boohs`..
it's 9.12 le.. fast huhs >.<
yucks yucks..
tmr's de camp le.. awww >.<
yeah. it may be fun. i duno?
but so far.. i dun think it's fun =X
argh. gaga luhs..
let's hope it'll be fun huhs..
n make sure there's switch for me to charge my phone please..
if nt.. i realli cant survive thru man..
i need my phone.. coz i needa sms.. to help me pass time =P

yeahs.. i'll be away.. 5D4N.. will onli be back on friday night..
n i mean NIGHT. which i think i'll reach home about 9 >.<
stupid huhs..
bbrrrrrr`~
rarr`~~~
all da bez to me..
rest assure,i'll think of u ppl..
shan't name out. if u think i'll think of u,then i'll think of u lops x))
but im quite eager to know who's my room-mate o.O
hope it's someone nice.. hope it's that girl.. i kinda look forward to make frens with her x)
she's de onli 1 that i m interested in =X
i mean.. looks frenly la =P

okies.. it's now 9.30
anyway.. dun feel like typing le =X
dun miss me kaes guys.. esp U x)
tatas`~
i'll be back.. this fri. or mayb sat.
wait for me x))


imu x)) 9:12 PM

hmm.. i happen to read asyikin's blog..
n suddenly.. many thoughts came.. o.O
so..
this entry is specially dedicated to asyikin x)

okies.. hmm..
firstly.. about wat u said to me.. im de onli fren u can rely on in band o.O
hmm yeah..we shld try not to rely on each other. but it's nt easy.
i bet we still need each others' support,esp when we're SLs now..
so we shall try to help each other and make FSMB shine ya? x))
hmm..
n u said i used to get angry with u n alvin for no reasons in sec 2.
i agree yeh.. =P
actually i also duno why.. perhaps.. moodswings?
well well.. if it hurts u,im realli sorry okies?
let bygones be bygones. we shall ignore those =))

well well.. actually i duno wat i wanna say..
but.. i've read everything u typed..
to me,i think u're nt crazy to think of all these..
it's a matter of time, whereby we'll think of lotsa things..
all kinds of matters. be it frenship, life, studies,love,family etc..
it will all come 1 day.. n we'll haf endless questions, n unknown answers..
perhaps.. we've grown up? we're mature?
i duno.. but i guessed so..
asking u not to think about it is nt so easy.
me too, will always think of miscellaneous things.. which will make us down..
going to a beach is a gd idea.. we can shout out all we wan =))

jus wanna say,realli dun think too much..
as for frenships.. everybody faced probs,huhs?
i've been facing endless frenship probs since pri sch.
n tears realli fell many times.. but still,im perfect now =))
nt perfect la,but better huhs.. i duno if i can help u,but if can,do find me when u're down okays?
i cant guarantee u i can make u feel better, but if u need a listening ear,tell me,i'll try to be with u?
half year had passed.. now is june already.. or rather,almost june huhs..
we haf survived thru half year of sec 3's life.. getting used? nt realli.?
we jus haf to hang on. part of de band is in our hands now.
if we cant handle our section,our band will die,huhs?
so we haf to do our best to make our section shine,before fsmb will shine x))

well well.. enjoy ur holi bahs..
let band be 1 way of distressing..
blow out all ur frustration in de songs x))
beat darren n eugene till ur anger are gone..
shout out all ur thinkings and energy at the beach when we go x))
dun think too much alright? me n alvin tan will be by ur side x)
de SLs n ASL. n dun forget,u still have TCB. no worries kies?
jiayou`! all da bez girl. everything is fated i guess?
we can onli accept them, n make de best out of them,so that we enjoy..
it's our choice whether we wanna make our life a fruitful 1 or a terrible 1.
so,since we haf a choice,why nt make full use of it?
enjoy while we can.. n at the same time,work hard for everything..
u can do it. we can do it. it's jus de mentality?
maintain de morale. keep de positive thinkings.
let us rock de world down =P all da bez`!!!!!!!!!!!!
u're lurved. by me. by TCB. by FSMB. by 2C'06. by 3s5'07 x))) 3:21 PM

well.. jus wanna say something here about band..
or rather,to my clarinetist kids..
hmm..
today alvin wasn't here,angeline wasn't here,n cheryl left early..
after that, when 2nds n 3rds were asked to play, i can hear de tone n de volume.
i muz say jiajun,i think u realli improved le. continue to jiayou kies.
charissa n weishen can blow louder,coz jiajun's vol can match up with the both of urs..
but still, i think de tone is coming out le.
weishen also didn't squeak that much le..
guin, ur tone is there le, mayb nt that gd at sight reading bahs..
but i noe u can do it after reading de pieces..
mayb u can try to sight read more pieces? x) jiayou..
u can do it de.. dun be stressed =))
so, sec 2 clarinetists,dun worry too much ya? i think u all are doing fine.
jus that now our section had shrinked alot,i think we shld realli train on our volume?
n dun pon kaes.. realli dun.. we cant afford to lose ppl =)
n rmb to help de sec 1s when it's sec 1+main band prac..
rmb to point out to them de bars, the different signs like repeat signs, coda, etc..
n teach them de fingerings as well.. de sharps n flats..
they are de crucial ppl, who will join u all for de next SYF..so,help them ya =))

next.. for de sec 1s..
hmm.. i can see that many of u freaked out during de wed prac..
becoz de notes are real high.. n it's de first time u all sight read.
well. dun worry.. u all onli learn 1 scale,of coz u cant play de song well..
but dun worry much kaes.. i'll try to teach u all as fast as i can?
but it depends on ur determination also la kaes.
so pls attend band prac, n if u r allowed to bring back instru,muz practice kaes!
n n n ,muz keep ur morale in band ya x)
anything can ask me,or any other seniors..
jiayou wor`!

yups. that's all x))

i noe u might be feeling gaga..
me too. but i believe u =)
so i ain't worrying much.
so u also dun think too much kaes =) 9:47 PM

u promised that de okays?
n u also said it's from ur heart..
if u dare lie to me i smack ur pigu =P
but anyway.. i realli lurve de days with u..
do wat u promise. i'll sure miss u alot..
but i noe u'll keep ur promise,n u'll be there with me everyday =)
thanks for ur assurance.
realli love u alot alot alot..

`..cant stop thinking of u.. 9:38 PM

i duno if it's becoz im weird..
but honestly..
everytime i see ppl crying, n they say their reasons,
when i leave them,i'll leave with a smile.
i duno.. but i jus feel that, i m happy to see emo ppl x)
perhaps to me,some ppl are too cold bahs..
so i rarely see them emo.. n when i see that,im quite happy =))

n im glad i managed to help ppl to like.. jie3 wei2?
meaning,i m able to help them n give them some advice or smth liddat..
it feels great`!
it's jus so nice when u can help some1.
n u get a smile in return.
or when u comfort a person, the person thank u by cleaning away de tears and be back to normal.
it's realli nice x) i like this feeling x)

being emo isn't bad at all,okays? x))
becoz im de head of emo =P
im msEMO x)) 9:43 PM

ooh lahs`~
hmm hmm hmm`..
today's class bonding..
is it gd? i duno =X i somehow think,we didn't do a great job..
seemed to leave some ppl out >.<
if possible,i need some comments and feedbacks.
so that if there is another next year,we can improve.
kinda sad la,we cant manage to get our class tee =((
but no choice lops.. nvm.. we still haf chance de x)

this holiday is gonna be terrible man.
firstly, my first week is gone due to the CAP camp.
there is missing R, i thought it's a CRAP camp =X
so blar luhs.
everyday sleep at about 11.30 sia.
dun even haf free time lorhs.
so i doubt i can do any hw.
n it's from monday morning to fri night.
monday i muz go out at latest 8am. fri i reach home earliest 8pm. wat the?!
haish.. i regretted going man >.<
im gonna miss all peepx`! gonna miss 1 full day band =X
jiayou loh alvin.. it's ur job le. cant help u.
gonna miss chem remedial.
dun realli care,but more of missing de class' fun >.<
gonna miss de trip to queenstown to collect class tee..
cant get to see de class tee.. argh!!!! idiot.
n gonna miss ____ of coz.. =((( n i mean loads man..
but i noe it wont realli matters.. coz.. =P lalas`~

okies.. first week packed. sorry guys if u plan to go out with me or wat.
sat i decided to rest? plus there's band.so wanna go out also cannot =P
im nt gonna miss my band kaes. dream on if u wan me to pon =P lalas`~
hmm..
then 2nd week, mon will haf maths remedial n sec 1 band.
tues shld be going out with TCB to beach x) either east coast or sentosa.
heh hehs`~
wed will haf band in de afternoon..
thurs having physics remedial in de morning. planned to go out in de afternoon..
shall see first.. fri nth on. shall go out too x))

3rd week, band break week..
will be having 2C chalet from 12th to 14th x)
hope everything will go on smoothly..

last week,other than de 3 band days, nth much.
so let's hope i can finish my tons of hw within these little time?
i duno why la kaes. but it realli seems so short la.
1 month.. gosh.. like 1 week luhs. stupid >.<

n i've got like, 10+ hw???!?!?!?!
dun wanna type out.. but i counted..
if realli wanna count set by set, it's 15 so far..
plus maths is on heymaths,which will come every week,
so at least, there will be 2 more hw every week.. haish.
pathetic huhs..
n it's real fast.. june le.
jiayou la ppl. realli =))
all da bez to de sec 4s too!!! for their o levels on mon x))
gambatte`!!!!

kk.. stopping here le.. hopefully i can do some of my physics now =)
which im afraid i'll get distracted =X
but I SHALL TRY x)
n tmr there's band`! muahahas..
gonna chiong those songs again..
hopefully tmr will haf those printed scores ready,then can go home n study them x)
n alvin tan's sick.. take care hor!
if nt next wed i nt here,u still sick then cham le >.<
get well soon!
okies.. that's all.. byebye`! 8:35 PM

IM SOOOOOOO IN LURVE WITH CONCERTO D'AMORE`!!!!
it's so so so so so so so nice luhs!!!!!!!!!
CONCERTO D'AMORE`~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!



im realli in love with him le.. aww`~
loving ya loads x))
lurvies`~ 10:49 PM

hehs`~ i lurve ytd`!!!
it's realli a great great day x))

okies..
firstly.. morning went to band..
at first i thought i reached too early..
coz i realli see no band ppl at all lohs.
then i decided to go to sch lops. from de 335 bus stop.
saw guin,charissa n nat lee.. =))
was talking to nat about being SL, suddenly being it,so weird =P
she's cute luhs.. x))

hmm.. then arrange chairs,fall in, n settle down le lops.
played 1st clar.. sort of first time playing so many 1st de scores..
hmms.. nt very used yet. de tone muz be improved >.<
n de high notes.. muz go train liaoz..
but guin did a great job. her tone n her high note are good. keep it up!
she can realli overtake me ler. so i muz also jiayou liao..
hmm..
we sight read many songs.. concerto d'amore, simple gift, fugue on yankee doodle, morning madness, big fun in de sun, you're beautiful
any more? cant recall le =X
all these are nice x)
i like concerto d'amore.. x)
it's a slow song.. nt till that slow la.. but slow and nice 1..
simple gift is also nice, but it's fast n nt easy..
muz go n master it,before it'll be fun n nice x))
but then de scores are with librarian.. so.. cant have de scores =(
hmm.. next.. fugue on yankee doodle.. hahas.. cute =P
it's realli cute n nice luhs. but got 1 part is damn high de.. that 1 needs mastering >.<
then morning madness. another cute song!!!
consists of "slurping" and "get in de car!"
hahas.. nice nice.. n it's like santa at the symphony,consists of many songs..
got this lullaby thingy if im nt wrong.. then got de "haleh luya"
n got this horse thingy.. very nice!!!
hahas.. im lurving it =P
big fun in de sun is ok.. nt bad..
n de you're beautiful..
played onli once.. okies la.. nt bad too =P
n we polished on concerto d'amore n simple gift..
after that band ends..
it's nice mans~! lurve band ytd.. i wan more new songs!!!!
heex x)

after that band fall out lo. announce de new committee..
alot of sec 3s this year have 2 posts.. busy man..
im kena 1st librarian =X
why? i thought shld be sec 2s mahs.. haiyo..
then i everything also duno de lor.. argh..
hope everything will go fine bah *prays*
hmm.. n we went to run 3 rounds around de parade square,coz ms chong said "stop talking" or "keep quiet" for 3 times o.O
then run lo..
after that abandoned alvin =X sorry lohs..
n went home to bathe..
open de door, 4 adults there =X
i expected no one sia.. coz thought my dad's going out, mum n uncle at work, granny go aunt hse.
who knows,all at home =X
but i already planned to go out le, so dun blame me ah =P
went out at 2.20 liddat bahs..
missed 334 while im still walking..
then when i reach de traffic light,i saw 335 >.<
so suay..
so i went to the opp stop to wait for 334 lor.. since it'll be faster..
n when it passes fuhua stop,i saw some1.. sitting there n nt boarding bus =X
i was wondering why u noe.. n after that realise he didn't noe 334 cannot reach JE..
hahas.. funny n cute =P
hmm.. shant elaborate on much of these..
jus went to bugis n bought all de prezzies lers!
jean's, charissa's, michelle tan's and fitri's BELATED BELATED prezzies >.<
sorry ppl..esp jean n charissa.. it's realli very very belated =X
but i still bought it huhs? dont blame me ah =P
but realli paiseh wors.. i seek for ur understanding =P x)
hmm..
then went to amk hub to take a look at the aircon bus interchange.
went for a quick walk which lasted onli 20 min o.O
due to time constraint =P
n went home at 6.10 liddat..
reached home at 7.30 liddat??
n had my dinner (fries + bread =P)
oh. n a cup of honeydew sago =P
nice nice.. mum made ders.. yummy`!
n was tired, slept at 9.40 liddat i think..
i woke up at 10+ 11+, but i told myself to continue to sleep..
duno why =P coz i dun wanna like, get distracted or so? o.P
n i had a nice sleep de whole night.. woke up at 8 jus now..
came to on com, listen to songs, n blog =)
then there is 1 cousin online. followed by ahgong x) who also slept early ytd. wahahs =p
n then he offline.. coz ..... o.O
dun wan say =P hmms..

okies..
well well..
i lurve ytd loads luhs!
n oh.. today wanlin jingyi n others went to work >.<
i gave my reply too late.. so didn't go. sad..
but nvm la.. pei my family lors..
somemore today is my aunt bdae x))
shall go eat a big feast later!!! if possible =P

ytd is totally lurve. de whole day =))
muackies to ytd`!
n yups. im ending my post liao =D

nice songs :
- wu yue tian by SHE
- zhong guo hua by SHE
- zui jin by li sheng jie
- shi jie wei yi de ni by caoge.
- shu dao wu da ying wo by caoge

these are de recent songs im in lurve with x))
n there's this song by SHE n Fahrenheit.
shall go n hunt for it x))

tmr's band again!
but sec 1. so cant blow songs >.<
n gonna settle de library if possible.. woots..
i shall get kK back to help when he's free.. lalas`~
but shall let him off for his studies la. im gd right =P
k la. that's all..
anyway.. taggie replies~:

i shall start from alvin:

alvin`: i wasn't missing u. it's jus SOME1 who BHB go stand in middle de HOR... =P

haolan`:hahas.. of coz noe u luhs.. but my hse com cant read tagboard,so cant tag u.. sorry`~ link me if u can rmb!!!

jazz`:hahas.. yeahs! i miss u jazz! much much much much more than alvin tan. he's de last i'll ever think of =P

kaiying`: okies.. link u ler x) muz talk more okies?! x))

vannie`: yeah.. it's hard.. but it's over le. jiayou for de next time bahs!! jiayou!

qianwen`:hmm okies.. i'll see if i haf de time ya.. update u again lops.. takkaires`~

aiyin`: oohs.. i did it using my phone..i editted it,n it has this cartoon effect lorhs.. my hp is sony ericsson de, yourS?? if it's sony ericsson de then can. if nt, then i duno lohs.. teach u when possible? x)

esther`: hahas.. i duno leh.. that day fa xie de =P fa xie coz u call me daqian =P no la.. i xi guan liao =P call bah call bah`~

asyikin`: HELLO~~~~ HE'S NT MINE....but he's under me now o.O i'll help u settle him.. his punishment is to take care of de clars while im away.. enough? if nt u go kick his leg again bah =P BUT HE'S NT MINE KAES. I DUN WAN HIM =P but i need him as ASL la =P

kies kies`~
n asyikin.. u good..
nominate me for 1st librarian. slap u then u noe >.<
k la.. that's all.. this post is uber long =P
tatas~ 8:23 AM

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna fa1 xie4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
feeling so moody luhs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gaga >.< 9:36 PM

woops`~ im getting more n more zilian yehs`!!!!!
or mayb onli today o.O
i duno why.. but jus kept on taking pics o.O
i like this pic de most x) :




heex..




this is with the cartoon effect..




this is de original.. that time de hairstyle x)
very nice hors?!?!?! de nicest hair ever =P
but it's difficult to obtain that again >.<
boohs..

well anyway..
today went for maths olympiad.
so baboo?? firstly. when i go, i onli see sec 4s.
argh. forget it.. i jus sat at the side. SO AWKWARD. LIKE EXTRA LIDDAT U NOE.
then after that.. many sec FOURs came..
n a bunch of 3s4 guys came. why no girl de huhs?!?!??!
i mean sec 3 de.. n is i noe de *Rooollll eyes*
baboo lehs..
thanks to wl, for keeping me accompany by sms-ing with me =p
zw also..
if nt i'll realli be bored to death luhs..
but did learn something la..
o.O
tmr still haf >.< haish.. another 2 lonely hours =((


hmm hmm..
then after that went home.. slacked awhile..
ben lai wan go shop with wl n jean.. but no mood >.<
3 plus liddat went to library..
then go jp shop shop awhile then go home nors..

tmr results coming out le >.<
so far onli noe chem.. nt bad la.. but physics.. haish..
dun care le! tmr we shall see o.O
kies la.. that's all for today.. tatas`!

Labels: zilian? =X

10:58 PM

YAY`!!!!
IT'S OVER`!!!!
WOO HOOO`!!!!!!!!!!
although it's onli MYE la. but it's still very shuang.
coz no need to k books till so xin ku le >.<

finally man..
although i noe today's physics = pathetic..
it's realli damn hard lohs..
haish.. i realli pray for a pass..
n de english paper 2 also..
de summary is diff for me >.<
hope everything goes well bahs..

duno wat to update le o.O
AHHHH`!!!
THIS SAT GOT BAND`!!!!!!!
woots`~ lalalalas`~
im realli missing it man..
my dear section <3

well anyway..
went to look at the class tee thingy today..
hopefully we can settle it asap..
talked quite alot to wl n esther on de bus..
n yups.. wl is kinda emo de lor =p
but dun worry too much kaes..
we'll face it together x)
dun think too much bahs =))

dun feel like updating much though..
so cyaz.. =p 8:18 PM

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