i have no idea whyy but, i suddenly miss school? =X
n the weird thing is, i kinda miss de NJ life a little. haha.
i guess i miss de ppl la huhs.
n de tchers perhaps =)
oh well, i do have nice moments in NJ luhs! =)
ahhhhhh =XXX 4:43 PM

WOOO~! COOL STUFF!!!!!!
went on board the ship~! haha. quite cool =D
nice experience? nv see those stuff before. haha.
n heard some distillation stuff,reminds me of chemistry.hahha.
i really pity the workerS! they have to climb SO MANY STAIRS everyday!
actually the prob is nt climbing de stairs.
its wearing that pair of stupid safety shoes and climbing de stairs!
when i climb the first one, its like, i'll fall anytime!
i dont feel myself stepping on the steps at all?!?! SCARY TO THE MAX!!!
and the stairs are not those whole solid block kind.
its like those cages type, metal with holes u know? so u can see de bottom.
WAHHH SCARY!!!!!!!!!!
n its super super hot in that coverall!!! can feel the wind but it cant "pass thru" de coverall.
so only my head+neck can feel the breeze.
n my toes really hurt from that pair of safety boots.
we only knew how great our pumps were when we changed out.LOL.

but nevertheless, GD EXPERIENCE!
n i made up my mind i shall nt be an engineer.LOL.
n i think i really stink to the max now la!!!! tsktsk!
another 4 more hours? =)
kinda slacking now.heehee.

anws i really love my colleagues. except for 1 -that big bully lor.
hahhaas. but the rest are really awesome n nice =))
suddennly i abit bu she de them nia =((
I'LL MISS THEM TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1:25 PM

LAST DAY OF WORK TODAY =)

actually i dont feel much ehs..
not really happy in a way, duno why?
think cos i kinda will miss de ppl.
i think i will miss de lifestyle here too.
it may be sian, to keep doing de same stuff over n over again.
there may be nth much to learn.
but people here are nice, food is ok, envt is alright, work is slack.
oh wells.since i'd decided to leave, everything's fixed. no more changes =)

fast enough, it'd been 3 months here.
i think time really pass super fast. SUPER.
over here, there really isn't much stress, even lesser than at sheng siong?
jus that i have a big bully in my office that's rather irritating.
n that i sometimes have difficulty talking to ppl, or rather listening to them,cos of their foreign slang.
but they're all nice people.
perhaps abit scary to some girls, which i'll feel that sometimes also, cos of the way they look at u.
i think they dun haf much chances to see girls =X hahas.
everyday - update, scan, rename, upload, file.
n den clicking here n there, eyes nt leaving the comp at all.
i hope my degree didn't worsen =X
but gd life, esp when they change de router. i can get access to fb~!
n den can watch videos on youtube too.
nice life,isn't it? haha.
but somehow,i feel that money isn't coming in. spent too much =X
so kinda hope that i can find a job of higher pay.
well,if i really cant, den i ren4 ming4 bahs.
jus hope i can find a job that's gd, at least with gd ppl, n hopefully a gd envt,n nt too low pay =)

okays. reflection done.haha.
nt really reflection actually huh.but jus feel like posting smth.
doubt i'll be doing much things today.
jus gotta make sure i get my money for working on sat >.<
if by lunch hour the boss is still nt up,i'll go n get from him.
everytime i see him in de office i really feel like approaching him n ask him manz!
but i dont dare la =X tsktsk~!

hmm.i really think i'll be slacking de whole day today.haha.
tentatively i think there's no work for everyone.
even if there is,i think they'll ask me nt to work =X
i shall enjoy myself den?! hahas.
looking forward to dinner with the 2 girl colleagues tonight! =)

oohs~! my boss jus came n talk to me "before u go today,i'll go to the bank n get some money"
hahahhas. NICE x) GOOD x) =P

on a side note, hope __ will be ok and will feel better.
cheer up kies! =)) 8:24 AM

yay~ love this song x)

oohs. jus got a call from AIA, ask me to be telemarketer o.O
i asked what's de job, she said jus arrange appointment with consultant? o.O
nt sure abt de pay,have to go for interview first.
oh wells,we'll see how =)

anws. suddenly got an urge to blog.
but i duno wat to blog cos, everything seemed to be rushing out,all squeezing at the door, but nobody managed to squeeze thru.
so i duno wat i wanna blog abt =X

somehow.. feeling abit luan.. duno lehs..
i also duno wat im luan abt.. tsktsk.
oh wells~! guess everything will be okays x) heex~
i'll have smiles on my face everyday, smiling every single day x) WHEEEE~!!!! =DDD

anws.. i realli like it when people know ur thoughts.
like, when u're sad,ppl can feel that u're sad, though u tried to pretend u're ok.
n its jus so nice when they show their concern and stuff =)
they may do nth, but that concern, is enough to make me feel better =)
thanks~! to whoever that made me have this feeling before.heex! 3:47 PM

2nd last day of work!
oh manz,i think i'll really miss the 2 girls ~
wrote my letter to them ytd~ hahas.
gonna have dinner with them tmr~!
hope we can still keep in touch =)
its amazing how gd we came to be despite being tgt less than a month?
for 1 of them la..
im even closer to them as compared to the one who came in with me =X
oops~ hahas.
i think cos she's 2 years older. then her way of thinking~
abit more mature as compared to us.
the 3 of us are the more crazy ones.hahas. oops =P

hmm. recently huhs. i'll always feel hungry when im on my way to work.
but then when i reach office,i'll nt feel that hungry.
so i'll nt eat my breakfast. but ytd i ate at 9plus cos i felt hungry.
heeheex. weird stomach =X

uhm.. ytd night was okok, a little nt so gd, esp for someone..
but i think it ended off okays? =) hope it did =)
n then, i got to know smth. was pretty touched by it.
somehow, tears felt like rolling,and they rolled..
but im nt sad!
n den i figured out : its either tears of joy, or touched =))
hehhhehs~

n den i realised~ i cannot change de font colour of my words anymore =(
WHYYYYYYY :( :( :( :( :( 2:40 PM

i love reading my archives~!
heex!
somehow,reading them,brings me back to the past x)
and surprisingly,for some of them,i can still rmb that exact scene =D
super cool ehs~! i love it x)
from the posts,i really can see how much i've grown, n how much i've not..
some really seemed quite LOL.haha.
but for some posts, i'll feel that im too mature that time.haha.
cos i feel that i may not even think of that now =X hahas.
and for some posts, im even quite puzzled by why i'll write them that way.
n then i'll start thinking,wat is de issue. but its quite diff to guess.haha.
but i think i didn't change that much..
cos for some, my thoughts are still abt de same.haha.

heex~ reading archives is a fun thing to do,if im bored =D whee~!
but i think i have work to do today o.O we shall see x)

2 n a half day more of work!
a little she bu de, of de people, de slacking life.. hahas.
but since i made de decision, its finalised =)
hope i can find a better one =)
bought choco for them ytd le.mus plan on how to give,cos its of diff sizes =X hahas.
i know im biased but, i think its necessary leh.heehee =P
okies~ tumblr~~~~ 12:00 PM

yay! i think the pimple in my nose is gone! =D
anws i think today will be a happy day,becos i had a happy morn x)) whee~! 8:48 AM

watched the 9pm show, read the love story of fanfan&hei ren.. =)

quoted from the 9pm show:
"men will lose self control, mistakes are unavoidable.
now, its ur choice, whether you wan to give him a chance, give u 2 a chance, and try again, or u want to give it up..
just rmb, do not accept him, and then dont give him ur trust"

yeah. everyone makes mistakes. all kinds of mistakes.
no one is perfect, nth is perfect.
love, is not abt jus finding someone that you love and loves you..
not jus abt how gd he/she is, how beautiful/handsome she/he is,
but also abt how much trust there is, how much of his/her flaws you can accept,
and yet still love him/her as much, and more n more each day..
there can be quarrels, there can be cold wars,
but at the end, one party will still give in, and u 2 get back tgt again..
jus like before, loving each other as much, still wanting to be with him/her,
hoping him/her to be by ur side, to walk the path with you..
its nt easy, but it can definitely be possible.
i think hei ren & fanfan will be a gd example, really =)
it takes both parties to work tgt.
it cannot be always one party that's giving in always.
give, and take =)

i feel i have more to say, but somehow i dont know how to express them..
so i shall jus keep them within me =)
i believe that true love does exist, of cos =)
the whole journey to the end will definitely be tiring, and will not be easy.
even in fairytales, there are obstacles in between.
but always rmb, its these obstacles that are there for you 2 to overcome, that helped to make ur love becomes stronger =)
so jiayou everyone~!
to all singles, may you find that mr/miss right soon.
be patient, for he/she will be there.. he/she is jus lost ;)
to all couples, may you all have an everlasting love.
rmb to have trust in ur r/s becos its the most impt thing (at least to me =) )
accept his/her flaws, accept him/her for who he/she is =)
nv let go of his/her hand, and walk the path tgt.
with a partner beside you, this path will be better to walk thru.
two, is better than one =) blessings to all~! x)) 10:43 PM

uhmm.... mood isn't that good?
really think its pms =X
cos i dont know why im feeling down too.tsktsk.
but then.. some thoughts came to my mind..
i have no idea why these thoughts suddenly pop out again..
becos by right, i shld not be bothered by these anymore..
but somehow.. it popped out..
made me a little gaga.. =X tsktsk.

im a little affected by it.. i duno why.
i thought it's all over..
i thought i can put them aside, forgive and forget..
i thought maybe, everything can get back to normal..
i can treat her normally.
but somehow,when i see the picture, i felt weird.
a tinge of.. fear? i duno..
is smth gonna happen?
cos i had a dream the night before,abt her..
n i kinda keep thinking abt her..
nt keep thinking,but mayb,she appeared in my mind a couple of times?
this is scary.. =(( gagagagaga.
oh wells~ hopefully its jus my pms.jus my own wild imagination.
everything will be fine =)

anw sorry to some1 for ytd~ but i really did feel better when i got home=)
thanks~ x) 12:41 PM

no work no work no work =D =P x)

i like it when we have the same thoughts x) 8:04 AM

LOL.my organ teacher told me "go sing karaoke with friend more lah"
hahaha.
cos i need to be daring to sing out loud, so that the pitch can be accurate.tsktsk.
i seriously hope i can pass it this time.
im paying $175 i think,for jus mayb, 5min of singing? =X =((

anws today's lunch is nice! bought this nice nice chicken.
taste like that butter duno wat chicken that i had for late supper a month ago.hahas =) 11:50 AM

ITS FRIDAY~!!!!!! =DDD
wheee~ time is passing fast ;) hohoho~
suddenly i kinda cant bear leaving this place =(
but i think i shld try some new environment bahs. hopefully i can find a job =X
but i hope it'll start on 11th april? let me rest a while first =D n play~! heeex

hmmmm.. currently no work to do~!
so slacking~ but then tumblr's not working =( tsktsk~!
schedule seemed kinda packed recently.. hope everything turns out okays~
needa wait for some1's return before i can plan stuff properly.
but tentatively,i guess i had my plans there =)
hopefully what i planned will be ok. meet kiddos at 8..
then either dinner at home or wat.. and then hmm.. see how ;)

ohoh.. ytd smth lol happened. haha.
firstly,me n huijuan only managed to hear the band play once,give some advice,n we went home =X
den 2ndly,i duno why,i overslept and missed my stop =X
i wasn't tired initially?! but thought i shld take a nap since i gt nth to do.
n then i did wake up at west mall too.bid gdbye to amirul.
n then de next moment i woke up, im at RV liao =X tsktsk. so i gt off the bus n took 157 home.
=X i guess i was tired.haha =P

okies,jus did smth,den no work again o.O listening to 933! =)) 8:08 AM

YAY!!!!!
its gonna be 5 soon~~~ x))
today passed rather quickly, NICE!!! X)
hope it'll be de same tmr =D hope time flies until i knock off =P
mu~! heex x) 4:41 PM

=) i realli think im a fortunate girl..im a lucky girl =)) kinda having some thoughts within me, having some things that i wana say. but i guess,they shldn't be written here. hee =) im waiting for today to pass by quickly,and for tmr to come~! u know why x) eating cup noodles for lunch later~! haha =) its really amazing how things turn out to be =) the same people, the same feelings, the same thoughts.. but some things have changed.. like.. de bus? haha.. n our age =P but the memories remain there.. still as vivid =) totally cool n amazing at how much we can rmb abt the past x) oh..act the feeling did change..a little? but for the better x) felt that we're now much closer than before.hee =)) 10:29 AM

OHMYGOSHHHHHHH
im smiling to myself super widely like a dumbdumb =PPP
after receiving an sms frm some1.heehee =P kekex. lu~! =P

was super angry jus now with that stupid bully!
but complaint to girls, thru skype,n to those in office during lunch.haha.
we badmouthing tgt =X hahaha..

had been doing work while fb-ing this morn =)
helped in bymonsters! hope i really did help,heex.
hope time can pass quickly these few days~! i wan fri night/wkend to come~! x))
though tentatively i dont tink i have plans =P

anws. i hope i can jus re-take "solfege" for my fundamentals exam =X
since that's de only part i failed?
im worried that if i re-take de others,i'll screw them up if the key is difficult this time >.<
i think shld be can leh,but need to wait for ms tan's reply..
but its so gaga. i need to pay.. $175 for a less than 10min exam >.< arghhhhh 11:46 AM

eng version of "love, me" =)
love this song.a very old song by JJ Lin.
n then i suddenly thought of what mrs lim said,
when jia mentioned abt getting a rich husband to afford de walkin wardrobe n nice hse.
mrslim said "its nt abt getting a rich husband,
but getting one that will work hard with you to build the hse together" =)
yeahs.. its abt staying by each other, working together, to build that family of yours =)
nice x)
reminded me of wat u said ytd x)
somehow,i felt we were closer that wat we once were =)) i like that.heex =P
wmhyyzyq (hanyu pinyin)=P
anws.. i really think im fortunate =))
till now i still cant believe some stuff. its jus so amazing, n im glad it happened on me =))
i guess..sometimes,we must really go thru something, before we know how to appreciate better,
and its thru these, that make the relationship/bond or watsoever get stronger =))

9:32 AM

heya~!
oops, i skipped work today again =X hehhehs~
cos wanna go out. kekex.
i realised my money in bank didn't increase, even though i worked OT.
cos i took leave. lol. but then, my fun increased =D
so its ok la~!
more important to have fun now right. u still can earn money in de future ;) yeahs~

ytd.. kl est n some guys came to my hse for uni stuff.
done with it le~! =)
nth much actually la..for ytd..
but had surprised phone calls x) geex.nice~ =))

today.. went to NEX!
ok la.. rather big,but more for shopping of clothes for girls.hahas.
then went square2 again to get my cap~! whee~!
in de end i didn't get that pink one.haha.got another white one =)
ehh~ then went to PS! didn't shop much there though..
looked for friends. saw yunzhong~! =)
den after that..went bugis.haha.
WOW NICE SHOPPING DAY =P
actually more of window shopping la =) but nice? hahas.

uhm.. cant really understand what some people are thinking.
but wat some1 said is also true. there is no need to understand what they're thinking =P
so yeahs~! shall nt think. hahas x) nt as if it'll really affect me la.
if i go n care,then it'll affect me. doesnt that means pushing myself to trouble?
so i shall not do that ;)

hmm.. currently not much plans this week?
also gd la.time to nt withdraw money,seriously >.<
a great day today,all de way x) the dinner n afterwards wasn't that awkward,n i kinda like it =P
though the night wasn't that gd, u know im with u =)
n.. im really happy that our minds really think alike x)
the green/black dress code, n email =) lua x)) 9:54 PM

wheeee~! im at work now =X hahas.
actually im feeling rather neutral today. nt really dreading it.dont know why =)
mayb cos its half day? hahas. n going out later. so wheeee~!
oohs im de only girl so far =X kinda scary. but got dadang so shld be ok?
anw de ppl here are nice la.jus that perhaps they'll keep looking/staring =X

hmmhmm.. i jus wanna say,i think fate is such a funny thing =P but cool.
i like it =D
n i like it when 2 people has telepathy~!
like,perhaps,smsing each other at the same time, or speak de same words at the same time..
MO QI~! hahhas. always use this word with asy x)
or even when 2 people coincidentally wear de same coloured clothes.haha.
DAMN COOL~! =DDD
i love it i love it~ heex x)


oh yes~! my title for this post, de song that im in love with x)

its a beautiful night
we're looking for something dumb to do
hey baby
i think i wanna marry you

dont say no no no no no
just say yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
and we'll go go go go go
if you're ready, like im ready

de peach coloured para is the sweet one..
den de red coloured para is the nice melody part =D
i love the melody at this part.super nice n cute.hahas.
lalala~ thanks to the person who asked me to listen to this ;)
nice recommendation x)


OOHS. I JUS KILLED A MOZZIE WITH MY FINGERS O.o
IT FLIES TOO SLOWLY =XXX

CANT WAIT FOR END OF WORK~! =DDD
blue man! =) 7:43 AM

recommended by jia~!
looked thru de lyrics,really nice n sweet =))

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And You're the perfect thing to see.

And you play your card, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
Cause you're my everything.
yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

i love the part that's in peach colour.
esp the melody~! =D super naiseeeeee x)))) 9:16 AM

a rather sweet song? =))

When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you
Are secrets and lies

I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
Was standing here all along

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore

I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes
Each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

9:04 AM

YTD WAS AWESOME~! x))

morn was okays~ had a nice brunch~ =))
noon went to find mrs lim with meichia~! =DDD
super great to see mrs lim again, wheeee~!
our form teacher NINE YEARS AGO.hahha.
nono,TEN!!!!!!!
super cool right,wahahhahs~
AND HER HSE IS SUPERRRRR NICEEEEE~!!!!!!!
AND SHE HAD A WALK-IN WARDROBE~!!!!!!
AND HER CLOTHES ARE LIKE OMGGGGG~~~~ hahahhas
indeed,like wat meichia said, EVERY WOMAN'S DREAM~ hahaas.
so far mrs lim's hse will be ideal dream house =P
simple, yet nice x)
n i played on her piano~! her piano is nice to play,nt too hard kind =D
n i managed to play the songs by stepping on de pedal. sounds nt bad lehs~! heeheex.
i think cos her hse is big too,den dun haf de echo stuff. sounds nice~ walalala~
her kids grew up alr.. nt as playful? hahas.
de girl is preparing for PSLE. de boy is still so hyper but shy,nv call us to play with him anymore,
becos all he wants is IPHONE =X hahas.
de food is nice ;) n her husband is still nice n funny ? hahas.
totally feel so at home at her hse sia. n we watched morning glory.hahas.
i totally love her man~ my best teacher in pri sch x)
sec sch will be.. miss yeo? hahas. OF COS =P
jc... perhaps miss lee.. or mr low i guess =)
wheee~ hope to go her hse again soon~! =DDD
after vera completed her PSLE.hahas.
seriously,that seemed so far away~ hahas..

hmm.thinking of cutting hair today..
tmr will probably be a busy day? morn work,noon volunteer interview,late noon shopping.
wheee~! =)) 7:45 AM

THANK YOU HUANG KAI KAI~!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!
*MUACKSSSS* 10:16 AM

"trust, is the most important ingredient."

kinda hope that today will pass quickly..
kinda hope that tmr can come soon..
iwsu 8:17 AM

3:02 PM

okies. my company wants me to work on sat.
n also my contract will extend until 31st instead of 30th.
n oh manz. i jus asked.. its de same rate =((
i thought considered OT sia.. eeee =((
but i already promised.. very bad to reject now right..
ahya. but my colleague says i shld demand leh..
i think i try to email the big boss =X 12:39 PM

ytd night was awesome x))

tiring day at work. super busy.
endless pile of work to be done. n there's still a stack, that i haven touch, n its getting higher n higher =X
but the moment i see aiyin, i forgot my tiredness =))
n then as the others started joining, my night became full of laughters..hahas
totally love my dearest AAACJX. forever filling my day/night with endless laughters.
i duno why, but we really have alot of share, alot to laugh abt x))
love my darlings x)

hopefully today's work will nt be that bad?
n i think, i'll tell my boss im working till 30th.
the most i dun go for work if i dun feel like it =P lalala~
SETTLED ;) 7:50 AM

was looking thru photos on fb. harmoc ones. hahas..
n i realised, i did have quite lots of fun in harmoc too =))
though at times, we'll get tired of meeting every week..
we'll get sian when we see sian faces..
we'll feel helpless when we see no one putting in effort..
we duno wat to do to really help the band up in all different areas..
but still, it was fun in all.
esp de concerts =)) tiring,yet fun =))

oh wells.today's monday~!
another busy week this wk.
feel guilty.still went out during wkends in de end.oopsy~
i'll pay back i'll pay back =P
later gg out with kiddos~! x))
n i've yet to go out with nj geogers~! =X soonsoon~!

anws sometimes,im really amazed by how we can rmb stuff so vividly..
nt jus the event itself, but really those small little details..
ahahas.. so cool x) i like that =P 8:01 AM

www.dressesandstuff.blogspot.com got new spree on skin/hair/bodycare products imported from europe and they're all organic stuff!

that is my fren's blogshop.haha.
she said she can give discount.so maybe u all can take a look!
i haven go there yet though.heehee.so i dont know a thing =P

anws out with asy weijie darren today x)
nice talk with asy =D love her to the max x)
n i love jia to the max too! talked to her ytd =D
n im super happy for her x))) wheeeee~! wish u happiness my dear <3 12:30 AM

"Present is a gift you cant return"

once its over, it's the past.

treasure the present =)
becos the past is over, and the future is unpredictable.
so, jus live and treasure the present,before it becomes the past =))

wheee~ suddenly think of my fav quote :
"no matter what you get, jus do/give your best, and have no regrets" =)
yeahs! =D i came out with this quote after our sec 3 SYF i think x)
though we didn't get what we wan, at least we put in our best effort, we fight for it.
we know we did our best. we gave our best. no regrets =))

ANWS I NEEDA CUT MY FRINGE!!!!!! 12:11 PM

yay! i bought mr bean today =D
still have 2/3 of my soyamilk left x)
nicenice~

still have a whole pile of work to be done..
doubt can finish today.
same routine - work,but slack abit in between =P

n im quite worried that i have some heart problem or wat =X
somehow feel that at times, i'll have this weird feeling at my chest..
like "jiu1 qi3 lai2" liddat.. duno if u all understand =X
mayb i shld really find a day n do a full body check up.
n i shld drag my mummy along too =X
i still think its safer n better to do it! 8:34 AM

`~我感觉我懂你的特别..

`~你的心有一道墙
但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化.. 4:39 PM

1000TH POST!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDD
i wanna thank all my supporters~ my stalkers~ my readers~ hahas x)
this blog is 6years old le sia! i started in sec1 i think. hahas!
hmm~ my wmp played alot of nice songs today =))
情歌王, 如果没有明天,好想好想,your call, etc =))
n today i felt happy =)
felt better after telling xiaoclar smth..
hope we both will be alright x) love her~
n saw photos of my girls n i on kl's blog =)
WHEEEEE~!!!!
hahas.im in love with taking photos x) n i love the photos~!
most imptly I LOVE MY GIRLS~!!!! x))

im really glad i had them. they always make me forget my sorrows =)
n make me laugh like nobody's business =))
n i can always shop with them =) n go crazy x)
I LOVE MY GIRLS~~~~~~~ =DDD

of cos nt forgetting my darling AAACJX x))
meeting up next week! like finally!!!!! hahas x))
miss my kiddos~~~~~ another grp that will make me smile n laugh like a crazy woman~
my dearest family~ hahas x)

n then my dearest asy~! meeting up with her tmr~! x)
cant wait cant wait =DDDDD lallalas~

thats why i say.. im really blessed x)
i have a lot of great frens ard me~! wheee~!
i love every single one of them~! heex x)

oohs.its time i meet my NJ girls too? o.O
BUT I NEED TIME FOR GYM ALSO!!!!!! =XXXX
see how see how x)

anws HAPPY!!!!! i think we managed to help our colleague =D
rushing all these days but we cleared the box. then the box came,realised its empty,then pat on his shoulder =D
YAY!!!!!!! lalallas~ 3:49 PM

its thurs already! so fast~~~
today's my only day at home for dinner.oops =X
ytd mum gave me a "finally-willing-to-come-home-huh" look =X heeheex.
thats why im gg home instead of NJ today.heeheex.
tmr's out with asy, darren n wj =) wheee~! =))
n its almost 3 weeks.. 12:25 PM

too over.. too exaggerated..
太夸张了... 8:01 AM

deleted the previous post =)
had been working since morn again =)
n today time passed rather quickly =))
new girl came,gave her some work..
she's quite nice too. easy to talk to =)

nth much to post today bahs..

ohs.. suddenly.. i was thinking abt the words in the title =)
simple, true love. how nice =)
it need not be very 轰轰烈烈. jus a simple one..
jus being with each other.. nt having to worry abt other stuff..
i guess that's probably sweet enough =)
as we get older, things can get complicated, and may not be that simple as we want it to be..
kinda glad that i kinda had that simple,true love before.hahas.
actually,i'd always been grateful that it was a nice one.. a nice first one..
compared to others, who were treated badly by their partner, im fortunate =)

oops~ thinking back again =P
but its really nice to think back abt de memories! x)
ok,nt jus love, but everything =) of cos mostly those in fuhua ;) hehs~
im really glad & grateful for a great first love..
simple,true,sweet,awesome :)
forever in my heart.. 11:59 AM

I WANNA FALL ASLEEP LIAOOOOOOO =XXXXX 2:20 PM

today.. seemed to be a weird day..
woke up with a rather heavy heart =X
have no idea why.. and had de weird feeling again..
but i guess it'll be another busy day at work,which is gd =))

oh anws..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GIRLFRIEND
NG KAILIN! =DDD
..imulc.. 7:52 AM

2:58 PM

yay had pizza for lunch x)
nice lunch today, with laughters and nice chat =))
i realised im really blessed. to have such nice colleagues =D
suddenly i realised my dept is really gd. heex. love my dept n colleagues!
i'll surely miss them manz~
but that wont make me stay.haha.cos.. after all.. one by one will leave too.
n de pay wise.. n de job wise.. nahs.. =))
still, i love my colleagues, esp those in my dept!

oh a funny thing to share =D
cos de door there is quite narrow.
when u open de door, u need to close it before u can walk.
then 1 of my colleague is holding on to the door.
so nobody can move in. so we all have to walk thru de door first.
its like, choochoo train kind.haha.queueing to walk thru de door,n queueing to walk into office.
hehs! so cool! hahas =D so fun x)
I LOVE MY COLLEAGUES IN MY DEPT =DDDDDD 12:07 PM

wheee~ happy happy day today =DDD
nice start for the week ;) chased away my monday blues~! =DDDDDD
colleague treating pizzahut today x)
to celebrate xiaoling n my considered gd results x)
whheeeee~ n had some nice laughters x) hehhehs~

then tonight dinner with girls~! =D
lalallas~ x)

okays wait.
after a piece of gd news, i received bad news =((
hanna's last day is today too. instead of friday =((
ok im back to emo again =((
2 gone tmr. hanna and xiaoling. haish... 8:49 AM

OKAYS.THIS POST IS TO ALL MY GIRLS.
ALL THE SECRET STALKERS WHO CAME TO ME AFTER READING MY BLOG.hahas.
im ok now le. DONT WORRY KIES =)))
THANKS TO ALL OF YOU

I FEEL BLESSED TO HAVE YOU GIRLS THERE X)))))

anws.. im really thankful to all..
thankful that u all are there for me, knowing that im the kind who depends on frens =))
be yourself. thats what ppl always say..
n i know,in front of all of you,i'm always myself =))
thanks for allowing me to be myself, allowing me to depend on you guys..
i know u guys accepted me for who i am. thus r always there for me x)
love all of you, lots lots lots <3 10:07 PM

i.. feel a little terrible today.. 4:41 PM

spent de whole night looking thru de scholarship stuff. n de ntu stuff..
only read 2 books? out of so many..
n i bombarded fangyi with lotsa sms. felt so bad =X but got lotsa help from her.
hopefully can meet her n thank her personally x)
saw quite a lot of scholarships that seemed appealing n possible..
but then again, i realised my results r nt realy that gd.
guess i'll jus try bahs. no harm trying?
but still need time to re-look n re consider.
after all, if i wanna go, i need to read up thoroughly on de organisation to prepare for interviews =X
n i think i suck at interviews.tsktsk.
n still need to write resumes n stuff. eeeee..
but cos of money factor, i have to try =X

this week will be a busy week.
out everyday after work except for fri =X oopsie~
i had a dream last night.. everything seemed so real..
its kinda what i hope would happen too..
but the thing is.. my dreams nv come true..
does that mean.. what i hope for.. will not come true..?
does that mean that.. what's in my dream, will nv come true?
i.. am really afraid..
mutou ludou..
its 2 weeks already... 2 weeks... 12:36 PM

by xiao pang =)) 10:18 AM

today when i wake up, my mind was blank.
as i walked to lakeside mrt, my mind was blank too.
dont feel like talking at all..
n i jus walked that route silently..
dont really know why.. maybe cos tmr's de results?
ppl are panicking,worrying n stuff.. but i feel that my feelings aren't that strong..
i jus feel.. blanked out.. =X
ah watever.. dont wanna care abt it..
it will come anws,no matter what..
actually everything's fixed,jus that we have yet to receive the news.. oh wells.
shall try to face it with a normal mind =X

8:21 AM

a very nice song. very touching.
its about true love. loving someone no matter what he/she becomes..
His girfriend suffered some brain injury due to a car accident,
and of course, he's there for her, taking care of her no matter what.
the video is touching.. worth watching =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQY4dIxY1H4

here's the link.or u can find it my FB wall ;)
go listen people =)
this shall be my new fav song =))

LYRICS - What are words

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

*chorus*

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close


NICE =))) SWEET =))) TOUCHING =))))

12:15 PM

came across some real nice tumblr pics and quotes~!
so i decided to post them here!!!! =DDD

this is so nice right!!! it's cupcakes~!!!!!!
i wanna learn how to tie french plaits like that!!! from de side >.<

4:26 PM

doing work very slowly now~
slacking in between, looking for jobs.
tsktsk.duno which ones to apply for =X
rarrrr...

anws cant wait for knock off!
gonna catch gnomeo&juliet premiere~! =D
tsf got free tix =D
but i realised i promised jos to watch =X
nvm,i dun mind watching again i think.cos i believe its really nice huhs?
n since today's is free, i think i wont mind! haha.
see how la ah =)
yay movie movie~!!!!!!! x))

dont know why,i suddenly thought of that particular movie that i watched: pirates 3 =P 2:36 PM

GOSH. IT IS MARCH ALREADY!!!!!!!!! >.<
awwwwws~~~~ i think its little too fast =X
tsktsktsk~! we're left with.. half of our holidays! for girls =P
some guys already ended theirs, while most of the guys i know (2c/4e5) still have 2 more months to enjoy =P
treasure them guys~! =P

actually it doesn't seem as bad according to some of them? o.O
nt as if u'll totally lose freedom la..
u still have ur weekend to enjoy? =)
its jus like working from mon to fri, jus that u probably cant go home n slp on ur nice bed.hahas. 3 more days >.<
but honestly im more looking forward to meeting girls n maybe miss yeo after that dreadful thing =P

anws.. sometimes i really find it amusing..
amazed by the scene of the 3 of us (temp staff) snatching for work to do..
lol.
when there's smth in de incoming box, one of them will walk there.den will pick EVERYTHING =X
its like,wanna keep urself busy. but ahya,let ppl do some also la! =X
though i admit its quite bad that we're slacking while doing work..
but its better than finishing all den have nth to do right?
i'll feel worse =X
so im currently doing my work slowly ;) 8:50 AM

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