woots.my 3rd post.
i slacked de whole today n ytd due to harmoc.hahas.
though both days' feelings are totally different.
suddenly i miss NJHB.. 2 weeks, we wont be having prac..
suddenly feeling so empty =X
seeing all de posts put up by ppl..
by our alumni, by jeremy, by daoxuan, by chenghui..
de onli thing i can do is, SMILE =))
im realli so so happy.. cos our efforts r realli recognised..
n our whole band is happy n knows we did our best.
yeah,like wat jeremy said, we rocked n we know it =))

i regretted nt taking recordings!i forgot to remind alvin to take today! =(
n i shld've taken de recordings from weini. i so want to listen to our songs now =(
ahhhh~~~~ i miss NJHB~~~~~~~~~ 11:29 PM

okays,here are the pics~! =D

the side of de piece of de heart, part of de "one band" word =)
all the pieces the whole NJHB had, will piece up to form a big heart with "one band one sound, syf09 " x))

the back part,our name! x)i mean,my name=P
10:15 PM

well,today's de big day of harmonica bands.
1 word: SPEECHLESS >.<
that's wat most of us felt when de results r announced. felt so cheated?
all 8 bands, n i mean ALL,got silver -.-"
its like, so meaningless? somehow meaning all of us r of de same standard.
but i doubt so right? i believe some bands will be somehow better.
cant they jus modify a little, n push 1 or 2 to gold?
all silver is so blahs~~~~~ >.<

but yeahs! NO REGRETS =)
a few cried, n i didn't (miracle right? =p)
cos its like, we realli did our best.
firstly, i think we realli did well on de stage.i love our expressions =)
2ndly, our alumni think we're terrific n we did well too =)
3rdly, all of us are glad with our performance!
after we played, we're like,smiling to each other~ hahas =)
n we cheered outside b4 going in to the auditorium again.
went toilet and hug n all kinds of stuff =P
after watching other schools, we went out and heard a talk from weesiang
and we did 3 cheers for many ppl.hahas =D
ohohs!!! our SLs made a big heart, stating 1 band 1 sound n cut them into pieces and gave to us.
we put them in de pocket of our blazers while going for the comp =))
so sweet right x)) shall upload all de photos tgt later =)

hmm hmm.. then we went in n listened to the BLAH results~
n after that weesiang "comforted" us with his usual lol speech.hahas..
n we did de "yahhh" cheer of NJC!!! wah,super power la!
first time i feel the yah cheer is realli great =D
after that cos of de bus that came, we had no choice but to leave.
so we didn't manage to hear wat the judges got to say =X

had a treat from harmoc tchers-in-charge!
cos they saw our efforts, n we did our best..
so we went KAP and had our lunch =)
after that 2nd chro outing.. wanted to watch movie at cathay, but they dun haf Xmen..
then we went to plaza sing,but turned out that the movie tickets was $10 instead of $6.50
so after some decision making,we decided nt to watch n to find a place to sit n talk.
we travelled down level by level to find and decide on a place,until our legs nearly broke down =X
in de end we settled in carl's junior i think? =))
chat n drank n stuff.. soon after we walked around n then went back home..
=))
had laughters here n there..kinda nice =D
that's why i love 2nd chro seniors =))

well.. harmoc will onli start like, 2 weeks later?
im kinda sad about that =X n nt long after that seniors leaving le? =((
suddenly there's this empty feeling.. cos there's no more goal (eg comp).
n ya.i think i'll realli miss de pracs..
i shall prac harmoc on my own =D
n oohs~ i hope to have 2nd chro outing soon!!! i like gg out with 2nd chros~! =D
esp i like de funny things that our seniors will always come out with..
like on de mrt today, jeremy was saying "SOLID CANNOT BE COMPRESSED" =P
if u noe wat it means, den gd.if nt,too sad =DDD

alright alrights.. stopping de post here..
photos will be uploaded later, if can all,if nt some, while de rest will be on facebook =))
anws, NJharmoc, i realli think we were super great! =D
i love love love NJ harmoc x))
n i love love love love love NJ Harmoc 2nd chros~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!x))))))))))) 9:22 PM

boohs~! im supposed to do my PI..
but apparently i haven touch on it yet =X since like.430? =XXX
well well,gotta pia finish PI draft FOUR today.hopefully its jus a little bit more comments will do >.<
i dun wanna redo so much again~ but at least draft 3 was quite good.
for the FIRST time he said "this was good," n i saw TICKS =DDD

hmm hmm..
jus went for dental jus now..duno wat colour to choose,n chose orange in de end =)
there's this spring thingy alr.. heard its gonna be pain =(((
now my teeth is hurting a little.. hope its alright~

this week seemed so hectic.
AND I SURVIVED THE GEOG PAPERS =DDDD
at least i can slack abit today n if i shall slp early? =)) if possible~
ytd slept at 1120,de latest so far in my jc life (during sch days) wow~
reached home at 10.40!!! kinda cool,but tired.hahas..
n i realised smth. it wasn't that tired if u noe u're coming home late.
i was bac at around 9.15 on tues. harmoc dragged till around 8.20 instead of 7.30.
super tired n dun feel like talking or wat at all..
but ytd i was still feeling alright x))
n yeah.. weesiang's words were so right~
its the PROCESS =)))
i think i'll really miss these days man..
n i was telling huilan "next time when we're released at 7,i believe we'll say 'so early?' "
hahas.. n things will be diff when we go with other J1s.. wonder if it'll be weird =X
n i seriously hope J2s dont step down so fast! i'll miss my dear 2nd chro seniors la =((
i'll miss chinmeng and weini n jeremy crapping esp~! awws~~~
but yeahs.. 1 last week.. shall do our best and cherish every second..they're precious~~

alrights~ enough of crapping~
time to get back to work =(
next week shall be a nice week. cos there's a labour day =DDD
byes ppl~!
I LOVE NJHARMOC =)))
ESP 2ND CROWWWWWSSSSSS =DDD 4:51 PM

wow wow~!
so many things happening o.O
anws,HAPPY BDAY TO NEH NEH~!!!!!!!!!! =DDD

hmm hmm.. went back to fsmb alumni prac jus now cos harmoc ended early today..
it was super bad~! =(( as in for me la..
cos i haven blow clar duno since when? n now i'd got braces?!?!
jus blowing reed THREE is making me crazy jus now >.<
n suddenly i miss playing harmoc.at least it doesn't makes me feel pain =((
but yeahs,still miss de ppl in fsmb la x)

hmm.. these days are more n more busy.
many lectures tests coming up.2 geog tests next wk~! =((( super gaga la..
pw also mus do last PI draft by this week le.. next next week mus submit real PI le!
n harmoc's SYF coming soooooon~!!!!!!!!!!
next week shld be having intense training =X
but its okays! i didn't turn out to be very unhappy on wed.
instead i think its cool staying till so late n is nice~! =DDD
n im loving harmoc now =D esp 2nd chro~! n sitting in de 1st row =p
cos there'll be lotsa jokes passing ard.
some ard 2nd chro,some between weini n jeremy,n we'll start to laugh non-stop.
so fun~! =P
n sectionals were nice too,with brushing up of some not so good parts n chatting n laughing x)
yay I LOVE 2ND CHRO~!!!!!!!
jus like how much i love 2nd clar that time,hahas..nt so stress n yet fun x))

hmm..jus feel smtimes we still cant clique into de seniors.hope we can clique with them soon~!
i think 2nd chro seniors r like,realli de best seniors luhs x)) they rock~
jus like i do, to my fsmb juniors last time,lalas~
i noe my xiaoclar n aiyin are agreeing =DDD

hmmhmm..
quite many things to do this wkend.. hope everything goes well n smooth~
anws those who read de previous post that is now deleted,pls forget about it!
im ok now x)
going off to slp lo~
gd luck to seniors for tmr's SPA~! =)) 10:38 PM

hmm im happy n sad today!

HAPPY:
- i bought my white shirt and court shoes for harmoc SYF! n im very happy cos i think they're nice!
most imptly,i think i can wear them even after syf x) so it means my money wont be wasted! x)
- my parents bought a new sofa cos its quite cheap =D
- i bought a clip n a hair band x) n i think they're nice~! =)
- i went out with tcb~! n we had nice nice dinner x)
- tcb exchanged our keychains n all of us hung up on our phones~! =D except for that kuku elf =p
- Im jus super glad i spent my dinner with TCB today!n yes,i LOVE TCB! X)
- i went to sakura and ate with my relatives =)) (yes,after the dinner with tcb >.< imagine how much i ate today?!?!)
- i ate the nice nice cakes and food in sakura~! =)
- i saw choonseng in sakura~! =))
- i can see de movement of my teeth due to de braces! x)
- i tried de SYF outfit n i think i look nice! =)

and that ends the happy moments..

SAD:
- I didn't do any hw today~!
- I haven complete any hw!
- not all TCB members turned up! =(
- i've got lotsa white hair standing up! =X
- I seem to have lotsa hw~! =X
- im kinda stressed up by the hw n tests and pw~!!!! >.<
- I didn't take photo with TCB today! =((
- I feel i didn't talk enough to TCB today!! =((


yups..i think that's all bahs..
oh yes.. I WANNA GO BACK FUHUA SEE MY DEAR DEAR MS YEO!!!
i hope she's realli free next thurs. i wanna go back with est to see her!
I MISS HER LIKE CRAZY~~~~~~~~~ >.< =P

tmr is harmoc exchange.hope it turns out well..
ohohs..there's extension to harmoc prac on wed,till 930 o.O
but its ok.i believe its worth it if its for our GWH!!!! =D
mon is SYF rehearsal,hope its well too~! =))

my aim today:
-MUS FINISH PI DRAFT 2
-TRY TO FINISH ANOTHER HW~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=)))))))))))))))))
JIAYOU PENGUINNNNNNNNNNN`!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 9:14 PM

AAACJX!!! another grp pic finally =D
or family pic if u call it =D
at our first meeting area.lotsa memories! x)
like this loads x) but stupid J nt smiling =((

hahas..the funny kids made us wear this!!!
cute ehs =D

9:59 PM

suddenly miss de kiddos.. duno why..
was looking at clar kiddos blog.
and suddenly i had the family feeling when i saw de pictures.
wow,realli miss those times we had tgt..
and cos of harmoc n jc life,rarely had time to go back.
n suay suay everytime harmoc prac will clash with fsmb activities =((
like this thurs' band bonding,had harmoc again..
n this sat kiddos having section ice cream outing.
duno if i can go.if its noon,den cant le. =((
i miss charissa esp, dearest current SL. duno why ehs! think cos can talk more to her bahs.
miss bean too~! my 2 dearest leaders ~


but yeah.happy that we had aaacjx outing ytd.
i think it was quite nice x)
first time staying till so late in de lib! =)
n for once we accomplished our work =D
or at least,we did complete some work? =))
n ya,its nice seeing de laughter,and i have de family feel too =p
the photos are nice i guess =D n ya,de kids came out with real fun n weird stuff.
like wearing the mask?! hahas.. n de balloons r cute!
i still have de white 1.n true enough,its still as big! =D hahas..

ahh kiddos,u guys are so lovable..
u guys made up my lonely weekend =))
love u all to bits~! =)) 10:55 AM

well.. i know some kiddos are still brooding over de syf result..
hmm..realli feel like saying smth here le wors..
duno if any kiddo will be seeing this..but i shall jus blog =)

well kiddos..
u guys realli did well that day..
yes,i know u guys are disappointed.well,we went thru that b4 too.
but like wat ms chen says,mayb our expectations too high le bahs.
thats why we were sad when we cant get gold.
actually,silver is quite gd already.n i believe our silver is realli those high silver.
jus 1 step,n we'll step into gold.
sm of u may then think "then why cant we achieve n step out that 1 step?"
well..perhaps there's still smth missing bahs..
for me,i feel we lack of that unique-ness that differs us from others.
we play well. as in, nice tone,clean notes,etc..
but so does others.mayb not as nice tone,but their articulation n stuff might be ard de same.
we still haven achieve that higher level.that,we'll have to leave to ms chong to bring u all up.
of cos,SLs have to do their jobs too.

okays.apart from that,we believe u guys realli did ur best.
i can realli feel de power of ur playing,esp in stars of dreams.
i can hear de "fierce-ness" in de song.
the solos are real nice.
guin's solo was touching.ben's solo was clear and loud n nice.realli..
the clar kiddos' tone were super nice and articulation was great.
u guys improved real lots.n realli,u kiddos were one of the few clar sections that did well.
trumpet section,u guys improved alot too.
i can still rmb last year,we were sort of saying u guys were nt tgt with de band,always within ur own section.
trumpet section which was supposed to be de strongest was quite weak.
but that day i heard u all,ur articulation was impressive.

FSMB,u guys were real great.
rmb how long you guys took to "wake up"
by september,u guys were still in de state of "weak".real weak.
all of us were so worried for u guys. worrying about syf.
but this year,when we hear u all,we were impressed..
u guys improved real lots.
PROUD,that is de word i wanna say =)

u guys realli did well.dun be sad le k.
i know u guys put in lotsa efforts.we realli can see that.
practising everyday without fail.did u see us do that?i doubt so?
disappointment is for sure,but realli,u shldn't have any regrets.
n u guys shld walk out of that.
nobody will rmb the syf everytime u perform huhs?
wat they care is whether ur performance will make them happy n feel worth it.
so cont to put in effort for your performances and concert!
that's realli de most impt thing k..

to A n C the 2 silly gals..
dont be sad anymore alright?
n dont have to keep on apologizing!u guys did nth wrong.
dont blame urself too.i noe u guys put in alot of effort.
n ur determination,i saw =))
jiayou k.hope u guys can manage to catch up with ur studies k!
jiayou my dear sweeties.. rmb penguin is here for u guys =))
love u kids to bits =)) 9:15 PM

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