]]--Memories

2012-02-12T21:47:00.003+08:00

Boohs~ gonna be 10 le~
monday blues coming~~~ =X
Bt tdy, okok luhs. Managed to finish drafting comm funds thingy.
Ltr gotta pack bag n check n see if there's other stuff to do.
Tmr needa settle some fc stuff.
N gt accounting test tmr, hope it'll be ok!

Blogging using phone now cos wanna waste de batt.
Wanna charge phone using macbook n transfer photos over!
Took some photos w some1 jus nw, heehee.
Gt a new baby~! Hehs~

Changed fb profile pic too. Some1 change de.
Somehow, felt happy, hehs.
A small action, bt it means smth big to me x)

N we recalled, exactly a yr ago (again, haha)
Bt diff things happen exactly a yr ago for tdy k~ =p

Thinking if i shld get smth for v day for roomie~ maybe support de special proj haha.
See hw :)
Alright! Tts all for tdy? Hee~

thanks so much dear for the new baby~ finally! =P

love it alot, heehee. n thanks for changing the fb dp!

i know u didnt say anything but i know what u're trying to tell me =)

love u dear~! *muacks*

2012-02-12T00:40:00.003+08:00

exactly one year ago, at this time, i think im sitting outside in de living room.

I'm not sure of the exact time,

but exactly one year ago, i received a surprise.

a great surprise, a surprise that i really never expected that will happen.

mayb, thats why its a surprise,right? haha.

it's smth that i really nv expect some1 to do.

n its de first time he did that. haha.

still rmb, i was tricked.

was asked to open de door to check out smth, but didnt wanna believe.

tried to look thru peephole n saw nth so thought he's lying again.

but was convinced to open de door to check, n there i saw, a packet of thai salad hanging on the door.

1 word. surprised.

totally cant keep my mouth close.

n at that very moment, i was so so elated tt i dont know what was happening.

wanted to sms and instead, decided to call. wow. haha.

one of the rare times that i ate supper, at 12plus am.

n yes, smiling non stop when eating? haha.

so fast, its 1 year le. exactly 1 year.

1 year ago, the feeling is so different from now.

same person though. and perhaps, feelings are act still de same.

the feeling that i say is diff, is perhaps the situation, the context, etc.

today, everything is open.

1 yr ago, things were jus starting to get back into place.

amazing how time really flies.

thinking back, that 1 yr ago, really.. wow.. haha.

wont forget the feeling i had then.

a diff feeling for now, but i love both.

or rather, i guess i'll still prefer now, heehee.

but i wont forget, what happened, one year ago =)

becos it marks one of the many important dates.

and im glad today, we reminisced, and captured more memories again =)

though my plan kinda failed - didnt go for a great meal,and perhaps we cant go to botanic gardens or smth tmr,

im still glad of everything =) esp de photo, haha. simple, but nice =)

its a year, dear. not first anni, but since we started to meet and go out.

can u rmb what happened exactly 1 yr ago? since de surprise supper, to when we met, to that sneaky week? haha.

i know u wont forget =P

anw, thanks dear, for the photos today =)

2012-02-09T20:17:00.002+08:00

feels long since i'd blogged! haha.

promised to blog only after i finished my acct 2 tut n YAY.! finished x) so here i am~

anw, jus now, suddenly had de random thought again.

de thought of being so grateful for the people i'd met x)

went down to hall 9 jus now to see my best urleyian - simmunny! heehee.

to others, she's a pretty girl. she really is.

but she might be v quiet.

but somehow, i managed to click with her x) was so glad.

stayed with her throughout FOC. n we maintained contact.

still so close. though we rarely meet in sch.

but when we do meet, will feel so happy. haha.

so glad that im able to meet her x)

of cos, i'd said alot of times, the people that im grateful for, that are around me whenever i need them.

dun wanna repeat my story again luhs haha.

but yay! im so glad for all these people x) LOVE ALL OF YOU~~~

hmm~ today had a moody noon. partly cos of fin office bah but she didnt really scold la.

but still. a little bit of smth. but its ok le! dun worry abt me k girls =)

dinner-ed with roomie at pepperlunch. v long since i ate that actually. so it taste rather nice tdy? haha.

went for driving. i cleared up to 2.09 liao?! haha. nice~

but sometimes i'll still be a little reckless/careless =X oops~

did u-turning today and round about, quite cool =) n slopes~! haha.

uhm~ had exco vday exchange ytd~! super nice~! hahaa.

super funny la, totally awesome manz~!

wilson was really, omg.. really think he likes jenn lo. if nt he wont do that?!

its really like, confession alrd!

its only a gift exchange, but he gave a "fake" one which is alr a earpiece.

den at de end he still give blue roses! cos she said she like it.

n he went to find for it when the first 2 dont have?! wah seh wah seh~~~~

den de whole exco totally left de table and film what he says to her hahahaha.

im happy with mine too!

my angel-valentine gave me a cute bear! n said hope it can make me less stress haha x)

de other angel-valentine, lousy la. still tried to test me out de day before zzzz. haha

but its my day 2 buddy for FOC! urleyian ftw~! heex =D

tmr's NAF. guess it'll be fun~! x)

n also looking forward to this wkend~!

hope i can find a nice office top >.<

shop shop shop~

mus make full use of this wkend!

cos next weekend might nt be free and its de last before de countdown begins.. =X

n this wkend, shall have a nice meal, heehee x)

OKAYS. GO BATHE LIAO.

I THINK I STINK.haha x)

bye people! I LOVE U ALL =DDD

2012-02-05T21:27:00.002+08:00

suddenly the stress level comes back again.

dont know how i shld approach the relevant bodies to settle the stuff =X

guess i'll seek help from my president tmr bahs~

woosh~

2012-02-05T00:50:00.002+08:00

today, was really a great day =)

started in de morn, when i woke up at 730.

thought: wah, wake up at 730 even on sat =X oh well~

looked thru FM tutorial which i did de prev day, seeing if there is anything that comes to my mind.

since i was kinda tired de prev day.

was eating shou4 bao1 and fa4 gao1 steamed by mummy in de morn at the same time - nice~

she steamed so much; makes me feel blissful. she mus have been worried i wont have enough to eat.

n den decided to give up on FM cos i really dont understand.

decided to play on my organ and the good things started coming..

surprisingly, i can still rmb how to play na xie nian rather fluently despite not playing for rather long.

n den played canon also, as usual.

prepared, went out at ard 10plus.

went to PS, den vivo.

bought my presents for exco valentine's exchange.

ate kfc, haagen daaz, woots. haha.

and den jus walked ard randomly..

went PS's daiso, i like the structure there =)

as compared to IMM's. not bad ;)

after that, at night, went to alvin' s hse to join de rest for gathering.

jj jx gy zq ly.yumi came after our dinner.

it was really nice being with fuhuanites.

they are really the best.

nv felt awkward being with them though all are guys, probably cos im also abit brotherly w them le haha.

love this bunch of friends of mine. they are really awesome.

funny bunch of people, great bunch of friends.

they nv fail to make me laugh, make me feel so great =)

it was so comfortable and nice being with them;just being myself.

played a little mahjong, den poker after dinner.

a pity it was only a while.

but it was really great.

really really wish there would be more gatherings.

i miss all my fuhuanites, my beloved fuhua people~

long since i met my girls too~

though mum seemed abit unhappy thru de phone which was a bit weird,

i nv regretted what i did today =)

to compensate, shall dedicate my time to them tmr.

after all, i stayed in hall for a week.

cant go out on both days on wkends now.

mus give them a day too? hahas.

but the week of 18/19 might be tough =X aye~ see how lo~

alrights! shall blog till here =)

i love my fuhua peeps~! they're really awesome like mad x))

today was really really a good day =)

long since we had a full day tgt i guess?

or rather, quite rare that we'll have such a chance =)

contented with today, very happy indeed x) thanks dear, love u =)

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2012-01-31T20:53:00.001+08:00

everytime this song plays, i'll feel so...

one word: memories..

2012-01-30T00:45:00.001+08:00

oh forgot to mention!

met nat at wcp today~! hahaha x))

and anw, sushi tei's food is really not bad~! x))

2012-01-30T00:31:00.002+08:00

short post ok? haha.

jus wanna say, i feel abit guilty, for not doing work this wkend.

den again, i feel happy cos i think i enjoyed myself?

nt v happy but okok la,nt too bad =)

uhm. celebrated sl's bday today =)

happy with what we wore tdy, heeheex.

went mustafa!

surprisingly no smell there haha. quite a nice place to explore act.

shall go again soon? =)

anw. jan is ending =X

honestly, im feeling abit scared/worried.

perhaps about sch work, perhaps abt cac stuff.

surprisingly as i write this post, i feel motivated to study lolol.

mon n tue is gonna be busy n packed with sch work and cac stuff.

wed will be driving, proj.

thurs, driving, study w yz?

yeah, we gonna start our studying plan le. woots.

feb le nia, dun play play.

n u know what

i actally had de thought of "3 more months and im free" lolol!

cant wait? haha. but i tink its really gonna pass so quickly gosh~

but i really cant wait.

probably will be chionging my driving.

n den probably will find work?

n will be busy w cac stuff, bt nt sch work =D

wheee~ n i'll finish my year 1 =X one third of my uni life, GOODNESS~~~

ALRIGHTS!

tts all for tdy i guess?

dun really feel like updating alot abt past few days. dun wanna spend time recalling.

shall update my to-do-list.

n back to sch again tmr~!

2012-01-28T00:00:00.001+08:00

i must have been enemies with the finance office lady in my previous life =X

so many things that i can do wrong and make her angry, tsktsktsk.

i think i must be one of those in her blacklisted people =((

2012-01-25T15:34:00.001+08:00

The most heartwrenching thing, is when a couple has to part,
Not becos they dont love each other anymore,
Bt becos of religious or other stuff..

If only all these dont exist.
Religious, racial differences n whatever stuff.
Then perhaps, there'll be more happiness ard us..

If only all these could be ignored..
If only true love can really defeat them n overcome them..
Den we'll not have to be troubled over them..

Haish...
If only.. If only.. If only..

2012-01-19T23:24:00.005+08:00

im nt supposed to be blogging cos i kinda wasted too much time today.

in a way, im supposed to nua at work in hall from 8plus onwards.

but decided to go to dinner with urleyians and only settled back in hall now (11.24pm)

not that i regretted though. cos i did have quite some laughs =)

jus that i guess today im really not in a gd mood afterall?

nevertheless, things tt happened today made me realised some stuff.

once again, i feel lucky and blessed.

was it today? this morn was looking at tweets by linwan and est.

reminded me of my dearest girls. the lovely ones =) love here love there hahah.

miss them sia. hope we can meet again soon. even if its studying, i dun mind, seriously =)

n then, after gg fin office, went back to exco and karen tan and vincent were there.

had a short chat with them. n ranted to vincent, haha.

n den it kinda made me realised, though i kinda dont really like the job of being a FC, probably cos im nt fully adapted to it yet,

i dont think i regret joining exco. becos they're really a bunch of great people.

people who u know are working tgt with you, knowing the problems u face frm the sch officers,

chionging and piaing tgt, and there for u to rant, complain, or even seek advice from.

for that, i didnt regret joining the exco. its indeed an experience.

and probably, it allowed me to realise and ponder over, do i really suit finance jobs?

vincent mentioned today abt banking people slogging their lives off,earning money but no life to spend.

gosh,real sad. i'll nv want that. i'll nv sacrifice my life for money.

balance, is what i wan =) i dont need that much money. i'll definitely have time for my loved ones =)

somehow a part of me tells me that i wont like banking jobs, esp seeing how de finance dept works in ntu.

but then again after accounting, i feel it might be ok.

well, still seeking advice up till now. hope will get an enlightenment somewhere~

n today, had a short htht session with ntu sem1 mates.

i think they're really nice great peeps =)

look forward to hanging out with them more often,really.

im really glad to know them.

sad that i missed dinner with them though.

contemplating between them n urleyians but went with urleyians cos i promised first. oh well.

hope to have meals with them soon again =)

n then dinner w urleyians, crazy as usual.haha.

so many great people around me.

apart frm de above, i wont forget my aaacjx.

wont forget my dearest dan, and also some1.

and all de too many awesome ones.

what more can i ask for? =)

thanks all. love u all a million bits =)

really wish to see you right now. really wish to talk to you.

why mus u have enforced lights out tdy, why mus my hp die so early jus now..

then cant chat w u much,boohs~ cant wait for sat la ~~~

2012-01-17T09:58:00.002+08:00

suddenly feel like blogging~!

10 more min n im going out for my busy day~

duno why,i felt rather happy today.

i think tues will be my happy though busy day.

probably cos im meeting my usual sem 1 mates.

n probably cos after today, de days will seemed better, since today is de longest day =D

additionally, some1's apps msg in the morn brightens up my day further =D

woke up at 730, thought i'll wake up n felt kinda ga.

really feel like slping more.

n so i did, continue to slp after replying apps and yay! slept for another hr x))

doing a little bit of studying nw with dotty~

at least i managed to read smth? =) woots~

n i might change my timetable, n get a 3-day work week! =D

but i will probably stay back in hall as often too cos dotty gt morn classes.

but my timetable will look much nicer =D wooohs~

alrights~! tts all for today? dun feel like blogging le, heex~

bye ppl~! have a good day ;)

2012-01-15T11:12:00.001+08:00

Haish.. U know what??
I was flipping thru the recruit section of ytd's papers.
Bought it cos was discussing abt studies n career issues in de morn ytd w asy.
N then u know what?
I couldnt find any ad put up by STB or any hotels.
Instead, almost every page has a company looking for accountants/finance officers etc.
So it occurred to me tt if i specialise jn banking n finance, i probably can really secure a job.

Bt u know what?
I really dun haf much passion for it.
Instead, when i see sentosa, i immediately zoomed in to look at all the positions available.

So how? Shld i really go for a degree whr career prospects r really good?
Bt i really dun like it?
Its like, doing my current FC job for a few years or mayb the rest of my life.
I duno eh. I really duno if i'll be able to do tt.
I thought i can.
Bt after talking to asy ytd, somehow banking finance isnt really my type.
I dun mind if i jus take de degree, bt can allow me to work in de sector tt i wan.
Bt im afraid de jobs that i wan will require another job? Haish :(
Why is this so tough, like seriously :((
Sian la :((

Anw today's really gonna be a sian day bah.
Will be alone de whole day.
Nt gg out cos some1 gt duty.
Parents also nt home cos in msia.
Cousin went to work alrd. Will only.be bac at night, ard 10.
Haish, really feel quite sian nehs.
No mood to start studying. Really :(

2012-01-13T23:54:00.002+08:00

today, is friday the 13th.

its 13th, so in a way its a happy day for me.

but its friday, n so, labelled as the black friday.

today, both happy and sad things happen.

HAPPY

1. finally met roomie =)

had some htht with her. nice as usual =)

realised i actually kinda miss them.

n when we settled down in our room, everything seemed so familiar.

i think i'll be sad about leaving hall cos wont be able to stay w her.

she's probably my best memory for hall =)

2. met fuhua peeps.

had lunch with roomie, nat and jingyi.

then back to hall, alvintan joined thereafter, and gossip plus chatting session.

had to say, it was really rather nice.

3. Ushering at first campus concert

didnt know yu ke wei was a china singer haha.

surprised by all the ATs, seriously.

almost the whole audi are them. goodness.

but i kinda like ushering.

didnt do much job actually. but was actually high when i managed to have a little job.

i shld try to find such part time jobs perhaps huhs lol.

but the singer really sings quite nicely act =) nt bad~!

n exco took photo w her,woots! x)

4. exco?

duno eh. somehow, do feel abit nice being in exco.

i mean, the peeps are really nice to play with somehow.

they are real great. alot of ppl said this in evaluation n i believe its true =)

SAD

actually only one main thing.

my aunt passed away. paternal side's 4th aunt.

was feeling quite weird cos i dont feel real sad/break down when i gt de news.

but den jus now at night, do feel abit gaga as i was alone.

start to think of her a little.

wasnt tt close to her, cos she cant really speak chi.

but we always visit her when we go bac. she's rather close to my dad.

n my closest cousins are her daughters.

she used to take care of my granny. n when she passed away, she tried her best to sorta take care of us too when we go back.

jus find it a pity, that she cant live to see her granddaughter.

but well, its gd that she leaves too. if not it'll be rather terrible for her.

its cancer anw, that brought her away.

like wat gong says, she'll be in a better place.

rest in peace, aunt.

umm. feeling better now actually.

after releasing the tears and gaganess. thanks gong.

dad and mum went bac msia alrd, supposedly left me alone but my cuzzie came out to work for a few days so yeah.

hao la. end of first week of sem 2 le.

quite some readings to do act. hope i can do them haha.

go n slp le. tmr meeting asy for breakfast =)

goodnight people.

thanks gong, for jus now. so glad u managed to come out in de end cos i really needed that shoulder =)

hope u like de cheesecake and choco cornflakes =) dun finish all de cornflakes by urself hor!

can actually display out as one of the goodies u know haha =P mutouludou =)

2012-01-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

printing notes now~

benlai thought can print tmr before cleaning our room.

but dotty cant make it cos tmr jj open hse~

so change of plans. wanna save on transport cost too!

so since she cant make it,i shall nt go to sch tmr too =)

will stay at home and bake~! n study =X

so now printing the notes i need.

den mayb fri then i'll go print the other whole chunks~!

many of the lecturers uploaded everything so can print all at one shot already.

so mayb thats what i'll do bahs o.O

but v scared will print till v luan =X alahs~

hmm today felt nice!

i really think it was cos i met my sem1 frens.

it felt so super nice.

even meeting those frm de same class but nt same clique.

we'll still wave and say hi and smile super widely haha.

super nice =)

n then my IT class' grpmates seemed nice too~! happy happy =DDD

n i think cos my next 2 days i dun need to go to sch,so i feel v happy heehee.

but LOTSA READINGS TO DO NIA =((

esp for accounting,gdness =(

dun even dare to print sssssss.

still slacked all de way today. mayb later will do some revision lo haha.

HARDWORKING RIGHT.

i scared sia. 13feb is our first quiz liao?! 1 MONTH LATER LEH OMGGGG =((

n why all on de 13 sia.. but nvm, my lucky days,so i will do well =D heeheex.

tmr, bake.

thurs, first driving lesson!

fri, meeting asy! n last day of de week!

after next week, CNY!!! WHEEEE!!! ahaha.

ohoh~! ytd i had meeting till 12 plus.

yiokiang longbang me to outside ntu to take cab.

then he said he'll stop me infront of any cabs if he sees one ahaha.

n den while we stopped at the red light, there is a taxi beside.

den he ask me, want not? den he drove beside de taxi to check if its not hired.

n when its nt, he asked me again,den slowly wind down window.

de taxi driver saw i think, n he nodded his head hahaha.

so i jus alighted and went into the cab. funny lehs!

but de road only has the 2 cars,so i guess tts why its ok hahaha.

super nice =P

n today my accounting lecture's lecturer is super lol!

she has this message centre thingy, whr we can send in msg by typing "LT1A" hahahha.

and it really works!

n ppl start spamming all kinds of stuff.

den say love her lecture, love her, love accounting.

got one say wat, wanna marry her or wat is it?

den she started saying about her 6 yr old son.

n de person replied saying will take care of her n her son LOLOL!!!!!!

super lol la n de whole LT cheered hahahaha.

okok,enough of updates? =D

hope the girls will enjoy ur first day of school tmr~! i mean for linwan that slacker =P

and also for jodie =)) jiayou okies *lovelove*

JIAYOU EVERYBODY =))

and to you too my dear x) poor u,so busy recently.

cant wait for fri/sat? =)

2012-01-08T22:04:00.003+08:00

tmr, is de official start of the new sem.

really feeling sian =(

once in a while, i have de mood and prep for tmr. for de new start.

starting to write and plan in my planner again

pack bag, etc etc.

but really will feel sian lops =(

cant wait for CNY? lol.

what my senior say is right sia. this 2 weeks sure cant pay attention much cos gt CNY lol.

anw, the sian-ness started from morn sia.

mayb cos nt fully recovered yet, so double sian-ness.

though went out w some1, but somehow, boohs~ n went home early too~

guess once sch starts, the mood comes back then wont be tt bad alrdy bahs?

but i jus realised that my timetable really quite sucky ehs =X

my wed no lesson,den thurs, suddenly pop out one tutorial in de middle.

mayb really can make me mug, but duno how we're gonna stay in hall.

as in,when. mayb will try to stay all days cos for dotty, den perhaps also to make myself study.

perhaps exco stuff will be heavy and busy also. duno lehs~ see how lops~

yet to discuss w her.

wed go clean up,den see how lops.

n den still gotta cope with driving too o.O well wells~

alrights~

jiayou for sem 2 lo everyone~!

may it be a good one for everyonez >.<

2012-01-06T00:41:00.001+08:00

I really really feel v blessed.
N i think im really lucky.
Though there r times tt i'd been disappointed, those r really nth nw, when u mentioned abt those big things.
So long since we'd recapped what we went thru.
N i cant help bt have those happy tears roll down.

We'd been thru so much.
N im so glad tt we managed to find bac each other.
Yeah. Its like, fated to be :)
Ppl dun haf to know.
We dun need photos to show others.
Bt we know deep inside, all the memories we had be it sweet or bitter.
All the impt things. All the little things. All the feelings we have.

Thanks some1. U really.. I duno wat to say haha.
But, im really so glad, n blessed.
GREEN bean log :')

2012-01-05T21:10:00.002+08:00

cough cough cough.tsktsk.

slept super lot today.

but still feel rather tired leH?

first time eh. slept so much :O

somehow feeling that there'll be fever but i tink dun haf bah.

better not kays >.<

haish. thurs end le. tmr fri liao! sian max =(

boohoos~

oh well. mus start to get back the studying feel le.

but i think it wont start next wk, since i gt wed n thurs free.

n mon only go for lesson in de morn?

still haven discuss with roomie when she wanna move bac n stuff~

act.. having some thoughts..

today, dun seemed like a good day for some people.

was having a sorta chat w some1 today..

n well.. was thinking of some stuff.

many of us, are probably not doing things that we like today.

perhaps we thought it'll be ok, but it turned out not to be.

like for me, i thought i'll enjoy being in exco.

actually,it was ok. but de job as a FC, probably doesnt fully suits me too.

same for some1.

bt well, since we chose this path, we gotta face it, yeah?

mayb its a wrong path, but somehow, i believe it'll teach us something.

at least, it teaches us a lesson that this is not our path bah haha.

well! when life gives u lemon, make lemonade =)

life's not gonna be easy, who said it is?

it once was, i guess. bet everybody still misses the secondary sch times when everything was so simple.

but as we grow older, things get more complicated. in all areas.

as much as we dun wan them to happen, they will still happen.

what can we do? jus accept it,and face it.

just hope we will not change despite facing these stuff.

the most important thing, is still to be urself =)

the one that you love yourself to be most.

dont change jus to cater to someone,or others.

the most important thing, is to love urself, and be urself.

dont care about what others think. dont be someone that ppl like bt u urself dont like =)

when we face such situations, we will inevitably feel gaga and lost bahs.

den will think of lotsa stuff.

but i guess its a part n parcel of life bahs. we jus gotta stay still and firm =)

jiayou everyone!

the path infront is nt easy, be it whr r u.

in ns, in uni, in workplace.

but rmb that we're all in these tgt.

ur friends, ur loved ones.

we can all do it! jiayou kies! =)

we're all in this tgt =) im w u, u're w me. we can face all the problems kies <3

2012-01-05T12:15:00.002+08:00

wah, feeling so terrible today.

woke up 3 to 4 times in just 2h plus.

drank too much water ytd bahs, but its ought to la.

another round of drinking lotsa water today.

throat felt super duper dry n painful this morn.

super xinku~ then gt runny nose also.

nt really runny but flu la huhs.

den abit of headache also.

wah, terrible like mad >.<

decided shall nt go clubbing tonight bah, really will be cham sia.

went to exchange books with siying jus now. somehow gt de feel of studying liao =X

but today really jus feel like nuaing at home bahs.

quite sian w nth to do but i duno wat to do either =X

oh anw. was looking at facebook.

n bbrrrr. really dun understand why ppl like to show off their boobs so much.

its like, half de boobs are shown liao?

fine if they are big and nice la, but mus u put on fb and show like, everyone?

jus find it so eeeew.

dun understand what these people are thinking, seriously.

i jus find it disgusting. yuckssss.

ok, off to nua more =X

2012-01-05T00:15:00.002+08:00

just a short blog post bah.

wanna blog jus now, but started chatting and the feel is gone.

starting to cough a little, think it'll get more serious soon =X

ate fries and chips today somemore =X

spent 1h plus idling ard jp alone tdy, kinda sian. oops~

but after that teoheng w liuqi est yz.

short one, but yeah, nt bad bahs =)

dinner at EWF at holland V.

met charissa otw back.

walked back home. tired. no idea why, but yeahs.

started to feel sian,probably cos sch is starting next week.

really feeling sian. tmr is thurs n yet im nt v happy.

boohs. n im gonna go clubbing,tsk.

really dun feel like gg but needa go.n its frm 10 to 3 sia. why dun start at 8 or smth.

den i can leave earlier =(

den still mus cab back after that, wah sianzzzzz.

oh yes. reminded me. haven study ftt. gotta study tmr liao =X

n den. oh yes. im gonna start baking my choco cornflakes next week.

thinking of making some oreo cheesecakes too.

if i hve de time bah. i think i have though. see how~

realised that i have to do de choco cornflakes next week cos de following wk, is gonna be a few days before cny liao!

fast ttm =X but yay! =) can wear new clothes =)

but haven slim down, boohs~~~ tsktsktsk. angryz.

haish =(

hope i'll be stressed enough to lose some in next sem.

ok la. abit headache liao.

go slp le.

anwz.

something happened.

had a chat w elf jus now.

n yeah. it made me realised, im actually quite fortunate.

i will complain at times but act, disregarding all de tangible items and stuff,

im actually quite lucky. becos we dont face those problems.

i never knew of this until i see wat happen to ppl ard me.

im contented le.

gong, we're really lucky. duno how to say here, shall tell u again =)

but yeah, fortunate to have u =)

2012-01-01T22:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 TO EVERYBODY~!!!!!!!! =DDD

woohoo~! its a new year le~!

omg, 2011 really pass super quickly uhs?! =X

anws, did my 2011 reflections liao haha.

2012 resolutions, jus the usual simple ones, cos i duno wat to wish for.

same old things. good results. family and frens to be happy.

almost every girl's : slim down? haha.

n maybe, just a smooth year ahead? in all areas =))

that's de general one. specifically, duno wat to say now so nvm ba =)

I AM SO HAPPY THAT I HAD AN AWESOMEST YTD N TODAY =D

THE LAST DAY OF 2011 AND FIRST DAY OF 2012 X)))

ytd morn go market w parents, n managed to buy a pair of shorts and a shirt!

den walked ard to buy cny deco.

den went jp, bought another shirt! ahaha. oh no~ =P

after that was 4E5 LUNCH!!!!!

omg i was so excited when i see de peeps at the interchange.

cant stop smiling and felt real happy and excited!

though de lunch wasnt tt gd - went to fig n olive cos no space in other restaurants =X,

it was still awesome cos it was filled with laughters and happiness =DDD

nt much photo taking cos most were guys

but still it was great =D

walked ard after that randomly. n chatted. till 4 plus before i went to meet some1 =)

oh, at longjohn in clementi mall, there was actually a bird there!

it kept flying ard, probably cant find its way out =(( sad~ hope it eventually managed to survive~! =)

after that, went back home, n then waited for de arrival of guests~!

my awesome 2c/4e5 peeps coming over for countdown+stayover~! x))

girls came first and we stayed in my room to have girls' session =D

chat till 11plus den we went boonlay to countdown~!

somehow the time was delayed i think?

our phones showed 00:00 but it was still 2 min away =X

n then they said less than 20sec, n it took damn long before we countdown from 10 =X

we suspect the fireworks had prob haha. but oh well~

glad de peeps found it ok =)

but then had disgusting banglah experiences, YUCK.

a grp purposely bumped into me. i know they did it purposely cos they said sorry like,immediately kind? n frm de tone that they give, tsk.

n then another grp suddenly approached us girls when we were standing thr waiting for de guys.

n kept waving and smiling and saying happy new year. eeeeks~! scared yz totally lo =X

after that, went back home, chatted abit more before we gathered tgt to play indian poker.

haha.

super funny luh the videos hahhaa. wait for alvin to upload =D

played till 4 plus n then some guys KO-ed, girls except est also laid down,

but jy n i didnt really get to slp~

est alvin jj p3 jk survived de night~ hahaha.

and then at 7plus we headed off for our first meal of 2012: mcdonald's breakfast~!

after which, went back rested a while n chat w mum, den headed out again.

pro uhs, only slept ard 1h plus and nt v deep kind too.

but still can go out haha.

went town to see if there's any offer and stuff.

found our shirts! n some1 bought lotsa stuff :O

cos OG gt sale,haha. CHINATOWN WAS CRAZY SIA =XXX

but good deal somehow la ;) and had curry chicken yayz~! n de fishball is nice~! =D

hmm~ act thats about all, but duno why, feel v happy today x)

yups~! had an awesome first day of 2012~!

actually it started from the fireworks isnt it haha.

but yup,apart from my stomachache, the day was really great~! x)

wheewhoo~! i hope this marks a good start for 2012~!!!!!!!

geex~! really love today,hehs~! cant wait to wear de shirt tgt! x)

glad to have my first day of 2012 spent with u dear~

2011-12-29T22:25:00.002+08:00

Time to do some reflections for 2011!!

Wont be able to have time to blog the next 2 days.

mayb short posts, but no time for long posts, cos gt slpovers.

so here i am =)

just uploaded the childhood photos on fb! haha.

had been wanting to do that but kept on dragging.

finally did that! haha. nice memories =)

2011 is a rather happening year bahs?

let's see~ not in order of importance!

but will try to post in chronological order~! =)

1) Work

worked in 2 places, EMAS and SPX.

gotta say, EMAS is whr i really enjoyed working at.

though the pay is lower than at SPX, the working envt, the ppl, they are all much better.

made frens, and not jus colleagues.

ivan, shiyun, affandi, yuhao, juwita, hanna.

they are all nice people that i'd made friends with, and im really glad to know them =)

esp ivan - he really gave me lotsa insights =)) a nice fren definitely.

n shiyun - glad that we still kept in touch. awesome~!

SPX, honestly, nth much for me to say about that.

but my superior was really nice to always treat me la~ nice food then haha.

2) A Level Results.

yeah, got the results in march.

and then started to think of whr to go, apply, and etc.

nth much abt this i guess?

but hmm, this probably leads to one of the decisions made.

dont wanna say much about this though, but yeah~ =)

oh, results wise, nt those real good kind but not bad?

kinda satisfied with it,so yeah =)

3) Relationship

This year, was a special year for me, cos i had some1 now.

it was a tough fight. a tough run.

frm last year, till early this year.

the 3-4 months were rather bad. well, there were good times of cos.

but until the final decision was made, it was not that good.

afterall, there isnt any conclusion and stuff.

but yeah, im glad that after all the tough times, everything came to an end.

a happy ending, and a new beginning =)

we overcame all those obstacles, cleared all the misunderstandings and doubts of the past.

and now, we're facing a new phase.

with somemore problems and challenges ahead, both in our diff areas.

but i believe we can overcome them =) just like how we did.

thanks some1, for being here with me. thanks for everything.

u know what i wanna say, shall not say much here too.

green bean =)

4) University

a new phase of life : university.

the last stage of study life.

got into NBS, kinda what i wan to - business.

passed my first sem alr, results not at second upper, but glad that didnt fare that badly either.

stayed in hall. nt very active as i thought i will be, haha.

but nice experience staying with a fren =)

more active in CAC, probably cos of de camp i went.

and yeah, knew alot of awesome frens there. gg for my urley gathering tmr too =)

i think Urley is really the best grp of people i've known so far in uni.

glad i made good frens in tutorial classes too but nt as close to them.

and next sem gonna be separated frm most of them too =( aye~

got into Exco as fin con. stressful, and have yet to fully take control of the role.

hopefully everything will be fine and i'll be able to get hold of it soon =)

1/6 of my uni life is over, hope de rest will be good~!

5) friends?

i guessed this year, i had alot of meetups and catchup sessions with frens.

esp during the period when we're working.

so will have the time after work, to meet and catchup =)

really love those catchup times! really great.

with the girls, with asy, with aaacjx, with jos, recently with geogers.

many many~ =) and it was all so great~ lovely~!

hope will have more chances to catch up with them =)

hmm, and also getting closer to old frens and new frens?

knowing of jack n sl. getting closer to yz dorothy.

awesome max x) really really glad that i have so many lovely people ard me~!

and im glad that many of them found their partners too =)

it was really a happy thing to see friends around you being so blissful and happy =)

of cos i do hope my girls get theirs soon too, haha.

dont worry, they will appear ;) haha.

for those who alr found theirs, stay happy and blissful yeahs~! x)

hmm, i think that's about all bah! haha.

i specially would like to thank my beloved girls, est wl kl, and asy, and xiaoclar and elf, and dan, for staying by my side when i need u guys.

be it during the beginning of the year when im facing the probs and was feeling lost,

or now and then when im feeling down and needed someone to complain to and stuff.

oh, and my secret stalker jodie, and jia, who will also respond when seeing my unhappy tweets haha.

thanks to all of you x)

wont forget u all even though i had some1 now kays.

still need u all by my side, esp to help me deal w some1 when he let me down =P haha.

thanks loves! love all of you! x)

wheee~! alrights~!!!!

2011 had been a happening year

hope 2012 will be a better year~! for you, for me, for everyone~!!!!!!!!!

2011-12-28T23:51:00.002+08:00

i think i'd changed.

i'd changed to be more demanding.

i dun like this me.

when some1 told me i could use log green bean,

i wasnt v happy.

if it was me in the past, a few years bac, i guess i'll be v happy.

cos its like,a secret code that only we 2 know.

but somehow, im nt that happy now.

was it cos i was thinking of some stuff jus now, thats why?

perhaps a few days ltr i'll be ok and will be happy using that again.

but right now, i somehow will think further/deeper and will feel a little sad instead.

i duno whats going on in me.

i duno is it my prob.

this is not going to work.

i mus learn to not expect too much.

i mus learn to be contented.

i used to be contented with everything ard me.

n now, i still have all de good things ard me, so what am i complaining?

perhaps its cos of the people ard me and the way that they behave.

n tts why i'll compare, and wanna match up with them.

but no, i shldn't. i will not and must not.

im contented with my life, im contented with what i have.

though not openly shown to others, its ok.

why do i have to show others what i have?

right, i might be envious of others when i see some stuff.

but i have other stuff that the others might not have too, and that people might be envious of too.

jus that i dont show out, but not showing out doesnt mean its not present.

as long as i know its presence, its enough =)

nice, blogging always makes me feel better.

was feeling down and going to slp w red eyes, but had de sudden feel of blogging.

n here i am, venting out, and as i vent out, i wrote n wrote,

and i got to reflect upon myself and end off again with a positive note =)

i like this!

okies,im still de old me,i haven change,heex.

nights everyone

nights some1, log green bean =)

2011-12-27T17:52:00.002+08:00

i used to wonder, how can ppl forget their first love, or their other ex-es, and move on to love others?

wont they think of the first, or their ex?

n then i wonder about what these people will say: "the feelings i had for you, is now a memory"

actually i picked that up from a tv drama serial haha.

but same same la ah =)

n in another case, i did wonder, is there really a case where someone who confess to u and u dont like them?

i believe there is la.

but i used to think that when someone expresses their love to you,

you'll somehow have some feelings and might agree to it.

haha. but then of cos, now i know,this is nt de case.

but still, im quite amazed by how people know if the one is or is not the right one.

perhaps i nv encounter this so im nt sure of this.

so far, only met one, and feel that's de one already.

didnt meet any that makes me feel i like but will nv love him o.O haha

but anyway, responding to my own qns above, i somehow found de ans.

perhaps that was the thinking when we were young.

now that we grew up alr, we start to understand more.

mayb its instinct, mayb its fate, or wat, that somehow tells u that he/she is or is not the one.

it may seem bad of the person when they say the other party is not the one.

and that they cannot start over again becos they fell for another.

but i guess, this is fate, disguised somehow and telling u, that u 2 are not the right ones.

somehow, im glad, that i wasnt faced with these.

i used to imagine hw it'll be, whether i'll really be able to forget the first when im with another.

but thank goodness, i dont have to experience that, haha =)

perhaps i'll have less experience, haha. but that doesnt matter la ah =)

everybody will face diff situations, but i realised afterall, u'll realise all love stories are about de same nia haha.

ok, i realised my thoughts might nt be concrete bt hmm~ whatever, hehs.

but today, had some thoughts, n i really feel very happy.

i think im v lucky.

i face problems, but they always turned out to be solved.

unhappy things will always turn out to have a happy ending.

i think im v lucky, to have that some1.

thinking back about our past, looking at our present, and imagining our future,

i really feel very glad, blessed, and happy.

n of cos, frm ytd's incident, i know i have those great friends around me too.

to protect me and stand by my side when some1 let me down.

to be ready and there to help me punish that some1 haha =P

thanks my dear and loves~!

becos of all of you, im a blessed and happy girl =))

2011-12-26T20:50:00.002+08:00

feeling so sian~

somehow i think its de thought of gg to sch tmr D:

n its left with the last 2 weeks le,rarr~

sch is gonna start soon =(( boohoos~

not ready at all. really =(

suddenly wonder if i can get back to hall life,tsktsk.

anw, today was a nice day =)

somehow went out longer than expected.

guess some1 was trying to make up for it yes?

n u did la, haha =) de day really turned out great =))

yeah, morn was rather terrible =X

but i guess its these unhappy moments that will make us appreciate other better moments more =)

n its these upset moments that made us realise the important things =)

went to f21,wanted to buy de shirt, but i duno why, dont seemed as nice today! =(

n so i turned out to not buy it, save de $39 for other purposes x)) hehs~

vivo was FILLED WITH PEOPLE =X

had secret recipe and that service staff is nice hahaha. polite i mean.

like a maid sia "yes ma'am, thank you, enjoy your meal~" hahaha

i suspect its a thai! he really sounds like one o.O

last few days of 2011~ duno how i'll spend it? haha

somehow hope the countdown plan will be on~! =)

every day spent with you is a nice one =) today, despite the morn, was really great =)

thanks dear. hope u will be able to join for de countdown!

2011-12-25T23:16:00.002+08:00

on valentine's day, people always say,

there's no need to specially buy presents or what.

because as long as u're with ur love, everyday is valentine's day.

den here, i wanna do some slight editing/addition.

to me, doesn't mean that presents are a must on special occasions/festivals.

but doesn't mean that they cannot be given randomly too =)

everyday with ur love one is a day worth remembering =)

sorry gong. i admit compared to you, im less frank.

i promise to be fully truthful and nt hide them within me le okays.

2011-12-22T00:50:00.001+08:00

not to mention, enjoy the last 2 weeks of holi before the crazy sem starts~!

2011-12-22T00:31:00.002+08:00

results out le.

gpa 3.81. only got 1 A-. n its my stats. still maths, as usual,lol.

surprised by my mktg, actually got higher than my OB?!

when i thought my mktg will be the worst =X

but oh well, my elective was the lousiest.

n becos of that, i regretted nt SU-ing it.

if I SU it, i could have gotten a 4! =(

blame it on my stubbornness. keep thinking that i'll be able to get thru it.

n then it proved me wrong. haish.

at first when i see,im still ok de.

but den when i realised i could get a 4 if i SU my elective,

start to feel sian alr.

saw 1 tutorial mate's fb status n knew he did well.

somehow wanna ask around and see how others do.

but den again, i dun wanna compare either.

if they do gd, will make me feel sad.

if they do bad, it'll probably jus make me feel better, but also bad cos im like, ba zi ji de kuai le jian zhu zai bie ren de tong ku shang?

oh wells! i jus have to pia for next sem le!

with CAC workload, really hope i can do it.

hopefully the timetable will be able to let me spend more time on studying.

and with some1 being away for a month, it gives me no excuses but to work hard and only study that month.

n hopefully, accounting & FM, which i hope are similar somehow to math,

which means i will be able to do relatively well? let's hope okays~

JIAYOUZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!

LETS ALL WORK TOWARDS OUR 2ND UPPER >.<

2011-12-21T20:32:00.002+08:00

as time passes, as we grow older, we tend to miss the past more n more.

i miss how we used to have the luxury to take long mrt rides,

to diff shopping centres all around singapore.

i miss how things can be so simple in the past.

how we can still play near exam periods.

how exam dont seem that important? i mean,those sec 2 times.

today saw jingyu's msg for me.

n i somehow really hope that we can have a 2c gathering at my hse next wk.

wont forget the days where my place becomes a 2nd hangout place for 2c peeps.

those days were really great.

oh wells~ we cant always live in the past. we gotta move on~

borrowed some baking and scrapbooking books today.

suddenly have the urge to try out cheesecakes,haha.

n wanna bake some newyear cookies also?

shall look thru de recipes and see how bah~

so fast, its thurs le.

as much as i wan de weekends to come, i do not wish for them as the sooner they come,the sooner a week ends and the sooner the sch starts.

back to life in hostel, suddenly feel i might nt get used to it again? =X oh wells~

tmr's results.

probably will check before gg out, though nt sure what time its out.

bless me >.<

2011-12-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

end of tue lo~

somehw feeling gd,mayb cos this wk most prob nt gg sch le! =P

today's starwars failed =X most probably jus sticking to the assigned timetable =X

jus hope tt will have some1 i know n hopefully quite close in all classes bahs!!

went out w kiddos today, sinful day w all de food haha.

n somehow unlucky day for us,esp alvin?

felt guilty suggesting empire state.

getting more n more disappointed w them le sia?

no pizza, no ribs,gdness =XX

but hope they like de souvenirs~

tmr shall be a slack slack day~

shall nua in bed until max 11, den prepare n go out w yz to lib.

wanted to look for cooking books, n i shall look for scrapbooking books too! hehhehs~

i need ideas and help~ im really bad at art =(( boohoos~

n i gt sudden urge to go to ntuc and buy all the healthier snacks.

to go on diet :O

i feel fat =(( boohs =((

thurs will be out w asy!

n results will be out that day =X will probably see it before going out i guess.

hope everything will be fine.

seeing ppl knowing their results today are scary =(

congrats to those who did rather well, like est and sl i believe.

n to those who didnt do as well, dont be discouraged k! have faith~!

i hope i can do rather well of cos =X but somehow i dun feel positive ehs =((

shall see bahs~

if i do well, shopping will be a reward.

if not,it'll be a vent of unhappiness lolol.

den fri~ morn nth yet. night exco cohesion.

still duno if wanna stayover but mayb most likely not lo.

cos sat gg msia visit relatives + shopping =D

see hw see hw =))

n woots~! i think lg is so cute, haha =P

2011-12-18T22:36:00.003+08:00

a simple weekend.

but passed rather quickly =(

joined some1's class chalet.

played a little, chat abit, den went for private time alone =)

impromptu movie - alvin&chipmunks3! haha x)

den back to chalet, all aslp~ so we joined them too~

this morn, all woke up rather late, haha.

went to marina n walked a little. headed home in de noon.

simple uhs? but time passed v fast leh =X

3 more weeks of holi left =X

still packed as usual.

now busy w planning of timetable.

supposedly dun haf to do anything, but in order to be in de same classes as my frens,need to change classes =X

sian. makes me feel v sian lo.

n duno why. today really feel rather sian since back home.

jus feel like nua-ing.

somehow feel that there's stuff to do but dun feel like doing anything =X

love to nua nowadays eh.

ayeeee~

this week is once again packed.

w outings though? managed to find days to nua though.

ok la.

though i duno what i can do at home but, i somehow rather nua =X

alrights.

may this week be a good week!

last 10plus days of 2011 alr! WOW =X

this wkend really seemed short. dont seem to spend alot of time tgt =(

but then we had another first time ;) hehs~ nice x)

n tdy when u took out de lucky charm, i feel so touched, i duno why. haha =))

2011-12-16T01:22:00.002+08:00

AWESOME DAY TODAY =)))

met up with pri sch tchers - fav mrs lim and mdm foo in the morning.

had some great catch-up and talking, with awesome food~

heard some stories, talked about some near adult stuff, haha.

den played monopoly w ryan n mrs lim haha =))

den shopped ard bugis while waiting for time to pass, before meeting liuye to pass her some stuff.

really glad i have such a good predecessor~

n after that off to meet my awesome urleyians!

nice dinner at medz, rather cheap actually.

but de food that i ordered was okok only.

guess shld have try others? o.O

but luckily nt v ex.

had a bday surprise for great GL tommy x)

took lotsa lotsa photos~!

didn't know orchard central has 12 storeys high. with long escalators.

haha.

had lotsa laughters w them as usual, love my urleyians =))

after that was de worst. red-line train broke down.

lotsa ppl packed ard that area.

by right we can take red line to city hall n change bt there's too many ppl.

so we decided to walk to dhoby.

n clever me n tommy, didnt think of de purple line which can take us frm dhoby to outram, den change to east west line.

instead, we only thought of circle line,which will take us a whole loop before reaching buona vista in 45min.

n so we took de circle line and otw i wondered, why dont they jus link harbourfront and dhoby tgt? den it forms a cycle circle line.

n then i look closer. THEY ARE LINKED. JUS THAT BY PURPLE NORTH EAST LINE INSTEAD OF CIRCLE LINE.

OH MY GOSHHHHH.

*bangs head* lol. really lo. dont know what's in our mind. guess we're too tired alr.

n so, we alighted, took back to dhoby again, n took de originally correct route.

n we wasted like, i think 20min becos of that. plus de walking n stuff? D:

super super tired~

But nonetheless,i think today is a good day =)

tmr, hope morn will be fine cos gonna go finance office again.

but my predecessor told me to not take her emotions to heart.

cos she's one who displays her mood out. if she's in bad mood,will jus vent on you.

so cannot take it seriously and let it affect you.

hope i can do that!

n after consulting some people, somehow decided i shld aim for banking and finance.

if i really cant den will take tourism perhaps? or now im thinking of HR.

but ya, first choice banking n finance bah.

but i will still aim to work in a hotel ;) ahaha.see how see how~

okies~ go settle some stuff n perhaps go to slp le.

nights~

n i cant wait for gossip session w dan n alvin tmr

n i cant wait for chalet on sat =)

2011-12-14T20:19:00.003+08:00

haish. how.

i feel that im starting to be fearful of my cac job.

or mayb, the finance office lady, i duno.

i always wanted to join a cca becos i dun wan just a study life, but a cca for me to play too.

but now this job is like, another workload upon my studies =X

but well, since i've taken up this job,i cant quit halfway.

gotta chiong it till next year.

really hope that i can manage well. n hope i wont make much mistakes anymore.

today called finance office lady n she dont sound pleasant again.

n i think that was the thingy that made me feel gaga today.

somehow stressed, somehow moody. totally dun feel good.

hope this thingy will be settled soon ba.

gotta be strong enough to bear these scoldings or black faces.

im sure gonna face lotsa such stuff in society next time.

take this as a learning opportunity ba!

tough, but im sure i will benefit eventually huhs?

JIAYOU MANZ >.

but yeah, on de side note, managed to meet some1 today for a short while =)

n went for final theory practice with kaikai, didnt score well leh haha.

hope evaluation can pass nia, seriously =X

sorting out gifts for friends =)

lalala~

cant wait for fri night's supper-cum-catchup session w alvin n dan!

tmr gonna visit mrs lim n mdm foo is gg too! =)

den most prob urley dinner.

n den sat gonna go for chalet! nt sure if staying though haha.

hope it'll not be weird =P

fri gonna go sch in morn, hope it'll be ok!!!

alrights, shall maintain my positive thinking!

i can do this~!

=)))

2011-12-13T16:51:00.001+08:00

Bac from phuket!!! x))
Wah,reluctant to come bac nia~ received sms abt "work" aka cac even when im thr >.<
De moment im bac i gt de feel tt work is starting again.
Tts why im reluctant to come bac =X
But of cos i do miss sg la! N u ppl x))

This trip was really short, to be honest.
N we didnt had chance to travel round phuket.
Walked alot, ard our hotel area to de beach.
Actually it got kinda bored cos we got nowhr to go n jus keep walking ard de area.
But its really a long way down, walk till we were real tired.
Nvtheless its gd exercise, to make up for the sinful food haha.
Didnt get to buy much stuff cos its nt v worth it, nor did they sell v nice ones.
Managed to get cheap deals for bags though! x)
N gt my "i love phuket" shirt haha
Gt some souvenirs for frens too x)

Food was mainly seafood, n perhaps de crepe/pancake thing?
N phat thai, some noodles :)

Yeah, like that lo.
But de most interesting thing of phuket is really their nightlife.
Im kinda surprised, n it was really really an eye opener.
Our hotel was located near this street which my uncle says is a gay street.
So we saw alot of "ducks" or gigolos?
N of cos, thai gt lotsa ladyboys.
Its quite amazing to see so many of them.
N de gigolos only have their underwear on?! =X
N i think de most disgusting one is seeing de angmohs touching them or they seducing them =X
Quite scary bt interesting hahaha

N then along de street to de beach, almost all r clubs?!
N u see ladyboys everywhr.
But tt is only after 9plus. Go thr in de morn n its an empty street.
But after 10, goodness, totally 180degree change nia.
U see ladyboys dancing or standing at roadside to "jio business".
I think thr r real women among them also la, but im nt v sure o.O
Sonetimes its real hard to figure out.
But wah, u'll nv see tt many of them anywhr.
N they dress real sexily? Its really almost naked kind k.
N mayb cos they r ladyboys, they openly shift their boobs n stuff :O
Some stuff are really hard to say somehow, but well~
i told my mum "i wil not let my bf/husband come here alone. Mayb not even with his guy friends"
Haha. Really leh!! I think confirm will get seduce one sia~
Girls take note hor. Either go w ur bf /husband or if nt dun let them go haha.

But really alot of angmoh there la. Gr old gt young ones.
Young ones r usually couples or grp bt old ones, usually come for the ladyboys or gigolos =X
I really find it disgusting sia. I duno why lolol.
I jus cannot accept bah o.O
But in all i think its still quite nice la! Gd experience hahaha :)
Nv knew de night life there was really so wow.
Oh n yes. Everywhr u hear ppl asking if u wan massage hahahha.

Photos will be up on facebook soon! Do take a look x)
I guess tts abt all tt i wanna update abt bahs? Haha.
Woots~! bac to reality, time for work le hahaz.
N also play of cos, more events lining up, awesome~!
shall make full use of my remainining holi~!

2011-12-09T23:21:00.002+08:00

1) finished "hi my sweetheart"! x)

2) flying to phuket tmr~!

3) had an awesome day today! and a packed week this week i realised.

wanna update about point no. 3 x)

this week.. mon.. i slacked at home ehs?

then tues i updated alr. bad morning with gd noon outing with girls.

wed.. went to find my predecessor and sort out stuff, den went cac room to do my own stuff.

thurs,went back to sch, settled the tue morn troublesome stuff with pres.

then had exco meeting, then exco cohesion at sentosa~!

didnt really do much stuff, a short time at sentosa only.

only played a game act? we only stayed thr for 3 plus 4 hours? haha.

i think this was the shortest sentosa outing i ever had :O

wonder what did we play last time. we can actually spend de whole day there o.O

mayb different people behs~

but ok la, nt that bad =))

today, awesome`! packed ttm haha.

morn went for morn jog with yz.

though it didnt pay off cos i ate some sinful stuff tonight =X

only ate 1 cracker and an apple for breakfast and had subway wrap for lunch in sch.

but dinner was pasta with garlic bread, and after that cheesecake w caramel frap :O

anw went back sch collect stuff and realised gt quite some stuff to do.mayb will sort out later or tmr depending on my mood~

then after that went for FTT practice of which i failed all 3 =X but i improved everytime? haha =)

met asy after that. dinner at pasta mania in the end cos bbq chicken closed down alr!!!

changed to some real korean restaurant without noodles and rice =X

after that went for chilling out session at starbucks - awesome~! x)

i really love chatting with her haha. non-stop since we met at westmall.

really talked about everything and anything under the sun haha.

complaints, happy stuff, sad stuff, gossips, updates, haha.

n then we talked about the past, those memories in fuhua.

how we got to get closer, what brought us together, what we always talk about last time.

how we miss band, how we miss the crappy times with the 2C people and TCB.

those eerie and goosebumps about some1 and some1, but yet so funny.

shared about our friends, our updates, what we doing now, what dilemma we facing, what problems we facing.

expressed our love for each other hahahha.

gossipped about others and their updates.

and then about future, housewives issue again - how we dun wanna be full-time housewives but dont mind being part-time one haha.

about her going overseas perhaps and finding overseas husband there.

or about me migrating overseas in the future but who knows~

about all the stuff that might happen, our family, our loved ones, our feelings, everything..

love talking to her. alone. haha.

my les partner. n she can always give me good advices, n im thankful for that.

n oh, we came to discover and conclude on smth.

quoted from her friend bala though, that people who face break-ups, will change.

yeah, we looked upon a few cases including ourselves and yeah, it's true.

mostly, if able to survive, you'll change to be a better, stronger person.

n we shared on how we had changed, haha.

still rmb elf told me, when i got into a r/s in sec 3, i changed to be a happier person.

no more emo nemo like i was in sec 2. n asy agreed today.haha.

n she said, if i was still who i am in sec 1/2, i probably cant survive until today.

nice, glad to know that i'd grown up to be a stronger person =)

was talking to yz about facing those tough things and times in life - my current situation in cac now and her past experience in starhub.

n yeah,like what asy say, its the tough times that made us stronger.

indeed. agree to the max.

like what i said that time, since we chose this path, we gotta face it.

once we are able to overcome these obstacles, we'll be experienced and we'll be a much stronger person =)

n then we went on to talk, on whether we're happy today. n we both felt that we are? haha =)

life is not perfect. i dont smile every single day. i jus cried a few days back. haha.

but like i've always said, im thankful for my friends and loved ones around me.

though life might nt be as smooth as we wished it'd be, i have these people around me,to help to put a smile on my face =)

im satisfied, im contented. really.

i dont need anymore, actually. having these people with me, is enough.

its easy to be happy and contented.

just dont expect much. and be glad that you're still alive today, and that things are good around you.

its so much easier and better to feel happy than to feel miserable, isn't it?

its either happy, or sad. so why make urself sad? jus live ur days happily =)

it'll be so much better =)

my wish, is for everyone to be happy and contented with their lives.

remember that no matter how tough life is, you'll be able to survive it, with your loved ones around you, be it friends, bgf, family, etc.

when life gives you lemon, make lemonade ;)

2011-12-06T22:02:00.002+08:00

tired. duno why im so tired.

today, okok la.

morning was bad. very bad.

so sick and tired of being scolded by the fin office lady already.

really, everytime after getting scolded, totally feel like giving up the job.

really feel that im nt suitable for this job.

n sometimes i do wonder why i wanna take up exco position.

no doubt de ppl r nice n its a gd experience, but the burden is really rather big.

but well, like what some1 said, it can be done.

since we'd chosen this path ourselves, we have no one else to blame.

since we chose to take this route, this position, no matter how hard it is, we gotta pull through it.

if we were to just give up like that, what does it tell about us?

people who cannot take hardship. people who give up after facing problems.

so yeah, we will pull through this. we will push on.

we will prove the people, the world, and ourselves, that nothing is impossible, that we can do this.

I believe if we can get through this, we will be a better person =)

JIAYOUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so glad so glad, that i have my lovely friends around me.

people who will immediately get back to me when im feeling down, like xiaoclar, and my girlfriends, and jia, and others.

so glad so glad, that i have some1 with me.

who will allow me to complain, and let me know that im not alone, and that we're all in this tgt =)

thanks people. without you guys, i really would have collapsed.

i would have given up and not be able to hang on there.

n i know my mum is there for me too. wanted to tell her bt i know i'll only worry her more.

so yeah, shall nt tell her abt this.

hopefully everything will get better after i clarified all with my predecessor tmr.

jiayou!!!!! I SHALL NOT GET SCOLDED BY HER AGAIN >.<

I WANNA PROVE HER WRONGGGGGGGGG RARRRRRRRRRR~!!!!!!

on a side note, went bugis today with the girls.

nice lunch at tcc =)

didnt buy anything but was ok la,didnt felt v ga.

probably cos i dun need anything bahs.

3rd time there this wk? haha. n im gg de 4th time this fri =X lolol.

1st time was iluma instead of bugis actually. but still ard de same area~ haha.

4 times in a wk,awesome not?

hao la. dun wan blog le.

bye ppl. wish me luck tmr~

somehow, when we cant meet on wkends, i dont really look forward to it coming =X

miss u ~

2011-12-05T12:17:00.005+08:00

watching "hi, my sweetheart", jus finished ep 5.

but this was an episode that kinda brought me to reflect on some stuff =)

some associated words/phrases:

being serious in love, forking out all ur feelings, regrets, happiness.

xue hai changed, no longer trusting love, cos he was hurt by baozhu.

but little did he know, she didnt want the r/s to become that way too.

it was her mum's doing, and she cant do anything. in fact, she's feeling very bad too.

like what she mentioned:

当你在伤心的时候，也许对方比你更伤心。

n den it occurred to me that somehow, this seemed to be true in most cases?

one party always initiate smth, the breakup or whatever, without saying the reason.

n then de other party will be sad and blame/hate the original party.

little did they know that the original party is feeling much worse than them.

what to do? who to blame? both?

or the heaven for playing a joke?

actually.. now i think, its the heaven's playing, but not to play a joke on us.

heaven wants us to test and see the strength of the r/s.

that period might be terrible, but that's de purpose.

if the 2 are not meant to be, this will serve as a lesson learnt.

a lesson learnt on the type of guy/girl that is not suitable for u.

n this will allow u to appreciate the next one better.

if the 2 are meant to be, they will get through this obstacles and get back tgt again.

one day, the truth will be out =)

mayb cos this is what i experienced, so i feel this way.

nt all will agree with me i guess but well, i dun need ur agreement haha.

sometimes i will think, if all these were to not happen, i guess i'll really have regrets within me.

im so glad that things turned out the other way.

though i admit those times were quite terrible at times, at least its all worth it in the end.

im glad, and im thankful, that im blessed with this.

somehow i have so much to say but i dont know what to say now.

but jus now while watching de show, alot of feelings and scenes suddenly pop up in my head.

if you love that some1, dun lose hope, dun give up. grab your chance.

especially when u r certain there is smth there.

but if you know he/she dont like u, or that its totally impossible, den i guess, let go.

try it first, give it a shot, you wont know until you try.

but if u tried n tts it, let go,move on,find another.

that's perhaps not yours.

so dont harp on it, look forward, the one that belongs to you might jus be in front =)

most importantly,have no regrets.

jus chiong.

there's nth to be shy about. if ur happiness is there, grab it. dont lose that chance.

becos once u lost it, it might be gone forever.

you only live once, so cherish all de chances you have and grab them when they are there.

even if it failed, at least, u tried. no regrets =)

we're lucky. we lost each other once, but we got back.

though painful, it made us know the feeling of pain, smth that we wont want anymore.

it made us know how big a space we have in our heart for each other.

though we didnt chat, didnt meet, we are still present in each other's heart/mind.

ytd's chat brought back those memories again. the simple life/love that we once had.

though its nt as simple now, i believe it'll still be awesome =)

more memories making in process.. nv ending .. =)

2011-12-04T21:47:00.002+08:00

wheeee~! =)

finally, all painting done~!

satisfied with my room, haha. managed to arrange de stuff n its a neat room now!

i hope i'll be able to keep it like that =X

though usually i'm unable to >.<

i will try this time!!!

hmms~ caught "already famous" ytd, not too bad la!

i gt cry ehs =X duno why wl say its quite bad hahah.

though i admit xiaogui didnt appear alot of times and he seemed quite retarded.

but still, i think de story plot wasnt too bad =)

today, didnt started off well cos of smth that happened ard midnight.

thought it'll be a dull day, quite affected in de morn.

but everything went off well in the noon n onwards =)

went bugis! didnt really look at clothes though, thought will be better to shop with the girls,haha.

looking for bags, but cant find! =( didnt see any nice totes that i expected to see.

sad leh~ i thought will see nice de.

but its all small bags. dun have the big ones that i wan! sad~

in de end went to bugis junction and found a bagpack at 77th street! awesome xD hahaha

i like x)) lalala~

hope on tue when i go with girls, will see new stuff again hehs~

haish. smhow feeling abit ga now cos of my cac stuff =X

duno if i'll be able to deal with the stuff.

on fri received call frm president, den makes me feel like i duno lotsa stuff.

ytd she smsed me to ask if i know what is asset budgeting =X

duno duno, everything also duno =(

meeting my predecessor on wed, hopefully it will help =((

rarr, jiayou manz!!!

im gonna do things well n prove that finance office wrong!!!

tsktsktsk.

I CAN DO THIS!!!!!! woosh!!!!!

2011-12-03T01:10:00.002+08:00

HI STALKER JODIE =DDDDDDDD hahahaha

didnt know till now, u're still stalking my blog hor, ultimate stalker~~~ hahhaha.

secretly finding out about my life right, u ah~ =P

well anws~ NICE DINNER TONIGHT X))))

met up with awesome NJ geogers~! talk & complain about life now~

gossip bout the NJ times, the teachers, the people, the funny moments hahaha.

had so much laughter with them x) I LIKE (Y)

was still thinking what we shall do after dinner but we ended up spending our whole night there?

from 6 plus all de way to 9 plus haha.

blame them for their slow service~ =X

didn't try their pizza today and their chicken wasnt tt gd.

de ice cream was super big portion though o.O

mayb next time shld really jus have their pizza~!

n i guess 4e5 outing can go there~! nt much ppl and can sit quite a big grp of ppl =)

n the food quite cheap? n can stay there long hahhaa.

awesomez~! shall discuss w est~!

and I WANNA SINGGGGGGG =XXXXX

but im quite scared i'll pack all de fun events den suddenly asked to go back cac do stuff =X

so trying to leave days out. aye~

shall ask est when she free for singing~!

n n n, mus plan days to go for driving practical lessons also? hmmmm~

i've yet to read the book yet though.

think next fri go settle PDL during practice den see how again bahs~

aye~ feel like dec will pass v quickly lor.tsktsk~!

hope not please~ i wanna enjoy my holi onez~~~ =((

so many things that i wanna do kays~ rarrrrrrrrr~~~

bought my black book today, shall start planning on how im gonna do de stuff.

probably going paper market tmr if possible to get some materials x)

alrights~! shall go to slp soon x)

oh yeah! had a chat last night from 12plus to 2 with dan.haha.

so nice x) talked about alot of stuff, yay~!

i love htht and catchup sessions.`! more please~~~ <3

nights dear =)

2011-12-01T17:31:00.002+08:00

缘分，是个很奇妙的东西。

im really amazed by fate, and its doings. haha.

im getting closer n closer to people unknowingly.

like, AAACJX? i wasnt really close to the kids, cos they were all in 3rd clar.

but one day we jus met cos alvin said there's smth n asked me to go along.

n thr, we got closer, like a family now.

like, dorothy?

we were nv in de same class, only in band. not even that close in band either?

but somehow we chatted online knowing we were both gg ntu.

talked about hall, and then we start to get close, even closer after getting into ntu n hall.

like, yunzhong?

though in de same pri sch, in same 4e5, we weren't that close.

but randomly,suddenly, started to jio each other to run, den to study tgt for finals.

n now we lunched tgt during finals. mug tgt. run tgt. n we're gonna go lib n borrow books n bake =D

its jus miraculously weird, funny, cool, whatever.ahaha.

since pri/sec sch, i knew them, yet we only got closer in uni. how ironic?

though sometimes when i look at facebook,

i will wonder how did the uni frens get so close.

perhaps their tutorial grp is really close. n yeah, was a little envious.

but i thought, why shld i be?

though im nt that close to my uni frens, they are awesome too =)

n despite from the tutorial mates, i have my urleyians and my exco who r nice to be with too.

n most importantly, i have my true friends around me.

people say, we dont need alot of friends, we just need a few good ones.

n i think i have a lot of good ones.

my girlfriends, aaacjx, they are all awesome people.

fuhuanites ftw~! haha x)

im so so so glad that i have them.

they made me who i am, they made everything in life seemed so good, so ok.

everytime i face problems, i have them there for me to complain, to seek advice from.

everytime i feel low, feel stressed, i have them there to support me, to push me on.

they made me feel, all these stress, failures, are nth.

i have them with me, no matter what =)

thanks people. you guys are awesome. i love u all!!!!

x)))

im so thankful i have you guys.

having you guys is enough =))

oohs, im suddenly reminded of sl n jack! haha.

they are another pair of friends that i miraculously became closer to, due to fate haha.

friends that confide to me when i only know them for weeks/months.

friends that im able to help, when they faced trouble, and witness them get back their happiness again x)

so happy, haha. a great good deed hehs~

cant wait to go out with them again, wheeee~!

my life is a happy and blessed one, becos of all these people~! x)))

BIG LOVESSSSSSS~

as for u, u know ur importance in my heart la hehs =P

dun need to openly confess la hors ;)

2011-11-30T23:15:00.002+08:00

haha, like what xiaoclar says, its one year le. haha.

so fast..

was talking about it with the girls too.

saw my NJ orientees at orchard - they are celebrating their post A levels now!

still rmb exactly 1 yr ago, i was like them.

i rmbed our paper ended at around 5 if im nt wrong?

n den i was smiling non stop since i stepped out of school, mass sending smses, telling people im free.

my hand was super busy smsing and replying people.

n i really cant stop smiling.

haha, n i bet xiaoclar rmbs the "welcome to my life" hahaha

n i rmbed its raining that time..

n i met est n alvin that night for gossiping.

haha.

wahhh. time really flies.

cant believe 1/6 of my uni life is over? gdness~

im so gonna make full use of my holi >.<

2011-11-30T11:22:00.003+08:00

whee whee whee~!!!!!

jus checked FM98.7's top 20 and OH YEAH~!!!!!

"WHAT MAKES YOU BEAUTIFUL" TOP THE CHART~!!!!! WOOOHOOO~!!!!!

果然没有辜负我的期望 =PP

lalalallaa~ HAPPIEEEEEE~!!!!!!!

a pity i didnt manage to tune in on sunday cos i was busy studying =((

but nvm~!!! HAPPIE~!!!!!!

now waiting for time to pass~

later gg town with girls~!

gonna prepare soon le heehee~~~~

n we agreed to wear nice nice hahahaha.

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS~!!!!!

2011-11-29T19:28:00.001+08:00

Omggg IT FINALLY ENDED!!!!
Happy max!!!!!!
Actually jus nw when i come out of de exam hall it was still ok niaz.
Somehw de head still feels heavy w content inside >.<
n smhw duno if i felt guilty of leaving early. Mayb i could haf changed more n get de correct ans.
Bt den again mayb i'll edit n change to de wrong ans? Lolol.
Whatever, ITS OVERRRRRR x)))

Time to plan for fun!!!!!
1) shopping! Tmr gg town w girls x) sat mayb a little, sun gg bugis, tue another session w girls xD
2) meet n catchup sessions! W asy, duno when. W dan n elf next tue/wed?? W nj geogers this fri!!
3) find ms yeo!!
4) find mrs lim! Probably 2wks ltr though :)
5) go lib n borrow baking books! Duno when =X hopefully soon cos i really gt de feel~!!!
6) go to starbucks n do my stuff thr whilw drinking coffee?! x))))
7) meet aaacjx/4e5?
8) MOVIESSSSSSSSSS!!!
9) watch dramas/videos?? Mayb how i met ur mother or big bang? Hahaha.
Finally gonna fulfil some1's "wishes"
10) master na xie nian!!! At least de front? Hehhehs~
11) outings outings outings! Hehs x))

Bt on de side note, cant throw away sch stuff too. Mus start to catchup on de cac stuff boohs~
I can do it!!
N also next sem's stuff.
N oh yeah, im gonna clear my room!!! Revamp revamp x))

Most imptly, endless use of com n tv n long long sufficient slp tonight till tmr!!
Im so gg to lie on my bed n nt get up till i shuang =P

Yay shopping!!!
Garretts popcorn!!!
N i wanna buy shoes n bags!!!!!!!!! N skirt?? WheeeeeD~!!!!!

IM LOVING THIS XDDD

2011-11-27T21:14:00.001+08:00

no.1: have the calmness to get thru tonight, and also tmr night.

no.2: hope tue quickly quickly come and most imptly END.

no.3: from tue onwards, time can start to pass slowly.

no.4: adding on to no.3, especially when im playing/out with my friends.

no.5: adding to 3/4, especially especially during wkends >.<

no.6: after tue i'll be a happy girl.

no.7: stay tuned to my tues night post. im so gonna write out everything im gonna do.

no.8: goodbye.gonna cont my stuff and please bless me for the next 2 days.

I SHALL SURVIVE!

miss u~

2011-11-26T23:54:00.003+08:00

3 more days!

so many things on my mind now.

gonna plan them out after exams =)

JIAYOU MANZ

IM SO GONNA DO THIS~!!!

shopping, movies, outings, catchup sessions -wait for me~!!!!!

love walking with you in the night, so nice =))

2011-11-25T20:09:00.002+08:00

so tired.

but act tdy nt v productive.

oh wells.

but now i feel v scared looking at marketing notes >.<

mayb i should do BO now and do marketing again tmr.

die la. i really think time is running out now.

only 2 chapts done for my elective =(

tts it manz. good luck to me >.<

2011-11-22T13:28:00.002+08:00

omg seriously. my third post tdy.

but i duno whr to post other than blog.

tdy is seriously a weird day manz. duno why keep thinking about de past!!

aiyo. makes me feel like doing tt smth but i cant!!

rarr. hope next tue quickly come n end!

den i'll be able to blog long posts and reflect n watsoever x))

anws. cant wait for DD again!

last time i always wonder why ppl go on DD.

wont it be weird?

but now i think its ok! n its really fun! esp if u're with the right ppl x)

its jus like a grp hanging out tgt, jus tt its couples lol.

not as if the couples will touchy touchy tgt hahah. its still more of a grp thing x)

yay! DD most likely next wk, woots!!!

next wk after tue, im gonna be a happie girl~!!!!

2011-11-22T10:04:00.002+08:00

smth is jus weird w me today.

since de morn, i listen to na xie nian, till now.

as i listen to the songs played on itunes, i keep thinking back about the past.

about the sec sch days esp.

gosh i really do miss them =((

ok but now's not the time to reminsce >.<

1 more week lxq!!!!! hang on!!!!!

i really have so much to talk about

so much to say. rarr.

but i mus control myself~!

FOCUSSSSSSSSSS

2011-11-22T08:08:00.003+08:00

duno why, these 2 days have de sudden feel of blogging.

listening to "you're de apple of my eye" 's songs again n again.

n as i pay attention to the lyrics, i began to think of alot of stuff.

if not of some stuff, perhaps, my story will become somewhat like that.

lotsa things in life, if you didn't have the courage to pursue,u'll lose it.

somehow,im glad,v glad,that i dont have that regret now =)

if u know what im talking about =)

guess i'll have more reflections after exams ;)

you're right. im glad we didnt end up like what was shown in de movie =)

那些年，我们一起追的女孩

2011-11-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

Awesome song =)) awesome movie =))

那些年(演唱:胡夏)

作曲：木村充利
填词：九把刀

又回到最初的起点记忆中你青涩的脸
我们终于来到了这一天
桌垫下的老照片无数回忆连结
今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约

又回到最初的起点呆呆地站在镜子前
笨拙系上红色领带的结将头发梳成大人模样
穿上一身帅气西装等会儿见你一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的时光
回到教室座位前后故意讨你温柔的骂
黑板上排列组合你舍得解开吗
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回到教室座位前后故意讨你温柔的骂
黑板上排列组合你舍得解开吗
谁与谁坐他又爱着她

那些年错过的大雨那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

那些年错过的大雨那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你紧紧抱着你

那些年错过的大雨那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

那些年错过的大雨那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你紧紧抱着你

2011-11-21T07:33:00.002+08:00

early in the morn,i woke up,i feel sian.

i had a dream, dreamt of some1 and fsmb people - nat, alvin.

duno why, jus feel like continuing slping, and dreaming of them.

haha sounds wrong but, well, guess perhaps i miss all these people.

lost the mood to study all of a sudden.

thought of gg out to study but feel sian also..

but after washing up, felt much better.

thought of what imma do in dec:

- start on my secret plan

- shopping with girls/some1/whoever

- 4e5 outing/ find ms yeo

- out with frens - DD, chalets, gatherings, everything

- start planning for driving stuff - take this month or wait till after sem 2 - have to do some research~

- settle cac stuff - mus be clear of everything; meet predecessor n stuff

- cac outings/events

- vacation with family - phuket

seemed alot huhs?

i thought i had a month. but technically, its v short.

somehow,i jus feel it'll fly past v v v v v quickly =(

hope not~!

right now, i'll put those aside. i'll be able to start on those in.. 8 days' time??

jus a week plus more.

for now,i shall jus conc!

i can do it, jiayou manz~!

too much to say, too little time.

after exam, mayb, i'll say more.

but anws, ytd went for a great jap restaurant.

damn ex =X but the food's quality was really good.

went studying w some1 ytd, okok la. dun wan say much here haha.

fri was alumni band, den slpover.

dun haf to say anything,we know de awesomeness.

cant wait to go out w those kiddos again!

8 days. bear with it.

29 nov 7pm,i'll heave a sigh of relief and shout "its over~!"

2011-11-16T20:26:00.003+08:00

on twitter:

@chingz_: IKR @petitdoodles: it must be every girl's dream to find a guy who will love her like the guy in "you are the apple of my eye"

@xqmemories: haha,naise =) RT @chingz it must be every girl's dream to find a guy who will love her like the guy in "you are the apple of my eye"

@chingz_: you found ;)

@xqmemories: haha x)

heeheex x)

imu~! hope u're ok` ~ =)

2011-11-15T14:32:00.002+08:00

when im feeling real down and bad.

your msg came and your words made me smile.

what else can i ask for? =)

n also to the friends who came forward to encourage and cheer me on.

who listened to my complaints

who asked me to jiayou.

thanks.

its you all that pushed me on =)

we're in the same boat. we have each other =)

2011-11-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

will blog after i finish my OB notes!

jus realised i didnt write some stuff =((

-left at 10.57pm-

- back at 11.22pm-

okays, slightly longer cos i settled abit of hotmail stuff.

rarrrr im losing interest in OB already. read till i wanna puke liao x_x

booohs~~~

cant wait for this fri so i can leave it aside.

they're gd enough to give me a gd tcher.if nt i think i will hate OB sia.

de assignments and now de exam, are always killing me and driving me crazy =((

gonna do some stats later. notes also.

i think im getting tired of doing notes. n time seemed to be running out too.

shall i skip them? but im worried i'll die if i dont do them =X

im v v v worried for my mktg.

dont seemed to have done much about it =X

i hope i hope i can do v well for stats. my only hope.

n hopefully BO wont be tt bad too.

gonna stay home tmr i guess, hopefully i can study.

mayb if by noon it doesnt work,i'll go mac and study bahs. see how.

dun feel like gg ntu nia.

still mus pack,den travel there n stuff.

n go bac sch abit depressing also. rarrr.

but im gonna go bac on wed to stayover and study w dotty.

hope it works >.<

well,ytd mugged whole day, today morn went to watch "you are the apple of my eye"!

nice~! actually i think it was that wow as what i thought it'll be.

somehow its abit diff but still quite nice =))

but abit RA. i think it shld be M18 instead of NC16. lolol.

speakin of which,i think this is my first NC16 show?! hahha.

wont really ask de kids to go watch,too much for them lololol.

but den on de whole its nice~! =))

i seriously cant wait for 16 days later when my freedom arrives manz~!

im so gonna shop, so gonna go out whole day and walk around like nobody's business~!!!!!!!!

i wonder if u still come to my blog?? haha x)

2011-11-05T23:33:00.002+08:00

a nice night today =)

walked around, didn't manage to see any nice heels =( only 1 shoe shop anyways =X

but yeah,walked thru bookstore and look at some books,haha.

den dinner-ed at manhattan - super duper full~!

n then walked to MBS - nice scenery!

there happened to be a performance i think,so there was some lightings n stuff.

n it was very windy, super nice =))

yay love such walks,haha x)

went to MBS casino's bird's eye view again,haha.

nt bad ehs~

oh and morn, mr don treated our OB class lemon tarts baked by shane~!

wah he super nice la~

n i think we sorta completed our BO, yay~!

now gotta work on my marketing assignment =X

my tcher nv reply me ehs~ guess i gotta jus go with it and hopefully its not wrong >.<

hehs but in all, today was a gd day i guess~! xD

not very long hours spent, but still its nice =))

becos its with u,kishishi x)

love u gong~

2011-11-01T20:28:00.002+08:00

feeling stressed. very stressed =(
even though mkting project is down, it doesnt seem to have any diff.
probably cos we dont seem to do well =(
but oh well,its over~
not much mood today, not much appetite.
but gt bac a little after eating my er duo bing. n finished my mushroom puff.
but den regret again now, feel like puking them out =X
jus feel eeew =X

but was looking at others' blog jus now and somehow feel like typing "SMILE" =)
cant wait to hang out with ppl, like seriously.
about 1 month later, i'll be free,rarrr.
but i think will be busy with cac stuff.
at least,more free time than now?
i cant wait to play la,tsktsk.
but this 2 weeks are really hectic manz.
cannot play fully le.mus really allocate time for study.
but that doesnt mean i wont play at all. i still need my break~!
cant wait for wkend manz. cant wait to see some1.
misses~

cant wait for this thurs to come quickly, den wkend to pass slowly, n next week to past quickly.
after that,time can pass slower le. give me more time to study =X

alrights~! back to study for stats~~~
n boohs~ missing some1~~~~
missing u my dear~~~ bet u're busy too~
cant wait for wkend to go out with u!!!!!

2011-10-28T12:03:00.001+08:00

Gg to airport nw!!
Wanted to read my magazine bt decided to leave it to ltr.
Mus make use of de chance to use my data plan nw!! Haha.
If nt cant use phone when i board plane n after tt.

Anw, gonna go penang for cousin's wedding.
So fast nia~! months ago was still saying it'll still be long. N den nw its time le!
Wonder hw it'll be!!
Excited, yet worried for studies at de same time. Ayeee~~
Hope whatever i planned to do over thr can be done~!

hmmm wonder if anyone still come n read my blog? O.o
Ooh la~

oh yes! I submitted tt irritating Biz ops proj! Houyeh!!
1 proj down, woots!!
N ytd filmed video for ob haha. filmed till 6 bt wasnt tt bad
Laughed n NG lotsa times haha.
Group mates really affect hw de proj meetups will be. Ytd was real fun haha.
Didnt manage to see de video yet. Hope ltr can get internet access n see!!

Alrights, dun wan blog liaoz.
Bye ppl~! dun miss me too much x))

2011-10-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

full speed today manz.

quiz + lesson, followed by biz ops proj meeting, den mktg proj meeting,

den mktg tutorial, then ob proj meeting,den cac collection =X

had some breaks in between but still,wow~

even so, none of de proj is completed -.-

feeling super sian for de biz ops one,like seriously.

really hope we can get it over and done with by thurs manz~

tonight and tmr, gonna spend almost all time on proj.

plus stats.

ooh lala~

anws, night time in ntu, really quite nice =)

er,nt studying, but den perhaps relaxing in some nice corner enjoying de breeze~ haha.

tmr's public hol = stay home and not sch, though still doing work~

n my head is aching I HAVE NO IDEA WHY =(((

BOOOHS~

alrights,back to work~

i like it when u know what im thinking; makes me feel we're one x)

i like it when u ask me to apps me when im home ; makes me feel somehow cared for =P

i like it when i lie on ur shoulder; jus feels so nice, heex x)

i like it when we can jus keep silent, yet feels so peaceful

i like it when we can jus crap and laugh like mad

i like it when we reminisce about the past, all the good and bad times

i just like it,like being with you, no matter what we're doing =))

2011-10-23T16:03:00.002+08:00

boohs~

wanted to blog later using my phone so wont waste as much time~

as in,can use de time now to study or wat but really no mood,i duno why~

ytd night had de guilty feeling of gg out de whole day n thought today will haf de discipline to study but oh well~

i hope my next 2 weeks will be ok. n den my exams. rarr. all de best to me manz =X

but seriously, i always suddenly feel stressed n tell myself that i need to start doing things.

but im nt doing it =( always pushing it.

n yeah,i cant see myself mugging away de whole wkend n stuff.

still need my play as usual, though i think i alr didnt spend enough time on studies.

oh well, not a mugger.

dun wan to be either.

but sometimes i really have to be one.

but,jus cant be. whatever =X

okies,on de side note~

ytd was pretty ok.

at least i did do smth in de morn~ pushed myself to do before i meet some1.

den went to eat, walk ard, chatted with dan on de phone - long chat~

hope she's better though i know she wont get well so soon.

hopefully things will get better for her.

she's totally gg thru what i'd been thru, totally can understand how she feels.

hope she'll be ok!!!

den met the others at 6plus at vivo - triple date to sentosa spooktacular.

walked to sentosa frm vivo - nice view =)

hmm,initially was quite scared by those walking zombies.

one of them saw that im scared n came to follow me >.<

but den after that got used to it, after we keep taking photos with them haha.

but some of them were really scary. scary in de sense that they looked into ur eyes like omg.

n then de worst is they pop out and scare you from behind without u knowing.

some making loud sounds while some jus having their heads beside u.

but they r really quite poor thing la - one needa scream like mad, one needa run like hell.

the trails are scary in de sense tt u duno what's coming n whr they'll scare u.

its de sudden "rarr" that will make u scared so have to beware.

but sometimes even if u walk pass they'll rarr u again. so ya lo.

but i think sl kena scared more than me. poor her. screamed quite alot!

nice experience luhs lolol.

tired though,having to wait and walk so much. but de guys r quite funny haha.

de 3 of them - speechless lolol.

n de world is really small. they met their friends each, who make up a clique also lolol.

well, reached home at 1plus. totally collapsed at 2.

guess i kinda got more guts nw, but i think i still cant watch horror movies cos tt is scarier.

this is nt as scary cos smhow u know they r real ppl~

eh~ but de wait is really long luhs. abit crazy.

nonetheless,first time trying, first time spending halloween. with great ppl,hahas. nice =)

alrights~! this 2 weeks will be rather hectic i guess.

main thing is jus to hope that i have enough time to study for my quiz n that presentations n stuff will be alrights.

after next week,it'll be better.

more of jus studying n no more proj le?

ok,mayb 1 more but next wk is de worst i guess.

JIAYOU LAAAAAAA

n hehs, de polaroids we took ytd are nice x)

waiting for pictures to be uploaded!

2011-10-16T20:41:00.002+08:00

shall do a short post! xD

1) very happy for my 2 frens! u 2 know who u r xD

angry with one of them who scam me,humphfs. hahahha.

but really la, happy like mad for them x)) so sweeet~ heeeheehee.

more DD next time liao =P n this coming sat got TD sia. hehhehs~

hope it'll be fun.!

but hope i wont get scared to death =X

2) the tough week was finally over. nt sure why it was so bad though.

probably cos my 4day week becomes a 6day week =X

i hope this week will be better!

2 mods r having e-learning, but tt means i have to be more disciplined myself to do the work properly.

i hope i can!

gotta spend time playing on sat, so i better do my work in advance.

yes! i mus do it! mus work hard before i can reward myself on sat!

JIAYOU MANZ~!!!!

3) somehow, de sunday ended rather nicely =)

i hope tmr de monday blues wont be that strong =X

today wasnt tt gd but wasnt tt bad either? like i said,it ended pretty well.

esp after my proj!

tired, but after nicenice dinner, short walk/chat to market and back, awesome =))

4) had empire state at iluma today, OMG LA. hahhaa.

it was super worth it. de serving is SUPER HUGE.

totally wrong to have ordered a dish each,with a starters somemore!!!!

we neglected the fact that it is EMPIRE STATE - AMERICA.lolol!

but then de food was super nice.

the pizza was great! another type like timbre, crust thicker abit but not those v hard kind.

nice =)

n in fact it is actually cheaper than swensens lo. average price range from 11 to ard 14?

n really cant finish. we had like,half de meal not finished k. quite wasted.

but really cannot eat liao.no choice~

ok, but really good recommendation for meals!

2 share one, or 4 share 2, or whatever. WORTH IT,DEFINITELY =))))

5) okies,thats all! =)

hope this wk will be good!!!

all de best for my mkting case presentation!!!

may everyone ard me be happy!

n to the new couple: congrats again~! heehee. truly happy for u all ehs!!!

cant wait for sat!!!!!! xD

n n,to my girls,if u ever see this, I NV FORGET U ALL OKAYS. hahha.

still love u all! hope to meet u all soon!!! LOVESSSSSS

2011-10-14T09:38:00.002+08:00

oh i wanted to say,i think im getting closer to my uni frens =)

i think exco is a nice bunch of ppl to be with

n i love the frens im hanging out w in uni.

girls like jessica,xinrui,meisiew,andrew,yuqi, all nice nice ppl =)

willing to share,willing to work tgt,encouraging and nice =)

so lucky! x)

2011-10-14T09:07:00.002+08:00

i dreamt of my fav ppl last night =))

but made me miss them =((

oh wells~

thought i rmbed de dream cos it was jus before i woke up.

but then i kinda forget le ehs. oops~

but i know its jus normal routine stuff, nth much haha.

studying w girls, den gg out w some1 =)

ytd's balik kampung members night was quite ok~

met quite some urleyians x) met up w simmun too! lovelove~!

this wk dont seem that gd, gg bac sch on fri (later) and on sun (proj)

ala~ totally lost personal time.

plus probably cant meet some1 tmr.awws~

n gotta prepare stuff too. luckily next wk e-learning wk. hope have more time for stuff!

2011-10-12T23:55:00.002+08:00

hello hello!! I WANNA BLOG!!! =DDD
but wait,let me finish my mkting proj. COME BACK LATER =))

houyeh i finished~! x)
though i dont know if i did correctly leh~ shall ask my grpmates to help x)
WHEEE~!!!

today, mixed feelings day lehs~
monday was totally bad i tell u. TOTALLY.
from morn all de way till night. no motivation to even stay on to study?!
literally forced myself to study with dotty =X
ytd was okok, gt better at night.
today, morn was okok, den nt so gd, cos stressed over de test.
after the test, felt relaxed.
but some stuff happened for CAC thingy (my part). den got gaga.
n mood gt affected =(
went home for dinner with mummy and felt like staying home.
but everything's in hall so yeahs.. hugged her before caming out n nearly teared.
guessed she noes im nt feeling gd, cos i keep touching/holding her hand.
told her about the cac thingy too.
ahhhhh i love my mummy. like alot alot alot alot,to infinity =))

nt de first time i encountered CAC prob. last week also. haish.
really wonder if im fit to be the FC =X
but anws, im so glad i have people around me.
my predecessor always thr to help me.
dotty my roomie for me to complain.
didnt tell my mum tt time actually, but i know she's always there for me.
n of cos some1, who's always my avenue for everything =)
i feel super glad. super blessed. thank you my loves~

last week was rather great.
sat was exceptionally fulfilling - out with kids, celebration with some1, met fuhua gang at night.
awesomez =)
n sun, DD-ed =) short but nice too, hehs.
if only every week could be like that. but i know its impossible.
at least for now =( oh wells~
cant wait for dec la!

anws was super addicted to "What Makes You Beautiful" by one direction,
and "Forever & Always" by Parachute!
the first is super cute and hyper and enthu and cheerful and sweet x)
the second is sweet but super sad yet touching.
both are awesome songs! my current favs~!!!!!
me n dotty cant stop singing what makes you beautiful this 3 days consecutively after i intro-ed her de song on mon hahah x)

Baby you light up my world like nobody else~
The way that you flip your hair makes me overwhelmed~
But when you look at the ground it aint hard to tell~
You dont' know, oh oh, You don't know you're beautiful~
If only you saw what I can see~
You'll understand why I want you so desperately~
Right now im looking at you and I cant believe~
You dont know, ohoh, you don't know you're beautiful~
ohoh, thats what makes you beautiful~

Awesome to the max~!!!! =D
baby you light up my world like nobody else~ x) thanks dear for always being there with me,heex. love you!

2011-10-06T01:12:00.002+08:00

i think im lucky.

i think im blessed.

i think im fortunate.

i, am contented =)

jus let me continue to have what i have now =)

er,perhaps nt de stressful uni life with all the projects and assignments and quizzes =X

but apart from that, i hope my life remains as great as now.

with an awesome some1, even more awesome girlfrens, and great parents, esp my mummy.

wonderful friends around me,be it very close, close, or average ones.

im thankful for every single one of you =)

be it old or new, pri sec jc uni. bad ones, byebye. bt good ones,thanks, and pls stay by me =P

hope i'll enjoy my uni days w de nice ones~! x)

esp my exco. i think im enjoying my days with them =)

n of course my urley~!!!!

yay i feel v happy today =)

smiles~!

on the side note, once again, wanna say, ilmlg x)

n n n, irflthu! =P

n today, i duno why, i feel so hungry even though i ate subway for dinner =X

plus de snacks. goodness~

but i managed to do some workout tdy =)

for 3 days le! shall cont!

anws,bless me for my stats ltr, 9hr ltr!

2011-10-02T16:24:00.003+08:00

suddenly feel like blogging..

was having some thoughts..

today.. a day mixed with happy and sad feelings.

thought the day is gonna start off well. but looks like it didn't.

weird huhs. days that started off bad,turned out to be good.

then days that seemed to start off ok,turned out to be not.

not that the entire day was bad, but a while after it seemed gd, den gt a little nt so gd things happened.

felt gaga, felt upset, literally shouted (not v loud but sorta shout) in my room.

den felt like, abit frustrated, helpless, dont know what to do.

decided to go to ntu instead of at night - to put my stuff cos too many books to bring tmr.

n den during that time received the reply.

mixed feelings. gaga. talked out a little, and things got better.

everything was ok alr.

but on de way home,kinda have some thoughts again.

(sorry, didnt say out, cos.. u'll know why ltr.)

start to have some random thoughts,some "what ifs"

but in de end i cut off my own thoughts becos after all, they are what-ifs.

i know somehow, they wont happen.

cos im jus not like that bahs.

n as i walked home, i thought of those conv i had with sara.

yeah, why is that girls r always de ones being sensitive =X

n why is that sometimes guys can really be that insensitive >.<

this generally apply to all guys i feel. i think there's perhaps only a few that are nt as insensitive.

but most wont be able to guess what de girls r thinking.

but ironically, girls will want the guys to know what they r thinking.

n so girls will think "cant u jus sense that im nt feeling gd?"

n guys will think "jus what r u thinking? cant you jus say?!"

n den, baboom =X if they dont communicate well~

but oh wells~ conclusion : compromise?

girls shld make it more obvious, i feel (though sometimes guys still cant sense =X)

n guys shld try to be more observant~~~

eh im teaching de guys smth here okays. PLEASE LEARN!

okays,my post turned from emo to not emo =X

but anws, was thinking of another thing..

realised that as we grew up,things get more complicated.

n den i thought of what dan said before: a simple life, a happy family.

act, dont have to think about de future, jus think about now.

things around us (r/s, frens, social circle, envt etc etc) all r getting complicated.

base of comparison i have here is sec school bahs.

i think alot of us will compare to sec sch - ppl n life.

n den i start to think, yeahs..

lots of things that i kinda want now, are simple things.

things that we do in the past, but not now anymore.

but yet these are the things that make the event/day/whatever even more special and nice.

simple things like, jus walking around, sitting down and chit chat, hanging ard in big grps n chat n crap.

it all seemed so diff now.

everybody's busy with their stuff. time to meet has shortened. haish.

n actually i wanted to say.. i miss you walking me home.

dont know why i had this thought but, it really seemed so long since u walked me home.

a normal,simple routine we once had 5 years ago.. kinda missed it.

n.. kept silent on de bus cos i thought it was a nice way,to end off our day =)

2011-10-02T00:57:00.002+08:00

suddenly feel like posting cos i tweeted too much =)

today, 1st Oct, was one of my fav days. one of my happiest days x)

actually nth special happened. but i was super happy today.

didnt start off well. was frustrated when my whole singtel network went cranky.

mio tv, broadband, house phone all cant work. n cant solve the prob even when i called de person.

fortunately de 2nd time i called things were ok. n de nice day started =)

i was really very happy the whole day.

told my mum that i really feel very happy, n i really dont know why haha.

i jus keep smiling, keep humming sparks fly by taylor swift.

i was in a real good mood, hehs =)

as said, nth much happened, so i dont know what to update also.

but today was a simple, yet nice and happy day for me x) yay (Y)

next weekend shall be another gd one too x)

ilulg! =P

2011-10-01T00:17:00.003+08:00

jus suddenly thought of this. smth that elf did mention before too. haha.

he said gf always complain to him that their bf ignores them cos of computer games.

AGREE MUCH. hahahaha.

seriously,i think girls hate the computer games and especially those who invent them.

they really made the bfs have lesser time for their gf lo.

they'll play n play n play n forget about time.

n they'll play n play n play, so engrossed that they dont check their phone n stuff.

then their poor gfs will be on de other side waiting for replies, thought what happened.

in de end they r playing =X tsktsktsk.

guys.. haish.. speechlessssssss.

n was talking to one fren of mine these days.

consoling her when she felt so helpless n stuff.

n we came to a conclusion that guys can sometimes be real insensitive =X

but we cant do anyting about this cos this is kinda their nature?

n we concluded that we r poor girls~ always feeling emo n all sorts.

but well, we r girls =X ayeeeee~

2011-09-25T18:07:00.002+08:00

im v happy! =))

ytd, n today, heeheex.

ytd didnt start off well but everything went well soon.

since i met up w asy, talked to her, shopped ard.

bought stuff, ate stuff, met sl n jack!

so coincidentally nia. jus nice at orchard, den at orchard central!

"gathered" at cold stone n after that we shopped ours they shopped theirs haha.

den night went to watch johnny english! nice~ =D

really quite funny hahah. woohoo~

after that had some htht n everything was okay x)

den today, not very productive but not too bad either!

at least i kinda completed what i wan =D

still got some tasks to do - like mktg/stats but shld be able to do it =)

mus do it, if nt tmr gg chalet le =X

oh ya huhs,den still mus pack later. oops~

but anws, apart from that,im happy too cos i think my fren became happier =D

makes me feel v gd, heeheehee.

im so glad~!!!!! lalala~

at least i think, things are rather ok now, so yeahs =)

hope everybody around me will stay happy ehs~

every single one~! =))

especially you! heehee. rmb ur promise~! jiayou kies x)

i'll be here with u! we'll work tgt kies! x)

2011-09-22T19:03:00.001+08:00

Wheee~! trying to blog on my iphone!
Duno hw it'll turn out to be haha.
Today's my last day of sch! Nxt wk is recess wk.
Bt seriously,i dun think i have more time to study lo
It only gives me more excuses to nt study?!
Gg bac to sch everyday, for meeting n work shops. Act all r exco stuff =X oh wells~
Gotta haf self discipline n cant play much.

Here's my schedule.
Mon totally for exco. Morn admin briefing, den go temple den go chalet till tue.
Tue noon gt mktg project. After tt i think i'll be catching up on my lack of slp? =X Which i hope i'll try not to bah~
wed gt career foundations module plus financial workshop till 4.
Thurs grooming workshop n mayb crash nus to mug.
Fri exco photoshoot n hopefully nth else. Den can mug too.
N thr, the week's over! :(
So fast can. Tsktsk.
I really hope i haf time to catch up w my stuff!

Bt anw ytd wl est crash, yay!
Didnt spend long w est bt well, still nice! :)
Hope can mug tgt again next wk?! :))

Im meeting asy on sat! Hehs~
Like finally! Bet we'll haf lots to talk abt! =D
Hmm tmr will stay home bah~
shall spend time doing work cos sat will be full day out :O
Can pei mummy tmr too~

Okies im reaching home soon. Think i'll go get smth to eat de moment i reach home. Famished like hell!

Oh yes. I gt bac so late cos i left my thumbdrive in de lab n waited so long for de security to open de door =X
Bt luckily i retrieved it!
Tt explains why im so hungry too =X

Alrights tts all!
Shall go bac,rest, do admin stuff n start on work :)
Jiayou all!!
Linwan jy for midterms, est kaikai jy for whatever assignments or tests too.
Some1 jy for ur tests n reports too! :)
Cy aik jy for promos!
Everybody jy! We can do it! x)))

2011-09-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOSH.

I FINISHED DE ESSAY

I FINISHED DE ESSAY DE ESSAY DE ESSAY!!!

I FINISHED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG,LIKE FINALLY LA~~~~~

though i haven go n re-read and edit, which im kinda scared cos i dun wanna re-do.

hopefully its relatively ok, den THATS IT. I DONT WANNA TOUCH IT LIAO =X

n hehs, 18th oct =D

cool manz~

2011-09-17T20:20:00.002+08:00

woots! again,i didnt update for a week,yes?

i cant rmb when i last updated act o.O

anws jus drop by to say HI.

kinda no mood to post.

abit emo now,cos 8plus liao.

soon sat will end n sun will come T.T

n den mon will come TT.TT

NVM.next week recess week le!

though i think not much diff cos im packed on almost everyday =X

but i think at least some freedom.

this fri gonna meet my dear asy~!

gonna shop for my office wear. gdness. MORE MONEYYYYY =(

my money officially depleted by ALOT. bt i know its cos ppl owe me money la.

BUT STILLLLLL ~~~~~~~

I really feel like getting some work but i really dont think i have the time? sianz~

ohwells~

my wish for tonight: COMPLETE MY OB ESSAY.

at least when its all out, i only have to edit.

hopefully i can finish tonight,though i kinda still have tmr but NO.

I WANNA FINISH IT BY TONIGHT~!

JIAYOUUUUUUU!!!!!

n n, tue im starting my first collection as FC. WISH ME LUCK KIES.

hope everything will be smooth~

woosh~!

hi big baddie! =P

2011-09-12T07:38:00.002+08:00

aye~ so unwilling to wakeup and start the day..
but i know dragging the wakeup time wont do any diff =(
really feeling super sian. big monday blues =(
totally no mood to do anything.
had de same feeling ytd, upon thinking its sunday alr.rarrrr.
time really flies.
act v quickly,another week will fly past.
esp when we keep looking forward to the end of the week when its jus de beginning :O
oh wells, hope everything will go on smoothly this week~!

n i certainly need more time to play with my macbook.
n act,my iphone too o.O
crazy right.i'd nv gotten any apple products and now,i got both in a less than 2 weeks haha.
hope it'll be friendly to me and allow me to know hw to use it well~
i seriously need to settle the songs thing quickly so i can listen to songs on my iphone~!
sorry gong for the super pms ytd =X everything's fine le ehs? =)
ilu gong,i really do too =))

2011-09-09T02:54:00.002+08:00

qing ge wang!
omg i dont know how long nv hear this song le sia T.T
cos my samsung cant play wma songs.
wahhhhh MEMORIES FLASHBACK~~~~
i rmb us, holding hands,walking frm my block to boonlay, singing de whole song on the way =)

2011-09-08T23:17:00.004+08:00

HELLO!!!!!!
omg super long since i blogged~~~
one week plus le! haha.
really busy this wk, no time to blog at all~!

mon had exco meeting frm 730 to 2am :O
made dotty wait for me till then,felt so bad =(
but was really glad to have her, esp when that day abit gaga.
its nice having her there to listen, as we walk back hall in that quiet dark night =)
nice atmosphere to htht,hehs x))

tue went back home,rushed stats tut till 2am again =X
oh,i slept at 3 that morn cos by de time we went back hall,pack stuff etc,yeahs.
4 hours of slp. den tue night or rather wed early morn,5 hr of slp =X
den wed had cac freshmen bash! act de venue wasnt really gd n stuff.
but aye, it was nice gg out with my urleyians x)
screamed like mad. haha. n laughed alot too. well,with my urleyians mah x)
love them~!

n today's thur~! last day of sch of de week~! haha x)

oh,i gt iphone~!
i think i might be getting my macbook this sat.
act i haven decide but i think most likely may get mac lor. see how.
gonna ask abt macbook air n macbook pro.
act i really think fujitsu also ok leh. but de price sama sama. so... hmm~
since i gt iphone,ppl were saying i mus as well get macbook =X
aye~ hope i can come to a conclusion soon~!

okies~ gotta mug again this wk~
next wk every night gt meeting to attend =X

ohs, last wkend was rather ok?
i had a big big meal - buffet~! haha.
oh~ i tot it was rather long, but act some1 jus came back last thurs?
haha. yup,so went to have our big meal~
after the terrible countdown,haha =)
i love de desserts la haha. but aye, that contributes to why i needa lose weight now =((
mus control diet. bridesmaid in less than 2 months omg!!!! >.<
jiayou manz~!

hmm.tmr, duno if i shld go lib/mac/stay at home.
initially thought of gg lib bt suddenly felt sian.
feel like jus staying at home~! i think i will nia.
see how behs~! hope i will be efficient!
i think dun on tv jiu ok liao. haha.
com is nt as cham as tv. tv is big big distractionnnnn.

alrights~! that's all~!
anws i love whatsapps to the max! nw can constantly apps with sm1 =P
and and i wanna say smth!
ilmb! =P
i know u all sure will say this is easy to decode but WHATEVERRRRRR. i happy jiu hao liao hee =DDD

2011-08-30T21:47:00.003+08:00

ahhhhh bad news~! =((
im having another lesson on fri =((
thought i can go back at 9am, but now mayb have to go at 12 =(
but then again, if my biz ops really ends at 9, i can go for the 9 to 1030 one!
mayb see which one my tutorial mates are going bahs~

aye~ spent the whole day out today!
tiring day nia.
ok la, short trips here n there, but spotted a few places to go to next time!
n today's sentosa has exceptionally lotsa ppl manz.
i rarely see so many ppl de!
mayb cos we rarely go sentosa on wkends/public hols.
gdness, the queue for trains r omg-ly long~~~ crazy canz~
n lots of B and quite some AT too. ahyoooo~

okies. dun feel like blogging liao.
but anws, was glad that i finally managed to get the idea for my OB assignment le!
shall proceed to complete the collage tmr, n den start on my essay for it.
rarrrr~!!!
cant wait for fri - cos after that can go out~! w fav ppl~! =P
nt sure if can make it to go out with kids anot though, shall plan~
anws, its tue le! tmr is wed~!!!!!!
supposedly countdown 2 days,but act its considered 1 more day la? since its midnight =P
wheeeee~!!!
n awwws. i miss u quite alot today nia =(
but went to/went past some places, and thought of gg those places tgt x)
hope we can meet on fri!!!!!! cwtsu~~~~~~~~n irmualalt =((( wah long time nv use codes liao =P

2011-08-29T21:25:00.002+08:00

feel that time passed rather quickly.
a week passed on jus like that..
another week jus began but a day's gone alr.
will be so busy, with activities almost everyday to settle.
n this makes me feel time will really pass very fast.
but then again, there are some things, that made me realise time pass rather slowly.
it's.. 10days alr? ok, 1odays look rather long haha.
but thinking of it as only a week plus 2 days or so, it seemed rather short.
but then ya. though it seemed short,like only a week plus,
it really felt very long..
as if we haven met for ages. ok, too exaggerated, mayb not ages, but a rather long time :O
well, jus some psychological way of thinking lolol.
but yup. tmr's tue =)
gonna pei mum to nirvana and then mayb will go find de girls to mug,nt sure yet.
but my main priority is to get my research done.
so if i cant use com there, i guess i might not go?
or perhaps,see my progress today.
mayb i'll go study my comm mod. since quiz is coming up too.

yes. mug mug mug. tsktsk.
n i kinda took over the stuff of my predecessor.
learnt almost everything i need to do.
really quite alot. im really like,a leader now.
n i realised im quite dependent. de qn i wanna ask,i feel that they r quite stupid =X
though i did ask after all to ensure i get things right.
rarrrr. jiayou manz >.<

okies. i hope tonight will be effective. i really gotta get my OB stuff out.
at least, smth =X

countdown: 2 more days =)
i cant wait to see ur name appear on my phone. sms/call. =)

2011-08-29T00:12:00.002+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY =(((((
relatives coming out tmr, most likely that my studying plan will be disrupted =((
which means that i gotta work doubly hard tonight, and tmr morn.
guess i'll go sch real early to study in the room =(( if not my tv will sure disturb me~!

didnt do anything today. only did my mktg tutorial.
but at least i cleared smth.
printed 2 notes needed for tmr.
went for last theory lesson for driving - it kinda prepared me for practical lessons.
but i think i'll get steady with my uni life, with the exco stuff in first.
if i can,den i'll start de practical lessons perhaps.see how!
n then went out with girls. shopped with linwan first while waiting for est to come.
shopped at marina sq and suntec.
bought a dress from bershka!!!! my new fav shop,but its ex.
but this dress is super cheap cos last piece and its on sale.
89.90 -> 19.90! u say la,shld buy anot? MUS BUY LA. hhahahaha.
n its nice x) n can wear out to town kind. AWESOMEEEEEE.
n den bought my office skirt finally at suntec.
cant find it at marina, n after i bought it, i saw alot of nice ones again -.-
didnt manage to buy de shirt yet. see how first. but i think shirt easier to buy bahs =)
bought garett's popcorn too!

okies. jus wanted to update quickly.
today was a nice day out with the girls =)
nice to have such outings after so long.
cant wait to find a day whr we can meet again. even if its to mug tgt x)
soon soon, we'll plan it soon!!!!!

okays.tts it!
back to sort out my stuff!
i think this week's gonna pass rather fast!
act, i kinda jus wan thurs to come? or maybe fri =P
cant wait! x))

2011-08-26T22:30:00.003+08:00

today is a tiring day~
n an unproductive day~
ok,at least i finished my mkting lect 2 readings. but that isnt alot.
n i only did that today,plus abit of OB readings,but really abit lor =(
think im gonna read my comm today bahs.
but yeah, was quite angry regarding the work today.
as in, was told it was from 12 plus to 5. in de end i worked from 12 to 8 =(
n i felt bad leaving the guy there but i really dun wanna stay anymore
n i cant help him w de height stuff cos im short. so ya. i jus left.
but im angry cos the 2 ppl sit there n jus look at us.
buy food also nv like, at least out of courtesy ask us if we wan any.
den jus sit there. though this is like,our job,yes, but its only de 2 of us mah
cant they jus help since they have nth to do >.<
rarrr.
but de guy quite kelian. thats why i stayed till 8 to help him.
but they r really stupid to jus get a helper (me) to help. tsktsk.
n tt place got lotsa cockroaches lor! n i really mean, ALOT.
walk a few steps u'll see one. n there's alot of dead ones. YUCKS.

ok i duno wat i wanna post alr.
anws i think im loving FM98.7 liao hahaha.

okays i mus do smth tonight.
tmr night gotta go work again n complete it. rarr.
n den sun meeting my dearest girls!
n mon gt stats lect plus learning of my FC stuff liao.
den tue nth.
oops,realised i keep updating again these days =P
5 more days left of aug!!!!!!
cant wait for 1st sep!
but den again afraid of sep coming cos its another month.
n 1st sept onwards,i will officially be de FC liao. handover on 1st sept =X SCARYYYYYYY.
but oh well,it will still come~
so jus quickly come la! cos there's smth even more impt on 1st sept =P

countdown: 6days! x)
oh anws, I REALLY LOVE MY GIRLS~
I CANT WAIT FOR HTHT CUM SHOPPING ON SUNDAY W THEM!!!!!!!
today's chat with linwan is nice as usual xD BUT I DONT LOVE YOU HAHAHAHAHAH =P
gong!go our blog kies, wrote stuff for u there,too much to write here =)
6 more days! x)

2011-08-26T00:12:00.003+08:00

nice songs heard over 98.7 x)
writing down in case i forgot them ahha.

can't keep my hands off you - simple plan
sparks fly - taylor swift
skyscraper - demi levato? forgot how to spell her name lol.
animal - neon trees
mean - taylor swift

AND OMG GOOD NEWS!!!!!!
i might be able to take my comm test on the day itself!!!!!!!
hope i really can. i dun wanna take de re-test one.!!!!!
*prays*!!!

AND OMG~ I JUS HEARD IT OVER THE RADIO
MY DEAREST "JUST A KISS" WAS THE TOP SONG LAST WEEK!!!!! =DDD
FOLLOWED BY "MOVES LIKE JAGGER"!!!!!
YAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!x))

2011-08-25T23:34:00.003+08:00

okies, officially in CAC 21st exco - Financial Controller~
was seeing how my predecessor deal with the reimbursements with the treasurers.
gonna meet her on mon to learn some stuff.
these few days r gonna be real busy. act i think i vent out some stuff ytd le.
gonna try to mug as much this week.
but dun haf much time either. working for de presidential elections thingy.
n gg out with girls n jos. woosh.
jiayou manz. i can feel the tenseness n urgency to do my work.

n worse. im gonna skip de quiz on 7th sept. for my comm across cultural contexts.
n im gonna take de makeup one instead, n de tcher said it'll be tougher - mcq + short ans instead of jus mcq =(
sad la. gottta study more.
aye.nt as if i wanna pon but i have to wat =(
haish.. jiayou manz. i hope i can complete watever i plan to complete this weekend. haish.
JIAYOU LIMXIAOQIAN >.<

sun when out w girls,gotta buy my office skirt, den gotta buy present for handover exchange.
rarrrrrr.
but anws today was rather gd. n i hear some stuff.
i hope i can rmb them so i can share with some1 8days later =)
my lecturer told me some stuff about navy today,haha. act i think still gt more stuff but cant rmb nw.
but remind me to tell u about this navy thing!
too many stuff to tell u le lo~
anw suddenly missing u.. miss smsing you and complaining to you~
7 more days =)) *loves*

2011-08-25T01:57:00.002+08:00

hello! its 2am now!!! n im still nt slping cos my hair is still wet~
n i got back at hall at 12plus am, n it was 1.18 when i finally settled down after bathing n washing up!
anws. jus got back frm rally.
finally its over!!!!
but i think im gonna get real busy.
heard from jenn (pres) that im gonna be very busy dealing with the stuff.
heard from ppl that Financial Controller (FC) is very busy.
heard that my predecessor has lotsa things to pass on to me.
1st, 5th, and 7th sept - all reserved for CAC~!
5th sept gonna have long meeting. 1st is handover which might be till quite late too.
7th sept is cac bash which i think will be late too.
n 7th sept that week is de week that i have to hand in my creative thinking assignment!
so i really really gotta buck up this wk n make sure i finish by next wkend >.<
okays,feeling de stress le.
i think i really have to keep to uni stuff le. nt enough time for other stuff le~!

ok i promise i'll still squeeze out time perhaps for meals or smth kays. will try my best~
really needa plan my schedule well~!

anw countdown : 7days~! x)
busy preparing for speech so didnt mu as much nia.
but looking at de whistle will always remind me of u x)
n u know wat? i think mickey plays a big role in making me slp well in hall =P

2011-08-21T21:14:00.003+08:00

gosh im feeling stressed for the CAC thingy sia. =((
anws i gt selected as CAC exco member liaoz. financial controller instead of de assistant =X
scary lehs~! to think of it now >.<
i hope that the people im working with are nice people~
n i hope that this wk pass soon then. super scary lehs!
i wonder how things will be like,tsktsk~

act now nth much le. jus filled in de form.
oh, n i probably gotta think of a speech, to say for the rally. aye~
i dun like this. tts why didnt join council in JC too. cos of de election thingy.
but now im involved liao =X haiyoz. =((
oh well, hope everything will be done soon.
thurs. cant wait for thurs!
n then another wk will be over le~!

suddenly feel that there is a lack of time again! =(
if we could call, i'll probably be complaining to you. n then a while later as we chat, i'll forget about these stuff.
n will be happily chatting away with u =)
1 day down, hope u're ok there too =) love you gong, mutou ludou~

2011-08-20T20:56:00.002+08:00

wah, 5 days nv update le~! cos had been rather busy~
tue n wed was busy doing work - reading/doing tutorial.
slept super late. 1am n 2am respectively =X
cant believe i went against my principle - i wont sacrifice my slp for study =X lol.
studied tgt with dotty lops.n we slept at same time too.
wanted to htht bt didnt manage to, cos of stupid tutorial haha.

tue was cac welcome tea - caught up with urliens.
wed was de interview, which was super long.
thurs went for a dinner, quite fun =P
some interesting stuff happened, n hmm, nice experience? hahas.
n then rushed back to msia for uncle's stuff.
came bac ytd night. everything's settled.
dont wanna talk about it anymore. shall put everything to a close.
so yups. hope he rest in peace.

woke up super early today - considered very early on sat.
but nice experience! we're one of the few customers.
was at ion when it was pitch dark haha! awesome~
came bac ard noon,went bac hall to collect stuff, den came back home.
print stuff, read tb. but only a little went in, n felt tired n slept lol.
but! managed to complete 3/5 of my to-do-list so far?
ok la,nt so bad kies.
but today time passed rather slowly in de noon =X
n keep thinking of some stuff.
morn pass super fast though.tsktsk.

so yeah. de countdown started. 12days.
i know things will be alright, jus that will feel abit gaga at times, thinking of some1..
but oh wells! part n parcel of life!
i believe this will eventually result in good outcomes - for the r/s, for some1 =)
endure~! 12 days will zoom fast!
now im looking forward to sep. 1st sep.
but then that'll mean my proj deadlines will get nearer.tsktsk. irritating.
n now that alot of them are cramped tgt,i dont know which one to start~! =(((
n n n,my tb alr torn a little liao,tsktsk.
have no choice but to wrap it to protect it n sell in gd condition =X

alrights~! surfing for a while more n i guess i gotta start work again~

countdown: 12 days (only 5 hours past,tsktsk =X)
wish: for some1 to be safe and sound.
jiayou dear. 12days. torturing, but i believe i can endure it. it'll be alright.
i'll work hard too at my side, n we'll both work tgt okies?
far away from each other, but yet we'll be so close, cos our hearts are as one =)
rmb that whistle. keep it well. it'll be like seeing me when u look at it. i'll do de same =) love ya.

2011-08-15T22:42:00.002+08:00

haish. unpredictable stuff happened again.
uncle passed away. in accident.
suddenly does remind me of that insurance thing. tsk.
mind was blank, heart jus pumping hard, felt helpless,dont know wat to do.
not exactly close to him, but he always nag, which i know its for our own good.
he always tell us to study hard. n will scold if we do stuff wrong.
though not exactly close, he's still my eldest uncle.
though mum didnt cry like how she did when granny passed away,
i saw that her eyes were red.

well. but what she said was right too.
somehow it's perhaps better to pass away than to live but with injuries/illness.
cos it'll be painful to de patient, n might be a burden to the family.

hope my uncle will rest in peace.

doubt i'll be able to go back.
though its possible to skip, but its not gonna be easy.
so i wont be gg back.
unless fri, but see how again.

supposed to finish reading my mkting notes. but haven read it till now.
mayb jus flip through later bahs. still have tmr to read act..
tmr gotta wake up slightly early to wash clothes and stuff.

umm.dun wanna blog le.
bye all.
thanks gong =)

2011-08-14T01:22:00.002+08:00

didnt wanted to switch on de com but i feel like blogging haha.
today is a nice day~! =)))
went to sch early in de morn to have operation mgmt seminar.
glad tt it was a good one! it was rather engaging.
good tutor again~! =DDD
den went back hall to get dotty's stuff, n waited super long for the pioneer bus!
gave up in de end n took 179~
was rather late that initial meeting time =X

but anws, WATCHED ZOOKEEPER!!!!!
EVERYONE PLEASE GO WATCH =DDDDDD haha
its really nice!! some parts i really laugh like mad~!
n it was really genuine laughs. super funny~!!!! MUS WATCH MUS WATCH =DDD
had kfc snackers for late lunch. n ate haagen daaz~! heex. awesome~ x))
n den wanted to eat pizzahut for dinner de =(
but long queue n we walked about for v long n in de end settled down at mosburger.
had apple pie. i think mac's is better~!

ohs, i bought quite some stuff to bring to hostel~!
i mus plan wat to bring liao.i think if i bring all i'll go fat!
n im really back to my original weight again~! rarrrr~!!!! =((

night was htht w NJ-FHSS peeps~! awesome la~
long time didnt had such talks tgt le x)
n jr became more buff~! i think he put on a little more weight + develop them into muscles.
muscular liao~~~ hahhaa.
naise x))

tmr, or rather today (sun) is gonna be a boring day.
guess i'll be mugging =(
n i almost forgot i really have a presentation on wk 3.rarr. gotta arrange meeting time again.
tsktsktsk. JIAYOU MANZ~!!!
geex,happy 5th month dear~! though didnt had a sumptuous dinner, at least we had haagen daaz =P
n i really think we shld find some day n study tgt! reminds me of sec 3 tt time nia =))

2011-08-12T15:54:00.002+08:00

aye~ forget it~!

im not gonna change my elective liao.

cos i cant bring myself to stay in front of de com n camp for ppl to drop =X

n im nt exactly hating that elective.

jus that im not confident, and worried that i may not score.

cos i think, if im nt wrong, its gonna be essay.

compared to other papers that has mcqs or short essays, i might be at a disadvantage =X

well, we'll see how.

i shall put in my effort to do it well~!

worse comes to worse, i S/U it lo. though i hope i wont have to~!

JIAYOU PENGUIN~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

n oh. i jus printed my stuff.

siao, super lots =XXX

changed another ink cartridge. if im nt wrong, its only a week.

stupid uni, tsktsktsk~!

but oh wells~~~ =X

n n n , 98.7 played alot of songs that i know today. SO HAPPY =DDD

jetlag, moves like jagger, goodlife, just a kiss, if i die young, what are words, party rock anthem.

hahas~! x)) NICEEEE.

n i ate lotsa junk food today =X

mainly biscuits, plus an apple~! oops~

2011-08-11T22:49:00.002+08:00

very long since i blogged le..
used to blog everyday cos im bored..
but now, time seemed to be running short, so dont have much time to blog.
and also, dont have the feel to update detailed posts..

in short, this week had been a rather wow one.
sat, went JB with mum,came back in an hour or so, n bought my bridesmaid dress at JP instead.
Sun, went out with some1.
mon, start of uni life, og dinner + stayover.
awesome~ though not much people, but i love my GLs/SAs =)
they're really a great bunch of people. had lotsa laughs, hthts, etc =))
oh, starwars was crazy.haha.but fun with my Urliens x)
htht n played games all de way till 6 n we went for our breakfast den headed home.
bathed, den ate breakfast w parents and went out again.
awesome isn't it. but stoned quite a few times tt day =X
n was dead tired near the noon-evening time..
slept at 7plus till 7 plus de next morn.
but recovered from the lack of slp after another round of full slp last night =))

ytd, 2 lectures. today, 1 seminar.
loved today's seminar cos i think my tutor is good =))
engaging, nice, n my grp is quite nice too,yay~! =))
after that, went for swimming with dearest est.
didnt swim alot today,more of catching up hahas.
den went to JP n shop for our stuff~

on a side note.. suddenly saw some stuff..
n then a little gaga.
i know i shldn't feel that way - thats why im so angry with myself at times.
i thought im ok with it alr. but i realised, when i saw some stuff, smth will ring again.
i guess, i haven completely walked out of it, or dump that thing off my mind.
somehow, its still there.. though its jus a small part, i cant deny that its still there..
but im trying, trying to not let that small part pop out.
trying to make that small part get smaller, n smaller, n eventually disappear.
i guess, i need time bah..
n yes, i'll make myself not think of those stuff too..
i can do it, i will do it.
maybe not now, but one day, hopefully soon..

sorry.. blog is de only place i can fully say out wat i wan..
so.. sorry for the emo part~!
no mood to go on to the happy part liao..
but tmr there's no sch~ guess i'll do some work at home though..
nua at home de whole day tmr bahs~
sorry dear. too much to say here. but jus wanna say, sorry.
looking forward to meeting u on sat =) 5th month =)

2011-08-07T23:05:00.002+08:00

I WANNA BLOG BUT I DONT KNOW WAT TO BLOG.
THINK COS IM TIRED AND ABIT MOODLESS NOW.
BUT IM NOT MOVING IN TO HOSTEL THIS WEEK,NEXT WEEK INSTEAD.
HOPE WE DONT GET LEFT OUT OR SMTH =XXX

TMR SCHOOL IS STARTING.
HOPE THERE'S A GOOD START!
n i miss u le.. a little sorry for the small hiccup today,
but on my way to je jus now i felt that im lucky to have you as my bf =) love you dear~

2011-08-05T23:23:00.003+08:00

uni's starting soon~! next week~

hmmm~ now,hai hao lo. mayb some mixed feelings bahs.

like,duno how things will turn out to be. wonder how it'll be like at de first day of lecture~

tsktsktsk. hope everything will be okays~!

nt sure which elective to add yet.

needa consider between the time of de lesson n the tough-ness of de paper =X

guess will jus add first,den drop de one that i dont wan after considering properly.

tmr gonna go JB with mummy, gonna look for my bridesmaid dress =)

hopefully can find a nice one~!

next week, having OG outing - hopefully it'll still be on!

we'll countdown to national day i guess,hahas.

den start of most lectures. having lecture on sat =(

supposedly on tues,den change to makeup on thurs, but gt ppl who cant make it.

so gotta change to sat, haish~ but ok la,its in de morn.

end at 1230, so i'll jus be sacrificing my slp lo.still have my noon and night to go out or slack home.? =)

but next week's timetable quite slack cos no tutorial yet.

only 1 lesson per day? n fri no lesson =X

n im moving in on wed. so i wonder what will i be doing from wed late morn to thurs early noon =X

n from thurs late noon n de whole of fri.

hope dotty will have slack timetable so she can pei me ~

if nt i really wonder wat i can do in hostel. mug? =XXX sounds so no life nia~

ah,mayb i can read my FTT huhs~

well,see how bahs~~~

mayb i'll be back to updating my blog regularly due to being too bored haha.

n yes i needa start packing my pencil case liao.

n arrange my papers n stuff. den needa pack wat i need to bring in to hostel~

start of uni life lo! hope it'll be gd for all~!

2011-08-04T21:51:00.001+08:00

wanted to blog but then no feel to blog~
suddenly have de feel that i shld get prepared for study life.
my aim is to start reading thru de uni stuff tmr to know which one i have to print.
mayb reading tonight in de room - peaceful, w/o my tv. hahas.
today spent de whole day in ntu~ gt lotsa stuff (free goodies)
n i gotta know that next sat im gonna have lessons.
but i have no lesson on fri,so shld i stay in hall? shall ask dotty when she wanna move in bahs~

"what time is it where you are~
i miss you more than anything~
back at home you feel so far~
im waiting for my phone to ring~"

i realised i always end with jetlag lyrics, hahas.
cos it really kinda express what i feel x))
mu~

2011-08-02T22:34:00.002+08:00

just a short 15min, but it was all so nice =)
n then i find myself like an idiot, smiling to myself =X
you are the only one who can do that, seriously =P

2011-08-01T14:01:00.004+08:00

wow,a week since i'd updated!!!

nt much feel to blog the past 2 days, cos too many stuff to do,plus tired.
n i have too much to blog so abit sian also.
doubt im updating much about the camp.
u guys jus have to know tt its really awesome x)
my og won the most awghsome og~!!!! =DDD
my grp is called URLEY~!!!!! hahha.
amazing race, there's this NG100 thing in front, n we were last.
but we pia-ed and we ended up 3rd in de end!
but it was really rather crazy la haha. run till i wanna die liao.
hahas.
n then tt 3rd night we went to NSRCC!!! =D stayed over there - chalet time~!
had htht tt night n on de 4th night till 5/6. haha. but it was nice x) wheeee~

den fri we ended at 12 plus.?
if nt becs of de shuttle bus rushing, we would have ended later. hahas.
we didnt have enough time to htht more, haha.
den when bac home, started to add ppl on fb~
slept at 2, woke up at 1130 de next day haha.
den ate w mum,den went out.
night time was totally urley's time. chat nonstop on fb, reading all de comments n stuff.
hahas. naise~~~

sun~ went out again? x)
back at night, n i was super slpy.i slept at 11!

n guess wat, i slept till 9 today.
den i slept again at 11 all de way till 130 jus now!
i have no idea why im so tired,haha.
but i ate some chapalang stuff n is abit full now =X

n well,i didnt go for hall camp in de end.
hope i wont regret much bahs.
i mean,since i'd decided,suan le!
plus i really doubt i can slp alone in de hostel room =X
i shall make full use of my time these days to relax~

"what time is it where you are? five more days and i'll be home~"
dear,de past 2 days spent tgt was great x) cant wait to see you again 5 days ltr x)

2011-07-24T11:09:00.002+08:00

woosh~! ytd was a rather gd day? =))
uhms~ morn went with mummy to jp, finally found my pumpS~!!!!
bought a black and a white. both less than $30, so okies la?
n mum says its nice, n cos both diff colours so ok. hehs. love my mummy~

met dotty after that, went to ntu to settle hall stuff!
we chose our room, den walked ard the hall,looked at how the room looks like, whr is de location of our room etc =)
ok la,nt too bad! =D
honestly i cant wait to have gatherings in our hostel?! hahaha.
act im kinda looking forward to hostel life also la.
de only sad thing is probably my home~ i'll miss my mummy n my bed n my soft toys.
n im thinking about my clothes.
i cant possibly bring all my clothes over?
so i have to plan what i have to wear for a week and bring there?! llol.
we'll see how again bahs~
shld be starting to move some things for hallcamp to put in our room next sun! hahhas.
but i think we'll be moving in slowly~~~

uhms~ after that, pei dotty shopped a while den went to meet dan.
den went for ndp~!
it was awesome~!!!!!
i think its cos the guys ard us are in army now.
so everything feels so.. related to us? as in, we can relate to watever's tts performing there!
when we see de ppl in army clothes, shooting, live firing, marching, etc etc.
navy, civil defence, commander, officer blah blah blah.
n den i'll think "oh, ____ said about this, XX told us about this" n stuff. so damn awesome~!
i cant imagine if any of de guys were to perform in ndp one day,goshhhh..
i think i'll really feel damn proud.
i really kinda can imagine if some1 was to perform, i think i'll awwwww~~~ hahhaa
alr felt so touched ytd le lo. imagine if any of de guys i know were to march there,
or even be the red lions, de parachuters, goodness~~~~ ahahha
n de fireworks were as awesome~
n they even had de heart shape ones and i managed to capture them! awesome~! =DDD

after ndp,met jack jk alvin at mbs.
den we walked ard, went to timbre via bus. waited for an hour!
guess we were all too tired. so we ate super fast!
but the live band was quite cool! =D
though becos of tt we cant really chat. haha. but i kinda like timbre more n more act =P
yayyyy~! i like timbre! kishishishi x))

anws. again,i reached home at 2, slept at almost 3. goshhhh~ haha.

jus heard from mum tt im supposed to buy my own bridesmaid dress! =)
shall wait till i have the time den see how =) wheeee~!
jus packed my bag for camp. i managed to squeeze into my 1 bag plus another shoe bag.
still gt some misc stuff. i brought an extra bag jus in case i cant squeeze in when i come back.haha.
ok, too long a post liao.byebye!
ahhhh imu! but was happy to get ur call ytd,like after so long x)
n its only 1 more week!to be exact,this sat! wheeee! x) n i know whr is POMO liao xD
i feel i gt so many things to share,hope i can stil rmb them n tell u when we meet x) love u!

2011-07-22T22:16:00.002+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
straight after CAC camp, i have a 8D7N hall camp?! RIGHT AFTER.
cac camp 25-29, hall camp 30 - 6 =XXX
but of cos i wont be gg straight, WILL DIE.
tentatively, our plan is to go on monday. have 2 days of break, which i think is necessary~
hope the hall seniors will sorta agree!!!!
having only sat to rest is not enough for me~~!!!!
n yes, there goes my 2 full weeks =X rarrrr~~~

anws i totally overspent ytd.
tsktsktsk. im really spending more than what im earning!
but if i get back tt insurance money then ok la~
n though im really shocked that i spent so much ytd,
somehow its ok la. i mean,after writing out de so-called reasons,they seemed reasonable lol.
bleahssss~
i wont be able to spend time on shopping anymore since i go uni so.. guess its alright~!
yes.nomore spending!
but hey,i haven get my flats?!?!
n i think i seriously need them kies >.<
i hope i can find soon!!!! i really really need flats~~~~~ =(((

okies, might nt have much time to update blog le.mayb on sun bahs.
tmr gg ntu, ndp, timbre!
tonight mus try to pack as much as i can~
only sun is free.if nt, my busy schedule can be said to start from tmr =XXX
and and and
IM A UNI UNDERGRAD NOW. WOWWWW~~~
hhahhaaha.

1 MORE WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!
=)) though cant call, its really gd enough to have ur sms =)
esp all the sudden smses in de noon when i thought u cant sms. the smses that make me smile like an idiot =P
so dont worry k dear, 1 more week!!! x)
i'll make sure i squeeze out time to go out de kies x) love you!!!

I DO - COLBIE CAILLAT

2011-07-20T20:42:00.002+08:00

Suddenly heard of this song ytd when shopping~!
den n it suddenly popped out in my head again jus now =D
was intro-ed by some1 i think.? cant rmb either.
but the tune quite catchy n nice also la x))
can go n listen! haha

It's always been about me myself and I
If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy to say that our love wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew till I met you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can live without it, I can let it go
Ooh, I did, I get myself into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust and never feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say
Colbie Caillat I Do lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/colbie-caillat-i-do-lyrics.html

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Wooh Can I get myself into
You make we wanna say

Me a family, a house a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm old and sit next to you.

And when we remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you

2011-07-20T17:42:00.002+08:00

hmm i feel that i didnt blog much?!
ok act i did,i jus didnt blog ytd lolol. as in,didn't blog my stuff ytd haha.
ytd~ morn went to see miss yeo! only a short chat though, but nice to see her =)
den met asy - supposed to gym, but she forgot to bring her phone.
so we walked to her hse! took about 1 hr! save $2.50 from nt gg gym too,whee! haha
after that wanted to walk bac but due to the hot weather,we didnt.hahas.
came my hse, bathe, den went to eat botak fav at makanshiok hahas!
n there, we gained back everything we lost lolol!
after tt went to orchard n i kinda went to the same shops ahahha.
saw a pair of rubi shoes~! kinda like it!
but cos main priority was buying pumps,so walked ard to look for tt first.
in de end cant find,n i keep thiking of my rubi shoes~!
but nvm, tmr shld be shopping w girls, fri gg jp w asy too.
can get it thr! =D lalalal~

oh i received call frm my group leader ytd~! =DDD
im in URLEY!!!! hahha. RED house!!!!!!
im really destined to be related to red houses lolol!!! =DDD happy~!!!
n received de packing list today le!
gotta start to take out de clothes so i wont wear them these few days =)
kinda excited!
but even my GL says its quite sad to be not chosen by biz camp lo =((
but nvm~ at least i have cac,n he says cac better than union HAHAHHA =P
hope it'll really be fun!!!! =DDD

anws its wed le~!
today time passed super fast lo~ no plans w anyone today,jus nua-ed at home.haha.
act didnt nua at home la.
officially woke up at 9 plus. den went to jp at 10plus. I WALKED OK.hahha.
had de feel to walk somehow,haha. brought my cap so tt i wont be tanned~~~
i walked back too! n walked to n fro to cut my hair too, n now my calf seems to ache a little? =XXX
anw borrowed recipe books, den bought subway for lunch! =DDD
eh yups~ tts about my schedule for today? n now its 6 liao haha.

n yups! i cut my hair, length remained but thin it, n cut fringe! x)
whheeeee~! felt refreshed and light =DDD
n its really v v v thin! hahahha.

so fast, its wed le~! so far, plans had been good ;)
living my last few days of freedom awesomely! x))
didn't miss you alot,but did think of you as usual =)
n i was suddenly thinking of some stuff, and wanted to tell u smth.
u know what? u were the one that taught me that true love exists =)

2011-07-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

“世界上最近的距离，是当我们的心在一起”
=))
for you,my dear.
exactly what im feeling,heex x)

2011-07-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

SINFUL BUT AWESOME DAY~!!!!! =ppp
morn - BTE! I PASSED! though 2nd attempt but YAY I PASSED!70/70!!!! ;))
hehhehs~
noon - out with roomie aka dotty!!!! xD
gosh, n de sinful day begins,hahas!
we went to buy leggings, n den started shopping away! hahhahas.
act we kinda started shopping at new look liao.hahas.
n den we want to buy shoes. so we started moving towards wisma~
n den there we go - F21!!! =X n we went to the fitting room thrice.each w a pair of shorts lol.
cos thr's only a salesperson there, den abit ps when we keep gg hahha.
in de end we bought 2 shorts each - one of which is de same!!! hehhehs x)

n den we tried the "share tea" ok la,i think hai hao ? =X
walked from wisma,went taka,popped by to visit sinlin x)
n then after that.. we went to orchard cine?
went to see bags n clothes! but didnt buy any ~
n we bought fries from BFF- Best Friends Forever! bought curry one,haha.
not bad! nice! x))
n there seemed to have alot of nice cafes/restaurants to chill out at orchard cine!
avenue at de top of cine, den one more at the basement de!
oh,and 1 more - pique nique at taka,quite cool! hahhas.

since there's time, we went to heerens for a while n wheee!
went in to fourskin n tada we spent again?! haaha.
bought a watch each - cheap one luhs. yellow + pink! hehs.
we can dress like roomies next time xD lallalala~
n den we went down n was offered samples of choco from prestige!
jus a small wheelcart stall but it was really awesome!
n quite cheap lo, $13 for 200g?! it was initially $26!its buy 1 get 1 free. so we got it x))
good deal~! heeheex~
NICE SHOPPING DAY WITH ROOMIE~!!!!!!! =P
though we spent alot =X hahahha.

night - do stuff for my mum.
n received news that my cousin who's marrying in sept/oct wants me to be her bridesmaid!
omg super super cool la,heeheeheex~!!!!!!

n then a last msg to describe the night: cant stop smiling =)
it must have been tough for you, but i believe you can do it =)
jiayou dear, i'll always be here supporting you morally x) love you always =))

2011-07-17T10:57:00.003+08:00

OMGGGGG~!!!!!!!
JETLAG IS THE TOPSONG FOR FM98.7 TOP20!!!!!! xDDD
woohoo~!!!!! super happy!!!!!! hehhehs xDDD
i usually will tune in to 933. but suddenly tot of listening to jetlag on radio.
cos dun wanna on it on my phone n blast my speaker mah.
so jus tuned in to 98.7 while helping mum to deal with the vege.
n den jus hear hear hear~ didnt know will really hear de song.
until it announced, the top song is jetlag by simple plan. WHEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahhas. i duno why but im super happy!!!!!!!!!!!!! kishishishi =DDD
lalalalals~
all my gaga feeling gone liao x) heeheex.

"what time is it where you are~
i miss you more than anything~
back at home you feel so far~
im waiting for my phone to ring~"

heex~ de song i'd been humming since ytd~!
n i keep humming "marry you" this morn too,haha x)

"you said good morning, when its midnight~
going out of my head alone in this bed~
i wake up to your sunset, its driving me mad, i miss you so bad
and my heart heart heart is so jet lagged~ ~ ~"
lallas!!! x))

heeheeheex!!!!! happy!!!! =PPP

n i really think the lyrics are relevant lo~ de red one eps,is wat im thinking! =))jus for u, heex =))

2011-07-17T00:35:00.000+08:00

oh i didnt mention~!!!!!

im learning "right here waiting"~! nice!!!! hehhehs.

trying to learn "first love" but really nt easy =((

"because of you" also. =X

I WILL WORK HARD. hhaha