Thursday, August 26, 2010
HO HO HO. I LOVE SINGAPORE!!!!!
I LOVE LEE HSIEN LOONG!!!!!
=DDDDDDDD
PROUD PROUD PROUD OF SINGAPORE LALALALLALALALA
--Merci tout le monde--
8:40 PM
argh. today i jus realised 1 of my biggest regret:
not joining YOG. as in volunteering =(
really leh!
omg. i think if i'd joined it'll be such a great experience..
ahhhhhhh =(((
imagine i can join and perform. or even jus assisting. that's so fun! =((
ahhhhhhhhh
yog ends le.. so sad =(((
PROUD OF SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
--Merci tout le monde--
8:27 PM
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
oh ya, i dun think i wanna go prom now lehs..
becos those whom i'll be comfortable with are not going =X
those who're gg are not the ones that im really comfortable with.
elf dan shld noe who they r =X
asked li er, she said most likely she's nt gg..
jodie too.. jos say she's considering..
so big possibility that she's nt gg..
n somehow today, i gt this feel that.. i dun wanna go =X
though i may feel weird in de end, perhaps..
but.. well.. mayb we'll really jus crash.hahas. who knows..
c how again.. but temporary.. ans is no o.O
--Merci tout le monde--
9:13 PM
wow.this week seemed like a happy week.
i have gd news to share everyday! =D
today's gd news : i finally got back my standard..
finally reached my target for math. got that A again,finally.
=)))
hope my luckiness will hold on till next week.. =XXX
mug mug mug..
i'll be able to mug at lib this few days..
cos will be ending sch early.
its really more effective than home =XXX
--Merci tout le monde--
7:59 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
well..
wanted to post smth happy but smth unhappy strikes me..
didn't wanted to show attitude..
but my tot was just that, if it really bursts, wat would happen?
that explains my bad attitude. shouting and giving u black face.
sorry dad =X
i know i'll nv have de courage to tell u that..
i'll jus let it go over. n u'll nv pursue it cos u partly believe u're at fault.
but im at fault too.sorry =((
anws.. happy thing here.
I FINALLY PASSED MY COMPRE =))
AND IT STARTS WITH A NUMBER 3 IN FRONT!
N I SCORED FOR MY SUMMARY!
N MY AQ WAS 5!
N MY TCHER SAYS SHE'S PROUD OF ME!!! =DDD
of cos i hope this won't just appear once..
i hope it'll remain there.. JIAYOU!!!
anws wanted to post using galaxy s.but somehow it doesn't allow me to type anything =X
stupid.
anws. i slacked for 2 hrs le.really time to action =X
anws i cant use my fav "smiley" face le.stupid blogger =X
--Merci tout le monde--
8:51 PM
yay
--Merci tout le monde--
8:23 PM
Monday, August 23, 2010
IM HAPPY =)))))))
my efforts for gp for de wkend didn't go to waste =)
i managed to have a lot of ticks on my paper =D
n lucky for my grp,my tcher is in super gd mood today x))
yoohoo!!!
ok. time to get back to work. didn't do much stuff today =X
--Merci tout le monde--
10:16 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2010
WAHHHHH
IM SPENDING SO MUCH TIME ON GP AGAIN
BOOOHHHHHH
BUT I HAVE NO CHOICE..
MY POOR GEOG AND ECONS AND MATH AND CHEM
YOU GUYS ARE BEING ABANDONED BY ME TEMPORARILY.
THOUGH GEOG AND ECONS ARE IMPORTANT AT THIS POINT IN TIME,
GP IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOU GUYS.
SORRY =X
but stupid gp. can u pls let me get you done asap =X
--Merci tout le monde--
2:23 PM
Monday, August 16, 2010
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
--Merci tout le monde--
10:42 PM
Saturday, August 14, 2010
sucks.
i suddenly hate myself.
hate myself for being so not disciplined..
for not doing work.
not studying.
yet keep letting time fly away..
n then i regret after that, regretting why didn't i study..
n complain of nt enough time.
when i actually let time fly away.
i think i'll regret to the max if i didn't do my A's well.
but i ought to be smack.
but i shall not let that happen..
i hope i can really do that
--Merci tout le monde--
10:37 PM
HEY!!!
IM STARTING MY TUITION TMR.
i know its a bit late.. =X
but that's not the point.
THE POINT IS..
IM WORRIED..
IM SCARED..
IM NERVOUS
=XXXXXXXXX
dont ask me why. i dont know either =X
mayb cos its so long since i've went for a tuition? =X
n so last min somemore..
i bet some ppl will think "wth.. at this point of time there's still ppl signing up?!"
=XXX
i hope my tuition mates are gd ppl~
i hope i wont be embarrassed smhow =X
i hope i can meet some ppl i know.. o.O
--Merci tout le monde--
10:25 PM
Monday, August 09, 2010
haish..
u know wat..
suddenly im thinking so many things..
duno why..
maybe cos of wat happen to the 2 bahs..
den kinda bring back some memories..
actually nt totally about my past but..
i duno..everything seemed flowing back somehow =X
all kinds of memories =X weird~
anws..
i do have an urge to sms her..
but its difficult to express.
so im thinking of emailing her o.O
kids,u think i shld? o.O
i duno leh.. cos somehow.. i feel that they didn't really talk le.
so duno if she really understood why he did that..
somehow i feel like telling her about it..
to sorta help her step out of this.. =X
im acting like a mama again =XXX oops~~
--Merci tout le monde--
12:55 AM
Friday, August 06, 2010
=D
im happy today.
cos i went out with kiddos =)
duno why.. felt very happy after the "talk" hahas..
no. 1 felt very zi4 zai4.. though its a awkward topic, we still managed to talk about it =)
n we jus openly talk about everything,ask everything..
really made me feel "very family" =))
love that feeling x)
no. 2 can really laugh and joke about anything everything..
no. 3.. duno wat to say le..lol..
but really, always feel great gg out with them..
its like.. they're really still like kiddos to me..hahas..
feel bad when jiajun's treating. as in,mayb cos we're de eldest.
den feel weird having a junior treating me.hahas.
thanks jiajun anws! x)
n yups..really do hope we'll really stay like that..
n not go the path like TCB =X
somehow i think we wont o.O
and anws.. glad that we solved everything, cleared everything =)
though somehow i know u girls still think we shld clarify with her,
we shall see if we're able to uhs? cos i still think it might be weird to approach her =X
but wells.. no matter wat,its still their affairs..
we may be concerned,but we cant decide for them.
since he made de choice,n he believe its de right one,why not lets jus support him =))
they will meet their better choices in the future =))
anws im quite glad..
somehow i feel that jiajun grew more mature le..
from his way of dealing with this issue..
though it is quite sad that they cant continue..
but somehow,i know that jiajun has his reasons..
makes me think of my past, n made me link the 2 issues tgt, and come to a conclusion:
guys somehow,think more than the girls, for r/nship.
not all, but some. him n jj are 2 examples.
they break, not necessarily becos they dun like de person,
but somehow,they know they wont be able to commit well to the r/nship,
n it wont lead to a gd end in de end..
so wat for hold on to it? mus as well end it now,right?
mayb that explains why i support jj from the very beginning,like wat elf said..
cos i somehow believe that if he made that choice,he has his reasons..
n since he's de one in the r/nship, watever choice he made, its sorta final.
we shld accept it,n support him =))
not saying that we shld not support her =X but since its alr like that..
its kinda certain now that no matter wat she do, he'll still say no..
so, why shld we help her to drag on with this pain?
mayb letting her feel the pain now, might be better for her in de future?
well,ppl grows thru learning and experiencing such pains, isn't it? =)
let's jus hope she'll get better, and find her next better one =) so does he =))
oh wells..
today's NDC was really quite bad.
much worse than last year's.
gotta agree, the songs were too little. they only played 2 songs for sing-along? quite bad.
n the sch totally has no atmosphere.
somehow i feel last year's was better.
n the emcees somehow weren't that gd..
the guy seemed to have the "rolling eye" face all de time =X
n they just cant seem to bring out the atmostphere =X
wellwell~ its over~ hope they can do better for tchers' day,
but unfortunately we wont be there.lol.
but anw de gift was quite gd =))
alright..nth much to say now~
mayb going marina bay sands tmr o.O
shall see if my parents want~
den shall go to lib on sun. gonna ask est/jy =)
mon NDP.
tue study =) jiayou!
--Merci tout le monde--
9:36 PM