me,wanlin,and jean.. alvin took this.. i was about to alight the bus.. took this in a hurry,so not that nice 
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jean,me,wanlin n alvin.. on our way back home.. alvin was trying to take the photo.. but he look so... then jean's face to near liao,lol.. saw half of my face and cannot see wanlin's mouth.. not that perfect.. 
6:50 PM

4 of us again!at JE mrt station.. duno who made this decision ?? forget to say,alvin was the photographer =) all de while..lol 
6:48 PM

jean,me,jingyu,wanlin.. at the small pasar malam at JE..hee 
6:47 PM

me and wanlin.. concentrate on wanlin..hahaz.. whr is she looking? well,she is our chio bu that day =) even more chio then our bdae gurl! 
6:46 PM

me and jean.. this pic is nice,yea? we both love this pic,hahaz..  
6:45 PM

me,jean and jingyu.. jean,whr u looking? looking at shuai ge? lol.. 
6:44 PM

me n jingyu.. this is nice yeh? haha,saw my wristband? =P taken outside kfc =) 
6:44 PM

me and jingyu =) 7 Jie 8 Mei 
6:43 PM

jean,jingyu,fitri,me.. taken at JE entertainment on jingyu bdae..was waiting for wanlin 
6:42 PM

yoz! wow,jus came back from jp.. today is jingyu bdae,happi burfdae! well,we agreed to meet at 11,but by the time jingyu and fitri arrived,it is 11.30 liao =( we wasted half and hour of singing time.. nvm la,then we go to kbox lo.. then we sing alot of songs.. in the end,we didn't manage to finish the songs,the person come and call us to go,but we cont the last few,but still got 3 like that,jean choose de,but no time,then we took our bags and let jean sing,then jean give up,she say leave lo.. then we left.. then we [me,jean,jingyu,fitri and alvin] we waited at JE de entrance for wanlin.. then while waiting,we took quite alot of pictures.. when wanlin arrived,everybody's eye popped out.. she wear until damn chio lo! see another wanlin today.. but she wear liao very nice..realli.. even i oso fall in love with her seh =P hmm.. then we cont to take pics,then go kfc,no place,go long john,no place.. in the end we got out and sat outside kfc.. then jean saw her fren, we asked her whether we can sit beside her,she agreed,and so we did.. then wanlin help me buy kfc,jean oso go and buy... then jingyu,fitri and alvin go buy long john.. jean's fren very kind,she left and said bye bye to me =)) then we eat nor,eat liao fitri went first,went to look for her darling..haha... but today fitri and jingyu also wear quite nice... hmm... then after eating,we went on the mrt,wanna go to jp.. then i went in,i saw shaoan.. coincidence seh.. then we waved to each other and say halo,then i was talking to the others.. then i asked jingyu he shuai anot,she say no,aww.. so sad.. lol.. once shaoan was like,the guy of so many gurls lo.. as in,the bai ma wang zi.lol.. shaoan damn tall liao lo! i mean,u grew tall la,lol.. hmm,then wanlin they all block my way,then i didn't manage to say bye bye to him,then jingyu was like shouting to him "xiaoqian wanna say bye bye to u" when he went out.. i was like,so paiseh lo.. then i sms him,lol.. hmm.. then we shop around jp lo..oh,jingyu and jean bought earring at JE there.. yea,then we walk walk walk,then we talk etc.. oh,and i realise today i take photo quite nice =P thanks to jean cam,lol.. hmm.. then i bought zhang shan wei cd liao.. then i oso bought a keychain.. yea,that was it.. but it was fun... hee! glad jingyu love my prezzie.. i knew she'll love it la..lol.. i will upload photo once jean send it to me.. oh yea, angels,gambatte for tmr! hope we can get it lo! coz my frens are like,asking me to jia you,and so many, so i dun wanna disappoint them.. come on,let's pray we'll get in and let's do our best together ! today rocks to the core! *winks* kk,stop here le..love yaZ! 5:33 PM

yoz! wahahaha.. my nose started to po4 pi2 already.. kekex.. i duno why i so happy leh! heeheex.. i was brushing my teeth,then i saw that my nose there started to po pi,then i so happy! hahaz.. weird weird de,heeheex...then suddenly so excited,heeheex.. my hand oso gonna po pi liao,coz rough rough de.. i realli become real black nor! everybody calling me charcoal =( then my skin colour,is the same as asyikin already! i'm malay student! heeheex.. no la.. but hopefully will get better,if not very ugly =P
oh yea,i said i wanted to update about that cruel mother! she damn cruel lo.. i was on my back home on mrt from kat's hse,then i was sitting down la,tired liao.. got 1 mother,with son,husband and daughter [malay] they came in,then the boi was crying.. then the mother scolded,then still pinched his leg,pinched his hand, pulled his hair lo! then sometimes hor,even covered his mouth,so that he wont scream,the pinched his back so that nobody will see lo! evil man! then his sister oso 1 leh! if i were his sister,i wont let my bro so ke lian lo! but mayb oso the mother too fierce la,coz the father oso like that.. so it is the mother's fault! hmphf! i damn angry lo,where got mother like that 1? haiz.. if she is my mother,i rather leave home man.. argh! kk,getting weird.. forget it.. well,exams coming le.. everybody gambatte wor! and jean ah, dun everything oso ban tu er fei,dun give up half way! like u practise tou xin yes i love u like that.. huh? muz bu yao qing yan fang qi,fou ze dui bu qi zi ji! haiz.. gambatte ah,dun anyhow give up so easily le,if not very difficult for u to hang on in life! k,stopping here.. everybody jia you, hang on,after exams then ok le! oh yea.. made a gd buddy ytd.. nono,best bud.. haha.. u noe who u r! muahahaha.. asked him about his love life.. gonna find out more..muahahahaha.. so evil.. kk,stopping here le.. realli stopping le.. love yaz! [yaz=everybody!heex.. ]

p.s. gor! gambatte hor! although i noe u wont see this,but anyway,jia you! hope u can get to st andrew jc lo! 9:39 PM

yoz! wow~ ytd saw 5566,so shiok! esp when we're so front! actually i'm not the first few,but becoz ytd we formed a formation of 56.. so i'm at the 6 category,means the ppl in category 5 is much in front then me,but i'm so lucky, in the 6 category,i'm in the 2nd line! so can see so clear lo! shiok man! then 5566 ytd oso very happy.. they from the bus,come down to the back stage,i saw them,xiezhi and renfu keep smilinG! haha.. hehee... so happi neh! then when they go up the stage,they oso keep smiling lo! esp xiezhi,keep seeing him smiling,even when singing,kekex.. i'm realli lucky hor? heehee...hmm,then they sing hao jiu bu jian,and crying in the rain.. then coz their mike not ok,then they take turns use wu xu ma li's mike lo.. then renfu go and anyhow make the mike,then took out the "head", then everybody was like " oh hor!" haha.. so cute! they so damn cute lo! oh yea,they wore yellow colour de,the bai se hua yang mv that 1.. heeheex.. duno got take until my photo anot =P heehee...then so sad lo,coz the ppl infront of me damn enthu,then the ke ge [their producer or something likethat] took video of them leh! i so jealous =(( wanted to join them,coz they realli damn enthu lo,but kinda weird la.. then when started to sign,got 1 blind gurl went up,sign album then take photo mah.. then the fans very bad lo.. i mean,1 or 2 lah.. i heard them saying " blind still take photo for wat? oso cannot see" so bad lo! if 5566 heard that,for sure they kena scolded 1.. how can like that? oso 5566 fans mah.. haiz.. then skip skip skip,to the signature part.. in taiwan,5566 requested their fans to write their name on top of the album,so that their album wont get lost,and that they can be closer to their fans,by calling their name while thank-ing them.. then i got write my name la.. then when i go to xiezhi [order is xiezhi,mengzhe then renfu] he say thank u to the previous gal,then look at me,smile,then while signing say "thank u" and say "xiaoqian shi bah[xiaoqian is it?]?" then he look up and smile,i say "ya". then he say the "xiaoqian shi bah"right,so cute lo! coz he use the china/taiwan tone..hahaz.. so funy and cute.. then mengzhe i duno he got say thank u anot,forget.. then renfu say thank u xiaoqian.. heeheex.. xiezhi and renfu so cute! then when i go down leh,sunzong at the staircase.. coz i walk quite slow,dun wanna fall down mah,then sunzong say "xiexie" then i nod my head and smile.. mayb he nv see,then when i look at him,he say again.. then i smile wider and nod my head again.. haha..so funny.. sunzong cut new hairstyle,not bad.. haha..sunzong oso very qin qie wor! heeheex.. hmm.. then coz they say finish at 7.45 sharp mah,then everytime 5566 fans alot,so i nv stay lo,although DJ got say after signing will sing song.. but i nv stay.. who noes hor! my fren come back tell me, 5 something then end signature liao,then by the time they finish singing,onli 6 plus! argh! when i leave,is about 5 like that.. if i stay abit longer,then i can see le! wahh! i damn angry lo! but no choice,it's over.. forget it! anyway,i didn't miss their signature or wat =)) that's about ytd..
well,for today,morning i wake up at 8 plus,then watch dou zhen, then i go bathe,eat,watch tv,then i go out,going to kat hse.. me,kat and xinyi are practising together for next week's audition for the PSC Nite.. hopefully we can go into the audition nor.. we had chose the song jus now, we chose tian kong.. sing until not bad,but i scared other ppl still got dance and wateva,then might beat us.. coz we sing slow song mah,then cannot do dance etc.. hope we can go in! oh,i nv add in,i sunburnt! my face is whole black,except 2 sides,bside the nose there.. then my hand,coz i wear sshort sleeve de mah, so it's white for the part that my shirt manage to block.. after that is all black,then my wrist there is white,coz i wear 56 wristband mah.. then it's like,so weird lo! cannot wear sleeveless these days le.. if nt damn weird.. left hand oso the same,but not wristband,is watch.. so still ok.. hope my right hand is ok.. nt so ugly =P then my leg oso.. right leg duno why,sock too tight or wat,very obvious that the socks there is white,the rest black.. then left leg still ok.. after my kneecap,then all is black liao,coz i wear shorts mah.. haiz.. then now my neck there kinda pain.. coz ytd i wear the shirt is without collar de.. haiz.. but it is worth it! coz it's for 5566 =)) then jean hor,keep taking the umbrella,then keep saying hot.. haiz~ wat wan lin say is true.. if it is for derrick,she sure wont complain de.. then her umbrella keep poking my head lo.. argh! the umbrella damn extra. cant she like,bear for it? haiz.. ok fine,dun wanna talk about her liao,will spoil my enthu of 5566 =D k la,cannot chat more,muz do hw,heehe.. takkaires. hope can go 56 concert nor! then can meet jaslin jie oso.. her mum oso going leh! hee.. gonna ask my mum go oso.. hahaz...kk,stopping here.. love yaz! 9:01 PM

woots! going to 5566 a/s this sat! kekex... hmm,next next thurs is already eng! omg omg,it's realli too fast le la!!! haiz.. no choice nor! oh yea,today cai lao shi and mr yeo nv come.. so, no lesson... ms koh took over mr yeo's period,then cai lao shi's period,we're doing work.. mdm moh gave the instruction to me,but then the guys were not doing lo.. first 10 min like that.. esp that lcy.. hmphf! nv put me this rep in their eyes 1 leh... nv ask permission,then jus go toilet,somemore if all the guys go together lo.. stupid.. then today got back maths quiz,but then no marks.. coz think alot of ppl didn't do quite well.. but mr chong gave everybody full marks,unless u nv do correction.. actually he shouldn't do tt nor.. but since he did it,then forget it.. then da jie went to my class... for the prefect nomination.. my frens nominated me,so sad,charissa not selected! haiz! she so gd nor.. pity man! but now too late liao,argh! then the guys hor,go and tick their names lo! lcy,akash.. alvin still ok.. but they got interview de.. so, they might not get chosen..mr chong say volunteer urself.. i wanted to,but i felt that if volunteer urself,very thick skinned, and then like,will be hated by ppl? kekex.. but they nominate me,so i kinda of happi la,but i scared ppl say i wateva =(( but i wish to sec sch prefect,coz it's kind of,different feeling.. pri sch is scold scold scold,but sec sch lesser scolding,but it's fun coz we get to involve in lots of things, and then prefects are damn enthu de!!! so i lurve fuhua prefects.. esp. this year de,during sec 1 orientation,u prefects rocks! heheex.. then jus now me, jean, wanlin and elaine,we walk from sch to huayi opp there,then we go buy bubble tea.. wanted to walk pasar malam,but nth to walk,so nv walk.. then we talked hokkien all de way.. jean is learning from me and wanlin,then elaine is very irritated..hahaz.. coz she duno how to speak,lol.. then it's like,so fun lo! then we say we shall speak hokkien as much as possible next time.. haha.. then we say bb to wanlin,then jean and elaine come my hse.. i show then 5566 tou xin, hao jiu bu jian and bai se hua yang de mv.. and oso xiezhi de old ah ma.. haha.. then i play organ,jean use com,elaine see me play,then after that i let her play,i walk around,listen to music.. they left at about 4,then i learn my tou xin de dance..learn ok liao! practise my dance songs, then i watch da xiong yi shi jia,then 5 pm,i go watch kang xi,got shaowei and gino.. then turn to channel 8.. when ad,then i come in type,till now.kk,stopping here.. haiz,gotta do lantern,argh! damn ugly.. but hope acceptable lo! kk,takkaires.. 5566 rocks! buh buaiz.. lurve yaZ! 4:58 PM

Luv is a feeling,hard to be defined.
Luv is hard to come,also hard to find.
Luv is hard to stay,also hard to go away.
So is this the luv?The thing tt everyone search? ]]
this is wat jingrong typed in his blog.. u guys agreE? he has been asking, wat is lurve? wat is family?? i gave him 1 definition too.. i told him : love is a feeling.. a feeling which u cant describe, a feeling which u cant control.. it is jus like a drug.once u're involved in it,u cant get rid of it easily, it jus stays with u... sometimes it is sweet,but other times it can be bitter... dont u guys agree? i mean,this is wat i think la... love is jus like a trap..u will fall in whenever u r destined to.. once u fall in,it's difficult to get out of it.. sounds very scary huh? but love is like that,isn't it? it seems sweet,but it can be scary oso,esp when u r hurt, when ur bf/gf said "break up", ur heart breaks totally... not onli that time,when u wanna confess ur feelings,and u got rejected,ur heart breaks oso,isn't it? love is cruel.. when u dun wanna be involved,god purposely wants u to be involved.. is this fair? nah.. there's nothing fair in this world.. everything is destined.. u cant change the god's mind... haiz... is it good to fall in love? sometimes,u want to fall in love,u want to have a try of that sweetness,but... u r afraid.. afraid of the moments when ur heart will break totally.. afraid of the moments when the sweet memories will stop.. afraid to see ur beloved leaving u, going with another person... afraid to put a fullstop to the sweet memories,the sweet love.. that moment,u feel like stabbing urself, u felt that a knife is stabbing ur heart that moment, and ur heart is bleeding so much... it realli hurts... it hurts so much... nobody,nobody can mend it,onli him/her... seeing so much.. u still wanna fall in love? i think so =)) 12:07 AM

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