okies. tentatively that's settled.. now thinking if i shld go tmr/fri anot. kinda tempted to play on de piano now =X anws.glad that at least i can play one song well on de piano =D canon`! =D listening to lotsa songs in de morn.. all super nice =)) but i think i blogged them b4..so shall nt repeat bahs.. =))
mu..tou..dou..
waking up in the middle of the night to check the phone seemed to be a daily routine now..

--Merci tout le monde--

8:47 AM

Tuesday, February 08, 2011

looking at photos in my phone since de internet is really bad..
n i cant do anything without access to the system..
saw the pics in NJ, taken during grad day..
suddenly,i miss NJ? =X
kinda miss wearing the uni =X think i miss de ppl la uh.. hahas..
n oh man.i compare myself now and in NJ, i think im really so round n tanned!
i wanna go jump down liao =X
im gonna throw all de goodies to my parents >.<>

1 more hour n im on my way home =))))

--Merci tout le monde--

4:33 PM

OH MY GOSH.
MY FACE IS SO ROUND.
AND IT IS SO TANNED.
OH MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

--Merci tout le monde--

1:32 PM

给我一个理由忘记

雨都停了这片天灰什麽呢
我还记得你说我们要快乐
深夜里的脚步声总是刺耳
害怕寂寞就让狂欢的城市陪我关灯
只是哪怕周围再多人感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记那麽爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃当时做的决定
有些爱越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离是你不在身边
却在我的心里

当我走在去过的每个地方
总会听到你那最自由的笑
当我回到一个人住的地方
最怕看到冬天你最爱穿的那件外套
只是哪怕周围再多人感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记那麽爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃当时做的决定
有些爱越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离是你不在身边
却在我的心里

我找不到理由忘记大雨里的别离
我找不到理由放弃我等你的决心
有些爱越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离是你不在身边
却在我的心里
我想你

initially was looking for the song "寂寞不痛"
cos i heard her singing in a concert..
then saw the title of this song, and thought it might be nice.
and then when i hear it,i realised i heard it somewhere =)
went to find the lyrics and yeah.. nice =))
its kinda describing what im feeling too..
not totally cos the lyrics isn't that clear.. but somehow bahs..

loving this song more n more =))
keep repeating it now =))
but the one that i downloaded has this stupid adver behind, so irritating =X

--Merci tout le monde--

11:55 AM

A-LIN

a-lin's new songs are nice =)
寂寞不痛
给我一个理由忘记
mayb i'll paste the lyrics later =)

--Merci tout le monde--

10:55 AM

i am very tired.
i wanna sleep.
and time is passing very slowly today..
i wanna go home..
=(((

oh anws~!
i had a stupid dream last night -.-
i dreamt that half of my tooth broke off.
i woke up from my sleep and was going to the bathroom to wash up,
and realised that 1 of my front tooth is half of the other =X
scary lehs!
n i was thinking how did it break, did i bite too hard when i sleep or wat =X
tsktsk.

--Merci tout le monde--

9:11 AM

"
the most terrible thing, is that two people fancy each other, yet they cannot be together
最痛苦的事,是当两人彼此相爱,却无法在一起
"
saw this on tv last night.. on de channel 8 9pm show..
感同身受.
correct right? the words looks weird o.O but.. ya..sounds right =X
haish...

--Merci tout le monde--

8:18 AM

Monday, February 07, 2011

suddenly thought of what i saw on tv ytd:

为什么在现实生活中,爱情不能如此简单..

简简单单地和自己心爱的人在一起..

为何现实生活中,必须有那么的多的障碍..

and then i thought..

也许,这就是老天爷跟我们开的玩笑..

让我们相遇,相爱,却无法走在一起..

不知老天爷是否会看到我们的苦心..

先苦后甜, really?

maybe..

it depends i guess..

haish..

感触良多啊...

--Merci tout le monde--

11:41 AM

HELLO EVERYONE IM BACK~~~ =DDD
im so tanned~~~~~~~ =(( changed race to malay le =((
went to swim twice, each ard 2hrs. how can i not be tanned? =((
tried to apply as much sunblock, and tried to roll up my sleeves and shorts so that the tan wont be obvious, when i wear short sleeves or shorts =X
hmm.. ok la.. it wasn't as bad..
though i gotta admit that the CNY spirit is not there, but at least we kinda enjoyed ourselves?
the beach was really awesome~ i totally love beaches~!
the breeze was super super cold~
and the sound of the waves is super loud and strong~!
it was really nice ~ =)
and the stars at night was great!!!!!!!!
i cant stop myself from looking at them~
totally feel like gg to a corner and star-gaze myself..
but it was rather dark,so didn't go =(
if nt im sure it'll be even better~!!!!!!

walking by the beach at night, looking up at the sky..
makes me think of some things..
the breeze early in the morn was as nice though =))
but more thoughts pop out in the night..
with the breeze.. with the stars.. =))
and then.. i suddenly have the urge to write smth =D
n i noted them in the phone..
wanted to wait till im back then i write, but i think the feeling will be different..
so i noted them down =))

每当我看到满天星，心里想的便是你。
脑海里浮现出那当时的我们，手牵着手，一起走在那回家的路上。
还记得当时，我们总会抬起头，希望能看到满天的星。
但我记得，有好多时候，下过雨的天空一颗星也没有。
虽然如此，那时的我还是快乐，幸福的。
因为我的身旁，有一个紧握着我手的你，陪我走在那没有星星的天空下。。

每当我看到满天星，就总会迫不及待地想和你分享，
因为我希望你能感受到我当时的心情。
即使我们不在一起，但愿能在同一片天空下，感受到彼此的存在。
我知道只要有你的陪伴，就算你不在我身边，我也觉得很开心，很满足了。。
一切都足够了。。

how was it? =))
heex.. jus some thoughts, and wrote them out..
n then i recalled abt wat i wrote in sec 2 abt stars too..
i still rmb i wrote one called 雨夜的星空 =))
if im nt wrong, i talk abt how nice it is, but how much a pity it was cos there isn't any star..
n i talked abt the night sky etc? hahas.
kinda forgot abt it.. sad that i didn't keep =(((

ohs.. and my aunt asked me to take pic of the stars..
but i told her it cannot be taken.
n then i rmbed abt the poem i wrote in sec 2 abt this too..
abt why we cannot take pic of stars.. i think its liddat..
i can only rmb some parts..

很可惜的是，那满天的星星无法被拍下来。
也许，星星想告诉我们，美的东西是不需要被拍下来的。
最美的东西，即使没有照片，也会永远地留在我们的脑海里，我们的心里。
因为它太有意义，太美了，我们永远不会忘记。。

this is really so true..
i always look at people's fb/blog, n will be envious when i saw them taking lotsa photos..
i rarely take photos when i go out with frens..
esp ppl like asy.? =)
thinking back now.. a lot of the nice memories i have, are in my heart and mind..
i dont have much photos of them =))
n its true..
even so, those memories are still vivid in my mind..
even though we didn't take any photos, (maybe a few but i deleted them =X)
i can still rmb what we did.. what happened.. where we went.. =))
hahas. i think this is so nice =)

hmm~~~
dont think im gg anywhere today..
a little headache now, dont know if its cos i didn't sleep enough =X
but im nt realli tired now? =X see how later bahs~!
=))
that few days.. mutou..

--Merci tout le monde--

9:33 AM

Friday, February 04, 2011

OMG~

im suddenly looking at OG9 photos taken by kaimin on fb.

AND I MISS THEM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!

AND I MISS ORIENTATION SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!

I MISS BEING AN OGL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

it was really so fun lors~

de best times i ever had in NJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love the walk-in practices~

i love being with all the other OGLs, practising + crapping ~

i love being an OGL,highing with other OGLs~

i love dancing in the hall with the other OGLs while the juniors are resting.

i love my OG for being so supportive and being the most enthu OG~ OG9~!!!!!

we got the loudest cheer~ loudest scream~ woots~!!!!! =DDD

i still rmb we used the cheer that was used for 4e5 in sec 3!

the fever cheer~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

awwws~ i really miss that period sia~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna dance~ i wanna dance for walk-in~

i wanna have dance practices with the OGLs~

i wanna play games with OGLs + OG9~

i wanna be an OGL again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but there isn't any more chances~ boohs~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gg to msia in.. 6 hours?

shld be sleeping now but nt that tired~

hope it really wont be that bad =X

AHHHHHHHHHH

ORIENTATIONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

--Merci tout le monde--

12:47 AM

FORBIDDEN LOVE
Thursday, February 03, 2011

yoohooo~!!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!!!!!!

ehs, CNY doesn't seemed like CNY in a way..lol..

jus some normal day at home? =X

not really looking forward to gg msia too cos lotsa ppl nt gg back =(

my relatives from KL are not coming = doubly sadness.

cos my aunts are the entertaining ones and im rather close to the cousins there..

elder cousins, so easier to talk about stuff..

if they're nt coming,im left with the young cousins.

which means i need to entertain them n play along with them =X

might be ok but sometimes it'll get abit.. ahem.. =XX

n now my elder cousin in sg is also nt gg back =X

ohman.. how can it be fun? =((

hope the beach is nice enough for me to enjoy and not be that sian bahs =X

hmm.. rather fast.. its 4pm le!

kinda finish packing my stuff i guess o.O

quite worried that i'll forget to bring anything =X

uhm... now watching pu song ling?

parents sleeping. again. =X

but mum's back is aching.tsktsk.no doctor/physician to see at this period of time..

hope she'll be ok~

anws im getting addicted to forbidden love again!

this time de piano version =D

hohoho~ trying to perfect it.. to be able to play smoother =D

but rather weird to play such a sad song on de first day of CNY =X

but its nice~! =DDD

the only eager thing im looking forward to is wearing the new clothes~!!! =DDD hahas x)))

okays.. duno wat to blog abt le~

shall be back again when i wanna blog abt smth =))))

suddenly i think perhaps its gd to stay at this current status =)

--Merci tout le monde--

3:52 PM

Wednesday, February 02, 2011

KNOCKING OFF IN ABT HALF AN HOUR'S TIME~! =DDD
i duno how to give de choco to my supervisor =X
hopefully he dont leave before me =X
n i think i brought too many!
so many ppl didn't come today =X

andandand..
im hungry =X

andandand..
i feel like playing my organ~!!!!!!!!!
forbidden love & wedding dress!!!!!!!! x))))
but i think gotta help mummy to clean up later =(((
but night time gg aunt hse~!!!!!! x)))

--Merci tout le monde--

11:09 AM

外套

another rather sad song. but nice =))
i think its quite old though o.O



`.Rapunzel tells us one thing about love: climbing the tallest tower becomes less difficult if someone at the end gives you reason to hold on..


found in ay's blog =))

--Merci tout le monde--

8:59 AM

YAY today is a happy happy day~! =DDD
hohohoho~ its CNY eve~!!!!!! heex..
duno why,felt very happy since i stepped into the company.hahas..
gave some cookies, but alot of ppl nt here?! =X
so i think later will give out to the company bus ppl bahs..
hana gave me an angbao!!!!!!
but duno is it by her, or by company.
i think she's not married right?!?!
n it feels thick o.O
shall go back n see =D
hohho~ working for.. 3half hours? ard there.. then can prepare to go home le.
company bus coming at 12 x) lalalalas~~~
high high high high high x)))))))))))))))

--Merci tout le monde--

8:07 AM

我也很想他
Tuesday, February 01, 2011

--Merci tout le monde--

3:06 PM

okays.. now i kinda understand why people say giving flowers is a waste of money..
that cute little lamb with roses cost $120!!!!!!!
n those small bouquets are ex too~! ard $120, or cheapest at $90?!
n yeahs.. i wonder how they can last =X
though i admit, receiving the bouquet will be very sweet i guess.
but wah.. really very ex leh.. n it looks like a very small bouquet only! unless its jus de picture la..
oh wells~ guess i have no fate with my cute little lamb~~~ =((

hmm.. was thinking of some stuff..
"its not about where you go, but who you go with"
"its not about how expensive the gift is, but how much thoughts and efforts and sincerity it contains"
"its not about who the person is, but who you are when you're with the person"
the last one seemed weird but.. i think its smth like that =X


anw today i had mixed feelings man =(
and im really tired.. keep yawning =X
gotta sleep early tonight to makeup for my lack of slp last night =X
suddenly thought of wat you said that night.. uhm.. jus kept smiling =)
but still.. now.. its still unknown =(

--Merci tout le monde--

12:25 PM

如果我变成回忆

listening to the song & paying attention to the lyrics this time round..
n i realised,its super super super sad =(
its actually similar to 我还想她 by JJ..
its like.. telling the person u dont like him/her when u actually loved him/her alot..
but u think u're a burden, or u think u wont be able to give him/her happiness..
i think this is often shown in dramas?
everytime i see this kind of scenes, i'll cry (of cos =X) cos its damn sad..
n damn wasted cos they 2 loved each other der lorhs!
n i'll blame de person who said break up, becos they dont know wat the other party wants..
they only assume n take it that that will be de best decision!
they think ending it now, n letting the person find another one will be better..
but they duno in the person's mind, the he/she who initiate the breakup is the one they wanna be with..
so, by forcing the breakup, it may hurt the person n may not even recover from it??
its nt as easy as what they thought.

hmm..duno why.. jus feeling like talking abt this.. hehs =))
lunch time soon~! =)
imu`~

--Merci tout le monde--

10:59 AM

FIRST LOVE

this song is quite old le!!! by.. utara smth.. =X
its super nice~!!! x))
though i dun understand de lyrics o.O
i rmb waiseng posted the translated one on his blog b4.hahas =)
suddenly..i thought of the past.. n i.. really miss those times..

--Merci tout le monde--

10:28 AM

ytd was an awesome day~!
time passed fast during work.. n dinner was awesome~!
wanted to eat bakkutteh but that stupid alvin tan's suayness simply overwhelmed our luckiness =X
but we 团结一致and got rid of his suayness - successfully walked to liangcourt when we didn't really know where it was =))

walked past clarke quay & saw the ellenbrough market cafe~! hahas..
hmm anws, we went to this cheap italian restaurant.
erms,cheap cos nett price n no service charge/gst.
but their service was really bad.
so if they charge service charge,i think we're so gonna complain.lol.

anws. a main point.
JR IS SOOOOOO ROMANTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really!!!! hahhaas. i know nat is nodding her head to the max now.hahas.
he was sharing with us how he wooed his girl..
told us abt his plan which makes me n nat go "ahhhhhhh~!!! so sweet~~~!!!!!" hahahas.
though his plan didn't come true, but the effort is really sweet~~!!!!
seriously lo.. i think if his gf knows abt the whole plan and effort she'll be touched like mad~!!!
he spent the effort to go and find out the diff lang of i love you,
and went to learn how to write them?! nt print hors! write!!!
n he beared the embarrassment to paste the thingy on the walls. n its raining somemore!
he really spent lotsa efforts lo~!
n he still plan stuff de sia.. omg~~~~~~
n he said he got plans for future too!!! thinking of lasting with this girl, n starting to save up for future le!
duno if u guys get wat i mean,but i think i shldnt say out.lol! its de M word. hahaas =))
but wah, ytd nat n i were totally touched by him lorhs~!
if only all the guys in the world are like him~ oh mans~
ohs then we brought him to that shop which sells this super cute sheep with roses!!!!
its specially for valentine's.
GUYS, IF YOU THINK YOU'RE HANDSOME, PLS GO TO WWW.SIMPLYFLOWERS.COM.SG AND ORDER THE SHEEP N GIVE TO ME OR NAT.
hahahhhas =P
didn't dare to put on fb so i put here. hahas.
i told alvin to go and find a nice and shuai guy and get him to go order the sheep for me n nat.lol.
its really damn cute lorhs~!!!!!!! n i think it'll be damn sweet and touching to receive that~!!!!
nat n i totally went crazy la. hahas.
but we really want that sheep!!!!!!!!!
eh wait,actually its a lamb i think o.O
i rmb reading "little ___ lamb"
cant rmb de middle word o.O
anws yeahs!!!!!!! i wan that lamb~~~~~
NAT I WAN THAT LAMB~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahas =P

anws ytd was really awesome =)
nice time chatting... catching up..
hearing abt jr's story, elf's story, hahas..
i really like this feeling..
whr we can jus openly share abt anything n everything x)
love them~!!!!!!!!! x)))

i believe jr&his girl will last n i hope they will~! hahas x)
jiayou jr~! hahas =D

today will be 4e5's turn. hahas.
meeting p3 for de last time before he go NS!!!!! hahas..
n finally meeting kl after a long time~ =)
nt many ppl today but guess it'll still be a nice gathering session~! x)

okies~ that's probably all i wanna post =D
JR IS REALLY SO ROMANTIC. GUYS SHLD GO LEARN FROM HIM~!!!!!!
but alvin's right too.. shld think of the stuff urself.. more sincere!!!!!!!
but can seek jr for help~! haahhas =P

MY FINGERS ARE FROZENNNNNNNNNNN
=XXXX
sometimes i'd think why you wont be like others,speaking out ur thoughts n stuff.
why you wont be like the others, giving me surprises and stuff..
but i guess, u're jus u =) if u really do that, perhaps its jus so not you bahs..
n i suddenly rmb wat u wrote before in de past..
n heex.it made me smile =) i hope i didnt rmb wrongly =X

--Merci tout le monde--

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