ahhhhh bad news~! =((
im having another lesson on fri =((
thought i can go back at 9am, but now mayb have to go at 12 =(
but then again, if my biz ops really ends at 9, i can go for the 9 to 1030 one!
mayb see which one my tutorial mates are going bahs~

aye~ spent the whole day out today!
tiring day nia.
ok la, short trips here n there, but spotted a few places to go to next time!
n today's sentosa has exceptionally lotsa ppl manz.
i rarely see so many ppl de!
mayb cos we rarely go sentosa on wkends/public hols.
gdness, the queue for trains r omg-ly long~~~ crazy canz~
n lots of B and quite some AT too. ahyoooo~

okies. dun feel like blogging liao.
but anws, was glad that i finally managed to get the idea for my OB assignment le!
shall proceed to complete the collage tmr, n den start on my essay for it.
rarrrr~!!!
cant wait for fri - cos after that can go out~! w fav ppl~! =P
nt sure if can make it to go out with kids anot though, shall plan~
anws, its tue le! tmr is wed~!!!!!!
supposedly countdown 2 days,but act its considered 1 more day la? since its midnight =P
wheeeee~!!!
n awwws. i miss u quite alot today nia =(
but went to/went past some places, and thought of gg those places tgt x)
hope we can meet on fri!!!!!! cwtsu~~~~~~~~n irmualalt =((( wah long time nv use codes liao =P
9:47 PM

feel that time passed rather quickly.
a week passed on jus like that..
another week jus began but a day's gone alr.
will be so busy, with activities almost everyday to settle.
n this makes me feel time will really pass very fast.
but then again, there are some things, that made me realise time pass rather slowly.
it's.. 10days alr? ok, 1odays look rather long haha.
but thinking of it as only a week plus 2 days or so, it seemed rather short.
but then ya. though it seemed short,like only a week plus,
it really felt very long..
as if we haven met for ages. ok, too exaggerated, mayb not ages, but a rather long time :O
well, jus some psychological way of thinking lolol.
but yup. tmr's tue =)
gonna pei mum to nirvana and then mayb will go find de girls to mug,nt sure yet.
but my main priority is to get my research done.
so if i cant use com there, i guess i might not go?
or perhaps,see my progress today.
mayb i'll go study my comm mod. since quiz is coming up too.

yes. mug mug mug. tsktsk.
n i kinda took over the stuff of my predecessor.
learnt almost everything i need to do.
really quite alot. im really like,a leader now.
n i realised im quite dependent. de qn i wanna ask,i feel that they r quite stupid =X
though i did ask after all to ensure i get things right.
rarrrr. jiayou manz >.<

okies. i hope tonight will be effective. i really gotta get my OB stuff out.
at least, smth =X

countdown: 2 more days =)
i cant wait to see ur name appear on my phone. sms/call. =)

9:25 PM

BUSY BUSY BUSY =(((((
relatives coming out tmr, most likely that my studying plan will be disrupted =((
which means that i gotta work doubly hard tonight, and tmr morn.
guess i'll go sch real early to study in the room =(( if not my tv will sure disturb me~!

didnt do anything today. only did my mktg tutorial.
but at least i cleared smth.
printed 2 notes needed for tmr.
went for last theory lesson for driving - it kinda prepared me for practical lessons.
but i think i'll get steady with my uni life, with the exco stuff in first.
if i can,den i'll start de practical lessons perhaps.see how!
n then went out with girls. shopped with linwan first while waiting for est to come.
shopped at marina sq and suntec.
bought a dress from bershka!!!! my new fav shop,but its ex.
but this dress is super cheap cos last piece and its on sale.
89.90 -> 19.90! u say la,shld buy anot? MUS BUY LA. hhahahaha.
n its nice x) n can wear out to town kind. AWESOMEEEEEE.
n den bought my office skirt finally at suntec.
cant find it at marina, n after i bought it, i saw alot of nice ones again -.-
didnt manage to buy de shirt yet. see how first. but i think shirt easier to buy bahs =)
bought garett's popcorn too!

okies. jus wanted to update quickly.
today was a nice day out with the girls =)
nice to have such outings after so long.
cant wait to find a day whr we can meet again. even if its to mug tgt x)
soon soon, we'll plan it soon!!!!!

okays.tts it!
back to sort out my stuff!
i think this week's gonna pass rather fast!
act, i kinda jus wan thurs to come? or maybe fri =P
cant wait! x))
12:12 AM

today is a tiring day~
n an unproductive day~
ok,at least i finished my mkting lect 2 readings. but that isnt alot.
n i only did that today,plus abit of OB readings,but really abit lor =(
think im gonna read my comm today bahs.
but yeah, was quite angry regarding the work today.
as in, was told it was from 12 plus to 5. in de end i worked from 12 to 8 =(
n i felt bad leaving the guy there but i really dun wanna stay anymore
n i cant help him w de height stuff cos im short. so ya. i jus left.
but im angry cos the 2 ppl sit there n jus look at us.
buy food also nv like, at least out of courtesy ask us if we wan any.
den jus sit there. though this is like,our job,yes, but its only de 2 of us mah
cant they jus help since they have nth to do >.<
rarrr.
but de guy quite kelian. thats why i stayed till 8 to help him.
but they r really stupid to jus get a helper (me) to help. tsktsk.
n tt place got lotsa cockroaches lor! n i really mean, ALOT.
walk a few steps u'll see one. n there's alot of dead ones. YUCKS.

ok i duno wat i wanna post alr.
anws i think im loving FM98.7 liao hahaha.

okays i mus do smth tonight.
tmr night gotta go work again n complete it. rarr.
n den sun meeting my dearest girls!
n mon gt stats lect plus learning of my FC stuff liao.
den tue nth.
oops,realised i keep updating again these days =P
5 more days left of aug!!!!!!
cant wait for 1st sep!
but den again afraid of sep coming cos its another month.
n 1st sept onwards,i will officially be de FC liao. handover on 1st sept =X SCARYYYYYYY.
but oh well,it will still come~
so jus quickly come la! cos there's smth even more impt on 1st sept =P

countdown: 6days! x)
oh anws, I REALLY LOVE MY GIRLS~
I CANT WAIT FOR HTHT CUM SHOPPING ON SUNDAY W THEM!!!!!!!
today's chat with linwan is nice as usual xD BUT I DONT LOVE YOU HAHAHAHAHAH =P
gong!go our blog kies, wrote stuff for u there,too much to write here =)
6 more days! x)

10:30 PM

nice songs heard over 98.7 x)
writing down in case i forgot them ahha.

can't keep my hands off you - simple plan
sparks fly - taylor swift
skyscraper - demi levato? forgot how to spell her name lol.
animal - neon trees
mean - taylor swift

AND OMG GOOD NEWS!!!!!!
i might be able to take my comm test on the day itself!!!!!!!
hope i really can. i dun wanna take de re-test one.!!!!!
*prays*!!!

AND OMG~ I JUS HEARD IT OVER THE RADIO
MY DEAREST "JUST A KISS" WAS THE TOP SONG LAST WEEK!!!!! =DDD
FOLLOWED BY "MOVES LIKE JAGGER"!!!!!
YAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!x))
12:12 AM

okies, officially in CAC 21st exco - Financial Controller~
was seeing how my predecessor deal with the reimbursements with the treasurers.
gonna meet her on mon to learn some stuff.
these few days r gonna be real busy. act i think i vent out some stuff ytd le.
gonna try to mug as much this week.
but dun haf much time either. working for de presidential elections thingy.
n gg out with girls n jos. woosh.
jiayou manz. i can feel the tenseness n urgency to do my work.

n worse. im gonna skip de quiz on 7th sept. for my comm across cultural contexts.
n im gonna take de makeup one instead, n de tcher said it'll be tougher - mcq + short ans instead of jus mcq =(
sad la. gottta study more.
aye.nt as if i wanna pon but i have to wat =(
haish.. jiayou manz. i hope i can complete watever i plan to complete this weekend. haish.
JIAYOU LIMXIAOQIAN >.<

sun when out w girls,gotta buy my office skirt, den gotta buy present for handover exchange.
rarrrrrr.
but anws today was rather gd. n i hear some stuff.
i hope i can rmb them so i can share with some1 8days later =)
my lecturer told me some stuff about navy today,haha. act i think still gt more stuff but cant rmb nw.
but remind me to tell u about this navy thing!
too many stuff to tell u le lo~
anw suddenly missing u.. miss smsing you and complaining to you~
7 more days =)) *loves*
11:34 PM

hello! its 2am now!!! n im still nt slping cos my hair is still wet~
n i got back at hall at 12plus am, n it was 1.18 when i finally settled down after bathing n washing up!
anws. jus got back frm rally.
finally its over!!!!
but i think im gonna get real busy.
heard from jenn (pres) that im gonna be very busy dealing with the stuff.
heard from ppl that Financial Controller (FC) is very busy.
heard that my predecessor has lotsa things to pass on to me.
1st, 5th, and 7th sept - all reserved for CAC~!
5th sept gonna have long meeting. 1st is handover which might be till quite late too.
7th sept is cac bash which i think will be late too.
n 7th sept that week is de week that i have to hand in my creative thinking assignment!
so i really really gotta buck up this wk n make sure i finish by next wkend >.<
okays,feeling de stress le.
i think i really have to keep to uni stuff le. nt enough time for other stuff le~!

ok i promise i'll still squeeze out time perhaps for meals or smth kays. will try my best~
really needa plan my schedule well~!

anw countdown : 7days~! x)
busy preparing for speech so didnt mu as much nia.
but looking at de whistle will always remind me of u x)
n u know wat? i think mickey plays a big role in making me slp well in hall =P
1:57 AM

gosh im feeling stressed for the CAC thingy sia. =((
anws i gt selected as CAC exco member liaoz. financial controller instead of de assistant =X
scary lehs~! to think of it now >.<
i hope that the people im working with are nice people~
n i hope that this wk pass soon then. super scary lehs!
i wonder how things will be like,tsktsk~

act now nth much le. jus filled in de form.
oh, n i probably gotta think of a speech, to say for the rally. aye~
i dun like this. tts why didnt join council in JC too. cos of de election thingy.
but now im involved liao =X haiyoz. =((
oh well, hope everything will be done soon.
thurs. cant wait for thurs!
n then another wk will be over le~!

suddenly feel that there is a lack of time again! =(
if we could call, i'll probably be complaining to you. n then a while later as we chat, i'll forget about these stuff.
n will be happily chatting away with u =)
1 day down, hope u're ok there too =) love you gong, mutou ludou~


9:14 PM

wah, 5 days nv update le~! cos had been rather busy~
tue n wed was busy doing work - reading/doing tutorial.
slept super late. 1am n 2am respectively =X
cant believe i went against my principle - i wont sacrifice my slp for study =X lol.
studied tgt with dotty lops.n we slept at same time too.
wanted to htht bt didnt manage to, cos of stupid tutorial haha.

tue was cac welcome tea - caught up with urliens.
wed was de interview, which was super long.
thurs went for a dinner, quite fun =P
some interesting stuff happened, n hmm, nice experience? hahas.
n then rushed back to msia for uncle's stuff.
came bac ytd night. everything's settled.
dont wanna talk about it anymore. shall put everything to a close.
so yups. hope he rest in peace.

woke up super early today - considered very early on sat.
but nice experience! we're one of the few customers.
was at ion when it was pitch dark haha! awesome~
came bac ard noon,went bac hall to collect stuff, den came back home.
print stuff, read tb. but only a little went in, n felt tired n slept lol.
but! managed to complete 3/5 of my to-do-list so far?
ok la,nt so bad kies.
but today time passed rather slowly in de noon =X
n keep thinking of some stuff.
morn pass super fast though.tsktsk.

so yeah. de countdown started. 12days.
i know things will be alright, jus that will feel abit gaga at times, thinking of some1..
but oh wells! part n parcel of life!
i believe this will eventually result in good outcomes - for the r/s, for some1 =)
endure~! 12 days will zoom fast!
now im looking forward to sep. 1st sep.
but then that'll mean my proj deadlines will get nearer.tsktsk. irritating.
n now that alot of them are cramped tgt,i dont know which one to start~! =(((
n n n,my tb alr torn a little liao,tsktsk.
have no choice but to wrap it to protect it n sell in gd condition =X

alrights~! surfing for a while more n i guess i gotta start work again~

countdown: 12 days (only 5 hours past,tsktsk =X)
wish: for some1 to be safe and sound.
jiayou dear. 12days. torturing, but i believe i can endure it. it'll be alright.
i'll work hard too at my side, n we'll both work tgt okies?
far away from each other, but yet we'll be so close, cos our hearts are as one =)
rmb that whistle. keep it well. it'll be like seeing me when u look at it. i'll do de same =) love ya.

8:56 PM

haish. unpredictable stuff happened again.
uncle passed away. in accident.
suddenly does remind me of that insurance thing. tsk.
mind was blank, heart jus pumping hard, felt helpless,dont know wat to do.
not exactly close to him, but he always nag, which i know its for our own good.
he always tell us to study hard. n will scold if we do stuff wrong.
though not exactly close, he's still my eldest uncle.
though mum didnt cry like how she did when granny passed away,
i saw that her eyes were red.

well. but what she said was right too.
somehow it's perhaps better to pass away than to live but with injuries/illness.
cos it'll be painful to de patient, n might be a burden to the family.

hope my uncle will rest in peace.

doubt i'll be able to go back.
though its possible to skip, but its not gonna be easy.
so i wont be gg back.
unless fri, but see how again.

supposed to finish reading my mkting notes. but haven read it till now.
mayb jus flip through later bahs. still have tmr to read act..
tmr gotta wake up slightly early to wash clothes and stuff.

umm.dun wanna blog le.
bye all.
thanks gong =)
10:42 PM

didnt wanted to switch on de com but i feel like blogging haha.
today is a nice day~! =)))
went to sch early in de morn to have operation mgmt seminar.
glad tt it was a good one! it was rather engaging.
good tutor again~! =DDD
den went back hall to get dotty's stuff, n waited super long for the pioneer bus!
gave up in de end n took 179~
was rather late that initial meeting time =X

but anws, WATCHED ZOOKEEPER!!!!!
EVERYONE PLEASE GO WATCH =DDDDDD haha
its really nice!! some parts i really laugh like mad~!
n it was really genuine laughs. super funny~!!!! MUS WATCH MUS WATCH =DDD
had kfc snackers for late lunch. n ate haagen daaz~! heex. awesome~ x))
n den wanted to eat pizzahut for dinner de =(
but long queue n we walked about for v long n in de end settled down at mosburger.
had apple pie. i think mac's is better~!

ohs, i bought quite some stuff to bring to hostel~!
i mus plan wat to bring liao.i think if i bring all i'll go fat!
n im really back to my original weight again~! rarrrr~!!!! =((

night was htht w NJ-FHSS peeps~! awesome la~
long time didnt had such talks tgt le x)
n jr became more buff~! i think he put on a little more weight + develop them into muscles.
muscular liao~~~ hahhaa.
naise x))

tmr, or rather today (sun) is gonna be a boring day.
guess i'll be mugging =(
n i almost forgot i really have a presentation on wk 3.rarr. gotta arrange meeting time again.
tsktsktsk. JIAYOU MANZ~!!!
geex,happy 5th month dear~! though didnt had a sumptuous dinner, at least we had haagen daaz =P
n i really think we shld find some day n study tgt! reminds me of sec 3 tt time nia =))
1:22 AM

aye~ forget it~! 3:54 PM

very long since i blogged le..
used to blog everyday cos im bored..
but now, time seemed to be running short, so dont have much time to blog.
and also, dont have the feel to update detailed posts..

in short, this week had been a rather wow one.
sat, went JB with mum,came back in an hour or so, n bought my bridesmaid dress at JP instead.
Sun, went out with some1.
mon, start of uni life, og dinner + stayover.
awesome~ though not much people, but i love my GLs/SAs =)
they're really a great bunch of people. had lotsa laughs, hthts, etc =))
oh, starwars was crazy.haha.but fun with my Urliens x)
htht n played games all de way till 6 n we went for our breakfast den headed home.
bathed, den ate breakfast w parents and went out again.
awesome isn't it. but stoned quite a few times tt day =X
n was dead tired near the noon-evening time..
slept at 7plus till 7 plus de next morn.
but recovered from the lack of slp after another round of full slp last night =))

ytd, 2 lectures. today, 1 seminar.
loved today's seminar cos i think my tutor is good =))
engaging, nice, n my grp is quite nice too,yay~! =))
after that, went for swimming with dearest est.
didnt swim alot today,more of catching up hahas.
den went to JP n shop for our stuff~

on a side note.. suddenly saw some stuff..
n then a little gaga.
i know i shldn't feel that way - thats why im so angry with myself at times.
i thought im ok with it alr. but i realised, when i saw some stuff, smth will ring again.
i guess, i haven completely walked out of it, or dump that thing off my mind.
somehow, its still there.. though its jus a small part, i cant deny that its still there..
but im trying, trying to not let that small part pop out.
trying to make that small part get smaller, n smaller, n eventually disappear.
i guess, i need time bah..
n yes, i'll make myself not think of those stuff too..
i can do it, i will do it.
maybe not now, but one day, hopefully soon..

sorry.. blog is de only place i can fully say out wat i wan..
so.. sorry for the emo part~!
no mood to go on to the happy part liao..
but tmr there's no sch~ guess i'll do some work at home though..
nua at home de whole day tmr bahs~
sorry dear. too much to say here. but jus wanna say, sorry.
looking forward to meeting u on sat =) 5th month =)
10:49 PM

I WANNA BLOG BUT I DONT KNOW WAT TO BLOG.
THINK COS IM TIRED AND ABIT MOODLESS NOW.
BUT IM NOT MOVING IN TO HOSTEL THIS WEEK,NEXT WEEK INSTEAD.
HOPE WE DONT GET LEFT OUT OR SMTH =XXX

TMR SCHOOL IS STARTING.
HOPE THERE'S A GOOD START!
n i miss u le.. a little sorry for the small hiccup today,
but on my way to je jus now i felt that im lucky to have you as my bf =) love you dear~ 11:05 PM

uni's starting soon~! next week~ 11:23 PM

wanted to blog but then no feel to blog~
suddenly have de feel that i shld get prepared for study life.
my aim is to start reading thru de uni stuff tmr to know which one i have to print.
mayb reading tonight in de room - peaceful, w/o my tv. hahas.
today spent de whole day in ntu~ gt lotsa stuff (free goodies)
n i gotta know that next sat im gonna have lessons.
but i have no lesson on fri,so shld i stay in hall? shall ask dotty when she wanna move in bahs~

"what time is it where you are~
i miss you more than anything~
back at home you feel so far~
im waiting for my phone to ring~"

i realised i always end with jetlag lyrics, hahas.
cos it really kinda express what i feel x))
mu~ 9:51 PM

just a short 15min, but it was all so nice =)
n then i find myself like an idiot, smiling to myself =X
you are the only one who can do that, seriously =P 10:34 PM

wow,a week since i'd updated!!!









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