Monday, February 03, 2014
needed an avenue to post something long, and i decided this shall be the place.
today. i received smth bad.
nt smth that happened to my family, or me, but the impact is still there.
my good friend's mum passed away, in an accident.
an auntie that used to be so close to me.
an auntie that talks so often to me.
the only mum of a friend that is so nice to me.
we chatted quite often, esp during pri sch when i always go to their house.
i always see how she nags at my friend.
i saw how loving they became.
though i only went to their new house once, which was probably the 2nd last time i saw her,
& we rarely met ever since we went sec sch, & esp after they moved,
she still left a deep impression in me.
i believe she still rmb me and so do i.
& my annual meet up with the girl, didn't make us very far apart.
& tdy, hearing the news, really saddened me.
mind blank, tears in the eyes, just so empty.
& i know my dear girl & her family must be feeling much much worse.
i really can't imagine what is happening at her side.
someone who is so well and healthy, someone who's happily talking about retiring back in msia
& suddenly she met an accident and left.
there's probably still so much stuff for her to see, to finish, to fulfil and to enjoy.
but she lost the chance to.
& its all too sudden. really too sudden.
accident, or disasters, are really the worst way to leave, in my opinion.
becos there's no warning.
a moment earlier, you may be happily talking to the person
and moments later, that person is no longer here.
when i heard the news, different scenarios kept playing in my mind.
i kept thinking how it is like over there.
how would she be like, how would her family be like.
it must be really really terrible. terrible to the max.
i really can't imagine if it happened to me.
it's.. its too cruel..
imagine your family, with one person lesser.
someone who cooks your meals. someone who washes your clothes
someone who nags you. someone who's a close friend to you
someone who listens to you complain. someone who's always there for you.
suddenly, she's gone...
my condolences.
auntie, rest in peace.
may you be happy up there.
you're a great mum, definitely.
you'll be missed, greatly.
& to my dear friend.
jiayou. stay strong.
i know its definitely hard to get up.
but stay strong. we're here with you.
she may be gone, but she'll always be with you.
cos she's always living in your heart.
--Merci tout le monde--
11:52 PM
