Tuesday, January 29, 2013
just saw the video kellie made for sl for her bday.
super nice!!
merged the little parts of the videos, and added in background music.
and everything flows smoothly and nicely.
haha and i mus say, it really feels like a proposal setting that day haha!
the two are real sweet ^.^
really looking forward to seeing them last long and get married in the future! hehe
cant stop smiling looking at their photos/the video.
i think she really can use the video for her wedding next time liao =P
okies but im abit sad cos i think i should have did smth to my hair tt day =(
and i end up looking quite cui though i thought i look ok initially.
BOOHS.
oh well~
cant do anyting about it le~
hmm its wk 3 liao! tsktsk.
time flies like duno wat!
gotta go study for acct2 test this fri.
then one more wk and it's cny!! can wear new clothes woots!
n then its Vday following that =)
oolala~
--Merci tout le monde--
7:23 PM
Sunday, January 20, 2013
decided to drop one of my core, and take next sem.
initially, or rather now, 4 cores, 1 elective.
but after tmr, 3 cores, 1 elective. if can, 3 cores, 2 elective.
initially before sch, wanted just 4 cores.
but to follow friends, i tried applying for elective n i got it.
now that i got that, i dun wanna let it go cos it really seemed nice.
but 4 cores 1 elective seemed real tough.
esp when ppl around keep saying de 2 hr cores are heavy.
n i have acc2 which i believe needs constant work too, just like acc1.
and pom as well. and all seemed to have quite some readings.
and then all have projs.
n then if all piles up tgt, esp in march when i have impre and jdc from cac side,
i think i will die and go bonkers.
imagine myself attending meetings and gg back late in hall and still having to study.
imagine myself having to stay in school and not being able to go home.
imagine myself with jus cac and after that having lotsa proj stuff for me to cope with.
i really think i might explode.
so yups! after discussion with my senior who was the cac president and a HR major,
she recommended me to drop my core.
its heavy workload, she said. i can score, but i prolly need gd grp mates.
but as of now, my grp dont seem promising to me =X
i dont really noe any of them. 1 of them, same sem1 class bt totally diff frequency.
the other seem nice but also quiet kind.
dun seem to have a leader to drive de grp so...
n im in totally diff grps from all my friends.
so actually, it doesnt really matter taking it this sem or yr3 sem2.
becos my grp will still be a totally diff grp of people.
though so far i think its interesting, she says that there will be stuff to do every week.
which im afraid that it'll be quite tough in march.
furthermore,she says its a mod that can score in if u're hardworking and such.
given my current workload, im afraid i wont have de time to be hardworking.
as in,i can, but to be equally hardworking in all, i think its quite hard.
time is a big prob, given cac's workload.
so yups! shall leave it to yr3 sem2 which im unlikely to have cac stuff. even if i have, i will be taking up small roles.
so i dont expect much commitment there and thus can do more for my sch side.
she says that can be used to pull up grade so.. hopefully! banging it on yr 3 sem 2.
calculated out my mods. shld be able to.
if i can get de elective i wan this sem, and i take it, i will have jus 3 cores in yr 3 sem 2.
if i cant, i will get 3 cores n 1 elective.
jus like this sem, pretty normal.
at least, i spread equally than i do now and i die.
so yupps! decided!
oh, and she brought in a great point.
like what i mentioned, i cant imagine myself just in school everyday.
doing work, and jus cac stuff.
she's right. i will need and will want my family and bf time.
im just not one who can study nonstop.
i cannot jus study, i will die.
i still dont believe in studying only.
my fren says she needa study, if not she will die.
for me, nah. i need work life balance.
even if its just a little of life, at least, not jus work.
n from there i realise, cac bonding times are the times i have my life =)
though we do serious work, during breaks, after meetings, before meetings, there will sure be laughters and what not.
just like what i had last year with my 21st.
of cos, i will have fun with my friends too. during lunch, after sch, during breaks etc.
these are little breaks, little parts of my life.
n yes. i need family and bf time.
just some break out of studies will be enough. once in a while, slightly more than just a meal's time.
so yups! i think im making a right choice.
she's right. just do what u feel like doing. follow ur instinct =)
i think after the decision, i do feel better.
initially i had de thought of "if i cant cope, i'll sacrifice cac"
bt i realise, i'll be irresponsible if i do that.
so, to not hurt cac as much, i will sacrifice my slack time, let my yr 3 sem 2 be abit more tougher perhaps,
or mayb jus like usual, and balance out every sem of my uni life =)
why chiong now and die?
spread out and survive =)) geex!
--Merci tout le monde--
12:49 AM
Friday, January 18, 2013
just a short post to rmb this beautiful day! ^.^
summary: great shopping day! haha
though school has started, today seemed like a day in the holidays for me, woops!
partly cos dun haf school tdy, and some1 didnt go to sch too. so yay!
had haircut in the morn; nearly screwed up my fringe but luckily still ok.
hair was not thin enough but she claimed thinner will make my hair curl =X
oh well. but i like my hair when its tied up hehe x)
late noon went w some1 to cityhall den bugis!
went to have 1-for-1 crepe at out of the pan. Awesome~!
$14 became $7, totally worth it, hehe ^.^
after that went bugis, and it was a very fruitful trip!!
in total we had 6+2 shirts, 1 pair of pants, 1 pair of shoes, 1 pair of shorts and 1 dress! hehe.
and bought presents for my 2 frens too wheee~!
thanks alot to some1 cos .. i didn't spend a cent for my stuff so.. yeah~
but well, this is probably the last time we'll shop like this for these few months =X
and cos its CNY, thats why we can buy so much too haha.
bt blah, dont look that nice in the clothes. really gotta slim down!
hope the clothes can really motivate me to be more hardworking in exercising!!
i really gotta lose some weight, at least abit to look nicer in the clothes >.<
oh well! glad it was such a great and fruitful day.
from next wk onwards, doubt i can spend my free thurs liddat le.
next wk got opening ceremony and i think following wk onwards i'll have work to do
and it'll just be studying and doing cac stuff =X
jiayou le rarr!
ok time to slp!
gonna wake up in 6h for my run!!!
--Merci tout le monde--
12:46 AM
Thursday, January 10, 2013
watching 钻石夜总会 now.
omg, seriously scary!!!
cant believe how girls can look so diff with and without makeup omg.
still rmb alvin or who said can go taiwan and look for girl friends.
but now i gotta say, no.haha.
i think taiwan is another country that really focuses alot of make up.
many of the variety shows teach people on the makeup techniques and stuff
so most of the taiwan girls will put on makeup i guess.
they keep asking all the girls to pick up courage and not be lazy,and make up etc.
but wah, imagine the guy who falls in love with u cos of appearance.
n then one day u remove makeup and show ur real self and the person abandons u
thats so sad!
i still believe in showing ur truest self to people out there.
ok la,makeup is necessary at times but in a sense i still dont really like it.
its ok if it adds on but if need to add too much, just be careful lo.
don be too overly obsessed with it. really think its not good!
n to me i think that makeup will make ur skin worse.
n next time u cant do without make up.
so my advice: avoid makeup if can!
n for those with makeup, do not hide ur true self from the person u love.
well, if they really leave u cos u look ugly, forget it.
they are not worth ur love.
the people who truly love u will love u for who u r, and for ur character and stuff.
not jus for ur pretty face!
bt really. dun rely too much on makeup!
its really not good kies!
i still cant recover from the tremor.
cant imagine how people really can differ so much just from makeup alone!
*horror face*
--Merci tout le monde--
10:43 AM
sometimes, being easily contented with not much expectations is good x)
receiving little gifts randomly will makes u feel extremely happy =P
ok, actually this gift isnt exactly little too. its considered quite a big one le.
enough to be a bday present kind.but received it today, just cos i said its nice and he thinks it suits =)
one of the rare times, and maybe thats why i really felt super happy hehe.
not that im complaining that there should be gifts frequently.
in fact, i really dont see a need to.
why spend so much money? and there's still bday, vday, anni. then still mus do this frequently?
nah, too much. and not necessary too.
perhaps, in a r/s, i really dont like to look so much on materialistic stuff.
well, i do demand for stuff during special occasions cos i think there should be.
but apart from those, i dont really have any expectations in a sense.
just being able to spend time together is good enough for me =)
and perhaps thats why, yeah, im quite easily contented in this case.
dont expect much =)
and im glad that this made me get excited very easily over little stuff.
little expectations lead to great happiness.
great expectations lead to more disappointment. so why expect so much?
when u expect less, even a little small thing can make you damn super happy x)
this is really what im feeling today.
i felt bad at first, cos i really see no need in that present.
but well, in a way, it's people's way of expressing their love =)
just like what my aunt told my mum, should take my money when i gave her when i first started working.
its a way of love, of appreciation, and she shouldnt reject.
i think somewhat similar cases happen here =)
so i accepted it, and im glad im able to "repay" back the favour by helping him to win in mj haha
and this 2 things tonight really made me so super happy x)
im so gonna keep that present well.
n i will use it often kekex.
thanks love =)
--Merci tout le monde--
3:34 AM
Wednesday, January 09, 2013
just watched "my wedding speech" that people had been sharing online on fb.
the groom expressed his speech as songs, not sure if he composed the songs themselves or they were songs that i just didnt hear of.
but he sang his speech, which was rather long, thanking all the people he needa thank.
quite a cool one ;)
i realised that i had been watching quite a number of wedding proposals and what not.
many of them are rather cool. but most are overseas, in the western countries.
I really wonder how many can be carried out in SG o.O
cos alot are those that has alot of dancers, singers, to help to increase the scale of the proposal haha.
its really not easy to have a cool proposal, given the restraints in sg haha
the people are so conserve? you sing and dance in open space, ppl will prolly stomp u or smth lol!
ok la, honestly i think its quite diff for guys to think of a good proposal way.
but well, its their job =P more chi1 kui1 for a girl to get married and be tied down leh haha.
but i think its not really about how grand the proposal is. or how creative or good it is compared to others.
i think most importantly, it mus be able to touch the woman/lady/brides-to-be
n this, might not be difficult.
to me, as long as its the true-hearted feelings of the guy, the deep-felt feelings of the guy, the real emotions and thoughts the guy has, its all enough.
i think the most touching thing of a wedding or proposal, is listening to what the couple says, be it the guy or the girl, depending on the circumstances.
its the speech that will make the partner touched and cry, and truly feel whatever thats going on.
think back of the past, what they've went thru, what the other party has in mind about the future etc.
=)
i think wedding is another good opportunity to thank all ur friends and family members haha.
perhaps cos its going on to another stage of life, its time to thank all that had been with you all these while.
suddenly duno how to cont haha.
shall go off, byebye =P
--Merci tout le monde--
9:42 AM
Friday, January 04, 2013
no feel to go for dance le.
partly still abit tired and legs still abit suan frm ytd's running man.
then also feel quite sian now.
plus gt no reply from the person =X
realised that my passion for dance is not really there.
i like it, but its not my priority yet.
still rather spend more time at home with family and loved ones than travel down to dance.
maybe also cos im alone ba? so feel more sian =X oh well~
--Merci tout le monde--
3:58 PM